Luck wasnt on my side at all today... I guess... A lot of things happen today and I mean it. It really makes me mad at times right from this morning till now... Alright, while I'm typing this thing online, my bad luck seems to vanished... hehe... strange... However, let me just type out all the things happen to me in one day...

First, early the morning, I was late for work... AGAIN!!! Haix... I tried to rush but I didnt. It seems that the trial that I'm going to for later had made me feel that I should be preparing for the match instead of working. Alright, back to work... I reached the factory at around 8.40... Boss was there and he saw me coming late... Yikes!!! Bad timing for me, bumping into him before I could enter the factory. Alright, after looking for Eugene to discuss the time that we supposed to leave, I went up to the second storey... The prob was I dont have the card to enter... Rotten luck... Late and unable to access the room... No choice but to phone my colleague... hehe... Thanks Ah Fa... Now I could start working...

When 3pm strikes, I went to pack up my things and when to meet Eugene and gang outside the factory... Alright, we took the bus to Causeway and Jimmy decided to play some games at Time Zone... In the end, we were late for meeting Eric... Haix... Maybe Jimmy was too happily playing the game that we forgot about the time. We met Eric at 4.40pm and we walked to the place for our soccer trial... Now, bad things began to happen... When we were changing our attire, I realised that I wore the wrong socks... Actually it's not wrong at all... As I have another pair of the same kind of socks... One's a blue while the other is a green... Todl you... I have another pair at home that has the same colour... one green one blue... Sian... I just cant walk to the field with people staring at me... Thinking if I have colour blindness or what... Dotz... What rubbish was that... Maybe it's because I was late for work and I rushed to pack my things... till like that??!!! Gosh!!!

Now, we assembled at the void deck... We decide to change our shoes and get ready for warm-ups... However, bad weather prevent that from happening. Sharks!! What is wrong today???!!! Anyway, we got a short break to let the rain to stop before continuing our warm-ups again. Now, they started to call out names to get their chance to paly in the first half... Eugene, Jimmy and Eric got to play first... It was only me that I was in the bench... What the... Eric facing Eugene and Jimmy while I'm on the bench??!!! Although I'm in Eric's team, I cant wait to face Jimmy and Eugene... We maybe friends but when it's time to get serious, we will... and I mean it.. We can play till we hate each other... like any rivals or enemies of the century... hehe... However, we will be friends again after the match... haha... Strange attitude between us but we enjoy it...

Let me start saying about the match... Eugene and Jimmy played attacking midfield while Eric played midefield centre... Alright... I really dont know what on earth is the coach doing as he asked Jimmy and Eugene to paly attcaking midfield together... Dotz... Anyway, they did well as they have thsi rotation order to see who will attcak their opponents, sweeping the ball away from their opponents with their tackles.. The intense rivalry began between Eric and Jimmy as they fight for the ball... In the mid of the game, Eric scored a goal, adding a goal in his goal tally for 2006.... A great whck on the ball put it into the net... Nice one dude... Anyway, right fater half-time, it was 3-2... Eric's team was leading... Not bad.. Eric played well, as well as Eugene and Jimmy.... I think it's because thye understand each other so well in training that they would be able to communicate well in getting themselves to have the chance to attack and defend... hehe... The funniest thing was that the coach keep calling Jimmy... but he was refering to Eugene... While Eugene was called as Jimmy... Haix... Poor coach... he had a hard time calling the two of them to tell them the instructions... haha...

After that, it was my chance... we continue the match with Eirc being subsituted out... It was me against Jimmy. In teh beginning, I had a hard time playing the match. My socks... they are getting very loose rhat they began to drop to my ankles... Dotz... There was no time to pull my socks or whatever I want to do so I just play as normal... Things are getting rough and dirty... Pushing... Hard tackles... and many more... Jimmy was hard to fight for the ball. AsI always say, my first and main opponent would always be Jimmy... No matter he attacks or defends... It's hard to stop him... He keep stopping my play by intercepting my ball... Sharks... but it was fun... When he was subsituted by Eugene, it was the time that i strike my goal as a striker... haha... Finally... Although the goal was counted in the match, Eugene said it wont be counted in the goal tally... Gosh... Alright, at least Eric could. i dont mind... However, I played the game with paying the price... Eugene, who wanted to tackle the ball, kicked the water on the ground, causing sand to be covered on my shirt, as well as my face and eyes... I couldnt see at all and I was wearing my contacts... Nice try... Before I can eat my dinner, you treat this sand water to me... Thanks dude... haha... (No offence.. Not blaming you at all... hehe...)

I was opened and my teammate do a through pass and I run for the ball... i continue to run and the goalie charged out of his goal post. Without any thinking or any proper planning of slotting my ball into which direction of the post, I hit hard with my boots, at the toe area. The ball go past the goalie and into the net... GOAL!!! Now we are up... 4-3... haha... We are still fighting to keep our advantage... hehe... Anyway, it was splendid to have this goal... After that, it was my rivalry between Eugene and me... Once I got the ball, it was Eugene who tackled me... His tackles are strong but at some point... I did some fakes and had pushes on the ball, preventing him from getting the ball. It seems that I did make a mess out of him, getting to miss 2 to 3 tackles against me to fight for the ball... Anyway... The match ended with the aggregate 5-4... We won the match... Nice play with you poeple... With this game, it makes me feel that I'm getting better... Most of all, I realised that I'm not the noob in soccer at all... I can play better if I want to. Furthermore, I cant let my morale get low when people critise me... I play with my own rules.. as well as I live my life with my own rules... hehe...

Now the trouble began... I cant find my plastic bag to put my soiled clothes and boots... In the end, I put the soile dclothes into the bag... while the boots, of course, into the plastic bag.. Yikes.. >_< I gonna wash my bag... No choice... Furthemore, Jimmy wore my shoes to play soccer at the field and it was raining... My shoes were wet and I have to wear it... No choice.. With my socks on... My socks began to get wet and so as my feet... Worst of all, the shoes had grass and sand in it... Haix... Next problem coming up... The changing room time... Gosh!!! I hate it!! Why cant the CC has a shower room... I went to change my clothes and before I enter the cubicle, the door whacked my face... Ouch!!! What is wrong with me... I changed and in the end, I realised that I had brought the wrong shorts... I brought my sister's shorts instead of mine... NO!!!! That was why the rest were laughing at me, saying that my shorts are so high up to my thighs that I'm not wearing any shorts at all... -.-"... What the...

