Today I finally quit my M.I. course... I dont know its a good sign or not... I appreciate what the teachers had taught me for the past 3 weeks.. maybe not.. I'm not so sure... After saying goodbye to my friends, there is this strange feeling in my heart... I feel that I should not have left my friends to face M.I. alone... I should continue to join them, complete the entire course which has another 2 more weeks left. However, at the other side of my mind, there is a voice that persaudes me to quit... 'Faster!!! Withdraw...' Something like that... hehe... Maybe I'm just miss my friends that's all... Haha... My decision lies on my future... Sometimes I must learn to face the music even if the decision is a torture for me...

10th of Feb... The results for the 'O' levels would be returned back to us... I dont know whether it's a good thing or not... Firstly, I havent enjoy myself yet... Secondly, I just hate schooling for the past 3 weeks.. Maybe what I need now is to relax myself more abit... Right now, I'm waiting for the manager of a job, refered by Jia Long... It's some kind of industrial work... Anyway, the pay is not as bad as Techpoint... I just want to run away from many problems right now... The main problem I'm facing now is the battle between the sexes in my house... Dad vs Mom... haix... You will get sick very easily as these two quarrel all day long... Man!! This got to stop!! I had enough of this... This is making me nuts... making me sick... making me want to whack both of them hard... make sure that the quarrel would end initially...

That's all for now... Too tired to continue... Tomorrow is the Band Elections... again... Part 2... haha... I hope I would get the chance to see the verdict once again... hehe... Thats all.. nitez...

I finally convinced my Mom in allowing me to withdraw from M.I. It maybe a tough decision for me as I'm quite reluctant to quit my studies. Most probably its the friends that I have meet during the past 3 weeks... The 3 weeks are quite fun, only with my friends, not the studies... The school said that M.I. would be an ideal place for us to pursue our studies, allow us to have a better education... On second thoughts, it seemed that I'm afraid to attend the lessons in M.I. from now on... Maybe I'm just unable to adapt the teachings in that school... maybe.. other reasons.. who knows??!!! Anyway, life still needs to go on since I decided to quit my studies at the moment... I may find a job or relax at home... haha...

Today is the elections for the Band. This is the first time everyone has to go through this system to elect your leaders such as the Band Major, Drum Major and many positions... During my time, there is no such elections, only the teachers elect their own leaders... Anyway, I thought that everythig could go smoothly but it didnt... First problem... we do not have enough time to get every one to say their speech... We only ran through a few positions such as Drum Major, Social Secretary, Sec 1 Recruit Officer and PT Officer... Of course I know who had won the elections for these posts... I will not write it on my blog as other Band members would get my first hand information by looking at here... Anyway... the second problem was that evryone started to bombard questions on the candidates... It's like using an AK47 to shoot down their opponents with one bullet... Worst of all, the Band has so many 'AK47' that no matter the candidates tried to escape from the flying bullets... They would still get the bullets pierced into their body... Worst of all, it's mostly head-shot... Cool... Luckily I'm not in it... haha...

The third problem is I fear that hard feelings would occur in the Band... Everyone seemed to criticise each other but most of all, I wish that the Band would still be a family, with the spirit of 1 Band, 1 Sound, 1Spirit... Most of all, 1 big family... haix... Got to sleep now... More updates on next friday's elections... bye...

Finally.. I got the time to type my blog once again... My computer had broke down, so as my body... My body?? Well, simply to say, I'm going to have mental breakdown soon... I really feel very vex about the M.I. that I had entered. Stress is all my mind could think of to describe my feelings... Crazy teachers is what I can say about my new school... I'm going to turn mad very soon... HELP ME!!!

This week in school is really terrible... The teacher say my hair is too long.. However, the big problem is that my hair was not long.. and I mean it... my hair isn't long at all. it is totally acceptable in Canberra.. What the hack is the teacher doing this to me... Just because he's the master of 'History' and his unique ways of teaching the class... Blah Blah Blah... What the... I really have nothing to say.. he gave me the warning slip and I just look at it, refuse to take it.. Since he waited for me to hold on to the paper... haix... no choice but to get it but I tear it into pieces and throw it to the bin when I went to the class... One more time he catches me and say my hair is long, that's it... End of M.I.... i'm really piss off right now... What rubbish is it...

