Today... How can I say about today?? Statistics Test is over.. finally... I mean there's no more tests this week, except for next week, which is on POA... What the... POA has drive me nuts these days. I think I need help on that. Finding my cousin might help, since she did study POA before. Last night, I studied till 1 plus... I know it doesnt sound late at all since most people are having their holidays now but to me, it is really late. I need to wake up early to reach school on time to take the test... Haha... You should know what I mean... I'm always late. No wonder my classmate, Kenny, keep reminding me to go to school early during ICA period or else I would be debugged from the exams... Wow... Not late today... That's a good sign after all... Haha...

While doing the test, Dr. badri went to my table and took my stuff. I didnt even bother to look at him since I'm concentrating on my paper. However, it seemed like he wasnt happy with me. I looked up at him and saw him showing sign languages to me. How to describe it?? Let me try this...

First, he took my calculator and pointed at it, trying to say 'Where is the sticker... This calculator cannot be in used if it doesnt have the sticker...' Alright, that's step one...

Step two, after he looked at me, showing him a tongue coming out from my mouth, he used another sign language, pointing to me, swinging his hand left and right, which means... ' That's an example of a bad student... Slap yourself...' No choice but to do it... Haha... Slapped myself but still isnt enough... So he swinged his hand to one direction and I followed the direction, which is the signal of being 'SLAPPED!!' Haha... That's the joke we are making of... Anyway... He went back to his desk and stick the sticker on my calculator... CALCULATOR APPROVED... hehe...

After that, he walked back to my desk and took my pen to sign on the sticker to make to approved. However, he did it in a weird way. As you can picture it, your desk has a few pens but he took the one that you are holding and you decide to start writing the next statement for the question... He took it... I looked at him... My mind was like... 'What the... So many pens he dont want to choose but choose this...' Alright, I took another pen and start writing again. This time, it got worst... I just wrote the first word 'the', he returned back my pen... Diao... You just look at my face... My face looked like this -> ~.~''

Now my masterpiece has two kinds of ink... Mostly blue, and a black word, stated 'the'... Dotz... I really feel like banging my head on the wall next to me... Alright... Thinking that the whole commotion is over... NAH!! He tried to place my calculator on the desk and he dropped it... Although its on my desk, it startled me... Haha.. Vutter fingers of his... He started to show me another sign language... This time, the 'I'm so sorry' sign... Haha... That's my Statistics teacher... Old... Funny... Cool... With the quote... 'Slap yourself...' Haha...

Alright, that's for Statistics lesson... After that, I had my lunch with my class... i ate Hot and Spicy noodles and its really SPICY... I ate it... Very very slowly... (I'm a weak chilli eater but I was tempted to eat the noodles... I wanted to try it that why... Curiousity kills the cat??? Yeah... Sort of... Also nearly spice me to death...) I ate the noodles, and I tried to control myself from saying spicy or what... In the end, tears are at the brim of my eyes... Wow... That's super spicy... After the meal, you can see that I have used 4 pieces of tissue... Haha... Nice noodles but try not to add chilli the next time?? Hehe...

SW Sports Day was today... I had fun at there, playing soccer, basketball and captain's ball with my class and the rest of the SW class... Nice try dudes... Although we are rough, we still play it fair and aquare. Soccer was fun... Although I was playing in a mess, which I did since I dont know what I'm playing, it was fun after all. Basketball... Wow... Rough... Eunice injuried herself... Hope its not a dislocate shoulder... Kenneth... he had 2 scratches on his hand... Wow... What a game... You can look at how pro was Tang En, who paired up with Eunice to display a prolific performance against my team... Strong basketball players... Scary... Haha...

After the whole thing, its time to rest... I went to chat with Bing and gang and went back home by myself... Chat with Violent gal... Understand how she feels... The pain she's feeling... Luckily, I just smsed her and realised that she's feeling better. That's good. I really hope she would be happy as always... I know she's so called the 'Bad Gal' by her friends... However, its the trust that I have on her. Without this trust, there is no chance given to her to make sure she could be a better person... How I hope you could turn over a new leaf but it's hard for you... Alright... Just be yourself... Like I always do...

In this part, I would like to say her story... I mean... not her story but I just trying to put myself in her shoes... Starting now...Think about the past till now, the change of attitude towards people... I really dont understand what kind of 'attitude' people give me... It seems like my old friends are drifing away from me... I know that I have meet new friends but that might be the cause of my chance, to be better?? I dont know... However, I really hope that you could be my friends again... Although you people have hard feelings on me, I really dont understand why you must snatch my close friends away... God bros... Best buddies... You can hate me to the core but there's no way you could get my friends to stay away from me... This might be your opinion but you should not tell others about how you feel about me. It makes me feel so cold... no friends at all.. Even my closest god bros are staying away from me, stop talking to me... I feel the pain.. I feel the hurt... Do you people understand?? It seems that I'm becoming lonely... Hiding under the dark, not letting anyone to see me... or perhaps, people do not want to see me at all... My existence... Where is it??? No one understands how I feel... That's all I can say here... If I'm Violent gal, I really dont know what kind of friendship is this... No friends to support her... I really hate this feeling... Hope Christine and her friends would see this... I dont want to tell Christine that I have post this since her opposition towards Violent gal is still at the upper limit... It's all on their decision to change their mind... I'm innocent anyway...

Stopping here... very soon... There would be 4 projects for me during my holidays... Although there's a 2 week break, it doesnt sound like a break... Economics, Marketing, Speech and IT Front Page... These projects would be killing me while I have my rest... Worst of all, I need to do Marketing project, which covered on a company to research on... My teammates chose the company.. Triumph... If you people dont know what's that... Use google and search for this keyword.. You would understand what it is... Although I'm embarassed to do this but I still treat it as a challenge... Hope it succeed... Haha... Worst to come.. This Thursday night, two rascals would be in my house... My nephews... Haha... I need to take care of them on Friday morning.. Until Pauline comes to my house and took over my place before I can go out... Haix... I need to prepare for them breakfast... Make them do homework... Wow... I'm in trouble... Deep trouble... with kids... OMG....

Economics... A flop... Marketing.. No prob... That's all I can describe about today's test... i dont want to know the outcome since I feel nervous for the past few hours in school. For Economics... Hum... I crap alot.. I crapped about 3 pages... While for Marketing, not bad... 2 pages... haha... Anyway... wednesday would be the next test.. Statistics... One of the killer subjects that I think that I'm not capable of passing... I keep mixing up the formulaes... haha... never mind.. Study tomorrow... maybe later...

Stop blogging today... No mood... Sian... Haha...

Right now, VJ is in my house, helping me to repair my computer. That computer of mine is a real trouble. problems with the Norton AnitiVirus had resulted in a fatal damage to my computer's memory... Without Dr. VJ, I dont think so my computer would be back in a healthy state... Haha... I should say that I owe him again and again, for repairing my computer each time there's a prob in it. Haix... he is still doing the operation... Operation in progress everyone... Haha...

