This morning, I was late for Economics... anyway, that teacher, Mr Randell Ong, asked me to write the question and do it on the board... I did it... He marked me wrong and told me this... My writing for 'Gap' looks like 'Crap'. What the... from Recessionary Gap to Recessionary Crap??!!! Well... You people can see for yourself... I think his brain is too creative... what do you think??? I will not talk crap today... too tired to do so... Haha... Alright stop here now...


LOOK CAREFULLY!!! IS MY HANDWRITING THAT SUCKY???

England's match would be shown later... Although it's not on Channel 5, I'm going to Jack's house to watch it later. Right now it's 10.18pm and the match starts at 11pm. Wow!! I hope England would win. Talking about soccer, I realised that nowadays my Dad and I are very close. normally, we would not talk a word or two but when World Cup arrives, we have plenty to talk about. I do hate him at times but still, I try to talk to him if he wants to. Haha... These days he keep betting on soccer. I dont know how much does he lost but one thing I know is that, if he ont give the house money to me for next month, Mum's gonna scream at him... I will be the middle person, listen to the debate done by them... Haha... Dad, please be more 'zi dong'... Dont need me to tell you all the rules and regulation right?? If you want to bet, tell me... I bet with you... I will be the best player in the world that you have ever met... You bet $200 with me... If you lose, I take the money... if you win, I still take the money... Want to bet with me again??

Today, I woke up at 1.40pm... A pig... really... I actually sleep around 2 plus in the morning. However, I didnt have a good sleep... The weather was so hot and the fan seemed to be not blowing at me. I had enough of that! I looked at my phone, 5am... What the... I went to the living room and sleep... Till around 9 plus, my Mum yelled at me to help my uncle to do some things... alright... I helped... My uncle was at my Mum's room and he was like washing the air-con filter... while for me, I lied on the bed... wait till he ask me to do things and I start to react... Lazy me? You bet... Haha... In the end, I was trying to keep the water hose... but I cant get rid the water in the hose... had enough of that!!! What I do next... I just put it aside... and went back to sleep... thus, I wake up at 1 plus...

Woke up... had my breakfast and do my homework... Economics sure is a still homework... Haix... I got to complain to that Mr Ong, that Economics teacher... PLEASE TEACH US!!! Haix... After that, it was like 5 plus and my sister was preparing dinner... OH NO!!! Thanks to her, my pizza was gone yesterday... Alright... Now, she is going to cook dinner... She need to try her dishes since she's doing her F & N coursework. She took about 2 hours to cook... I dont know she would manage to complete her cooking on that day. As a ex student in F & N, I only have a piece of advice for her... Good luck... Haha... Once she cooked finish... We tried the food... wow... All the food is so healthy... Salmon... and vegetable... all... TASTLESS!!! I should have went out with my Uncle for dinner instead of staying at home.... AR!!! never mind... Forget it... The food was indeed healthy but the taste wasnt appetizing... Anyway, Sister!! Please have some gravy on your dish alright. I dont think people would be so health concious till like that, until they dont even add the gravy into the food... haix... just work harder alright... I think next week I cook for you... try my food is much better than yours or not... Haha... Looks like every Sunday we must be white rats for experiment... Haha...

Ending here... Tomorrow start school... Holy Crap!!!

Today seems like nothing special but again, lots of things happen... I woke up at around 11 plus.. Why woke up so late? I actually slept at 5am... Haha... I actually went to bed at 3am but I felt a bit hungry. I have not eaten my 'official' dinner, that's why... so I went to find some goodies to eat and switch on the television to have some entertainment for myself. In the end, I saw the 'Preview' Channel is telecasting France vs Togo... What's next? Watch the whole match till 5am. Haha... Too bad... South Korea lost to Switzerland. Haha... Anyway, it was a nice match... Both teams were attacking and it was entertaining...

Back to today, I used the computer AGAIN and decided to make a pizza for myself to eat. This pizza is those kind you find in the NTUC mart and you microwave it yourself in order to eat. Now, things turn out to be interesting... First, I preheat the oven and put the pizza in. Next, my Sister came back home with my Mum and they were like saying, 'Hey!!! You eating pizza? That's our pizza!!' What the... nothing to say at that time... Anyway, after that, my Sister was like giving me some advice to make the pizza to be tastier. She told me to heat it longer and put the indicator from 'Preheat' to 'Hi'. Nice try... That's where the mess started...

Everyone went to the living room and do their stuff... Reading magazines and newspaper... Then, the smell of pizza filled the room... WOW!! SMELLS NICE!!! Soon, within minutes, I smell something... it was like the pizza was cooked... ready to eat... However, I dont know why I was like jumping up, and running to the kitchen, probably too hungry that I need my breakfast as soon as possible. When I reached the kitchen... Guess what?? The whole kitchen is filled with smoke!!! HOLY COW!!! Smoke coming out from the microwave!! Yeah!! I start yelling and everyone was like rushing in... Once I open the lid of the microwave, more smoke pouring out... AR!!! Worst of all, I didnt close the kitchen door, which caused the whole house to fill with smoke. Just imagine that you are praying and you are burning some papers... in your living room??!!! That is how it look like while this incident happened...