Great... What a wonderful day... I guess I need to rest now... Or else my body gonna break down soon... Mental breakdown... haha... Hope this thing wont happen again... and I mean AGAIN!!! HAix....

My Team if we are facing against anyone...


Jack Alex


Sion


Hakim Eugene


Jimmy


Amirul Fitry Eric Wei Teck


Haikal

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Red: Striker/Forward

Blue: Midfielders

Green: Defenders

Black: Goalie


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Subsitutes....

*Szaywan (Defender) - Help out in defence... Able to trick players with tricks... Provide stability

*Gavin (Goalie) - Another trustable goalie but lots of blunders... Just like David James from Man City

*Eric (Defender/Midfielder) - Improve the team's defence

*Fazil (Midfielder) - Help to push the ball forward for attacking purposes

*Jia Long (Midfielder/ Forward) - Assist the other striker or forward

Senopress... Its been a few weeks I'v been there. Since day 1, it's really considered a fun job. To know so many friends and learn many new things about CD packaging, it really clears my doubts about how CDs are made. Furthermore, meeting the different people in the work industry allows me to understand the odds faced by many people. People from different countries come over to Singapore to have better lives. Their stories, as well as their lame jobs... It make syou feel how life could be so boring, so enjoyable and most of all, how life is so wonderful. It is the reason that we learn each day and make sure that the leassons we learnt could help us not to make that mistake once again... Haha... Net monday would be my last day in Senopress. It's time to bid farewell to Senopress and start my life as a freshman in Nanyang Polytechnic. Haha...

I just went to Nanyang Polytechnic to submit my forms. I just cant find the admin office for the students. The polytechnic is realy big. I really wonder how am I suppose to study at a place which has so many venues. Life in the Polytechnic... is it a wonderful thing or is it a disaster , just like M.I.?? I dont know. I will need to experience it. I really hope that it doesnt have any boring lecturers who would tell the class alot of crap... The biggest problem that I feared is to have too many gals in my class. Too many gals.. too little guys... That would be the worst disaster I ever had in my whole life... Just like the time I had Project Work in M.I., 6 people in a group... 5 gals... 1 guy.. and that guy is me... Gosh.. Although I get to meet new friends, they are mostly females... Luckily there's a few of them who support Man Utd... haha... No choice... Man Utd, the team that I support since Secondary School... The team where devils and angels are born... The team that make me understand the real meaning of soccer... finding the real me... in some ways or so... hehe...

Bukit Batok is holding a trial... soccer trial... I really want to take part but it seems that I need to plan my time for my work in Senopress... Soccer... part of my dream to play in a professional team like Woodlands Wellington... Although there are considered as a flop, I think they just lack of match practises thats all. Just look at them in last year's table. They actually did quite well... PRobably it was Agu Cosmir's entrance to the club that maes things unsettled... However, as what we learn in the past, teamwork is a neccessary in soccer... Furthermore, to play as an individual wont help at all.. As a fan of Cristiano Ronaldo... I wish to play like him, be like him... Known as an idolise... it's true that one has their favourite player or idol and we look forward to them, whether its their image or their skills or other talents... Haha... Cristiano Ronaldo... The man that makes me to be a faithful to amn Utd... The man that will make me to be a stronger person while playing soccer... hehe... I just cant wait for the trial to come... This time, I will go for Striker's position... I remembered once what Szaywan said to me.. I should try to play as a forward as I can run very fast and I can shoot the ball quite accurate... at times... Haha... With the speed I have... I'm aiming what I want from now on... Even if the trial is unsuccessful, I will still continue to nurture andlearn more tricks as a socccer player... I will...

This friday would be the onfirmation of the match... I hope Han Wei had spoke to his friends, whether it's playing in the field or street soccer, I will think that it's alrigth for us but it depends on Han Wei's team... hehe... I definitely have no chance to play forward but I will try to play midfield... Fight for my place is hard... Hakim, a gret midfielder, followed by Jimmy and Eugene... Furthemore, with Sion joining up the attack... Me... Haix... No choice but to play defender... Most probably defender right... The best position I could do...Centre, nah... I dont want to risk it... hehe... Times up for today... Resting time.. Nitez...

Cheryl's party was quite fun yesterday... Although I was late, i was just in time for the feasting. I feared that everyone was waiting for me to start the feast, probably I was one of the guests for the day... hehe... Cheryl, also known as my God-sister, hum... Well, its good to see her smile, especially on her birthday... haha... Just like another sister of mine, I really hope she would achieve what she wants in the future, whether its her studies or other stuff, which I also dont know... She's happy, I'm happy... That simple... hehe...

Back to party... Food for the day, PIZZAS!!! I mean it!! Pizzas for everyone and fried chicken wings... Haha... As everyone enjoyed the food, one by one, each person said that he or she was full... even Cheryl... haha... Anyway, there were 7 pizzas left after the party... and 7 chicken wings... After the feasting, Chris, Yun Ting and Ivy slept on Eugene's bed as they were tired... It's very weird to see how capable these gals are. 3 gals, one bed (not Queen size nore King size) and a nice sleep... COOL!!! hehe... The Chery looked at the biys playing Naruto and Winning Eleven 9.

Talking about Naruto, haix... I still think I prefer to use Itachi. I think I did train well using Itachi to fight against the rest but not other characters... haha... While for Winning Eleven 9, I still admit that Jimmy is stilla pro in it. I could only conclude the match with draws and each time I win thematch, it is through penalties... haha... The most memorable match would be Soain vs Real Madrid. I tried to carry a draw and I did. Jimmy did manage to slot the ball into my net but it was ruled offside. Alright... At least I managed it. When penalty arrives, it was me against him... I wont the penalty with some luck. One shot was that the ball hit the goal keeper's hand, hit the post and into the net... The last shot was it hit the goal keeper's hand and went into the net... Simple as that... Celebration for me and Eugene... (Spain was the team Eugene was using... Against Jimmy was impossible for him as Jimmy is super pro.. I mean it... Seems like no one except for Jia Long can defeat him... Jack??? Maybe... with luck on his side...) Haha...

