After tonight, 12 midnight... 2006 is here... I really dont know today i can go out celebrate with Eugene & Gang... Haix... all thanks to my Sis... Cannot go out... If she cant, so be it... Now my mom wants me to be at home... Strange right... I'm old enough to go out yet still need to face this kind of misery... pathetic... Bloody stupid... torture... Maybe that's why there's this phrase 'a great world of wonders'... Different parents with different attitude... Different sisters with different characrteristics...Strange.. what a weird world I'm living right now... Anyway... Good bye 2005... Hello 2006... good bye the old me... & let me present all of you, the NEW me...

haix... C.I. is starting soon... in just 5 days time... Even though it will be a new school, a new me... I still hate to attend the school. Looking at my friends getting their pay... Earning the money that i would never have... It really makes me jealous. I really hope that i can earn more money to buy a MP3 player just for myself. too bad... My Mom is not happy with the decision I've made to quit my C.I.. Most of all, it seems taht there will be only me and Charissa to attend the C.I.. Even though there's Xin Ni, Farhanah and Azimah, my buddies are not going to attend the course... Shit... Must my life be controlled by my Mom at all times?? Even though I have the freedom, she still cant give me the lif I wanted... The life that I prefer.. The life that I wished i could have forever... Haix... This crappy thing of Life and studies are killing me... No wonder my brain cells are dying off.. causing me to lose my memory... Just simple as that...

Right now, I dont have to work but i keep getting tired. maybe I worked too hard with my past job... 12 hours of working... 1 hour of journey back home... 5 to 6 hours of sleep... 2 hours of nightmare... Haix... This is getting crazy, irritating and pathetic for me... My Gundam... i have no time to fix it yet... What am i going to do now??!!! I will get my full-time MC tomorrow... Just sleep for the next 24 hours would cure my sickness.. of boredom.. and to complete the things I had not done yet...

Today's party at Suhaimi's house was quite fun.. Fun in the sense that we finally get to talk to eac other after the 'O' Levels ended... We had not chatted to each other for nearly 2 months or so... but its really quite good to see everyone again... We played Carem.. I really dont know how to spell it but its a game which you try to shoot the circular blocks into the net, using another circular block... I did a nice shot by hiting 2 blocks into the net at the last minute.. Cool!! I eventually lost the game.. With the rest having 8 blocks while I have 3... maybe I need to practise my skills... haha...

Anyway... the party ened at around 8.30... HAix... It ends so fast... Wish it could be a two day party... haha... maybe I've been thinking too much... alright... Time to take my rest now... Hope I could celebrate New Year with my friends during New Year's Eve.. haha... Realy piss off with my Mum... AR!!!

A New song that i have written after my tour. The Verse was written before I leave for Taiwan. The chorus was written after i came back.. This song is for a person, who really accompanys me when i'm bored, letting me understand the power of friendship... Thanks alot... Charissa... Giving me the inspiration to write these lyrics... Maybe it's some kind of senseless lyrics but I hope you will like it... Once reading it, it will remind you of me... hehe...

This is the song that I have put on my blog... Quite a nice song... call 'Yue Ding' by Guang Liang...

Today is Christmas eve... Finally I have the time to update my blog. Its been more than a month... Yeah.. a month... I write my blog. I have been busy working from morning till night. maybe I'm just too hard working but I sometimes hate this job. Why? Very easy, it is very stress and tired everytime I went back home. Now, i have cuts on my right hand, which indicates wednesday's cut, thursday's cut and friday's cut.... All the injuires were coming once I work... Maybe I should try working at the office... it will prevent me from having more cuts... haha...

later need to go to tampiness to celebrate Christmas... Cool!!! With VJ, Reeza, Chari, Chris, Yun Ting, Xing Ying and Bo Shen. I still need to meet Bo Shne later at 9... Haix.... What a day.... Miss my computer... my games... my soccer... my basketball... my friends... my... my... songs... yeah.... I miss everything once I start working.... HAix... that's tough at times but I must be more determine to stay positive... hehe... Thats all for today... Now going to get ready to party... haha... my friends in Sunway should also be enjoying themselves... haha.... Got to go now... Merry Christmas everyone...