Everyone was like coughing, choked by the smoke and seemed like trying to shout help... Luckily, no fire brigade arrive or else, we would be caught for playing fire... What the... When the smoke is some sort cleared, I just look at the pizza, I feel like skinning my Sister alive... 'MY BREAKFAST!!! AR!!!! MY TASTY BREAKFAST!!!' maybe I should say, 'Look! it's my charcoal breakfast..' What the... no breakfast... no food... there goes my pizza in the end, so wasted!!! yeah!! It sounds funny... but... MY BREAkfAST!!! SOB!!!! PIZZA!!!!! By the way, the whole room was filled with the smoky smell after the smoke is cleared. It last for quite long... Luckily I just came home and the smell is gone... or else my Dad will be blaming my Mum, 'Who ask you to play fire??' Haha... kidding...

Since there's nothing to eat, I went out and but some food... I was meeting Jack and gang for soccer and we actually meet at 2... then many of us are late, like me, due to the pizza... I reached there around 3.30 and there's onky Jimmy and Szaywan... After that, more came... 4pm, all were there... 4.30, we started playing... Get to think of that, we actually spent 2 hours to waiting then we start the stupid game... Poor Jimmy, he was waiting for 2 entire hours at the void deck... My bad dude... It was a nice game, still at the basketball court but not seeing those people... Phew... Scored a few goals... well, 3 of them... Haha... Anyway, it's very rare to see so many of us playing together. Especially when Jia Long came to play with us... When Eugene came down and I was like looking at him, pointing at Jia Long. Both of us give a shock face... Haha... Jia Long just keep putting areoplanes at us... In 10 soccer meetings, he only came once... or maybe none at all... So, ITS A MIRACLE AFTER ALL!!! JIA LONG FINALLY COME TO PlAY SOCCER WITH US!!! HAHA!!!

After that, I went to visit my god-granny, who just had her operation... Hope she will be alright... hehe... Dont walk about... Must rest more, so your leg would heal faster... Hehe... Soon, I have swimming lessons... A crappy one I should say... My coach was like asking some questions and I was like, answering lame answers... For instance, he asked why we need to walk around to check for danger... what kinds of danger... I was like blur for a moment and my friend, who is younger than me, answer it... What the... I now look like a NOOB to life-saving... Worst part was he asked what kinds of poison will be in the person's bodyif he or she is unconcious... I was like... animal bites and hit by heavy objects... I didnt know that people might be that stupid to make themselves unconcious by obtaining poison... What the... That's also another reason??!!! GREAT!!! I need to study one more time...

Had my dinner outside and went back home, typing this post... AR!!! What a day, hope everything would be better tomorrow... PIZZA!!! LIFE-SAVING!!! Haix... What a stupid day I really have... Dont give me Q & A Questions today and tomorrow... Do make my life better by giving me options such as A, B, C and D... Please... Dont make my life difficult... need to cool down now... This stupid day make me go crazy till even if I finish one bottle of Green Tea, it still wont work for me at all... %#^*$%

Typing this post may kill my brain cells very quickly. Dont ask me why... dont ask me explain, which I'm gonna do it now. Alright, I woke up 10 plus in the morning, thanks to Chris, who called me to remind me to bring the volleyball for her. I dont blame her for that since I was the one who ask her to do that. You see... I have a bad brain... a brain with no functions at all. People's brain chip is like Speed 10... Mine is like... Speed 2?? Maybe less than that... who knows...

After waking up, I went to use the computer... Thinking of this, it sounds like a daily routine. Without switching on my computer a day would make me go crazy. I dont know why... the computer must be my second wife... Haha... By the way, if you want to know who's my first wife, it is none other than my music instrument, Tuba. Right now it's in Canberra Secondary. I didnt touch her for a few months already. Hope to see you soon, dear... Haha... Wow!!! Nicholas is talking to dead things; non-living things... What the... What am I doing again??!!

I didnt have my breakfast and I just play FM2006. After that, I gonna rush out to meet Chris to pass her the volleyball. I was late but actually, not quite... She told me to meet at 3 but at around 2.15, she said meet at 2.30... What the... I need to rush down and pass her the ball at Sembawang. Alright, after that, I saw Fairus. He was going to the barber to cut his hair. I dont see that there's any difference in his hair length... My friends cut their hair because they say the weather is hot... Hum... I think I need to cut my hair soon... however, not now... No time to think of what kind of hair style I would like... That's why... I need to plan for everything. Reason for that, I scared that the barber wont destroy my hair. Always look for the barber that you trust. Serious... Once I let my Mum to do the cutting (she's not a professional...) she cut one side of my hair and forgot to cut the other side. Great!!! That's why... find the barber that you use to go to... Safer... Trustworthy... Worthwhile...