Tomorrow is the 'O' levels... Mother Tongue... Think about it again, last year I was one of the candidates... I need to study as hard as others... although some of them didnt study, I'm still different from them. I rather try to study hard than wasting time. Although playing was still in my mind, I just couldnt neglect my studies. Chinese is my worst subject... probably one of my worst since my results are so bad. Anyway, I study day and night... Went for tuition and many other stuff... Just to improve myself... Tomorrow would be the Sec 4 Express taking their first mission towards the end of Secondary... As well as my Sister, who would be taking the exam.. He Mother Tongue is better than mine so she had the chance to take the exam during her 'N' Levels... What the.. How good is she?? I dont know... She always get top in the cohort while I got 20 plus... Maybe theirs are easier than us?? I dont know and I dont want to know at all... Haha...

Yesterday... Talk about it... Well... I did study but I spent approximately 6 hours on 2 chapters... Why??? I chat.. I play.. I write notes... I listen to music... All 4 things in one... Not bad huh... I mean I may not be a computer that could do multi-tasking but I still did it... one way or another... haha... Anyway, After studying, I went to play soccer... Sorry Diana.. Didnt mean to bluff you or what but seriously, if you are me, I dont think so you would stop playing soccer even if you have injuries... Haha... My Bad... Anyway, i played till 10.30 and I had dinner with Jimmy, Eugene and Gavin... Enjoyable meal for me since that was my proper breakfast on that day... Cool right?!!! Breakfast dude... 11pm... Wow...!!! Haha... Went back home and study and that's it...

Tomorrow is the thing.. Counting down again and again.. I better complete my tutorial work by this evening and do my studies at night... Concentrate on Marketing first since nothing has entered into my mind for the past 6 to 7 weeks... While for Economics... I still remember somethings so its alright.. Good luck to those taking 'O' Levels, as well as my exams... good luck...

Once I stepped into Canberra Secondary, the first thing in my mind would be... 'Wow!!! Holidays are here agian... I can have the whole month to relax...' Well... Think about it again, I need to rewind my tape recorder back to 2006... You see students waiting for the holidays o appear.. While for me, their holidays would be my nightmare... Next week, they slack, I stress... ICA is here again... Monday is a killer paper... Both Economics and Marketing... I know there are only 5 topics in each assignment but it's quite hard. Both modules are the ones that I hate most. I know my classmate, Kenny, would do well... haha... Well... Good luck to everyone in SW0602... ICA.. Let's strive our best in it.. Although some of us come to school just to slack... haha...

These days are so boring that I ended up in Canberra, playing Counter Strike... With JEremy, Vincient... as well as Rui Xiang... haha... Jeremy was a no choice type... he had so many things to do, right till now, he should have many projects to do... Although he doesnt have ICA next week, his projects are killing him, fatality... Haha... However, fun is fun... I still need to be wise enough, make sure that I arrange my time to have my studies taken place... Or else, I need to waste my 1 semester in Poly, retaking it again... NO WAY!!!

Yesterday just went up to the Band room for Band... Well, they are going to the Balloon Hat Festival next week and I just cant wait to be there... Haha... I dont know Dennis (My classmate in SW0602) would be there since she's another Band Major in Sembawang Secondary... Well, hope she would be there and she could catch a glimspe of My Lee, our Band Instructor... Haha... Well, Band would not be the same again, I supposed... Mdm Tan is leaving... I mean, I expect her to to leave this year but not yesterday... I was like... 'What the... SO FAST??!!' when my Sister told me that she's leaving, I was not thinking anything... Ms Lee is leaviong too, as well as Mr Nasir and other teachers... However, I didnt expect it to be that fast. Just think about it, Mdm Tan is the 'Hitler' in Band, who gave orders and make sure that everything goes well, properly and steadily... Without her now, band is under the control of Mdm Teo and MS Pan. They maybe fierce but their authority wasnt there at all.

Just look at yesterday's Band attendence.. I know that it would be going down again... look at the MSN nick of my Band members... It seems like they are ready to quit Band at any moment. I dont know what is wrong with them but it seems like it ended up like a broken family. People leaving so soon, the Band seems to get smaller and smaller... I'm getting abit worried about the teacher's authority in the Band... I hope things would change... to the better side... I really hope...

X-Men 3... an alright movie I should say. Yesterday just watched it with Eugene, Raymond, Chris, Gavin and Kian Wee... It's quite entertaining but I didnt expect cyclops to die so fast... Haha... Anyway, I'm just waiting for Scary Movie 4... Haha... The gags are all around in that movie... hehe... Hope the ratings are high.. Time to study soon... Stopping... Stopping...

Times up... Start the game as the dice begins to roll... Today is the Charity Soccer Tournament. Alright, my team is USA while Hakim's team is Ghana... While the another Alumi team is England. We begin our first match against England and we won the match. Hard fought match is the way I would describe the whole thing. There are many opportunities for them to score... However, Eugene did well to parry it... Furthermore, a mistake done by England, cost their match. First, a back pass to the goalie and a penalty is called. I took it and went into the net... After that, Jack scored back after I gave him a pass... We went up 2 but the last minute, they strike back with a goal... 2-1...

Next match... we played against South Korea... Jimmy and Jack scored the goals... I was the goalie for the second match but I let in a goal. Seriously, I'm not a goalie... i'm just a person who would charge up front... Haha... Anyway, I exchangr roles with Eugene and everything went smoothly... haha... 2-1 is the score again... However, the next match was against Sion's team... The team of terror... Fairos scored 3 goals and we levelled it back with only a goal... by Jack again... Well, his shooting is much better than mine... I admit it but I think I could have done better with more practising. Anyway, we lost 3-1 by then... We are down, like birds got shot down...

After a short rest, the match continues while we went against Argentina... We got to win it again... A 1-0 victory... It was a nice strike from Jack and Jimmy was the keeeper for the game. I try to play things fairly since there's a gal in the opponent's team. I dont want to hurt anyone... Anyway, I tried to be fair and square... lots of opportunity to strike the ball into the net but mostly missed. I striked once that went to the side-netting... AR!!! What luck I have... After that, a match against Protugal... We lost by 3-1 again... I mean... By that time, everyone was exhausted. We are the only team that are having odds that go against us. I will explain that later... Anyway, I wasnt running much by that time... My muscles are getting tight and my injuried leg start to ache again... What a luck... Anyway, we lost the game... Finals is not in our mind now... We keep looking if England had lost any match but they didnt. In the end, they pull through to the final...

We had break... Lunch break... Now I would say the part why the odds were againsting us today... First, we look at the scoreboard... We played 2 games within 45 minutes... While the rest, each played once... Within 45 minutes... Never mind about that... Holland and Argentina didnt even had the chance to play yet. This means that our match are at top piorities... What the... That's a killer for us, no wonder we got injuried easily... Next up, our players... We have a total of 5 players... Just nice for a team... Since you people know that a team needs 6 members, we are considered at a lost.... The 3rd thing is that we didnt have a good referee on that match... If you people had looked closely, the referee would give the foul to us rather to the other team, who had fouled us. I mean... back tackling... Not without a card... What the... I know that being a referee is a tough job but you are doing things that go against us... I dont want to say names since its over... Names are not important at alll... It's the experience...

