Today's soccer really sucks... It seems that I need to nurse my shin on my rigth foot. Thanks to the wonderful tackle by that China man... I really dont know his name but anyway, he just whack my leg very hard, and when I mean very hard, it is VERY HARD. I feel the pain but still, I continue the whole match. Its like someone trying to squeeze my musles in my shin very tightly. It's like someone gripping it, without letting it go... Gosh... That's really awful. Anyway, if it still doesn't recover for another week, I may need to see the doctor. It might be a fracture or something. I dont know... only the doctor knows my condition and how am I gonna heal my leg as soon as possible...

Anyway, the team was losing 2-0. Overall there is about 6 of them. Its a 6 vs 6 situation but there are 2 unknown people in my team. I also dont know who they are. Anyway, once I reached there, I know my time is on... The game is set... I'm gonna whack the ball hard, saving the team. Well, I tried, then I got that stupid injury. After that, the game starts to go wild. It seems that everyone knows what position and mentality they sould be playing. However, there idiots who are shouting and not doing a proper job. No offence but its true. One example... Jack... He just keep shouting and shouting.. none stop... but not controlling the team. I dont know why. No one is a leader at there... instructing the people who gets the ball, what to do with the ball. Its call miscomunication. It's true. Eugene did his own defending, Jimmy trying to attack... The two Indian boys trying to dribble their way through... not passing at all. Gavin... same position.. he's not involve in the running.

Who cares... By the way, when I was there... I think instructions were more clearer. There is less cock-ups... less bad play. I tried to tell them their positions... especially that Indain boy.. Well, he plays quite alright but loves to be an individual. Jack was playing on the left flank. Eugene was in the defensive side. Jimmy... in the midfiled, defence, attack... probabbly all three... Me, at the right flank... defence and attack. Everyone was playing well until it's our opportunity to score. I must tell you, it's the best scoring process I ever seen. It starts like this...

I tackled the ball and the ball when out of play. However, it was our ball as the last person wh touches it was our opposition. Anyway, I went to take the ball and saw Jimmy at the centre of the attacking zone, unmarked. I shouted out loudly as I walk towards the line with the ball. "Jimmy, get ready!!" That's all I have to say. I rub my sweaty hands on my shirt, held the ball tightly and I threw it up high. Its a nice thing to see the ball to be thrown so far, as I didnt do it before... haha.... Anyway, Jimmy, still unmarked, looked at the ball, it was his time to say good bye to the opposition and he heads the ball, towards the goal... The keeper was shocked. He didint do anything. The ball was being headed, bounced on the ground and into the post. 'GOAL!' That is a brilliant goal by Jimmy. Excellent header... haha... The second goal was me, running on the rigth flank, with the ball in front of me. I run past the defender, the place was clear, no one to disturb me except the goal keeper, and I shoot the ball with full swing, using my right foot. It goes into the left hand side of the post, with the keeper trying to stretch for the ball but unable to do so... GOAL!!!!

However, we lost the match 3-2. It really proves something. Each player has his or her own ability to change the whole game. Whatever you do, the most important thing in a match is to trust your teammates. It is the lack of trust that Jack has that made him scream at them. Furthermore, by screaming, all hell break loose. Your teammates are unhappy with you, your team lost the faith in winning. Especially the goal keeper, who gets the most pressure. Get him to relax, chill, cool down. He will be able to do a better job the next time by saying "hey, you are doing a good job, relax and keep up the good work..." That will make thing better for the team. I did some mistakes in the game too. I'm responsible for the lost of both matches... On today... yeah... But, we need to play as a team.

The second match is absolutely bad for me, creating chances for my opponents. Seriously guys, if you are injuried and you dont want to get out of the game. Moreover, you tried very hard but cause many mistakes... Are you gonna say its not your fault... KIDDING... Its the team's fault. If it was you, who cant play the game due to injury, and the team is losing, will you want to try your very best in winning the game.. Well, its bad when your team blames you. They do play a part for what's happen. When its a goal, its a goal. No point changing the scores... Most of all, if your are the one who injuired... should I laugh you, saying 'thats cool' to you or shall I show my concern??? Well, its up to you... You are now in the relaity world, with no one giving a hood about your life, your injuires, your problems... Well, the only phrase I gonna end here is... 'Kiss My @$S!!'