Fairus and I went to the Kopitiam to eat and that was my breakfast... at last... We keep talking alot of crap till Eugene called and asked us if we want to play soccer... OF COURSE WE WANT!!! we previously cancelled the soccer as many of us cant make it. Alright, Fairus started to call the rest back and we started to get ready for soccer... (Sorry Ming Zhao... Wish to call you but since you can play till 4pm and we started the game around 4 plus... Sorry... Hope you would understand...)

Playing soccer is fun but not today... First, I just had my ankle sprained a few days ago. I actually dont want to mention it but since I'm here to EXPLAIN everything, I will go ahead with that. It happened on Monday... during Kenneth's BBQ... How I do that to sprain my ankle... simple... Jump with one leg for 3 times... That's it. That's how I sprain my ankle... Right now it still hurts but I can bear the pain. yesterday in V.E., my ankle was hurting like hell... I cant stand for too long. I can walk for long hours but not standing in the same position... Haix... never mind... Today's game was fun... First, we played at the basketball court... We used the pole of the basketball stand as the 2 goal line. We need to shoot the ball and hit the pole to get a goal... I keep winning the matches. Although I lost once, 3 out of 4 wins sounds cool enough... However, it was a tough game. I was in the 2 man team for 3 times... Wow... Stress!!! Running up and down and many things... Did score a few goals but it was just alright... The most funny thing was that Eugene shot the ball in different patterns, ending up with a goal for each pattern... Nice try... what a luck you have...

After that, we rested and we continue, at the empty hall. This time, more worst... I cant score a goal at all. Its like hitting a panel on the wall. Worst to that, the panel that my team is shooting is like the highest compared to the opponent's panel... many strikes but no goals... If we play the game in 1/2 hour, I think 100 strikes or more has been made... we keep changing games... until... until Police came... YEAH!!! We stopped the game after a kid told us that the Police are patrolling. In the end, we got our names into the Police's notepad... Well, no worries everyone... they just write your names down, and call back their HQ to check our past records. Fortunately, we are clean. Nothing is wrong at all. Haha... However, the ugly scene started once the Police left... Another group of people, that I dont really know, keep shouting at us, saying that we got caught by the Police and all sorts of crap. I was like not happy at all. In my group of friends, I maybe a nice guy, a guy with patience and a guy who wont get angry easily. However, I can be implusive at times... Like today thanks to these lads, I feel like giving them a bashing.

I just keep quiet. I did told Fairus that I feel like whacking them since they didnt get caught. However, if I dare to admit in front of them, of my views, a fight would broke out. I dont want that to happen at all... Why?? I'm civilised people who dont fight like a babarian. We went out of the court and one guy from the court talked to me. Yeah... a friend that I knew... anyway, I just talk some crap with him but I was looking at some blocks when one of the members from that gang (those people who keep talking about us) came to me, shouting taht why I keep looking at him!!! Well... Lets get it straight, if you think I'm looking at you, how do you know? Isnt that means that you have been eyeing at me for so long? Come on!!! Hey.. I dont know how old are you but seriously, you have a mental problem... I was looking at the blocks, talking to my friend about a pregnent lady and you stood up to me, shouting at me like a monkey??? Wait a minute, unless you are that pregnent lady??? Haha... Wow... You do have a sense of humour dude...

Anyway, after a few seconds of confrontation, I left... I mean... I dont want to mess around with him too. I do feel like giving him a punch but I dont do that... unless someone punches me first... I dont know if he's a pro fighter but he sure is a brainless monkey... Yeah!!! As usual... all the vulgarities do come out from his mouth... By the way, I did forget to that person something... his mouth does stinks... Haha... If scolding vulgarities does make someone to be known as a monster, I could be one too... Although I dont fight but if I have a chance to fight... I will do this to anyone (those who fight against me..) 1st, I make you fall onto the ground... 2nd, I make sure your back faces me... 3rd, I make sure you wont be able to walk for the next 2 days... it's either I make your ankle sprain... or I make your ankle snap... that's all... I bet many people have not seen my DARK DARK side... Try me... Just do try... Haha... kidding... I'm a guy with patience... remember... hehe...

While walking back home with Fairus, I was not in the mood for anything... Fairus was like cracking a joke but I cant catch it. I told him how I feel and he was like... 'I know... I can see that...' AR!!! Thinking of this incident makes me so.... so mad... Now my whole body is so hot... Although I just had my shower... The heat is coming again... volcano eruption... probably... Stopping here now... Gonna drink my Green Tea to chill down... Hope the fire brigade wont come to my block... Haha...