The last match in the fixture was USA against Holland... We lost again... This time... I cant blame any of my teammates... One of my teammate, Ajuna (think its like that.. Anyway, Mr Sham's son...) He had cramp on both legs... Although we need to win for the team's pride at stake, the whole mood change... We do not have any subsitutes... No choice but he still wants to play the goalie role... Anyway, we lost 2-0... However, we must look upon our teammates safety... Even if we are one man down, we must still continue to strive... Perserve all the way....

After the thing, we went to the nearby coffeeshop to have a drink... Realising that everything is over, we just enjoy our drink... However, Hakim ran to us and said that we had 3rd placing to play... Just look at everyone's faces... All shock!!! Everyone went back... Ran to the Cage... Haha... While for me, I drank my drink halfway and I dont want to waste it so I got the cup and can and ran back... (I did tell the stall owner that I would return the cup to her... so no worries.. No bluffing... hehe...)

We played and we were leading but mistakes is what we had done that make us had a level draw of 3-3... What the... I scored once... Jack too... and Jimmy... In the end, due to poor defending, we are down... Alright... Penalties and we played... We continued for the 5 rounds and we played suden death... What the... After 5 rounds of sudden death, we still lost the game... it was the 11th strike... I was the kicker and I missed it... Too bad... Not everyday is Sunday... We got 4th but I look at everyone, they still feel quite fine... Phew... I mean... penalties are quite hard to play... to win in penalties take 70% of footwork... 30% of luck... Since mother luck wasnt in our side... Too bad.. However, what I hope that we understand that the teamwork is still there...

After the whole thing... Everyone assembled at the pitch 1. By then, I had just finish my shower and joined the rest. However, I recieved cramps both of my legs... What the.. Thansk to Jonathan... He helped me to lift my legs up and ease the pain... OUCH!!! That hurts for sure... Both legs... Again... When Siva announced the sporting behaviour awards... I was named in it.. However, I went to took the prize with a foot hopping around... The pain... WOW!!! Super 'good'... You feel like lying down and take a nice rest... Haha... Anyway, things went well for all of us... Fairos got the top scorer award... with 23 goals... He's super fast... In one match, he hitr the net 7 times... That's scary... Haha...

Well... Charity soccer is over... I know Ajuna would understand something important... He starts to learn that whatever he do, he must not feel scared... he keep pressurizing himself... Fear that his opponents would be strong. Actually, he is not weak at all. He did it very well in the defending... That is what the spirit that I want him to learn... To be a man... You got to do the right thing... You did it dude... Told you... Do you believe in me?? Do you believe in yourself.?? If I have confidence on myself.. You should too... be with me dude... Stay with me, fight all the demons... Anyway... Nice game everyone... Rest well and start schooling tomorrow...

While for Alex... Hey... Sorry to hear that you got a red card and you are forfeited for all the matches... Anyway... You still won 2nd... Relax and smile dude... Although you are the only one who got the red card, it is still a good thing... You break a record for being the first person to have a red card in today's tournament... Haha... Alright, stop all the sarcastic stuff... Hope you enjoy yourself... Even though without playing much... While for everyone in the tournament today... Hope you people like it.. Rest well and study well tomorrow...

Finally, I got an official player in my team. The fifth player for my team is none other than Mr Sham's son... I forgot his name... I'm just bad in recalling names. Even the most simple names I could mix up. Why?? Easy... I'm getting old these days. Haha... Anyway, last night I actually want to blog a post but couldnt. Not beacuse of the computer or the Internet connection. It's because of of the Charity Soccer. On my previous post, I did say that Fitry was in my team. However, it turn out to be unsuccessful. Mr Siva didnt allow such things to happen. He said that a player is only allow to play for one team, not both. It really give me a big blow... That was just in the evening. During that time, my mind was in a total mess... Projects... Soccer... my injury... All these things pop into my mind instantly.

In the night, more problems arised... I called as many people as I could find but none of them want to play for my team. Most were busy, or not interested... Some even few that it's expensive. I mean... I dont mind asking the rest to spend more money... However, it seems that rejection is the only thing you people would give me... Sion... Alright, he has reconsidered the choice... I mean... He was in Hakim's team in the beginning. His rejection is definitely alright for me. However, for Fitry... I feel something like wise... He has a high chance of not playing and yet he still wants to play for Hakim's team... Like any stranger, I would ponder my imagination...

Seriously, if you are someone who has a chance to choose a superb team or a so-so team, who would you choose... Most people would choose the stronger team.. Why?? Trophy... The higher the chance of winning the whole tournament... Furthermore, with Fitry given a chance to play for both teams, he would get to choose what medals he would take... Some sort like a bet, if my team lose, he would be able to win something if Hakim's team won... On the other hand, if Hakim's team lost, he could concentrate on winning the game for us, to win the whole thing. I may not be smart but I know that everyone has a underlying reason to make his or her decisions... Just look at Hakim's team... with the names of Alex, Sion and Fairos, Fitry would feel like he's a winner for sure... Fairos, the school's best striker... scoring 6 goals against Holy Innocent High.. Amazing right??!!! Who wont want to pair up with him??!!!

To me, these issues doesnt matter at all... That night... Anger... Sadness... Thats all in my mind... Stress is how I feel... Pain is how I got... I feel that the world is super unfair... Superior would win every thing... However, I need to prove these odds tomorrow... Everything was againsting the team... Teachers, friends, rules... I feel like stopping the whole soccer tournament, maybe forfeiting it but I still understand how my teammates feel... Eugene want to show his true self... Jack also, as well as Jimmy... I know they would some sort put their pride at stake but winning the game is very hard... Teams with the best players are all around... I know I'm not that good but I'm willing to try... though i'm the striker for the day, I still need to support the defense for our team since Mr Sham's son is not a good player...

Thanks to Christine... Thanks for the poem you had wrote...(Although I wrote a poem back to you, I hope you would like it... By the way, dont eat too much painkillers... it wont help much to prevent the pain from coming back... It's best that you should rest more and see a doctor if possible...) I know what you been doing these days to cheer me up, as well as Diana... I really thank for what you people had done for me... Giving me motivative words to make me go on with all the suffering... By the way, my left foot didnt heal completetly... I still feel the pain while playing soccer today... I think I need to buck up... Tomorrow... Warming up is a necessary... Training is complete... Time to put my best performance for 6 matches... Good luck Wei Teck...

Tomorrow there's project to do... What the.. Alright, this is a no choice thingy. The roject must be handed by Thursday and I need to complete it as soon as possible... Today??? Wow... Seems like I play the whole day without doing any work.... Haha... Maybe I'm lazy... or pure lazy... i dont know. What I know is that I dont know what I'm researching. I know the questions but I dont know how to answer. Funny right??!!! I mean... I just couldnt answer that... It's about Brunei and I have no basic knowledge about Brunei... I only know that it's in Southeast Asia... Haha... Just look at how my memory contains how much space... limited right??!! Haha...

