Today is the last time, maybe the last time, that I'm gonna see Mr. Puvan. The principal of Canberra... The boss of CAnberra... The gentleman of canberrra... Blah... many more craps... Anyway, it's his last day in school today. I have nothing to say about that but good luck is the quote that I'm gonna say if I have the opportunity to talk to him. I still remember that my class has a proposal of staying in the night for studies. He is friendly enough to help us out in that proposal, which helps most of the graduating classes. Well, what can I say, he is leaving and it's sad to see him leaving... I wonder which teacher would cry??? If there is, he is truly the school's idol... yeah... Canberra Idol... haha...

My right foot has not heal after the clash during last week's soccer match. Tomorrow, it's payback time!!! backlash is the word, canberra is the game. CCC, do watch out! We will be thrashing you, just like crushing a small pea on the hands of a giant. The power of teens against the power of men is a great showdown. The present adulthood againsting the future adulthood. WHATEVER!!! I dont like to create new terms... haha.... Anyway, I gonna be more alert now... The passes, the shoots, the crosses.... Most of all, just what I emphasize last week; TEAMWORK IS IMPORTANT!!!

I have nothing to say now... 'O' Levels is around the corner... I hope I can pass the examinations... very very well... haha... It's no point dreaming... gonna work harder... Taht's al folks... Time to do serious work now...

Today's soccer really sucks... It seems that I need to nurse my shin on my rigth foot. Thanks to the wonderful tackle by that China man... I really dont know his name but anyway, he just whack my leg very hard, and when I mean very hard, it is VERY HARD. I feel the pain but still, I continue the whole match. Its like someone trying to squeeze my musles in my shin very tightly. It's like someone gripping it, without letting it go... Gosh... That's really awful. Anyway, if it still doesn't recover for another week, I may need to see the doctor. It might be a fracture or something. I dont know... only the doctor knows my condition and how am I gonna heal my leg as soon as possible...

Anyway, the team was losing 2-0. Overall there is about 6 of them. Its a 6 vs 6 situation but there are 2 unknown people in my team. I also dont know who they are. Anyway, once I reached there, I know my time is on... The game is set... I'm gonna whack the ball hard, saving the team. Well, I tried, then I got that stupid injury. After that, the game starts to go wild. It seems that everyone knows what position and mentality they sould be playing. However, there idiots who are shouting and not doing a proper job. No offence but its true. One example... Jack... He just keep shouting and shouting.. none stop... but not controlling the team. I dont know why. No one is a leader at there... instructing the people who gets the ball, what to do with the ball. Its call miscomunication. It's true. Eugene did his own defending, Jimmy trying to attack... The two Indian boys trying to dribble their way through... not passing at all. Gavin... same position.. he's not involve in the running.

Who cares... By the way, when I was there... I think instructions were more clearer. There is less cock-ups... less bad play. I tried to tell them their positions... especially that Indain boy.. Well, he plays quite alright but loves to be an individual. Jack was playing on the left flank. Eugene was in the defensive side. Jimmy... in the midfiled, defence, attack... probabbly all three... Me, at the right flank... defence and attack. Everyone was playing well until it's our opportunity to score. I must tell you, it's the best scoring process I ever seen. It starts like this...

I tackled the ball and the ball when out of play. However, it was our ball as the last person wh touches it was our opposition. Anyway, I went to take the ball and saw Jimmy at the centre of the attacking zone, unmarked. I shouted out loudly as I walk towards the line with the ball. "Jimmy, get ready!!" That's all I have to say. I rub my sweaty hands on my shirt, held the ball tightly and I threw it up high. Its a nice thing to see the ball to be thrown so far, as I didnt do it before... haha.... Anyway, Jimmy, still unmarked, looked at the ball, it was his time to say good bye to the opposition and he heads the ball, towards the goal... The keeper was shocked. He didint do anything. The ball was being headed, bounced on the ground and into the post. 'GOAL!' That is a brilliant goal by Jimmy. Excellent header... haha... The second goal was me, running on the rigth flank, with the ball in front of me. I run past the defender, the place was clear, no one to disturb me except the goal keeper, and I shoot the ball with full swing, using my right foot. It goes into the left hand side of the post, with the keeper trying to stretch for the ball but unable to do so... GOAL!!!!

However, we lost the match 3-2. It really proves something. Each player has his or her own ability to change the whole game. Whatever you do, the most important thing in a match is to trust your teammates. It is the lack of trust that Jack has that made him scream at them. Furthermore, by screaming, all hell break loose. Your teammates are unhappy with you, your team lost the faith in winning. Especially the goal keeper, who gets the most pressure. Get him to relax, chill, cool down. He will be able to do a better job the next time by saying "hey, you are doing a good job, relax and keep up the good work..." That will make thing better for the team. I did some mistakes in the game too. I'm responsible for the lost of both matches... On today... yeah... But, we need to play as a team.

The second match is absolutely bad for me, creating chances for my opponents. Seriously guys, if you are injuried and you dont want to get out of the game. Moreover, you tried very hard but cause many mistakes... Are you gonna say its not your fault... KIDDING... Its the team's fault. If it was you, who cant play the game due to injury, and the team is losing, will you want to try your very best in winning the game.. Well, its bad when your team blames you. They do play a part for what's happen. When its a goal, its a goal. No point changing the scores... Most of all, if your are the one who injuired... should I laugh you, saying 'thats cool' to you or shall I show my concern??? Well, its up to you... You are now in the relaity world, with no one giving a hood about your life, your injuires, your problems... Well, the only phrase I gonna end here is... 'Kiss My @$S!!'