I realised that just a day would create a lot of things to happen. Right now, I'm tired, anxious and confused. I'm anxious now because I have not finish my holiday assignment and I need to complete the speech by today. No time to waste. The webpage is making me going crazy. Furthermore, I still need to complete the surveys within this week. What kind of surveys? Well, Triumph surveys of course. You dont expect me to go to the streets and ask each and every lady who is working 'Er... Excuse me, would you like to help me do a survey on Triumph?? IF you dont know what's Triumph, well, I can explain to you...' Before I could end the explaination, you can see that my face would have a mark, a hand mark. Kidding... Anyway, thanks to Kenny, I know what to do now... Get help from my parents, especially my Mum... Haha... Gonna wake up early and get her to help me with the surveys... Haix...

Feeling tired now... Think about that, yeah... Today there's V.E. and I was like late for the sessionals again... Mine me, I'm always late for everything so my bad alright?? hehe... Anyway, I reached NYp around 3.25 and I was just in time for Sectionals. I dont know whats wrong when I entered the room but everyone was laughing. The first thing I saw was Cherrie and Fazilah laughing and Yvonne and ganag started to laugh... My mind was thinking that it was their jokes that they are cracking... Haha... Anyway, I learnt a new thing from Alvis... Laughing can be contagious... I can see that in the V.E.. That's why he changed this quote as Alcoholism can be contagious. Why? Whenever Cherrie, Fazilah or Jasmine laughs, everyone in the room would start laughing and they could not stop laughing. Known as the 3 drunken ladies, no wonder there is the quote from Alvis, 'Alcoholism can be contagious.' Haha... Nice try dude... After having sessionals, we had dinner together at A.M.K. Central. I ate a bowl of Tom Yam mee Hon Kuai. Yeah!!! Its delicious but also spicy. I'm not good in eating spicy food but I just try it. That's the way of tasting good food? You bet!! After that, we went back for practise again, which started around 7. We keep singing and singing. At one point, everyone was so noisy that Derrick got quite piss off. Sorry Derrick, if you do see my blog, I just want to apologise for my behaviour in the room. I know I had soke too loudly, making you unable to concentrate. Sorry about that... Hope you accept my apology after reading this post, if you do... Anyway, back to the training, I was left alone to do Tenor 1 parts. What a torture. I need to sing the new song, which is 3 pages long and it's all new to me!!! Holy!!! I think I need to practise my vocals again. Derrick, Wei Qiang and another senior (forget his name again...) I must learn from them the art of note reading... What the... back to the basics everyone... Haha...

When V.E. was abput to end, Derrick had a question for us.. 'What if a group of children could sing better than us, during a rehersal of an event?' Although I didnt response, actually I did... I did raise my hand but it was not too high... anyway, I just type it here... If that really happens, I think what we can afford to do is to put in our best effort at that time. It depends on the remaining time we have to train, to practise. However, our morale should not be down at all. What we could do that time is to do our best. Although people like me sometimes cant hit the notes and cant make it sound good, I'm willing to try. If every one of us is willing to try, I guess that we will be better than these kids someday... somehow... Confidence is the material towards success but not overconfidence. What I wish is that the remaining time that we had, we must train hard. Most of all, show our best attitude on the performance, it will be a good thing to the V.E., not a bad thing at all...

That's what make me confused during my journey back home. Although I'm chatting with my friends, laughing non-stop, but just give me a second or two of silence, this question would pop into my mine... wow... Getting abit stress??? Maybe... I still need to improve my vocals... Haha...

Well... before I end my post for today, I just saw something that is interesting... very interesting... From a person that I have known.. I extract it from that friend... here it goes..

[ when u feel like running away..come and find me..i promise i will not stop u..when u are sad and feeling crying..i will lend u my shoulder..i promise i will not stop u from crying..if u are happy and need someone to share this happiness with you..i will be there to laugh with you..i promise i will tell everyone that you are happy..if you need someone to listen to you..i will lend you a listening ear..i promise i will not interrupt..but if one day..you need me and can't find me..don't worry..i am only gone for the moment..but if i don't return after 3 days..stop looking for me..just continue your life without..although now you dun have someone to provide you with what i can provide..i believe someone will give something else...]

Finally blogging again... These few days, I'm busy... Busy downloading my torrent file, Winning Eleven 10, which turned out to be a PS2 version instead of a PC version. What the... Alot of things had happened these days. Alot... Like yesterday, it was Kenneth's birthday. Kenneth, my friend from NYP, had a BBQ session at East Coast. Well, I took Kenny's car to East Coast and it was like 7 plus near 8pm... Haha... We lost our way that's why. After that, we party around... Just party. I was drunk again since I drank the Volka, which is around 40%. Drunk might sound like an excuse but it's true after all. Bei Yi was like drunk too... Haha... We keep singing songs while listening to the MP3. Haha... I just feel very drowsy that's all. Thanks to the afternoon project that I need to handle, I was too tired to drink, or else I would be staying at East Coast for a night, which my Mum would kill me...