Alright.. The charity soccer is settled at last. Fitry will be playing for us, even if his name is in Hakim's team. No choice... Gavin cant make it... What the... Forget it... I think Tuesday I need to
attend a gym session... Just to build up my stamina... and train my strength while relish my energy onto the ball... Haha... Alright... Training is essential... Need to get ready for training soon... hehe...

My feelings now... I dont know... Confused... Is this how I'm feeling??? Seems like from the past, I say I missed you.. but now... You keep appearing in my mind... Sleepless nights... Tired days... There's something strange in me while chatting with you... Maybe I just really need someone to talk to or maybe... I have accidentally fall for you... Wow... That sounds strange... I mean... How am I suppose to say that I like someone and that someone has someone in her heart... Wow... Think that I have think too much again... Haha... I think I better control my thinking again... Just like before... Dont think too much... Maybe just compose a song and hings will settle down soon... Anyway.. I just compose the first verse only... Still need to work hard.. hehe...

Alright, I feel much better today... After a nice meal yesterday and today, and thanks to Jack who has make the initiave to get someone now... I'm think I'm calm right now. However, the problem is not settled yet. We still need to make sure that the player would be in our team. Now, that worries me.. That's problem 1. Problem 2; who will be the keeper for our team. I know I'm not the kind that could do it. In the team, only Eugene's keeper skills are better. Since it's like that, we could only allow him to be keeper. On the other hand, he doesnt want to be keeper. He wanted to play up-front. What the.. Now the team spirit turns out to be a spolier. With much persuation from Christina, I think Eugene and some sort 'retired' from goalkeeping. He now prefers the 'Steven Gerrard' kind of play. He imitates like one... plays like one... acts like one... even though he doesnt look like one (facial expression)...

Never mind, I think tomorrow we can settle the whole issue. Anyway, I just tell my story for today. I really like Japanese food in the past but not now. Yesterday night, I had Spicy Char Siew Ramen... Today I have Japanese buffet... Thinking of sushi makes me sick. Listening to the word Japanese makes me feel more terrible... Haha... Anyway, I think I would take a few weeks to digest all the Jap stuff in my mind.. Haha..

Yesterday was Ivy's birthday so we celebrated her birthday.. Well, we had 7 people and we had a delicious meal... However, after the meal, we had a wonderful payment. A reciept of $105.40. What the... 7 bowls of ramen with some drinks and other food.... $105.40... Holy... That really kills me.. Alright, since there is short of cash, I gave my 50 bucks. In the end, I got back... $5... What the...?!!! $5... I give them a '5' and a '0' digit... I suppose that I got back something with the '0' digit but it turn out that the '0' was gone and remains the '5'... What the... Dotz... You could just look at my expression... The jaw dropping sight... You can figure out how big my mouth open... What the... Luckily, I got to collect 20 bucks back... Sorry people.. I think I'm the only one who paid the full amount of Service Charge and GST... which is $15 plus... nearly to one meal in that restuarant... What the...

Nevermind... They went to the arcade to enjoy. The car racing was cool... I mean... I was not good at it since I last played it was a few months or a year ago... In the end, I got 2nd... Chris got 1st... Dotz... I was just relaxing which holding the steering wheel while she keep turning the wheel so hard, which you might think that the steering wheel gonna come off at any time with another impact being taken. After that, Charissa called my phone and we had a nice chat... Well... Long time never chat with her on the phone... hehe... Everyone went back around 10 plus... Fun... but tired... Haha...

Today... Not ramen but buffet... Wow... Think it's nice... Saw Auntie janet and her son, Allen... Another auntie.. Dont know who is she.. hehe... Anyway, We had our meal... From 12 plus till 3pm.. I'm really full by then... It was like today, 3-in-1 meal... Haha.. After the whole thing, I went to meet Bo Shen, Su Fang and Wan Xian... Haix... What they do.. The most boring thing for me... Walk around Orchard. I mean... I rather look at interesting things like books or soccer things but you people went to Far East to see women stuff??!!! (exclude Bo Shen...) Well, Bo Shen and I are definitely bored by then... Seriously, that teaches all guys a lesson. Next time you got shopping with gals around... Please... make sure that the boys are more than the gals.. Like that you wont suffer too much in entering shops that has skirts... tops... Whatever...

Tired right now... Stress as usual... The pressure from Charity Soccer... The pressure from studies in Poly... What the... So many things... I still have project... Gosh... Gonna do it tomorrow... Haha...

The Charity Soccer is around the corner. Most people would be training hard to make sure that their team would win in the tournament. While for Hakim's team, they ha dthe professionals. Fairos, Sion, Alex, Hakim himself... These people had the talents of playing a good game. Well, talk about others, what about mine?? Forget it... Even if I want to be in the game, I dont think so my team does deserve the credit to play. We are now short of 2 players. Actually is one but now 2. Thanks to Gavin, who had a module presentation on that day. That is a total bull for me. Absolutely BULL!! he should check his timetable if he has any module test or presentation. Now he make us to have more dificulty in finding players. What the... Adding problems in the situation, making thiings getting worse. What is this??!!

I have been the middle man for the past few weeks doing all the talking. You people, have your butts on the ground, waiting for me to tell all the crap I've heard. What's worst... Tell you people the things, you people dont give me a good response, say anything would do... What is this??!!! You people really make me a fool??!! Well, let me tell you this, you may treat me as a idiot as yours... the most dumb friend of yours... However, did you realise something, you guys are just pathetic... I dont wana use this word to lable you guys 'Dumb F**k' but you keep forcing me to do so. Is this what you guys really want?? A game that turn out to be a totally nothing for us... I know in your hearts you have the passion to the game but attitude wise, you guys are nothing... What's the point??!! All your crap??!!! I had enough with it... I try to be nice but you piss all the shit on my head. I had enough!!!!

Charity soccer??? What bull is that??? I heal my legs as soon as possible, just to make sure I can play in the tournament. Now??? it seems like my efforts are nothing... I train for nothing... You guys only thing about the team... and yourself... While me?? I need to think for you all, me, the team... What shit is this?? You mean you people have no responsibility in having yourself in another person's shoes?? Time and again, I was the 'Dumb F**k' you guys are having in your minds... You dont understand yourself, then dont think of helping others first... Understand your character before you say something... If you think you are so capable of getting someone to do this shit for you, well you are wrong...

From last night till now I have all the questions popping into my mind... All the shit you guys have give me... Ask you to think of someone in the team... You say anyone... in the end, no one ha sthe initiative to call that person up, asking if he wants to join or not... Well... After this Charity soccer, count me out if you people need help.... I had enough of this... You want to see what's the meaning of rebellious and 'hack care' attitude... I will show you once after 24 May is over... A new me... Just for you people...