Tomorrow is my Practical Examination for 'O' Levels... Haix... I really dont know if I'm ready or not... It seems that whatever I have studied is not getting into my brain... Alright.. Maybe I should say the first few pages are in my brain... the rest... hum.. forget it... hehe... Anyway, tomorrow is the final test. I know my practical is the wrost thing I ever did for Science. Why? I keep getting the wrong substance... or should I say, I cant guess the right substance... yeah.. I cant guess the right ones... nevermind... later I will study again... after watching the Chelsea vs Real Betis match... I hope I can catch the show... hehe... Alright.. good luck to all my dear friends in Sec. 5 and 4 Express... hehe... Must pass my Practical exams... Whether you are what God or Satan... Please bless me... Oh please...

One week has gone... Next week is the actual 'O' Levels... Gosh.. It's so fast. I don't know if I will get good results for my examinations... Haix...More bad news for me... I'm not going for the D & D... I'm going to taiwan instead... poor me... I cant get to see my friends and can't see them for the last time... Hum.. sounds like they are going to die... Dots... I must be thinking too much. Well, I just miss them as time goes by... haha...

Yesterday is definitely cool but quite disgusting too.... I went to Marina to have steamboat. This place is very famous for its food. It has alot of food and is definitely delicious. Most of all, I enjoy my time at there... Anyway, we enjoy the food. There were a total of 18 people eating. We were celebrating Clarissa's birthday and also, that rascal's birthday... forgot his name currently... haha... Anyway, here comes the disgusting part... There were fresh prawns on the table and I really mean fresh prawns... The prawns were alive and they were still moving. Never mind about that, the big problem was that we put the prawns in and it jumped out... It's like I'm putting an alive body into the larva... I mean hot soup. Well, it's a pity at for the prawns. That is why I dont like to eat meat. Should I say I seldom eat meat. Haha.. but it's a nice party and celebration... Thanks for everyone coming...

Exams is coming soon. homework is piling up. Stress is disturbing me, in my sleep and my stomach... I mean, I have digestion problems these few days. Arh... This really piss me off. However, there's good news for me... hehe.. after the 'O' Levels, i will be joing the Band for the last Annual camp. This will be the last time I enjoy myself. Most of all, I get to see my dear band members... hahaha... I really miss them alot since I step down... hehe.... cant wait to be there... Thats all... hehe...

It's so late right now and I'm starting my blog entry again. Well, this week is full of surprises. There's good and there's bad. The good thing is that I did pass my English and other subjects and I got back my Progress Card today. The bad news is my Englishg seems to suffer another setback. The standard that I'm previously in seems to fade. I'm going back to the old me. I need to improve my English, as well as other subjects. The 'O' Levels are around the corner, less than a month, and I cant afford to lose the remaining time on games and sports. Playing one or two hours is good but still, studies are more important. I try to tell myself to be more motivated, more aware of the current situation but fail to do so. Haix... What a nightmare... yeah.. Its night right now, midnight.

Anyway, this week is the start of the Totalitarium Rule of the Post Exams Activities, also known as the Intensive Learning Programme. These programmes are mend to help us in our academic studies but it didnt help after all. I'm saying this as I have been suffering from sleepless nights day after day, probably week after week if it continues the same thing for nest week. There's no PE and there's no early dismissal for us. Gosh! What on earth is this going to be? A labour camp? Or even a concentration camp organised by Mrs 'Stalin' Lim or her assistant, Ms 'Hitler' Lee?? Oops... dont let her know that I'm the one who is talking back things behind her back... haha... kidding... >_<'''

However, these week is really a tiring week. I cant take it much longer... Study in the morning at 7.30, until its about 3pm or so. After that, I will need to go back home and rest. Soon, when 6.30pm comes, I need to go back to school to start my revision. About 9pm or so, I will be going back home to have my dinner. Then, I need to do my homework and other stuff... before I can call it a day.... What the hag is wrong with me these days???!!! WHAT IS WRONG???!!! WITH ME!!!! Haix... I actually dont know about it. Who cares if it's a good thing or a bad thing. i'm just being myself in the end. Most of all, I'm happy with what I'm doing, that will be the right way to go through life, without worries... Sort of... hehe....

Tomorrow is definitely an exhausted day for me. Definitely. The gang will be staying over nigth at Jack's house. Why? Firstly, to play soccer. Secondly, to study. Thirdly, to play soccer after our revision. Lastly, to play the Playstation 2 that Fag will be bringing tomorrow. I dont think that I will have enough energy to do all those things. I will need to teach Pei Xin and Clarissa later at around 11am and go for tuition from 4pm to 6pm. This is totally gay. Yeah... I really mean it... TOTALLY GAY!!!

Nevermind. Let's hope that all things will go on smoothly tomorrow and the next week. Also, we are going to watch the new movie, 'GOAL'. This is a soccer film and it seems to be more interesting as they have the whole Newcastle squad in the movie. Even though I'm not a Newcastle fan, I know that this movie will be a huge success once it's in theatres. Most of all, as a fanantic soccer fan of Manchester United, I dont mind to make friends with Newcastle fans... My favourite player, Micheal Owen, is in Newcastle, so there is nothing to proud of. What I need to do now, is to watch the movie, learn some new skills or tricks, practise it, and continue my studies... Too bad, I'm a student after all. Studies is still my top piority... Great... haha... alright, I'm stopping here... That's all for today then...