Talk about my Mum, she nearly strangled me last night... Since i could not catch the last bus to Woodlands, I could not even board the last train as I had missed it. What the... What a luck I had that night... No choice but to take a cab. While I took the cab, I was like perspiring all over... One thing that caused my perspiration was due to the running that I had done to catch the bus. From a semi-drunk person to a hype person. Wow!!! Split personality or advance mind-power?? Who knows... Not even me know the answer. Another reason for that was the sight of the bill in the cab... $21.85!!! I will always remember that. I reached Woodlands and called my Mum to come down to bring the money. She sounded piss off and in the end, my sister end up coming down to 'fetch' me... What the... This shows that next time if you are short ofcash, go home early... Cant believe it that I got a huge scolding from my Mum that night... Wow!!! Nice try... East Coast Park... My terror for life?? Probably... Next time I gonna bring a directory for sure... Not to lost my way AGAIN!!! Haha....

Last saturday wasnt a good day either. I was late for everything. Late o reach V.J.'s place in time... Late to watch Ming Zhao's dance... Late to meet Jasmine at Raffles... Late for soccer with Jack and gang... Late for home... What the... so many 'late' coming out in my blog.. I should name this post as 'My Late Records...' Just kidding... I was late in the morning because I overslept... I had chat with jasmine that night( Saturday Early Morning) and I was late. meeting V.J. at 8am but reached there at 10.30am... Alright... Finish my thing, I went to meet Kian Wee and Eugene, since both wanted to buy a bag, which I might be interested. My bag is like decaying and each book I took out from the bag, a piece of fabric come off from the bag. Nice try...

Well, I reached home late and I was late to meet Jasmine. She was watching ming zhao dancing when I had reached Raffles. Furthermore, I was lost in raffles. The city was so new to me that i could not even find the place to the dance studio. Holy!!! Alright, I called Jasmine and realised that I walked to the wrong dirction. She came to fetch me and brought me to the studio. Once I reached there... SHOW'S OVER!!! -.-" I give up!! I went to eat my lunch while Jasmine accompanied me, looking at me, eating ramen... Soon, Ming Zhao joined us but he had to leave for his practise.. so, Jasmine and I stayed at Lao Ba Sa to watch the television till Ming Zhao ended his lesson. After that, we went to play pool at Marina Square... Alright, I didnt polish my skills well. It has been a long time since I play pool... Ming Zhao and Jasmine just win all the games... Wow!!! What a duo they are... killing me, a Noob, so easily... Hehe.. Must work harder then...

After that, we went to eat LJS... Yeah... everyone was tired and we went back home... However, not me.. I went to play soccer with Jack and gang... Yeah... Actually Ming Zhao want to join me but he's too tired, so... alright... Its OK!!! Anyway, I didnt manage to score any goals but assist quite a few... Known as a super sub. on that day, killing Eugene's group with deadly passes to Sion's friend, who played like C. ronaldo... haha... His pace... dribbles... I think I need to practise more on that... hehe... After that, I went back home... too tired to continue... Haha...

England vs T. & T. was a nice one, especially when Gerrard striked the last goal... Cool!!! However, after that wasnt a cool one for me... I was too tired that I slept in Kian Wee's house for a night... That wasnt the worst thing. I remembered that I was sleeping in his room. His door room was shut... When I woke up, guess what... I found myself in his living room!!! he woke me up and showed me through hand signal that its 10am. I just ignore and went back to sleep... However, I woke up again, finding my sleeping position to be very weird. I'm not in his room... I was in the living room??!! I jumped up... Look around and see my hands still clutching the pillow that I had last night... What the... Did anyone drag me out??? or is it I sleepwalk??? That remains a mystery to me...

What the... so many things did happen in a few days... Hope nothing bad gonna happen again, especially the sleeping incident at Kian Wee's house... Haha... Stopping now... Blog soon... when I have the time...

Woke up at 8 plus in the morning in NYP again. Next to me was Hong and next to hong was Derrick. Haix... I was too tired to do anything. Too bad, we need to be ready by 9am so I need to get Hong up and start a the day afresh. Once I got out of the room, I saw Jasmine, Paul, Ping Ling and Cherrie at the stage. Wow!! So early... Still with my sleepy eyes, I went to wash up. I realised that I was one of the people who sleep the earliest and woke up the latest. Okie.. I won.. After the wash up, we got to eat our breakfast at 9, at the North Canteen. What we have for breakfast? Noodles and some other food. We did enjoy our breakfast since everyone was hungry. Paul and I were like going for the 2nd round for the food since it isnt sufficient enough to fill our stomaches. Haha... Ping Ling was reading the papers (Chinese...) whereas Jasmine and Cherrie were chatting with us. Haha... What a morning...

After that, we got to practise the music pieces again. This time, new songs such as Singapura Medley and another one... (Forget already. I dont really want to take out my file and check what's the title of that piece.) Anyway, Singapura Medley was a hard piece. I really need time to get a hang of it. I'm bad in memorising things, that's why... Furthermore, I'm very weak in ready the musical notes, I needed help from the seniors to do that, giving me the right pitch and the right tune to sing the song correctly. After a short practise, we went to the Ampitheatre (think its known as that.) and practise our songs. Nice place for practise as its peace and quiet. Moreover, our voices echoed the place. Beautiful... I really like the part when the seniors sang the song for us to listen. COOL!! That's the best thing about V.E. - Beautiful voices for the audience to hear...