The past 9 days in Taiwan are definitely cool... I faced 3 types of feelings... First, Loneliness... Second, Happiness... and lastly, Sadness... I will explain everything in this post... The things I experienced during the trip and hwat are the things I've done during the trip.

I woke up at around 3.45 to put the songs into the MP3 player that I borrowed from Jon. I did add quite alot of songs and I checked what I need to bring or missed out before I start my tour. I left the house at aorund 5.45 with my Aunt, Uncle, Mom and Sister. We took the taxi... a 7-seater one and I met my swimming coach and his wife. We took the taxi together and reached the airport by 6.20. It was really early. I really hope that I could get extra sleep as I slept for only 2 hours on that morning. As everyone gathered together by 6.40, we went to eat our breakfast after everyone startd to put their lugguage into the airplane cargo. we checked in in 7.30 and shopped around before boarding off at 8 plus.

During the flight, one incident occured not on mebut my sister. The food she took had been too fresh, especially the fruits. Once she wante to bite the fruit, she pasued fro a moment and saw a worm in the fruit The worm was still alive... Wow.. I didnt expect to see that. Anyway, she got a US$150 compensation but she could only spend it through buying the things the plane sold. I forgot what they had bought, probably gals stuff. My uncle was quite cheeky to. He sat next to the window of the plane while I sat next to him. Whenever he saw beautiful scenary, he would took some pictures of it, asking me to take a look. However, everytime I wanted to take a look, the seat belt stopped me. I really dont know is he really fooling me... Or am I just pure foolish?? haha...

We reached Taipei (part of Taiwan) at around 1.30pm. We were guided by our tour guide into the bus after we did our emigrating stuff... We first went to the market, that contains alot of different types of food. I got the chance to eat 'Hei Dou Hua' and 'Tie Dan' (an egg which is very nice). At that time, I was just really lonely. I missed my friends in S'pore... I dont know why. After the shopping, we went to soak our cold bodies on the 'Wen Quan', something like a spa but using natural river water. The water was quite hot and my uncle and I shared a room together. To dip in this water, we must be naked... Great.. I hate to do it but no choice... anyway.. It was fun... I mean when we warm ourselves with the water. We washed up and got ready for dinner. A total of 12 different dishes for us... Wow... but no one had finish eating the dish as we were too full... After that, we went to Si Men Ding to shop around. Actually, there's nothing for me to shop as they were all selling winter clothes. Say really, how are you suppose to wear winter clothes if you are in Singapore??!! People will be saying that you're crazy... So.. We went back to the hotel and take our rest... Around 10 plus after the shopping...

The second day was much better. I got use of the weather in Taipei... Eventhough the temperature there was like 13 to 14 degrees, my lips were cracking. To others, it might be painful but to me, if you want to enjoy, dont give a hag about the pain. So, I had my breakfast and we move on to the next place to Tai Dong... The journeys were getting longer but the friends I met were becoming more. I first met this young boy, Zhi Jie... His quite young, around 9 to 10 years old. Anyway, I played games with him, which was how I know him. Back to the travelling issue, we went to the mountain side to have our lunch. It was very cool down there but the scenary was beautiful. The mountains covered by the mist made the side to be unexplainable... Only the people who watched it would understand what I mean.. Seriously... We had out lunch and we visited the temples at the mountain. The whole thing was quite alright. After that we continued our journey to watch how wine was made in Taiwan. The worst part of it wa sthat the people in the past used their mouth to chew the starch to produce wine... So, after looking at that, do you have a second thought of drinking their wines??? haha.... We went to get to pluck fresh strawberries after that. It was quite good as we experienced it the first time of how strawberries were taken out. The amount we plucked were given to us, to be eaten at anytime... Later that night, we went to another night market to have our meals and buy our things... Again, its very boring... That day was quite alright... meeting new friends like Chang Long, Kenrick, Zhi Jie and Jeremy... These 4 boys were quite cheeky... Want me to tell them the different jokes, whether it was lame or whatever... It still help us to be friends on that day...

