Hi... Quite a long time never blog... hehe... Well, my head is better now... No more side effects from the knock... Phew, that was indeed lucky. These few days is definitely quite busy for me. This is due to the Mid Year exams.... Its coming... i'm actually quite sick of it now... Its so stress and after that, we will be having our O Levels Mother Tongue Exams on the 30th May... Great... Now I cant have fun... or maybe not... but to relax and chill out for a moment... Haix...

Well, the sports carnival update.... Our class got 2nd for Frisbee, and 1st for Dance. Well, frisbee was quite alright... Abit rough and so on... The first match was against 5E1, sounds interesting as its 5E3 vs 5E1... 'Clash of the Titans'... haha... However, we been trashed by 4E3 with a 6 - 1 score... nvm.. Better than getting nothing. The another sport event that i join was basketball. we did not qualify for the finals but it was a nice match... We lose to the 4N2 by 1 point... Alright, it really hurts me like $hit but its over, so nevermind then... The second match was nicer, will always remember in my mind... 12 - 4... We won the match... If not wrong I'm the man of the match... having quite a number of lay-ups... Yeah... Then for the dance... Its was not bad... first in the Upeer Sec squad... its because no one join the dance but nevermind... Most of all, I really enjoy the whole event and I won 2 trophies for my past 5 years in the school... COOL!!!

haix... Tomorrow is Syikin's birthday party... Really dont know what to buy or her... Still thinking... Well, quite exhausted too... Just came back from school for Maths... haha... One more thing... I have a great announcement for all people... The 'Anti Jia Long' Campaign is now on... It means he is going to be an anti person to us... haha... even if it is just a joke or maybe fun... Its interesting... his blog and Friendster account is now on... So, join in the fun and say the ad things about him... hehe... Thats all folks... Got to go now...

Long time never blog already... Well... Few days agao... I had suffer a knock on my head.. Thanks to Fazil, my pal, accidentally hit my head with his kneecap... Well, it still hurts now.. of course... but there is one major problem. My head is suffering some headaches for the past two days... even tody. I really don't know what actually happen. I really hope its okay after all... Just a side effect of the pain... but after hearing my god sis that maybe got blood clot in my brain... Well... things start to change...

Fear is in me right now... I don no why... I really feel scared... whether is this gonna be my last few weeks or months or years... lets hope its decades... this thing has been in my mind, till now. I always feel afraid when I see someone die or so on... cos I really don no how's death like when you faces it... maybe I'm not dying after all but I have this certain fear in my mind...

Right now in my mind, theres a lot of things I have not done yet... A lot of things... to confess my love to someone... to take care of my family... to enjoy life... I really don no... and lots... maybe I'm thinking too much but I'm scared la...

That's why, Syikin... I'm now currently bad in thinking things... keep forgetting things... really don't know why... And the qns bout just now... so sorry if it really piss you off. Maybe you think tat the qns I ask are lame... but I will tell u truefully... its because of my curiousity... tats why... So... I hope you don't mind... cos I'm e very blur guy... haha... so don't be angry and don't think too much... actually still got another reason but I don't dare to ask u... yeah la... think so... see if I wana tell u anot... hehe... but tats a personal reason... where I don no is it my imagination or whatever...

U no need to worry me... cos I promise my god sis tat I will be strong enough... and stop thinking too much k... maybe tml I will be better... rite... hehe... cheer up la... n don think too much k... later it worries me... hehe... see u tml in sch then... or maybe in msn... if we meet... got to go now... take care...