Lunch was served and everyone began to get ready for the next game; a super challenging and tedious game (what I think...); Amazing Race. When the name 'Amazing Race' comes into my mind, it was like 'Oh!! We gonna run one more time.' I dont hate running but after that night's running, I realised that my legs are getting tired. Haha... probably I have not been training well for soccer. Anyway, we took the bus to Bishan Park to start our race. It was lucky that we had Paul in our team. He knows the road well in Bishan and the best thing was that he stays near Bishan Park. Haha... Anyway, before the race started, Cherrie and Jasmine were bored. I dont know why. We were waiting for Derrick and 'Da Jie' (a senior but thats what she called... I dont know her name already... Haha...) First, it was 'Ji Go Ba' (Scissors, Paper, Stone). After that, it was 'Er, Ling, Wu' (2, 0, 5 - another scissors, paper, stone game but with huge consequences.. ) I was the lucky one since I didnt even got a hit on my hand. While for Jasmine and Cherrie, their hands were red. The rest of the V.E. people watched on as we played. Everyone started to join the cheer, especially when Jasmine and Cherrie started to hit me. A combo of 15 times... Wow... The longest in my life, think so... Haha... Everyone was having fun.

The race started and we were like running all around Bishan Park. I didnt know that Bishan Park is so big. Just compare the park with Woodland's Tekong Park, it is totally a huge difference. Haha.. I see my teammates getting tired but still, they would not give up. That's the spirit!! Haha... We were actually the last group but after a real 'fight', we finally manage to be 2nd. Seeing Jasmine and Ping Ling running half way and were like stopping, asking us to go on, I feel like the team should wait for the 2 of them to continue the race. Just look at it. We are a team and we need to complete everything as a team. We wont neglect any member at all. One for all, all for one. In the end, everyone was tired and they started to clear the mess they had on them. The mud they had stepped on has dirtied their shoes and they were like trying to get rid of it. Haha... Poor Cherrie, she bought her shoe less than a month and now its cover with mud. While for Jasmine and Ping Ling, they were like trying to rest themselves... Hey Jasmine... after running, dont sit down and rest. Try to walk around. Or else you will faint easily... alright??!!! Hehe...

We went back to NYP again and you can look at the tired faces in the bus... Haha... we left 2 members in the bus. I forgot its who already but everyone tiptoed and left the bus, leaving the 2 of them in there. I think the bus driver would be laughing too... Haha... Poor guys... we are just too tired... We were allow to relax at the time being. Some went to shower while the rest went to practise their things that we need to perform later on that day. Well, to make the whole show interesting, 'Solo' has make a special performance. Yeah... so special that it was worth remembering. Why? I was the gal while Paul was the guy. We made things to be more interesting... We did try but I'm still not sure did we win everyone's hearts in that performance. haha... Anyway, we rehearsed and rehearsed again. My voice was like getting very stiff. I keep using my fake voice to scream out the words since it was very soft.

When the clock reaches 6, I rushed to have a small meal before attending my project with Andy. Yeah... again.. All the wedding stuff. Looks like I'm going to open a new wedding firm soon. Anyone who wanted to marry as soon as possible need us to plan your wedding, you are welcome!! Haha... Back to the camp, I was late for the lesson. Sort of... thanks to my members, they did help me save some food for my dinner. Haha... I was like rushing to swallow everything in 1 shot. I was late.. remember... while my mates were like looking at me eating... Wow... what a big shot am I... haha... After that, practise started with Mr Ong but he seemed to be unhappy with the singing. Many of us had lost our voices. I wonder how is he now?? Hope he gets to feel better these days.

10pm came and we got to start the performance. Haha... Hong's group started first. They showed everyone the best 5 commercials in town... Cool! One part is when Hong started to act like the Polar Bear in the Halls commercial... Zi!!.... Cool!!! Everyone started to laugh when he reacted. Another part was the Citibank... 'More birds...' Haha... It was really cool for that team to think of this. Hehe... Second group was 'Solo'!!! I acted as a gal and it was like... very gal... My way of acting... GAY!!! Way of saying... MORE GAY!!!! When the performance ended, people would be refering me as the 'GAY OF V.E.' Haha... Last group was Dao Gei... Nice song by them. Starting, Ming Zhao was dancing and in the end, everyone started to sing 'Only Love' by Trademark... Cool!!! Love that song alot. After that, the seniors started to sing their songs, as part of the performance... Haha. We were like their audience, waving the light sticks like watching their indoor concert. Wow!!! V.E. sure rocks!!!