After the whole game, everyone went to meet Gavin and we went to the Sembawang Park to join the rest in the class gathering... A simple gathering but a few people did make the effort to come and enjoy themselves... Sorry about that, Frahanah and Weena. You people spent so much money and in return, you lost alot... I'm really sorry that we didnt consume any food but at least we did come... I know you two wont mind about it but as a man of my words, I did come... I did consume (soft drink counted??) and I did pay... I hope that this issue is not a problem to you two at all... hehe.. Smile always... Dont worry be happy alright?? hehe...

Around 8 plus, we went to watch Liverpool vs Everton... A nice match indeed. Gerrard was sent off in the 18 minute. Just look at the face of Eugene's... He seemed super serious about it. Even Chrs and Ivy arrived and asked him to past them their bag, Eugene was still watching the match with seriousness, without hearing a word what the gals said... Wow... Eugene... cold-sweat??? Haha... Anyway, good news for him in the end. Liverpool won the whole match by 3-1; a Neville own-goal, a lob by Garcia and a superb strike by Kewell... At least Everton had Cahill to head a ball into Liverpool's net... All smiles for Eugene but not Gavin. Gavin, Everton supporter... you can say that again although he doesnt know the names of the players in the squad. Anyway, the last 20 minutes of the match was so entertaining that Gavin's face was changing. Even his Dad's words made him more tensed up... His Dad praised Liverpool's attacks... not Everton's... haha... poor Gavin.. Smile dude.. Your team has to faced Chelsea soon.. A must win alright... hehe...

Today's soccer match is really a disaster... I tried to organised one but in the end, only four turned up... The fifth turned up at 5 plus... nearly to 6pm... Haix... That's not the end... I hurt my foot; my right foot. While I stopped the ball, Jimmy tackled me and the ball was on loose. I tried to run but his foot was on my foot. Worst of all, he stepped on my foot and fell, which means he's pushing my leg backwards... sort of... anyway, I tried to step forward but I cant. I fell and hurt my knee... However, that was the most painful part. The pain was overwhelming on my foot. i think Jimmy had pushed my vein to e other side.. Something like that... Rigth now it is still hurting... Probably I need to walk slowly to work... Haix... Life as a soccer player... Hum... That's sometimes terrible...haha... Anyway, I try to do some light exercises.. making sure that there is not fracture or what... Hope its just the vein... Ending here now...

What an afternoon I had today... Phone calls... All looking for me. Whether it's a big issue or a small issue... All of them are looking for me... However, each call to me has a purpose. Of course... Who would be so lame to call someone and say "Hi, I just want to tell you that I just called your hp that's all..." Although I'm lame, I'm not as lame as that alright... hehe... Anyway, the first call was from the company. This lady, known as Lam, called and told me that she couldnt find my time-sheet. With no time-sheet, it menas I have no pay for the past 15 days of work. With no pay, it means I will not have money to spent. With no money, it means i could not buy the things I need for my Poly life and other entertainment stuffs, as well as my school fees... The chain goes on and on and on... I dont want to continue the chain or else it's gonna be getting boring... haha...

After the call, I went to the HR and tried to understand the situation and found out that they ahd ost my time-sheet. What to do next? Haix... Still the same old thing. I need to dfile in the paper and let my Boss to sign it. After that, I past it back to the HR...Haix... So troublesome...

After that, here comes another call. It was from Lorraine, a classmate of mine in 5E3... She asked me if there was any mentoring class at 2.30pm but I told her not sure. actually there isn't any mentoring class but I'm not sure Ms Lee would change her mind if she sees Lorraine at there. Well, I asked her to call Ms Lee but it was not successful at all. She didnt pick up the phone and the 'debate' goes on. In the end, I called Te Seng and he said that there's no mentoring... Haix... Why me??? Why everyone wants to find me... Haix... Anyway, Lorraine, if you have the interest with reading people's blog... I'm so sorry about it, giving you the wrong information about the mentoring. Furthermore, just because of the menotring, you give up your CCA: Interative Club... Haix... Sorry... Hope you accept my apology...

After that, here comes another call... This time it's Clarence... haha... My junior in my section. I'm really proud to have him in my section as he's the most talented person I ever had. Hehe... His talent, a musician, maybe would be the best in Singapore in the future... haha... Anyway, back to the story, he called me and told me that he would be going to NUS... Congrats to you Clarence. I'm really proud to see you getting into NUS. It maybe an admiration when you would not be able to attend the O levels and A Levels before going to the university... However, I must say this once... Your talent is not only gifted, your talent makes you become a better person. Clarence, keep up the good work and make sure you will be th best pianist in Singapore and Asia... haha... My hopes for you are so high... Kidding... Just try your best would be the best... Everyone in the Band would miss you for sure... Dont care about your classmates jealousy... Its part of life... Like it or not... They still have to face it... hehe... Not boasting or what but it's the fact... Believe in yourself and do your best... Good luck!!!

Haix... So many things happened in one afternoon... The good, the bad, the ugly... as always... haha... Anyway, I dont mind after all. Today I just had my medical check-up. Alright... I realise that a proper medical check-up would be a better one. You know hwat are the mistakes made by the teachers, especially when it comes to height and weight... Haha... I realised that I'm 1.72cm tall and I weigh about 56.4kg... No wonder I got difficulties heading the ball and trying to win my opponents while tyring to push my way to get the ball from them. It also reminds me that I'm the lightest among the soccer players in my team... haha... no wonder a push on me could make me fall so easily... Haha... However, I must say.... I'm still the strongest Tecko (Bamboo) in Canberra... so dont look down at me... hehe...

After the check-up, Mah and Hong came to my hosue to do teh registration... I mean enrolment for Polytechnic... hehe... After that, I went for Band. As usual, the same people at there... I just got abit worried when I see the Tuba members struggling to play without Clarence. Without Clarence, it means the Tuba section would end up in a flop... Khuzaima is a good Tuba player but not so skillful yet... Farhan... Quite weak but could be improve if he continue to work harder... haha... No means to insult them but saying the truth... It's best that mr Lee get some instructor to teach them. It will be better in order to help them improve in both blowing and theory...

Tomorrow would be Clarence last day in school. I really wish to go to school but I have work. OT for tomorrow... Another undecisive thing to choose... tonight i must think harder... hehe.. Stopping here now, time to bath...