The third day was much interesting. We went to the village... I dont know what kind of village was it but it had all the traditional things in it. We saw the different types of things that the people used during their village years... The 'drums' they had, which were made by pots and pans... The way they got their water resource... an dmany more. Most of all, I got to meet new friends... Jun Jie and his younger brother... and Hui Jian... The witch... oops... but that was what I call her in the past... hehe... Anyway... after the whole thing, we went to have our lunch. We went to another temple after that... This temple was located at the mountains... We need to climb up the slope... It's like climbing up a mountain at 90 degrees direction.. haha... We visit the different places in the temple... While for me, I did something very foolish. Instead of asking the nun where is the rubbish bin, I keep asking her where is the toilet... What the.. Everyone laughed uncontrollably... Haix... hehe... maybe my mind was going wacky... maybe.. haha.. After that, we wne to have our dinner at a Seafood restaurant. We need to travel that place through a ferry... The food was quite alright as I'm not a good seafood eater. After that, we went back to Tai Dong and visit the market.. Another market... again... It's very boring until we went back to the hotel. That cheeky Chang long went to knock on someone's door while playing. In the end, we got scolded... Haix... Kids nowadays...

The fourth day was another tiring day. The past few days was like gong to school. I need to wake up at around 6.30 and get ready by 7.15. After that, we will have our breafast at 7.20 and start our journey at 8am. The first place we went was a pearl shop. I also dont know what's that for but it was quite interesting the different kinds of pearls that were breed. Furthemore, believe it or not, pearls could be consumed!!! haha... After that, we went to the mountains to catch a glimspe of the Indian Ocean. When you look directly down, the sight of it was beautiful, extraordinary... Most of all, cool!!!! After that, we proceed our next stop, Lunchtime!!! We continued the journey to look at the lighthouse which was located near the restaurant. The lighthouse, seemed to be quite old, was still standing tall, as if it would be the one who control the ships in the sea... The 'Big boss'???!!! maybe.. We went back to the hotel soon after that and everyone gathered down to watch the performance done by the native dancers. Before going down, I need to piggyback Chang Long... haha... Luckily he was light. While for Zhi Jie, I cant piggyback him. He made me slammed myself onto the bed. Too bad, i'm not the strongest man in the world... haha... The performance was boring and after that, I accompany the kids to play the games at the Arcade. I teamed up with Xiao Wu Po during the basketball game against jun Jie and his brother. We won.. anyway, the record of the highest score was 131. It was by Xiao Wu Po and me... Haix... after that we play Pool for a while before we went back to our rooms.

The fifth day was a much better day. I got to see the mountains and ocean. The first stop was to see the Pacific Ocean. Cool!!! The waves, currents and the beautiful scenary... it's hard to explain.. Undescrible... It could be explained only if the person got to view it. The fifth day was probably 'Nature's' Day... haha... This is because we were encounting the different types of nature. After the viewing of the ocean. We went up to the mountains to watch the amazing view of the valley. 16000m high. When you look down, its like a paradise to you... After that, we went to a place where different stones were made as furnitures. I didnt pay much attention to the person as i was too tired... or should I say... really really tired.. I just went out of the room and doze off at the table... we went back to our hotel at around 8 plus and i went to the arcade, again, to play pool as well as basketball... That was how i spend my day... with nature and non-nature activities... hehe...