So sorry to my OG, Rigel 5... If I really quit M.I., all thanks to the teacher... I had enough of it.. Today's GP was boring... really boring... The relief teacher was teaching us with her 'Careless Whisper'... and I mean WHISPER!!! You whisper while teaching the whole class... My gosh... I really cant catch anything she said... However, I think the rest of the class are not paying attention either... So, I hope she doesnt go back to the office and cry out loud... or cry with her 'Careless Whisper'... haix...

Thats all I can say now... got to go and suffer more tomorrow.. By the way... tomorrow is the hair check... NOT AGAIN!!! Haix...

Once again... all things got to end someday... and that day was just yesterday... My computer had died... Something wrong with its system... Having a BOOT failure... What the... Now I need to bring it to VJ for repairs... Hope I could extract all the data... Or else... OH NO!!!! M.I. is still quite boring... Te Seng had quit but not me... Seriously, I hate to go there as I'm learning nothing... I just catch up what the rest had learnt... This really piss me off... So tired... So stressful... My Mom... she just dont understand what kind of hell am I facing in school... She just dont want me to quit... All the crap she has to go against my will...Sooner or later... I will take the action by myself... Haix.. Time to sleep now... Wont be online these few days... maybe weeks.. so long dudes... enjoy your schooling...

M.I., also known as Millenia Institute... It sounds like a good school to me. Whenever I think of this name during 2005, I would start thinking that this school would be much better than Canberra. A better school with better facilities... However, I was wrong... When I first entered the school, it seemed that I had just enter a hut... The facilities were so old and the placed seemed to be broken down... When I looked at the school, my first impression was"Wow!!! Have I enter into Hell??"

Alright, I did make some new friends but the biggest problem was that I came to this school to study... and I'm sent into this worn-out school, I really dont have the mood to study... maybe I'm too sensitive about the school's facilities but the whole nvironment seemed to be unsuitable for me. The hall and the canteen is the size of Canberra's hall... no no no... It should be 3/4 of Canberra's school hall size... With more than 500 people squeezing in a small hall... it's totally rubbish...

Let me tell you what's the good, the bad and the ugly about M.I. It starts like this...

The good...

I get to meet more friends from different schools. Male, female, tall, short, plum, thin... and many many more.

The Bad...

The teachers have attitude problem... The Discipline Master has attiitude problem. He used his 'chim' english to shoot us down... he told us the school rules and treated us like kids, although he said he treated us as Adults... To make it clear... Adults means that we know the rules of this school and we will do whatever it is stated on the rule book. However, our trust was in jeapody after the 2nd day of the orientation... I was not feeling well and I decided to go back home early... However, they need us to call our parents to tell them that we are going back home... CALL OUR PARENTS??!!! What the...

The Ugly...

The teachers... my History teacher... my soon-to-be form teacher... Haix... why I put it in this section called 'The Ugly...' Very easy... let me tell you what he did... When he teaches us History, it spoils my mood in learning.. History is a good subject, after I had learnt it from Ms lee for the past 5 years... History to me is a fun and interesting subject... However, under this teacher, I think History sucks to the core...

He teach the class with his hand moving up and down, just like the gigolo you seen on the TV... Sorry to say that but it's my honest opinion... When he speaks... it sounds very gayish... I dont know whether the dictionary has 'gayish' this word but its the truth... The worst part was his tecahings.. I cant understand what the hack he's been teaching... For instance, he taught us something for 15 mins... In the end, when I asked him what does it got to do with the topic... he ssaid he was refering to another topic... That really makes me angry... How could you say about colonialism and the past 15 mins, you were talking about International trade... WHAT THE... Furthermore, the source base he gave was stupid... to me... I said that because it was a stupid act by a stupid teacher... How could you give the person the source to someone and asked him to interpret the source with no background knowledge given to you... My gosh... You call that graduate tecaher, with a History degree??

This makes me conclude one thing about the teacher... He's really a gay... When he speaks and his actions.... gay... When he teaches us... Super gay.... When he gives us the soucre base... Extremely gay... hwne he is going to be my form teacher tomorrow.. Totally GAY!!!! Ar... I better do something to escape his lesson.. As soon as possible.. HELP!!! Te Seng... rememeber to help me!!!

The reunion on Friday is really... really... perfect??!! Maybe... Anyway... I was late for Band due to some problems I faced in the C.I., or rather M.I. which I should call it... Anyway, the big problem was I was totally wet... and colourful... Wet in the sense was they played games that had water in it... Waterbombs... Water hose... Something like that... The colourful part was the waterbombs contain glitter, also known as the shiny thingy when you used it in performance or make your cardboard to be attractive... Gosh... My shirt had the glitter and everyone was saying "Wow... Nice colourful shirt you have..." What the hack... haha... I had no choice but to change into something.. Something that looks much better when I visit my friends.. my Band members... My teachers...