Work, work, work... Each day 12 hours... Earn $58 per day... 4 days work... 3 days off... However, OT is still necessary... Hum... Life these days are so boring.. haha... I dont know why... Afternoons are getting very bored as usual. 5 hours to spent... doing all the work the Boss has given to me... Haix... When Boss leaves the place, you can look at every one's face. Alll smiling with glee... haha... Everyone started to slack suddenly as if it was time to go back home... Haha... The morale of this story: Well... with Boss around... Life is terrible... With Boss out of the company... Life is enjoyable...

Kidding everyone... Just kidding... Yeah... i'm too busy these few days as I have plenty of things to do... My Poly course... I havent submit it to the Polytechnic... My Gundam... No time to fix it.... My music... No time to think of lyrics... My soccer.... No competition or any goal tally challeng these days... Very bored... Seems like no life at all... haha... Furthermore, money issues keep coming into me.... Stress??? Maybe... but I really dont understand what is the real meaning of stress... Is it when I have a headache, that's what people call it stress??? Or... You cant complete something on time.. that's call stress??? Haix... Who cares.... My life = My rules... hehe....

I really wanted to go back school as soon as possible... haha... School... Canberra Secondary... My second home... Not really but only the Music room is my second home... Why??? Music is in my life... my passion... Writing songs is not my best but I'm willing to try... With the same passion as soccer... I willing to put my best effort to write the best lyrics... compose the best songs for everyone to listen. Although I dont have the skills of playing the piano or other instruments... I'm willing to try, if I do... hehe... So, I will not give up at all... All this crap... -.-" hehe...

Well, Hui Jian.... Hum... Just want to tell you personally that writing a song is not hard at all... The first thing you need to do is follow your heart... write the song with your emotions in it...Whether it's in English or Chinese, a sad song or happy song, just write it with your feelings... Most of all, you must be contented in what you compose... Hehe... Thats a way to make yourself satisfied from the lyrics you wirte... hehe... Jia you alright... Write a good one and show it to your class and me too... hehe... Smile always... I will remember... hehe...

Morning people... haha... I'm at my friend's house while typing this post... Anyway, last night was quite fun.. Let me see... Hum... We did discuss some issues about the Polytechnic, especially the Medical check-up. Heard from my uncle that the government wants us to have a check-up to check if we have any sickness or illness or whatever diseases... like.... HIV positive??? Diabetes??? Who knows... My last check-up was in Secondary School. I dont remember what's a check-up looks like... Maybe my brain is not functioning properly since I just woke up... haha... However, it's not bad after all. I would get to know if I'm in a healthy condition or not... hehe... Sounds fun to me...

Anyway, I did manage to do some recording at Yong Hong's (my friend) house. Recording in the sense is that we got the tunes of the song. Howeer, it was not that perfect at all. Mah (another friend of mine) is using the computer, listening to the music while I'm busy with the electric piano... haix... What the... The music from the speakers was super extra... I cant even concentrate my tuning at all... Diao... haha... but it's alright... We brothers dont fight such small things... hehe... Right brother??

We slept at around 3am. Everyone was exhausted after a busy day, as well as a busy and tiring night. Haix... Bloody Mah... He keep kicking me while he's asleep... Next time I gonnna kick him back for sure... AR!!! I will always remember how many times you had kicked me... It's 3... hehe... That's all for today... Going back home soon...

Working during the Saturadays really destroy my mood for the weekends... Weekends, also means my 'off-day'. However, not for me today. I need to go back to Senopress to continue my work... haha... There is an old saying about working in Senopress... You can classified it in 3 methods; The Good, The Bad, The Ugly.

The Good: Get a pay of $7 per hour... Overall, I earned about $35 today for OT for just 6 hours...

The Bad: Need to do the stuff that was assigned yesterday... Although it's super boring, it seems that I'm geeting use to it...

The Ugly: Even if you give me $100 bucks for today, I wont work with the Boss... Working with the Boss means that day would be your unlucky day... hehe...

Anyway, as usual, working is as boring... Luckily I had my handphone with me, giving me good music to release my stress. Each day, looking at the different and millions of digit codes would keep me instantly, whether it's mentally or physically... haha... That was why Thursday I had an headache... haha... On Friday, when I went back to work, my colleagues were questioning me... 'What happen on Thursday night... Why you ran so fast???" Well, I actually ran back home to watch the television... hehe...Anyway, they said that I ran very fast... It was like a bull chasing its enemy off... haha... Sorry about that dudes (my colleagues), it just another sport that I like.. so bear it with me please... hehe...

For the past two days... I have been getting slight headaches.. I dont think so its due to the sleepless nights that I'm having but it's the things I'm doing during work. You can try this at home too... hehe... Just look for something, maybe a lost needle in a pile of books... Search it one by one... Your brain will malfunction as you continue.... haha... Seriously, that is how I got headaches even if I dont have one... haha... Thanks to the Boss, asking all of us to search for the digit codes, killing everyone... making everyone to have OT during the weekends... haix... Luckily I'm quitting on 31st of March... haha...

I'm going to my friend's house now... Maybe composing music but our main piority of the night is to discuss about the Polytechnic... hehe... Alright... Will blog soon again... By the way... My blog is abit 'siao' as it has problems functioning properly.. Sorry for that people... Sorry... hehe...

Pain.. This is all I can feel right now... My head.. it seems like it's going to be split into half... The headache I'm having now is killing me though I didnt use to much brain cells today at work... haha... Kidding... However, my brain really needs a break currently. Probably it's the lack of sleep for the past few days... or maybe I'm sick of working... tired of looking and seraching at the digits in Senopress... haix...

Anyway, today the crew was busy putting the stuff back to their original positions... A few days ago, they shifted everything to the second warehouse as an inspection was going to be held, which was today... However, afterthe inspection, everything was sent back to the third storey... Why??? Why these highly educated people wanted to torture us??? Maybe they like torturing my crew or they just put it as a prank... Well, we shifted everything up... The Boss actually wants me to join him in searching the discs but luckily I try to escape from it... I went to do my stuff as slow as possible... haha... Lazy people like me hate to serve or give pleasure to the high ranking people... haha... I may be evil but actually not... The whole crew doesnt like the Boss... Who knows the real reason for that??? haha...