On the sixth day, we went to the mountains again to buy some food back. Foods such as cakes and other stuff. it was actually abit boring as the weather was very windy and rain was pouring my sweater. I didnt want to use the umbrella but was forced to do so... Sick... Why a male needs to use a gayish umbrella... haha... anyway, we took the bus and when back down the mountain. We went to a place to watch some guards performing some act. these guards, just like those at the British Council in Britain, they would not move about.They would stand at there... Very still... Cool!!! I wondered why they could do it without any complaints, or are they being forced to do so?? We went to see the herbs at a shop and went for dinner. After that we went to enjoy ourselves at the hotel... To get extra rest...

The seventh day was much fun among the rest of the days. We went to the theme park, which contains the zoo and the theme park games. We visited the zoo first. The animals were quite cute. one of them was the monkey. The hairstyle of the monkey was like David Beckham's. It was like eugene's hair. Going towards the top of its head... haha... No offence Eugene... Anyway, we played the games at the theme park after that. Wel.. it's quite fun... That's all I can say... haha... After that, we went to watch the movie Harry Potter. I'm not that sure what's the title but it was a nice movie... Even thought the tour bus was noisy ( The kids are very noisy, that's why...) I watch the whole movie... haha... We went back to the hotel that night and we went to play card games before we sleep...

The eighth day and ninth day was like shopping all around taipei. We went to the Taipei 101, also known as one of the tallest buildings in the world. It's quite hard to snap the picture of the bilding as it was too high. During the night, we went to buy some things such as shoes and clothings. it was boring during thatnight but luckily the witch was there to chat with me... haha... Oops... not again... hehe... the last day was really quite sad... Everyone went back already... Haix... it would be nice if we had this tour once more... maybe another week or so... haha... Anyway... I bought my Gundam and things for my friends. Even though i tried to buy but still it was only a few. Now, I need to go back to work... Haix.... Miss everyone....

Tomorrow morning will be my trip to Taiwan. I really dont know what to do... Heard from my mum that alot of teens would be at there.. So I'm abit worried right now. It's definitely hard to socialise with them, especially those who are older than you. I'm not a gamer pro, that all the older boys likes to play.. and i'm not the I'm not the kind that plays girl stuff... Alright.. it's got to be hard to adapt the life in taiwan... However, I will try to buy some things back from Taiwan... hope so... Mymain aim right now is to buy the following items...

1) Manchester United Jersey (Red)

2) A Gundam - Scale of 1/60 or 1/100

3) Things for my friends...

4) Some clothes and watever...

5) Caps... (still trying hard to find the postman cap...)

Thats all I want to buy... I cant attend Clarence concert finals... I cant celebrate in Eugene's birthday... I cant join the Dinner and Dance... I cant join the Band's farewell Party.. What a pity to miss everything... the fun... But it's alright when I come back... hehe...

Day 1...

Arrive school at 5... Firstly, I went to pass the bag of ice to Rui Xianga nd put my stuff in the classroom, also known as the Boys' Bunk. Anyway, I went to the canteen and helped myself with the food. While eating, Fiona briefed me with the games, also known as 'The Band Amzaing race. I really dont know what I'm going to do but anyway just do whatever she says... haha... Well, before we leave the school, Ridwan and I carried the boxes, which contained the Band's new T-shirt. Looking at the design, I only could grade it as 3 out of 5. This is simply because the colour is too attractive, means that its too bright. Secondly, the design is very plain. At first, i thought the design would be much better and creative but I was wrong.

Anyway, I went to Chong Pang, the venue for the whole race, with Rui Xiang, Ridwan and Fazil. I was stationed outside of Macdonalds. even though we began to prepare our stuff, there was a major problem. The Macdonalds manager dont allow us to have games at that area. I had no choice but to hold the game at the 'Mini Zoo'.

The rules were simple. Take a plate of flour and put it on your head. Dance with it for 30 seconds for each person in the team and that's it. So, the game is quite simple after all. However, it could be very messy. The whole floor was in a mess after the games. Anyway, it was fun and I think all groups did very well. Good job everyone... hehe...