My leg is still in pain, I mean my ankle. Today is much better than yesterday. Yesterday's condition is much worst. Since I need to walk to school, I could not run but to stroll. No choice.. If I run, there would be a crack on my bone. Each step I take, my feet would have a strange feeling. I dont know how to describe it but it's quite painful. Anyway, whie having lessons, I didnt care about my leg. i accidentally bent my left towards its right and the crack sound occured. My leg feel the pain again and i jumped up from my seat. It was like a sudden shock, as if electricity had past through my seat. What the... I think I need to be more careful now... Haha...

Today, its much better than before. I could walk abit faster than yesterday... definitely an improvement on the condition. I would need to do light running on friday while I go to the gym in Poly... Haix.. Stress... ICA is coming... All in one ICA... All the modules come in the same week and I need to start studying now... POA... A nonsense module that kills my brain cells as fast as the spread of a certain disease. No wonder there is this old song, 'Killing me Softly'... I think POA is killing me softly too.. Not with it's song but it's complicated formulaes and ways of puttting the accounts... What the... Killing me softly... really softly....

Charity soccer is just 8 days away... We still have one player missing and Jack was saying that it's okay... My... I'm the one who incharge with these things and you told me that.... If it's you, what would you do??? You helped out in that thing and in the end, you screw your supervisor just like that... Miss one person only.. Never mind la... Dotz... I really have nothing to say about it but just put yourself in my shoes dude... Dont you feel that responsibility plays a big part in everything??!! Well... if you dont... bless you... i dont know whether Jimmy and Eugene could think of anyone now... Guys... Dont give me Jack's answer... I would definitely have a hard time talking to Mr Siva... Unless you speak to him by yourself, since you are the 'Great One'. I dont want have such problems since I'm too busy containing my brain with knowledge...

Ending here again... Gosh!!! My computer is gone... K.O. I just need to wait for VJ to help me in the reformating of the computer.. Thanks VJ... Relax, take your time... i cant rush you, or else my computer would not be cured... hehe...

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers. Especially to my Mum... Thanks for everything that you have give me. The love, your care, the money... hehe... Just kidding... I know that you have hardships all the time, especially after you had this job. I know the suffering you have been facing through these years since Dad was a very very super lazy man... The house chores, the earning... your support for the family would touch my heart as always... Although I'm lazy at times, I still try to help you, no matter how reluctant I'm... that's because my dear Dad had the lazy genes... I got that... hehe... Anyway, Mum, Happy Mother's Day... By the way, tonight's dinner is quite simple but nice... You cooking is still the best... hehe... OOPS!!! I forget to drink your soup... I going to drink it after this post... hehe...

just got another injury today during soccer. I twisted my anle. it's on the same leg where I got the stupid cramp. The cramp that make my feet twisted to the other side while having the pain. I think I need to relax these days. 10 more days to the Charity soccer... I know it's hard to win the game, since Fairos was in Hakim's team. Fairos is the school's fastest striker... A killer, like Torres from Al. Madrid. he scored against Holy Innocent Sec. last year with a 13 - 0 trashing game. guess what, he scored 6 goals... one from the half field... Got what i mean...

Anyway, I'm still waiting for Kelvin's reply... He would be... might be... the sixth player in our team. i really hope you could give me a reply... Alright??? Please... thanks alot... I must get heal as soon as possible... Charity soccer... I'm coming... Even if I'm like Rooney now, injuried... going to the tournament... We still have a common aim... To do our very best, making sure our team wins... good luck to both of us, making sure we can be fit before the match... Nitez... And Mother's day... and most of all, Wan Xian, happy birthday...

These few days are definitely bored. It seems that I'm sick of doing homework. All the piles of homework from the lecturers in poly nearly killed me... nearly... instantly... I just manage to survive from all their 'attacks'. Anyway, I just completed my Statistics homework, which really is a torture. I keep messing up with the whole process of 'Frequency Distribution'. Perhaps I should concentrate more on Economics and Marketing tomorrow. Furthermore, I need to complete my research for my Project Work, as well as typing out my speech for my ICA Speech exam. Moreover, Accountancy homework... Things are really piling up once I listed them... Wow!!! This really gonna kill me for tomorrow... WAH!! @_@"

Anyway, yesterday I really did nothing meaningful. When I meet nothing, it is really nothing... I just wake up and use the computer to play games... After that, I went to visit my Aunt who had her operation a few days ago. Then, I went back to Sembawang to train my soccer BY MYSELF... Went back home again and that's it... A day had ended. This is so boring. During the night, there was no one I could chat with. Most of them were either busy or not online. What the... Vesek Day, a day of boredom for me. I tried to do my homework but too bad, no mood for that.

Today, well... It's much better. Wan Xian was celebrating her birthday (actually today isn't her birthday. It's just an early celebration that's all.). I met her at AMK at around 5 plus since her friend had not arrived yet and she was too bored. Alright, I understand. After my visiting at another relative's house (It’s my god-Grandma's house... She's going to have an operation on her leg since her leg swollen... I don't know what cause that thing but just hope everything goes well. By the way, I suppose it was a visiting but when I entered her kitchen, my Mum, the aunties, all busy preparing lots of food. It looks like a buffet to me... Was that a visiting or a dinner buffet??? I don’t know... That was a shock for me…), I rushed to the MRT station. I met her and we went to Orchard to look for a restaurant for dinner. We went to a Chinese restaurant, which was introduced by Wan Xian’s friend, who works at there... Anyway, we left that place after we learnt that another friend of hers would reach the place at 7 plus, which the buffet ended at 8pm.

Alright, we just wander around the streets for about an hour or so. She wasn't feeling that good as her leg was suffering some pain after wearing her new pair of shoes. We sit on the bench for more than 20 minutes, chit-chatting. I was really not feeling that good too. I'm too tired to speak by then. I have piles of work to do that makes me feel sick... Haha... After that, we finally met her friend in Heeren. By then, it was 8pm. That was really long... We wander around the streets and look for food. We actually plan to go for Swensens but it was too crowded. Her friend, Yik Sian, suggested that we go to Jack's Place but we couldn't find one. Luckily, I saw one around the corner and we had our dinner in Jack's Place. I had Fish and Chips. I know its very common but to me, it has been a long time since I ate that... The last time was in Poly. The experience of Fish and Chips in Poly was... Wow... 3 pieces of the Fish and Chip... With an extra word 'small' added in it. Forget about that experience... haha...

Everyone enjoyed their meal except for Wan Xian. She had difficulty using fork and knife to cut the lamb chop she's having. No choice, I had to help her cut the lamb into pieces. No wonder she suggested not to eat at a Western food restaurant. Haha... After that, it was time to pay the bill. Wan Xian took out her card (I don't know what card it is...) but it was not acceptable. What luck we had, she had to withdraw the cash... Haha... What a trouble we faced just for a meal. After that, I sent her back home. It's definitely a tiring day with her by my side. Anyway, just wanna wish you an early Happy Birthday... Hope you did enjoy yourself today.