Well, I and Ah Fa (colleague of mine) put all the pallets into the lift... one by one... It took ages and it was true... The stupid door which as a timer on it kept ringing it alarm... It really irritates me to the extreme. Why does the company has this kind of system alarm when there's cameras and security guards in the building??? Scared of robbery... Maybe the robbers should try harder... haha... We spent more than 2 hours to shift everything back... Althought we complete it at 6, the discs were not on the shelves yet... What the... Tomorrow I need to put it back again... Although it's OT, I still hate going to work on Fridays... Fridays is a special day for me... It's Band... hehe.... My second family... a special 'family outing'... hehe...

Well, right now.. I'm too tired to continue... maybe I would continue my 'story' as what Diana has said.... By the way... Meiqi... Sorry but my post is normally... LONG... hehe... My bad...

Haix... Senopress people has no life at all... These days, my Boss, also known as Ah Lam, got really whacky... Whacky in the sense was that she wanted us to work OT. first things first... according to my own rules and regulations...

No. 1 - OT should not be after 8pm....
Reason: Too tired to continue... although my pay does increase... hehe...

No. 2 - Try to avoid the 99 Production Area at all times...
Reason: It's hard to find the discs and I will get stress up very easily...

No. 3 - Dont be so eager to complete your work or task...
Reason: You will get bored to death or you will be handed a difficult task...

No. 4 - Dont get chosen by the Boss to do his tasks...
Reason: You will die doing it... he's like a 24 hour operated robot... You dont see him get tired everyday...

Just look at the reasons that I have in my mind right now... Maybe I'm a typical Sinagporean with typical attitude towards work... However, this is the FACT!!! Senopress might give me a better pay, a better environment but not a better working life... hehe... Each day is a tiring day... except for Saturdays and Sundays... hehe... Why??/ Soccer and BAsketball mania... Furthermore at times, SWIMMING??!! Yeah... Known to me as a Sports weekend... haha...

Anyway, back to the Senopress issue... Today's work was... erm... slightly better in the beginning but harsh in the end... In the morning... hum... Alright, I was late... again... hehe... I reached Senopress but the rest wasnt there yet, so it's alright... haha... I did some things such as searching for discs.. oops... worng way of saying it... it's HUNTING for discs... The discs couldnt be found and so, I need to find the discs at different locations... haix... Anyway, the noobs... I mean newbies also came to work today... We did help out in putting the pallets into the lift, bringing them to the other warehouse....

That was the beginning of the problem... The first prob came when the lift jammed... AGAIN!! Why does it jammed at the wrong time at the wrong moment... It really make me so angry... Kicked the door a few times... My partner was sighing all the way... haha... We were waiting for the lift to operate but the room was super stuffy... Seems like the oxygen wasnt there at all... Now, I need to run to the 3rd storey (even though it stated as 2nd storey...) I checked everything but it was alright... Make me run up and down for more than 8 times today.. Diao...

Then, the next problem... We need to lift a shelve, full of discs out of the lift... Normally when someone hears about this.. They would say "Wow!! No cake ar... 15 minutes could be completed..." Nah!!! My foot... It took us nearly 45 minutes to finish it... Boss had spoilt the shelve instead us... It gets more than 6 people to make the shelve to move out of the lift... It was heavy and I mean it... Heavy... I cant imagine what will happen to me if it falls and landed on me... me?? A pancake... diao... haha... Anyway... we spent the whole day shifting things in and out of the building...

The last prob lies on my Boss... he really loves to talk crap... Haix... Luckily I escaped from my Boss... When the clock struck at 7.5, everyone startedd to packup... Everyone's mind was thinking of going back home.. No one and I mena no one cares about the Boss... haha... Boss??? After 8pm... which means after work... My parents are the Boss... haha... That means I need to go home... haha... Howver, tomorrow I still need to work... haha... Die... Boss wants me back again... Gonna do something to run away... haha... Alrigth, stopping here now...

This is the song that I like... it's about friends... The lyrics look very simple.. Just a few sentences but it describes the importance of friendship... hehe...

Friends... They are the best to me... Whatever happens, they would be there with you through all the joys and sorrows... Thanks everyone.. for being my friend...

Just came back from work... yeah.. of course... who's not tired at all after a day's work.. Today is quite a peaceful day for me while working. There's no one to disturb me.. i'm listening to the radio in my phone for the past 12 hours or so... Doing the stuff that I need to complete for the day... Well... Not bad at all... However, it turned out to be a bitter one during the afternoon... I call it 'Unlucky Afternoon', rather than Unlucky Day'...

I dropped the discs on the floor... Oh my... Luckily my Boss wasnt next to me or else... I will be eating fried cuttlefish.. also known by the Chinese, 'Chao You Yu' <> Haix... It didnt happen only one time but three times... Butter fingers of mine... I think I need to have glue applied on my hands before going for work tomorrow... Haha... After that, a bad thing struck me... While listening to the radio, 'Yes 933', the song by Lin Jun Jie, 'Zhi Dui Ni Shuo' was played... I stopped myself from continuing my task and listen the song... As the song is played, my mind began to think of the apst i had... the past that i had with a person... A special person...

Hum... It was then I recalled alot of things that make me feel that I'm a changed person... The time with that person... What I dd to help that person... and many more stuff... Although I have a bad memory, probably no brain at all... I recalled most of the things by listening the song... As the song ends, I was in a confused mood... A very moody one... Seems like mood swing... hehe... However, it's not at all... I just stared blankly at the ground.. Thinking what was happening just now... Did I did those things in the past??? Did I?? Wow!! Tahtsounds like a miracle... haha...

Anyway... Right now, I decided that my life must go on... No 'buts'... No doubts... As what my MSN nickname says... 'I live my life with my own rules...' and so I will do it... Maybe I will try to forget the past... At least I try... hehe... and start refresh... I must be more mature enough to handle things... prepare myself for Poly life... hehe... Most of all, my emotions... I must control it... Haix...

Yesterdya's soccer match was quite stupid... Yeah... I actually just got warm-up but after listening to Eugene's words, I was speechless... My mood changes again.. changes to the 'No Mood to play' mode... haix... Chris was training for her Goalkeeper position... Yeah.. It's a good thing that she has been improving for the past week and she's getting more skillful... at least... but the prob was she wasnt in proper gear...Dont tell me you gonna play soccer on the school's Sports Fest bare footed??!!! that's totally rubbish... Haix... Eugene's replied was "... when Sports Fest comes then we talk about it la..." Diao.... -.-" I really feel sian... haix...