It was prize-giving time and we won the 'Most Entertaining Group' award. Haha... After that, photo taking was done... Everyone was doing different kinds of postures and smiles... Fun!! That's all I can say... What I remember that night was pictures all around the room. After that, more pictures at the stage. Once photo taking was over, fire crackers started... Not fire crackers actually... Those sticks that produce fireworks... What do you call that again?? Anyway, we started playing at the stadium. After that, there's a mini 100m race among us. Haha... Actually I was very tired that night but after the race, I was super hype. After the exercise, Hong, Paul and I went to shower. This time, we see 'Xiao Qiang'... What the... not one but two... You can see me shouting like a mad dog when I saw one coming to my slippers. What the... I keep banging at Hong's cubicle... then Hong came out and we were like running to the other side... Paul came out with no sweat at all... What the... Seems like we need to run for our lives... hehe....

After that, it was story telling time. We entered the gals bunk and listen free ghost stories. Everyone has a part to tell... That's what I can say... Haha... Anyway, I was like a living statue for the night... a pillar for Jasmine and Cherrie... Cherrie slept on my shoulder... while Jasmine on my lap... Wow... It was like 'TECKO SERVICE CENTRE' in operation... Haha... Kidding... Anyway, I dont mind for that... Haha... After that, we moved out to the stage and continue to listen the stories since our seniors had lessons the next day, so we wont want to disturb their sleep. A few minutes later, stories were all over... Time to bed... The boys went to eat their supper. Believe it or not, we got all the buns into our room and enjoy the feast. You should wonder how terrible boy's hunger is... Haha... We ate like 3/4 of the food... Haha... While we were eating, Jasmine entered the boys bunk and slept there... After that, she headed to the stage and slept at there... Soon, I chatted with her at the stage, follow by Cherrie, who joined us and later, Ming Zhao and Kah Hong. We chatted till 5 plus and Ka Hong and Jasmine was like knock out... After that, Ming Zhao and I went to get our sleeping bags and slept at the stage... Haha... I shared mine with Jasmine and Cherrie... acting as a pillow for us... There we go... we slept till 8 plus in the morning... Ka Hong went back straight after he woke up, which was like when we went to sleep... and Cherrie was like laughing so loud before she sleeps... Sounds like she had a virus... or laughing before she sleeps is some kind of her routine?? Haha...

In the morning... Jasmine and Cherrie were calling me up... WoW!!! I was so tired that I became the pig... AGAIN!!! Dont want to get up at all... Haha.. Anyway, wash up again and had breakfast. After that, we had to rush for singing practise as the person was here. The conductor, look gay but quite funny... Ok... Never mind... As everyone rushed up, I was the only one still drinking my tea.. What a rush... I really enjoy the practsie session with that conductor... The whole thing was fun. I supposed that I should be tired but I didnt.. Cool!!! After that, it was time to debrief... Everyone was saying the good and bad about the camp... Well... Scandals were all around V.E. now... even the issue of sleeping outside the stage turns out to be one of them... Haha... Time out now...

Sorry people, I just come back from my V.E. Camp... Although I'm still quite tired now, indeed but I try to crap a bit here and there. Since it has been like 3 days without touching my computer, I finally get the hang of it now, typing in fast pace but definitely there would be errors in my post. As usual, spelling mistakes... and many more... Haha... Alright, I didnt have the time to compose any songs during the camp but I enjoyed the camp. I was too tired to compose any songs and worst of all, I need to rest in order to make sure I dont lost my voive. Why I say that, I will explain everything later...

First day of the camp... In the morning, I did finally... that's personal matter for me... I did finally recieved her message. However, as what I have said, just treat this camp as a holiday camp. I didnt message her at all. Why? It's because it's in the morning 7am and I dont want to disturb anyone such an early morning. Furthermore, I had not pack my things yet. I did prepare it but I didnt put them into my bag pack. Moreover, I was late while meeting Hong, so I was like rushing... without eating my breakfast at all... After packing, I rush to the MRt station and met Hong. We reached NYP around 8.30am and I went into the V.E. room first since Hong need to do some 'business'... hehe... Understand what I mean right?? -.-"

Anyway, as I went to the room, I saw Derrick, my senior from V.E.. They checked my attendance and after that, I entered into the room to place my belongings. The seniors were asking me why I bring so many bags... like around 3 to 4 bags... What the... Part of them are mine while the rest are Hong's... Haha... After explaining, I placed my things and sat down on the chair. Motionless... look so dead as like I'm a statue. I just sat down, wait for Hong's return... By the way, I was so hungry at that time that once Hong returned to the room, I went to hunt for food... Haha... Empty stomach... That's a bad thing for a camper... Luckily, my seniors allow me to eat a bun to give me the spare energy for the games later... Cool!!!