I cant believe it that I met my friend in Somerset. Charmin... Haha... She was on her way to the pub, I don’t know where but she was meeting Bing and gang... What the... No one call me to go!!! Kidding... Even if I want, my mum wont let me. If I go to that place, I don't think I would be able to go to school on Monday. By then, I would be skinned alive... Haha... Never mind about that, I saw another old friend, whose name should be Su Juan... or Su Jing... or... I don't know. These two sisters are twins. How am I able to differentiate them with one glance. Furthermore, I was like in Primary school. I don't know how they are right now… Just wana say 'Hi' to her but... Nah!!! Scared she forgets who I am... Better don't disturb her... hehe...

Liverpool won the FA Cup against West Ham. West Ham nearly made history but they failed. Nice try West Ham. You people had done quite well, having to lead Liverpool with some lucky goals. I think Mother Luck was by your side for the full 90 minutes. However, you lost to Liverpool through penalties by 3-1. Alright... However, in my hearts, you people are the best underdogs... I really agree with that, with a good manager like Padrew, you guys would succeed in the future... Good luck to you all... West Ham. While for Liverpool... I can see that the supporters are going crazy, just like Eugene... he looked stress when Liverpool goes down... To me... I don't know... I prefer Man Utd in that match… Haha… Stopping here now… Liverpool... Congrats... and nights!!!

Just have a look at Jack's blog... Alright... He commented on my post that I had typed about Chelsea's dominance was pathetic... Seriously, I do agree that Jack does have the brains to shoot me down with his words. He play with your words, winning you with a 'counter-attack'. However, it doesnt matter to me anymore... Right now, I really dont bother about his words about Man Utd or Chelsea... As a friend, I would say that the quote 'Arrows and stones would break my bones but words would not hurt me' is a myth. This is what I'm gonna say. There's a hidden message in each quote, each word... For me, I'm aware of what I'm saying in Poly that's why you got to see how quiet I am during lessons... haha... Times are changing... people do change... That's what I'm gonna say to you Jack... You may think that I'm just a crappy fellow who always say things in a funny way till people dont understand what I'm talking about... Yeah.. I'm aware about this... but to tell you the truth... Just watch your mouth thats all... Just to warn you... as a friend, as a team mate... Anyway, your future doesnt affect me, or mine affect yours... That's why I dont wana be too bothered by it...

Talk about Chelsea... It reminds me of Adrian Mutu, losing the trust of the people in Chelsea.... It was put in this way... You got ban by the FA, you are out of the club. I dont know what the hack is Chelsea doing that time but they really dont give a person another chance... Mutu may score a few goals but that's part of a life as a striker... You dont expect a striker to score goals... every match... every game... Each and every person has his own ability... their own limits... Mutu might not be playing well.. That was the reason to that... Told you, I really dont know... However, Rio Ferdinand also had that issue with a ban from the FA. Man Utd might think that Rio was priceless even if he doesnt play well... Well... At least Man Utd still give him a chance... Keeping him for the past 8 months of his ban... While for Mutu, he wasnt given a chance to prove that he was in the wrong and he should deserve a chance to stay in the club... Poor Mutu.. Luckily he's doing well in Juventus...

Ending here.... Feeling moody today... Because of the incident, I last nigth cant sleep well... Dont know why... Haix... Nitez...

One thing I dont understand is why people wanted to do foolish things... Is it a trend or is it a main source of relieving stress, or probably part of a person's curisity mind. I really hate to talk about this issue as it really is a stupid thing. Teens doing such things are pathetic people, who cant control themselves fro doing this again and again. Think again, if you have the chance to relieve the stress in you, would you do it in a healthy way or the painful way? For gals, that would be nonsense if you choose to do it in a painful way whereas for guys, come on!!! If guys do that, they are not guys, they are definitely gay...

I dont know why I would say these things today, even if its time for me to take my nap. It just stress me right now after reading your blog. I know that it hurts but do you ever think of what your friends would think?? People around you would feel the pain too. I just wish that you would stop it. Seriously, when I say that I dont wish to know and I dont want to know, there is a reason behind those words. Ever heard of ;the truth hurts'?? That's what I meant. If I know the truth, I would be upset and angry... upset for letting a close person of mine to do that and angry for that person to handle things in such a way that would hurt youself... I dont know if it's the influence of your friends that made you do this but I really, really, wish that you would stop that... You really do make me worry at times... whether how you're in school and other issues... I maybe the so-call volunteery worker that at times, I would be nosy... However, I do want you to understand that a person's pain is not through the wounds he or she had... it's the thought of hurting oneself would be deeply remembered... that's the most painful thing...

Saying so much, I hope you would do something... Just promise me, dont do this again. It really hurts my feelings. I dont know what's the reason foryou to do that but please dont do that... Please... I think you would understand how I feel since your friend is doing that too... Entering the dark side... I really hope... I really wish... You wont do such foolish things again... Alright... IF you dont know what I'm conveying, I would speak to you personally... My typing of English is horrendous... Sorry bout that...

Today's study at Mac is quite... quite... I dont know... Tired in the sense that I have walked all the way to the Mac from the Poly, which took me about 20 minutes to walk over there, under the scorching sun... Studying with Christine and 'Alex' aka Jasmine... Haha... I still prefer to call her Alex since she gave me a wrong identity when we met the first time. When I study with them, I feel that I was like a Sec 1 kid, a person who looks innocent (sort-of... hehe...), stressless... and many many good points... However, when I looked at the Statistics Dr. Badri had gave last week... Wow.. the whole feeling of a kid is gone... I'm getting older... things are getting harder... What the.. The homework was a spoiler... Haha... Anyway, I finished my work about 5 plus and we decided to go to the playground an have a chat... till lightning struck and every one started to flee back home... haha... Anyway... Good luck for your exams, 'Alex' and Christine... Thanks for today.. I hope we would have this thing again if we do have exams... haha...

Just after my homework, I watched the EPL Highlights... Looking at the goal Pouthmouth scored against Wigan, it reminds me of how I score a few days ago... The crucial goal... Actually it started like this... Its a 5 goals match and which team got the 5 goals wins the match... First goal... Fazil (my team) scored... Its a very lucky one as we tapped the ball in... We keep figthing but still we ended losing 4-2 to Eugene's team... Gavin was the keeper of our team and he lack of match practise... He tried to save but sometimes its too late... Anyway... I fought back, by scoring the first goal with a massive shot... While the other, it was like David Villa's goal during the qyalifier play-off for the World Cup... A strike that defleced Ahmad and farhan was behind me tacking the ball... Since the ball deflected from Ahmad, I had no time to use my feet as the ball was in the air. I used my head to head the ball up, which bounced once onto the ground and into the post... Goal!!! That was an excellent job, that helped us got back to the match, with a 4-4 draw... In the end, Jimmy's strike got past Ahmad and into the post, we won the match... 5-4... Phew.. nice one dudes... fatastic play by everyone in the team... Gavin was able to do some crucial saves... That's why he's a good keeper after all... Haha...