Anyway... After that, I went to cycle around Sembawang, to chill myself for the better... Cooling myself from the stress and the problems that are still in my mind... Haha... Everyone thinks that something is wrong with me... something strange with me... Well... Yeah.. I do... However, not anymore...

I'm gonna be a better person from tomorrow onwards... A cheerful person and a person who would be stronger... getting better... I will be ready for anything... Right now, I cant wait for the soccer match that Jack is arranging with his friends... I will gonna get ready for that... Score goals... Increase my goal tally... Fight all the way till the end... Wow... I think I'm getting evil now... Getting insane... haha.. Stopping here or else this post will get a virus attack done by me... haha... Bye dudes... Dont worry about me anymore...

This is the link of the music, 'Down'... I dont know why I put this song but the problem is that I have been feeling very lifeless these few days... probably I'm feeling low... 'Down' do shows part of my expression for the past few days.... but the story of 'Down' is not my story... hehe... Anyway... I'm crapping again...

JJ Lin Jun Jie
Down (listen)

I can't believe it
Tell me I'm dreaming
That we are still we

It was amazing
Said you were lucky
That you found me

It was on a rainy day that we met
You didn't have a place to go

I said we just met so lets go slow but no
You just tell me to keep you from the cold

Sorry I can't take it
Why did u fake it
Why did we kiss

And I'm just down
You left me with a note without a sound
I figured I must have been such a child
You'll never know how much I've been around
How my heart just frowns

If you're down
I'll be your teddy bear I'll be your clown
I'll take you round and round and
If you don't mind I cound be your standing ground
Even if that means I'd drown

And baby that'll be my one last vow

I had basketball practise yesterday..> Well, I'm really tired to have that practise. The work I'm in for the past 5 days nearly killed me... not instantly... hehe... Anyway, I woke up at 7.30 to watch 'Naruto'... Haix... Now I get to know much better why Jon and the rest like 'Naruto' so much... As you keep watching it, you will continue watching... not bothering what time is it. You would be eager to know the next plot of the story as the exciting part comes... Alright... I watched till episode 20... Haix... Although japn has produced episodes such as 2oo plus... I think I can manage to watch it... After I quit my job... hehe...

Back to the practise... I reached Sembawang at around 9.30 and we started playing.. I wore my absketball shoes and felt abit uncomfortable... probably I have not been wearing it since 2 to 3 months ago... Haha... Remember, I seldom play basketball these days but soccer... However, I realised that my only ability in Basketball is lay-ups... haix... All I could do is lay-ups.. Hum.. When i jumped up and do a lay-up, I feel like I could fly... Not being so childish but you seemed to be weightless... The 2 pointer line... 3 pointer line... Wow... You really like it when you can fly up high, putting the ball into the ring... haha.. We played till 1 plus in the faternoon... By then, everyone was starving and hoping to take a break... More than 3 hours of basketball... Wow... That's totally cool!!

After having my meal with Jimmy and Eugene, I wet back home to watch NAruto' for the whole day.. Althought I'm tired, I still continue watching till 1am... haha... Alright. I was quite busy. I know I should take my nap... sorry Diana... hehe... Just want to watch the anime to know what's the next outcome would be... hehe... Alright... I got to play soccer now... hehe... bye dudes...

Haix.. Finally got the time again to type this blog... I'm just too tired and busy to type a post on this blog... Reason for that, well, work... That's the answer I could give right now... I'm going to work for the whole weekdays... No choice... Even though I hvae 3 days off for each week, I think I will sacrifice my time to go back to school for Band... I really need to earn more money right now for my Poly studies... It seems that I'm money-minded but actually I'm not... My Mum is the only one trying to give me money to have a better education... My Dad... nah... dont talk about him... haix... Money is important to me now... Not to buy my stuff but to help me pursue a better education... However, I might use part of my money to buy something for my sister... all this time...She' sthe one who has been working hard... Getting the good grades and helping the family in many ways... whether it's the chores or her homework... She really play a big part for the family... Seriously Mei... I owe you this time... Even though I dare not face you and snd say thank you, you are surely the best... Althought you dont understand me at times... I know you did try to... Thanks again, Mei...

Yesterday was Chris birthday... Alright... it was fun... but I was abit moody.. I dont know why... haix... maybe I just think too much... A sensitive person like me could get over sensitive at times... Haha... relax... I'm not having an mood swing or what.. It's maybe because I'm too tired... It's really common when your mood changes after work... especially when you are outside partyng and you are exhausted.. wanting to get extra sleep fro that night... hehe... Alright, back to the story mode.... Chris burthday...Well... Hum... There were 13 guests... Chris (of course... she's the main character of the whole party...), Ivy, Brenda, Eugene, Cheryl, Jonathan, Jimmy, Raymond, Gavin, VJ, Reeza, Kian Wee and me... hehe... anyway, we had a nice meal at kelvin's restaurant... Erm... I mean his Dad's... hehe... The food was nice and Kelvin was gossiping with Jimmy... Both of them laugh loudly, making the others feeling curious what were they talking about... Kelvin was quite cheeky on that day... Hearing that Cheryl was coming, he acted as if he was going to woo her... tried to combhis hair and act very neat and polite.. I know he's joking but seriously, Kelvin, I think you need to go forward to Eugene and ask him for permission before laying a finger on her... hehe... Relax Cheryl... He wont eat you up... He'sjust kidding... Furthermore, your brother will be there to protect you at all times... haha...

After the meal, we went to Yishun for a walk at the Pasa Malam... That was the point where the atmosphere was ruined... partly... Eugene sent Chris and Ivy home... Even though I dont mind about it, he ws the one who askedus to go for the Pasa Malam and he just abandon us... Haix... Alright, maybe it was Chris's idea to go back home early... Who doesnt want to go back home and celebrate her birthday with her family... Right??!! Anyway, I, as the co-host, was realy useless... My way of leading the crowd was totally awful... The rest were having a bad time walking along the stalls... While we stand at a corner to wait for Eugene's return, I took a glance at every one's face... Grumpy faces... 'Sian' faces... Tired faces... Haix.. Well, I think we should not go to the Pasa Malam... Haix... After Eugene return, it was quite late and so we went back home.. VJ walked home... I saw Reeza taking a cab home while the rest took the train... Me??The bus... However, before taking the bus, I ran to Chong Pang... amybe I was just feeling stress... Told you... moody... that's the problem... I need to release my stress... hehe... Only running is the method to stop all the nonsense in my mind... haha...