After the games, we went back to school. I took the second 859 bus with Mdm Tan, Mr, Lee, Mdm Teo, Nadira, Mel, Chris and Nizam. Naidra had hurt her toe but she still insist to join us in Chong Pang. After going back to school, some people got hurt. During the game, two people sprained their ankle. One went back home while the other stay in school. I went to take my bathe and help out in the supper. After that, we went to the AVA room to watch the movie, 13 turn to 30. Something like that. I forgot what is the movie as I didnt watch it at all. After the movie, there was a de-brief between the groups about that day. While looking at the leaders de-briefing, everyone was too tired. Everyone went back to their bunks and I helped out in the century duty, which is to patrol during the woo hours.

During the century duty, there were Faiz, Tom, Ridwan, Nizam, Mel, Nadira, Chris, Clarence, Nawawi and me. Well, it's really boring at there. We tried to waste time by playing stupid games. When i mean stupid, it is really stupid. It's also lame too. Clarence was playing gameboy... till 5am. I slept at 5 plus.. aoround 5.15am while Faiz never slept at all. The rest sleep around 4 plus as there were too tired. Luckily, there were other band memebrs who took over the century duty... hehe... Thanks alot people...


Day 2

Woke up at about6.30. Even though I'm not physically awake, the noise around me had disturbed my sleep. It's only 1 hour of sleep. I'm really too tired to continue. Anyway, i got up at around 6.45 to help Ridwan to buy Milo. Luckily, it was not far away. Alex' mama shop was opened and they do sell Milo.. hehe... That's indeed good news for Ridwan or Mdm tan would skin him alive... haha... Anyway, Ridwan, Rui Xiang, Clarence and I prepared the breakfast and wait for the rest of the BAnd members to join us in the canteen. After breakfast, all of them went for their practice whereas I helped the teachers to do some stuff, such as buying drinks and doing some paper work. At around 1 plus, I went back home and had my nap for 4 hours. Soon, I went back to school to help out in the campfire.

When night falls, the campfire was cool!! Amazing!!! Well, let me see... The campfire was successful as everyone enjoyed it. It's good to see all the band members enjoyed themselves... hehe... One of the highlights of the campfire was the sket, done by all different groups. i will always remember the quote that Collinsaid, " I'm a Gay! I'm a Gay! i'm a GAY!!!' haha... While for Fikri, he wore the skirt, which was so loose that she dropped it... hehe... After that, the leaders of each group began to perfrom together, Faiz acted as Mdm Tan while Nizam act as ms Pan... hehe... It was really hilarious and we, the senoiors performed some song and dance thingy... The whole show was great. After that, everyone helped out to pack their things and took their showers. i went to collect the PS2 from Fag and got some food from the mama shop, again.

We had movie session, which was a good and bad thing. Chris's movie, 'The Werewolf grom Paris', had some obsene scenes but it was alright for me... haha... After that, they changed the show and had Armagadden. We watched till 1.30 am and everyone went back to their bunks for their nap. All exhausted after the day. I helped out in the century duty again while some of the boys palyed the PS2... 'Pro Evolution Soccer 4' and 'Naruto'. at around 3 plus, Zaimi began to play prank with the other band memebrs, by putting cream on their hands, face, and other parts of the body, messing everyone... haha... I also had it on my forehead but washed it. I went to take my rest at around 5 and woke up at 6.45... Again physically but not mentally. Chris and Mel were playing with me while I'm sleeping, covering me with the sleeping bag... haha...


Day 3

Everyone ate their breakfast at around 8.30 and it was going to be the end of the camp. After they ahd their breakfast and finished their packing up, the Band members went to the Band room and had their practice, ready for the Solo Audition. The best part of the Solo Audition was Howard's tune, the Huang Fei Hong tune... haha... Furthermore, they celebrated those people who had their birthdays fall on the October, November and December. It's quite interesting to see everyone still enjoy the last day of the camp. lastly, the briefing from the tecahers eneded the whole camp... Thats all... My last camp.. My last time with the juniors... I will see the Band members next year.. Good Luck people...