It has been time I played soccer in this manner... haha... So many of our old friends playing togther under Eugene's void deck... It was like olden days.. and I realised something.. I played much better than before... In the past, I would be hot-tempered, to fight for the ball... Now, not so but the spirit is still there... hehe... Coming Charity soccer, I would be the striker while Jack, Eugene and Jimmy would be defending... Jimmy would support me, as well as Jack... Eugene would play a crucial role in the defence, as well as Gavin, the goalie... hehe... I gonna prove that a striker is to score more goals... Most of all, my team gonna be better than before... It's gonna be the Joga Bonito style... Haha.. Ending here now... Resting time...

Alright... I have decided to try out choir. This thursday, i would accompany my friend to test it out... I dont know how is it like but I'm gonna get ready... Need plenty of rest to make sure that my throat would get sore. These days I have been singing non-stop.. Although I just anyhow sing, I think my voice go abit squeaky, like a rat or you can compare it with a lady's voice, who sang the song with a high pitch... What the... haha... Drink more water!!! That is what I'm gonna do next... hehe... This might be the last time I say Water Polo is my choice... From thurday onwards... Good bye Water Polo... Hi to Choir... Let's get rock and roll and start singing!!! a brand new life for me again... Music... I'm back from the 'dead'... Thanks Christine and Diana... Thanks for the advice and suggestions that you gals have gave me just now.. Now I know what to do to pursue my dream... Getting the depths of understanding the meaning of my life...

I just did something really stupid on my computer a few days ago... Just a few clicks and I got a message from the computer; "Internal Error!!" What the... It happened on Saturday night. The stupid Antivirus was blinking and I had no chocie but to uninstall it It has been corrupted for the past few months and I try not to touch it or fix it. However, that day the toolbar keep flashing and it definitely irritates me. What did I do next, I uninstalled it and reinstall again. After I restart my com, guess what? The whole computer was going haywire. Audio files cannot be played... Videos cannot be shown... Javascript turned out to be crap... as it's not working at all. Emails cannot be read. Accounts gave me the 'Access denied' sign... I cant use Windows System Restore... I cant open the Norton AntiVirus... What the hack... Stupid com... However, its a good thing that I felt so calm at handling the computer. In the old times, I would be hitting the CPU with my bare hands... Worst situation, using my foot to kick it... That's the old me.. Right now, I have better tolerance... haha... Thsi Friday I hope VJ could coem again to help me handle the prob. The only solution now is "REFORMAT!!!" What the... I just need to do it... No choice... Haha...

Today's P.O.A. homework is very sucky... I really wana tear the textbook... Stupid question... Giving so much details and in the end, it confused me. I really hope the ICA would not be having such complicated questions, or else I would be deadmeat for sure. Furthemore, I have difficulty answering the questions. I need to refer to my notes to make sure that I recall my past learnings.. Tomorrow I will start practising again.. First, do Statistics homework... After that, revise on P.O.A. Stupid P.O.A., I really gonna kill you soon... All the modules are getting harder and harder... Furthermore, ICAs are coming... I think I better buck up... sooner or else... AR!!!

Nowadays when I chat with my mates, they all sound gloomy... I dont know why?? Strange right?? Haha... For instance, that violent gal is so upset... I dont know why... Maybe it's because of the incident... Maybe not... I dont know.. What I know is that she is really petty at times. Although I know her just a few days ago and the experience is scary... Haha.. Anyway, I dont know why people feel so troubled these days... Is it because of exams?? or other stuff?? I dont know... I recalled what Fikri had told me that I'm always so happy, as if I do not have any stress at all. Actually I have stress, I did not try to show it. You can say that I'm trying to keep it to myself. I believe that all problems have a solution it depends on what you gonna do to solve it. Sometimes its hard to solve it but I believe that if I look at things at a positive side, I will feel better, be more determine and make sure that whatever I do will have confidence... hehe...

So, before I end here... Everyone... I know that these days could be stressful due to the exams... Anyway, try to chill yourself if you have the time to do so. Try to have breaks if you study long periods... By the way, Violent gal, I just wana say sorry if today my comments on MSN is too rude... Anyway, just wish that you could smile and stay happy at times, not to be too violent too... I believe that you are a nice gal after all... Seriously, you might be the Godzilla in my mind but with my belief in everyone, you are not that bad in character at all... Also, Christine, I dont know what troubles you but do remember that I will be your pillar if you need one... You can scold the pillar, cry at the pillar or whack the pillar... but dont whack too hard.. I cant take the pressure when both Xin Yi and you attack me at the same time... haha... I'm your listener at all times... Always... hehe...

Alright... Knocking off... Bye...

Right now, I have a delimma... There is 2 types of choice that is given to me and I need to choose 1 of them. That's about my CCA... It's either Water Polo or Choir.... Swimming is not my passion but music is... Although I have joined the band for the past 5 years, music is still in my mind,fresh. I just couldnt put it aside. Furthermore, singing is still my hobby. Without any lessons on singing now I realised that my singing is still not up to the standard as before. Haix... I really like to sing again... as usual.. the same vocals... Wow!!!

While for swimming... I mean Water Polo, it conisists of water in the pool, handling of the ball... and so on and so far. However, I realised something these days... I'm just not up to the standard of swimming... My speed is not that fast and I'm consider the weak ones... Furthermore, I have swimming on Mondays and Thursdays, as well as Saturdays (Life-saving). What am I gonna do here... I have one week from now, to decide what to do... My decision... HAix... What the... so hard...

Timetable of activities

Water Polo - 6-8 -> Mon & Thurs

Choir - 6-10 - > Thurs

Well... I will have a hard time thinking... Now, going to school... Dont be late again... AR!!!

Since I'm still so energetic, I decide to type my blog now... Haha... Alright... I did too many things today... First, the school gym... When i entered the Poly campus, Jeremy told me that I didnt wear the appropriate attire to enter the gym. What the... I was just stunned... Alright... Never mind... I decide to do what is suppose to do since I do not have any shorts currently. We entered the gym first, got some assistance from the Sports and Wellness Management staff to brief us with the usage of the equipments... After that, Jeremy and his friends went to the changing room to change. While for me, I followed them and try my best to make my pants to be folded into 'shorts'. What the... Once I entered the gym again, everyone was looking at me, seemed like I had done something wrong or what... Dotz... Never mind about that. I began serious with my training since after I had my injury. I wanted it to be healed as soon as possible and make sure that I do improve... Thats the spirit I would be having these days... Stay positive at all times and train hard.

I tried on the different machines and right now, my legs are starting to feel the ache, as well as my body. Jeremy and his friends left the gym after 15 minutes of training as they had another lesson to join. While for me, I continue to train in the gym. Sit-ups... running... and many more... Although I didnt try weightlifting (the small one.. Not the big one... Unless I'm tired of living...). Maybe I should try it next week... hehe... After the whole thing, which took me an hour or so, I went to the library in AMK... Since it's quite near to NYP, I decide to walk there. In my mind, there are 2 things about the AMK library... 1st - I want to find the magazines that are related to soccer... Haha... Thats because Sembawang library had limited magazines unlike AMK's... The 2nd reason... My aunt is working at there, so I could go there and visit her if I want to. It has been a long time since I met her so this visiting wont be a prob at all... Hehe... Alright, I got my books and done my visiting... Next stop, to meet Christine and her friends...