I went for Band first, to help out the things that they need to get ready before the orientation for the Sec 1s. After that, I went to dance with Charissa. Funny right?? I dance in the school... haha... The dance was the M.I. Dance, which we learnt it on that day in the M.I.. I know a feel steps... Even though some were wrong but it's still alright for us... haha... Every one does mistakes right... hehe... At around 7.40, my ex-classmates... students from the Elite class: 5E3, met together in school for the very first time in Year 2006. It was nice talking to them... We talk about what we are doing and how's life under their new jobs... Shortly, we met Ms Lee... Her hair is really short... maybe she can compete with me, see whose hair is shorter... haha... Anyway... It's nice chatting with her but in a very sad way...

When I saw her, her eyes were quite red... As if she hadd just cried.. I asked her what had happened but she would not tell me... She would say it's someone making her to feel angry and whatever... so on and so fore... I know that she was hurting quite deeply... look at her eyes.. you will know the answer... Whenever we talk about what caused her to feel angry... Her eyes began to sore... the tears began to fall... maybe that is what women know how to do... or to release their stress by crying... However, from there, I learnt that Ms Lee is a very strong person, who would not cry in front of others.. or rather would not cry even if it is the worst news that she ever hear... That's why, Ms Lee, no matter what happens, you would always be the One and Only teacher we ever had in Canberra... The one who would not fall easily to others and would always be the ruler... like Hitler, Mao and Stalin... hehe...

Alright... Today's orientation is quite sucky... Sucky due to some reasons... Firstly, I was late... Overslept... Secondly, I need to get the Sec 1s to join the Band... Persuasion stuffs... Thirdly, I'm not a pro persuader in joining CCAs... I'm only pro in persuading people to buy products... Lastly... I need to have my breakfast at 2 plus in the afternoon... Haix... That really sucks... haha... Well, we succeed in getting 60 plus people to join in the Band but still, it is not confirm yet... We still do not knwo whether these people really wanted to join the Band... Especially when it happened like last year... 40 plus students.. which ened up to 16 people joining the Band.. Haix... Anyway.. I miss my Tuba, my wife... hehe... as well as all the Band members... I will be back in school next week on Friday... so no worrries... hehe...

Tomorrow is my soccer trial... Must work hard... hehe... Still not so sure what position should I be in... Either Midfield Right or Defence Right... Cannot be the striker... Will be killed by 4 defenders for sure... haha... Right now, I need to nurse my injury, at the shin area... I just finished my socce training with a bruise... I had been tackled harshly from the back... fell to the ground... and many more... Even though I score a wonderful goal... I still pay the price.. Alright, that's all for today... Sleeping now.. Good luck for tomorrow then...

Happy New Year everyone... First week of 2006, a week of crap and nonsense... Crap refers to the C.I. that I have entered. The C.I. is in a state of mayhem... Something like that. The place is SMALL, OLD and the classrooms are SUCKY!!! Sorry to say that but it's the fact. I prefer to be in their new campus but it's in 2007... Haix... The students are really smart... Their English is superb. English-educated people... Most of them in 'Special' stream... and I'm the one who is in Normal... What the hack... Anyway... There are many nice-looking people, girls and boys... haha... but still, the school sucks... Just want to withdraw... asap... haha....

Nonsense refers to the 1st day of New Year. The weather was so sucky that we played soccer in the most fustrating manner. It started raining since early morning and it continued until the early afternoon. Since we were playing soccer at 7pm, it was quite alright for us. The place might be dry by 6 plus. However, 4 plus was a terrible sight. It started to rain again. It stopped at 6 plus and the game continued. We met each other and play soccer at 7 plus... It was quite fun until it begin to rain AGAIN. It is just like the tap.. On, off, on, off, on, off... It really makes everyone to feel like scolding the clouds... In the end, it was so heavy that we had to end the game. When we want to have our dinner, the rain stopped. While walking to Sun Plaza, just a 5 minute journey, the rain started again. Whne we finish our meals, the rain stopped. When Jack and I were waiting for the bus, it rain again!!!! AAARRRRR!!!! It really piss me off.. That day was also known by me, God's gift for New Year; Raining cats and dogs... in a similar partern... Haix...

This friday is the campfire... hehe... Cant wait to be there... Get out of C.I. as soon as possible... hehe... That's all today... Sleeping now...