Well... I bought a pendalent for her... Haix... To me, my pocket hurts alot... hehe... but it still does worth it... Let's just say I forgot what's the price of the pendalent... haha... However, I just wish that she really enjoy the day... That's all... so simple... haha... anyway... Tomorrow I need to work again... Just had a quarrel with my Dad... Just now was about food... I never ask my sister to buy food for him... never mind... it's settled... However, here is another prob I'm taking to him... right now... Money... Haix... Pathetic father of mine... Cant think that my Dad is such a person... even though I know it all along... haha... Alright... stopping here... Nitez everyone...

3rd March 2006

The Prestigious World Cup Trophy is in Singapore!!!! These is the picture that I have snapped... even though it's a bad shot... hehe... Anyway... hope you people would like the World Cup... Most of all, seeing the trophy is a lifetime experience... hehe...

Even though we can see it, we still cant touch it... hehe... Anyway, it's a wonderful experience indeed...

The Replica World Cup Trophy

This is a poster of the World Cup Trophy... hehe... however, the picture is so nice that I snapped it... Maybe you can call me crazy but it looks quite good when I put the picture in my phone... haha... A crazy soccer fan is like that... so relax people...

Class Outing... The Elites, 5E3 Gladiators

After we know where we been posted to, we hada celebration with Ms Lee, our form teacher of 5E3... We really thank her for what she had done... The amount of effort she had done tohelp us achieve better results... hehe... Although she is fierce, she made us do the impossible... Haha... It's a wonderful outing for sure...

The Gals of 5E3

Yeah... It seems that alot of gals went missing on that day... However, there are still some who came for the outing... Thanks gals... You make this outig to be a successful one... hehe...

Left to right: Xin Ni, Farhanah, Weena, Azimah, Arfah, Lorraine

The Boys of 5E3

Yeah... Some went missing too... I'm now trying to introduce the people of 5E3... hehe... I think I'm too bored that's all... anyway, just bear with it... hehe...

Left to right: Jack, Jonathan, Gavin, Jun Yu, Kian Wee, Te Seng, Eugene, Jimmy

Not in picture: Wai Chung, Jia Long, Amirul, Fazil & Me

The Dictator, Half Mao, Half Stalin, Half Hitler... Ms Lee... Oops.. My Bad...

That's our form teacher, Ms Lee... She's indeed a dictator... so called one but a good teacher... Thanks for everything... We really appreciate your efforts in helping us all these years.. Thanks Ms Lee...

Shy People???

Jimmy and Wai Chung... those two do not want to be on the camera... Haix... Anyway... you guys are now online.. Enjoy... hehe...

Our Da Ge (Boss) Te Seng!!!

Te Seng... the one of the strongest guy in our class... The boss of 5E3... also known as Da Ge.... Dont see him as a nerd... If you disturb him... He will become the In credible Hulk... whack you like a punching bag and you will be smashed into pieces... You can try disturb him if you dont believe him... hehe...

Thats all for today... ending here.... hehe... A day to remember... 3rd March 2006...

Today is definitely a busy day for me... Sports fest in Canberra is one month's time away and I'm hvaing 3 different sports in a day to complete... Alright, it sounds fun but actully tiring... early the morning, around 9am, I had basketball practices... We played matches against each other from 9 plus till 12.40pm... It's more than 3 hours and the sun was burning our skin... trying to dehydrate us with the heat given out by it... Furthermore, I had not eat my breakfast so I do not have much strength to continue the game anymore, so as the rest of them.

During the night, I had swimming and soccer... From 7.30pm till 8.40pm, I had swimming practises... I was forced by my Mum to join the training as she wants me to get the certificate for Life Saving... It helps me to get a firm career in the future, whether it's a lifeguard or a swimming instructor... While I tried to swim faster, my hands began to ache... It must be probably the harsh and intesive training in the morning thatmakes me swim so slow... My energy level was low... and the amount of power left in my 'dry cell' body stated "RECHARGED". That was realy awful... Time was moving very slowly... However, I managed to finish it andgot my coach t drive me to Sembawang to meet the rest for soccer...

When I reached the place, I started to play the game... I nearly scored the goal but it hit the post... Aww Man... Why I always hit the post... Maybe it's fated that 'Tecko' should stick with poles... Tecko, known as my nickname, also known as bamboo... I'm really thin and tall.. quite tall... and I'm the lightest among the rest of the gang... so, ples and teckos are connection... sort of... hehe... Anyway, I helped Jimmy to score a goal... Not bad for that achievement... Now as you can see the Goal Tally section, Jimmy had scored 12 while I, still stuck with 6... haha... I just need to wait for that moment that my magic feet could help me once again... hehe... Anyway, I asked the person, for gotte who the hack it was, to pass the ball to Jim but he didnt. He passed to me directly but I do not have enough time to shoot. I have not enough space and furthemore, the goal post was not directly in front of me... hehe... On the other hand, Jim was open... he had no defenders to stop him and he seemed to have sight for the open passage for the ball to enter the goal post... I pass the ball to him and he stopped the ball, do some fake movements and shot the ball into the space... into the goal... Cool!!! haha... Nce one Jim... anyway... I think we won the match... however, Istill not sue what is the score... Anyway, who cares about it... hehe...

Alright, lights out now... Tomorrow is another day for me to do my Gundam.. HAix... Tired now.. Hoep tomorrow I wont have any cramps... on my hands and legs... Bye...

Alright... I got my course... sort of... I have bee posted to Nanyang Poly, Sports and Wellness Management... haha... Even though I dream of being a good musician, a good composer, it was fate that make me got Sports and Wellness Managemnet instead. I have that odd feeling now... My friends, all in different courses. Although we would meet up wth each other, the bond between us would not like before. It's like there is something missing in us... I dont know how to say it or type it out but it's an odd feeling... that's all...