Walking around AMK central is no fun at all. As a newcomer of AMK, I got mess up with my directions. Seriously, I think my sense of direction is super duper poor. I think next time I find Christine, I would need to bring a personalised map to lead me the way to find her. After 15 minutes of walking, I finally met her. it has been a long time since I saw her. I remembered the last time I saw her was after my swimming training when we ate dinner together with her parents...

She's completely change... I mean apperance... Of curse, with the braces she's wearing and her hair was shortened, it was like a new Christine... However, one thing she still doesnt change... He character... hahaha... She's still the same; loud... like to play people's hair... violent at times... Haha... Her friends are more weird... One is a violent monster... while the other.. a blur blur person who seems to be kinda like dogs... Not saying that she resembles Ms Lee... hehe... Relax... Its just that she likes dogs that's all... This is only understandable by us... hehe... Alright, I forgotten their names... my bad... I have poor memory thats why... However, I would always remember the violent one.. Xin Yi... Why known as the violent one?? Simple... While ordinary people say 'Hi' to others through shaking each other's hand, she uses fist to whack people's back... or should I say use palm to whack people's back.. Anything.. It's the same as the person still got the whacking.. haha... Not only is she a violent type, she loves to use that kind of 'se mi mi' eye contact and look at me... Although she tries to act fierce, I think she could be kind-hearted at times... Haha...

While for the other friend, I forgot her name... She's sometimes quite quiet and she doesnt chase people like Xin Yi... (Phew.. Thats better...) Anyway, I think she's not that kind of fierce type but she's kind of 'dramatic' type... Not saying that that's bad but it's quite cute sometimes... Whenever she laughs, it really makes me wana laugh. I dont know.. He body language tells me that it's a good thing to know her as a friend... haha... Well... Both of them are quite fine for me... They dont kill me, that's the best... haha.. By the way, another friend of Christine's... Jasmine... yeah.. or Alex??? Haha... kidding... Jasmine... considered the shortest gal in the group when I met them... Hum... Not as bad as Xin Yi... She dont 'kill' people for no reasons... That's a good thing. That's all I know about her... I didnt talk to her that much, that's why... Haha...

We keep chatting and chatting (while I also suffered whackings from Xin Yi... Haix...) until it's time for me to go for soccer with Eugene... I rushed to Sembawang and in the end, I was sitting in Macdonalds for 2 hours, doing nothing... Nothing related to soccer... Just rest and relax and see Christina and gang doing their revision...What the.... Eugene seemed to be reluctant to play soccer since there's only 2 of us playing. Anyway, we played for an hour in the end... I tried to train hard but it turned out that after all the gym stuff, my legs begin to feel the cramp again... What the... Anyway, I stopped training and began to rest and prepare to have dinner with them.

Around 10pm, I met VJ and the rest for movie. What movie?? Mission Impossible 3. It's actually a nice movie. I'm not a fan of Tom Crusie nor a fan of Mission Impossible... I just watch it for the sake of fun... Thats all... The show do have some funny parts that are quite lame... I really enjoy the whole show autually... hehe... Thanks people... Thanks for inviting me out for the show... Haha... Next movie, X-Men 3... Haha... I'm just waiting for that to occur... 25 May I think... hehe... Just cant wait for that...

Right now, whole body aching... eyes gonna be closing... Sleep is what I'm lacking now... Hope tomorrow wont be like today... 3am you sleep... 7am you are awake... (To keep the clothes in case it rains... What the...) disturb my sleep... construction work prevent me from sleeping... Wake up and feel piss off again... What the... Please.. Dont make this happen... Or else, I gonna throw my pillow out of the window and yell at those construction workers to stop what they are doing and shut up... Haha... Body 'Battery low' now... Ending here...

Yesterday's lessons in Poly was quite sucky... From 9am to 8.30pm in 6the Poly campus... That really sucks dude... My normal timetable is from 11am onwards to start lessons. However, due to the holiday on May Day, I have make-up lessons... Luckily it wasnt Economics or else I would be sleeping in the first lesson... I just need to wait for time to pass by... Haix... Luckily, I managed to end lessons at 6pm. However, I would be having Water polo after that... That really kills my body.

Once I reached the pool, I went to change and get ready for some warm-ups. I know my condition of my legs and was thinking whether I should swim or not. In my mind, it was like 'Just swim la... Wont die at all...' Anyway, we began to swim... and swim... and swim... 400m of freestyle kicks... 400m of freestyle... 100m of butterfly... 100m of breaststroke... 100m of freestyle again... and lastly... 3 sets of 800m with freestyle... That really kills me... especially butterfly... I'm not that good in butterfly and by then, I was having a hard time breathing enough air for myself... To give more information to all of you, 50m is one lap of the length of the swimming pool. Thus, 100m is equal to 2 laps. That's not all... With all the laps added together, it seems that we had swim more than 50 laps yesterday. I just swim slowly, not to get hurt again. My leg muscles are not too stiff than before after the injury... Phew... thats a good thing after all. I think I would be ready fr training soon... hehe...

Bad thing about swimming in NYP is that people tend knock onto each other. Seems like there is a fog under the water and I got poke onto the eye.. Luckily I had my goggles on or else... haha... Anyway, last week I got a scratch on my neck... This week this... wow... What the... I think I should bring my own safety kit with me whenever I have training in the NYP pool... Haha... Alright... Time for me to stop blogging.. I gonna meet Jeremy for gym at NYP at 11... Gonna get ready.. haha...

Stress... that's all I could say and think right now... Although Poly life seems to be slack andnot so busy at times, actually it isn't at all. The real thing about Poly life is that you got too many assignments and projects handled to you that you do not have time to enjoy your days of having break. For instance, Marketing is a new subject for me. However, it seems that I dont really understand what the hack is it talking about. This caused me to have difficulties answering the questions, as well as knowing what to do to revise the topic. Same goes to Economics and other topics... HAix...

My legs now are better these days. I can manage ligh running but not too fast. I just realised that my muscle on my leg foot seems to feel the pain again. AR!! What the... After days of recovery and this happened??!! I think I better get extra rest. I probably would not be swimming tomorrow since my leg is in that condition... I would need to see tomorrow. If it still hurts... I will tell my senior, Tillyson, that I would not be joining in the swimming. Charity soccer is coming again. This time it would be held in the Cage. There would be no outs, no throw-ins. it's all the footwork that we have and make sure that we win the games. Our opponents are very strong. Although I never say that we would stand a chance to win, I think I would need to heal my injury.

Just like Rooney, who got hurt on last Saturday's match against Chelsea. I'm the other fallen Devil... Both of us must work harder to get well soon, recover our legs and be fit for the matches. He would need to shine in the upcoming World Cup while I would be doing my best in the Charity Soccer. Things are changing each day... Some good, some bad... I really hope my leg would heal soon... That would be the good news... Bad news... Dont give me any, please... hehe...

Time to take my nap now... Too tired to type now... Tomorrow there's another test... What the... 9am to 8pm in Poly.. That sucks dudes... hehe...