Haix.. Yesterday I just went to see the World Cup trophy... alright... Its really nice but the problem was that we could see the trophy but not touch. It's really rubbish isn't it?? First, the newspapers said that we could et a chance to snap pictures and touch the trophy... Now, they say that we could only see it and not touch it... Never mind about that. The worst part was that the picture that we took was absolutely rubbish... The place was dark and the pictures we snapped are all.... Yuck... haha... Anyway, the procedures were more sucky... You stand next to the trophy for 3 seconds and you leave the place immediately... Rubbish right???that's your CHANCE to see the cup... haix... anyway, it was still fun.. We had penalty shots... it's like shooting the ball into a hole... I scored once but missed plenty... I kicked the ball and it first landed at the bin and then to the table soccer... then to the crowd... amazingly... that's the worst penalty shot I have done... haha... Bad days.. bad luck... hehe...

After that, we went to Swensens to have our lunch... Actually, it's breakfast to me... haha... I havent had my breakfast since I woke up... Well, I had Fish and Chips, Iced Cappucino and Ice Cream... The whole thing was fun after all, even though Ms Lee was there... hehe... i'm not saying that Ms Lee was an extra but it was mend to treat her... hehe... I really enjoyed the time we spend together as a class.. Whether it's the things we do or the things we say... It's all really memorable... haha... Moreover, I had taken a picture of all of us... together once again... maybe for the one last time... As we will always remember, the spirit and memories of 5E3 would not die... but the friendship would die off as years past... However, as we replay History, we are known as the legends... the legends of Normal Academic... legends of Canberra... and once winners in our life... With 5E3...

After the treat, we went to play pool... It was a very quiet day for me after the whole thing... I did play only 2 matches and after that... quite all the way... I dont know what happen to me.. Just quiet... I dont have the mood to play at all... It was like something bad had struck me... Maybe not me but my feelings.. they seemed to be empty... Very empty... I just dont understand some things... although these things are not my problems... It still make me feel taht I'm hopeless... in the sense that I could not give a helping hand to those people and all I could do is just look at the situation get worsen...

The problem faced by W, a friend of mine... I dont want to mention names in this blog but anyway, whenever I see W, it seems that something is missing in him... Furthermore, when F saw G, it will be a very quiet day for W... haix... This is making W so vex... He doesnt know what to do to make sure that this problem is solved... Haix... another problem is V and M... M thinks V is a person... who likes to interfere her things but actuall no.. V is no that kind of person at all.. The V that I know is a person who would like to help others and try to make people happy... Worst of all, now the situation is getting worse that V decided to vanish from M... No matter how many ways he culd think of.. just leave M... It's like nowadays people are trying tot the blame n each other... or escaping the problems that are in front of them.... This is really weird.... As a normal teen, I just want to help out, sove as many probs faced by people and make sure that people would be happy... However, I'm still in m daydream... my naive world... The place where the impossibles are not made... Why??? Ever heard fo the quote 'Impossible is Nothing', actually, it seems that whatever thing I done to help them.. it still remains unchange... Its imposssible to help them as my efforts o that person's efforts will end up as nothing.. vanish into the thin air... gone forever... seriously, maybe I dont know why I'm writing this crap but this is how I feel yesterday... The first step towards the dark side... The experience of loneliness and sorrow...

Haix... someone's bithday is around the corner and I still have not plan what to buy for that person... I beter hunt for that present as soon as possible.. hehe... Well, I feel much better today, without thinking any of the problems above... However, it definitely reminds me of what's the taste of grief... the feeling of being left alone and wait.. wait for the time comes... when all problems would solve by itself... waiting for the moment when that person could forgive you... or be with you... The game of 'Waiting' is indeed a painful experience for many...

I was really stupid to volunteer myself in helping out in the 3rd storey... I may regret that but it's no point at all, I still need to do it... haix... whatever... On the 1st of MArch, I thought that I would be free, free from the 3rd storey in Senopress. I went to work with a happy mood but it didnt last long. Ivy told me that I was not asked to join the 1st storey packaging team. She said that she would call me down when the packaging team needs help. This means that i'm stuck in the 3rd storey for this week. Alright, that surely sucks as I hate the smell of plastic... Furthermore, the digits... it makes you feel giddy when you try to search for one particular code number among the millions of discs in the storage room... Luckily I was able to leave the place at 5pm to celebrate Charissa's birthday... Phew... What a relief...

Charissa's birthday is a short-lived one... I dont know whether I just the correct word to discribe the event but sorry dudes, mind my English... hehe... Anyway, we played card games and soon left her place. V.J., Reeza, Chris and me went to KFC to have our meal. It was an interesting meal as we spend almost more than 2 hours there chatting and eating. Chris was talking about her birthday... She was too excited about next week, her birthday... haix... V.J. got an idea; to treat her a meal; which nearly turned out to be a 20 pieces chiken for her personally... haha... V.J. treated us and we really enjoy the food. Except for Chris... her chicken wing was not totally cooked... It was 'bloodied'... so I helped her to change the chicken by looking for the manager... You can call it a complaint but seriously I wasnt fierce... I just that polite tone and asked Chris whether I'm fierce... The reply was "Nah...." Haix... I must practice my speech again... How to have a fierce tone of voice... hehe...

Today's work was quite alright... Just got sick with numbers.. again... I copied 3/4 of the store's discs label codes... My gosh!!! My eyes are getting tired after I completed the checkings on one column... Haix... Luckily I'm not going to work tomorrow... or else.... AR!!! Haha... relax, I wont die so easily... Just lack of sleep that's all...

Tomorrow would be my chance to look at the real FIFA World Cup Trophy... hehe... Cant wait for tomorrow... However, after listening the news just now, it was not a good piece of news at all... The broadcaster said that we could getto take pictures with the trophy but we can't touch it.... Haix... Why is it like that... biased?? I dont know... maybe... Only the champs in the World Cup would get to hold it... haha...

Furthermore, there would be a gathering tomorrow with Ms Lee... I dont know who's gong but I hope it would be a good one... No biaseness.... such as 'Battle of the Sexes' and 'Dictatorship of Ms Lee'... I really hate that to happen... We boys would be the outcast.. haix... Who can stop the unstoppable??? hehe... alright, got to fix my Gundam soon.. again... hehe.... Nitez dudes...