I was in Group 2 while Hong was in Group 3. I do feel a bit isolated, or should I say I feel bored, since I'm new in that group. Furthermore, I was that kind of person who is so shy. I dont really talk to people and I'm bad at socialising. Seriously, the rest were like quite alright. We start the games session by a game of 'Whacko'. Guess what... I was whacked for 2 times. I couldnt get the names correctly and my mind was working very slowly... probably it's because I have not eaten a hearty breakfast... hehe... When someone called my name... I was like... 'Er... Er... Er....' That's was like I was too late... then I was whacked... What the... Shock... Stunned... Nothing to say... Haha...

After that, we have another game at the stadium. It's like a blindfolded game, which your member would be at the far end of the stadium and what you need to do is to shout to them, giving them instructions and get them back to your team. Our team got second... not bad.. After the short games, it was time for training. The boys would go to a room to train their vocals while the gals would be at another room to that. Training for 2 hours... That's how we started. Tough training for me since I have skipped some V.E. sessions... Poor me, I have problems projecting my voice and singing the song... In the end, we ended early and we continue to have advance practises. Derrick was the one conducting us, since he was a coordinator for the V.E..

Lunch was served at 12 plus, just for us. The gals had not complete their vocal sessions... After that, we have... games... and then, more games... First activity... We need to give our group name and create a flag. Our team created a flag and we called ourselves 'Solo'. on the flag, there would be the wording 'Solo' and our names... with some musical notes on it. After that, we decide on our cheer. A very simple cheer... As you see, we wanted a simple, sweet, short cheer, so that everyone could remember. In the end, we come out with this cheer:

S.U.P.E.R.
Super, that's what we are...
S.O.L.O.
Solo, we are Solo 'Gia'!!

That was a cool cheer... for me personally. After that, we get to know each other well. I realised that most of the V.E. members are from the Nursing course. Most of them are gals, that's why. In my group, Cherry and Jasmine are in th Nursing course. While for Paul and Ping Ling, they are from different courses. I'm not so sure about their courses since my class was not near to their block. Sorry people, I didnt mean to forget your courses but Nursing was my good 'brother', Hong's course... that's why I know alot of things... hehe... Anyway, things turn out to be more interesting soon... and I mean it. I will explain to you as you read on... We continue to play more games... this time, a much messy game. You need to be blindfolded, walk into traps and after you get out of the trap, you need to spin 10 rounds and take the blindfold out. You run to the container and use only your mouth to take the marshmallow out... which is covered with flour... all your members need to do it... It was challenging and I need to do it 2 times. Why? My group only has 5 people while the other group has 6. I ran both rounds... Giddy and yucky... Giddy as I spinned too fast... 2 times... I went to the wrong side after the spin. Yucky? The flour was on my nose and I think my contacts got the flour... It hurts my eye alot but after washing up, I feel much better. My team did well... We got first for that... Haha... good job Solo!!!

After that, we had more games... From guessing games such as 'Who has the longest? Shortest and Widest?' to the games of 'Guessing Code Number'... Its really cool... I dont know but I realised that my team's weakness is still decision making. I really mean it. In the game 'Guessing Code Number', our team got the most forfiets. I dont know why... We are really bad in guessing numbers. For instance, in 10 games, we got about 6 or 7 of them. Wacky forfiets such as writing your name with your butt, singing, dancing and many more. Furthemore, there's this Phantom of the Opera that we need to perform... Haha.. So hilarious... The seniors went up to the stage and gave us a 'surprise' by disturbing us... While singing, everyone started to tickle Derrick which made him landed on Cherrie... Haha...Every one was shouting 'Molest!' at him... Poor Derrick, he does his forfiet and sang 'Jia Gei Wo' to Cherrie... hehe... Nice one Derrick, I think your gal would fall for you by your romantic wedding proposal... hehe...

After that, we had our dinner and everyone was preparing for Mr Ong's lesson. We just sang the 'Odi Odi'... Sounds nice... Probably it's because the boys part is much easier... Just a few keys and that's it. Haha... While for the Auto and Supranos... They need to sing the verse out, anyway, it was a nice song... Once 9pm has reached, everyone prepared to go for the Night walk... It's like a game which you need to run with your team mates to find your leaders and get them back to the starting point. We did quite well... Roan, another senior of ours, was the first to be found... I saw her leg sticking out and she was like hiding... Haha... Poor gal... After that, we found Jesyln and followed by Yvonne. We finally got all our leaders and we ran abck to the starting point. We were second in the game but our team spirit was very good. Jasmine and Ping Ling wouldnt give up so easily on their runs, even if they have a weak stamina. I understand that since gals have a weaker stamina than guys... or maybe not?? Haha... Anyway, after the game, it was time to wash up and take our nap. Derrick told the guys that we should bath at the Boys toilet at our own risk. Not saying that we would see any ghost or what but there is cockroaches in the loo... That really scare us for sure... Luckily, I didnt see one on the first night... Phew... Hong was in the toilet shouting so loud... Making a lot of nice, just to make those people outside the toilet to laugh... 'Help Nicholas HELP!!! 'Xiao Qiang' (cockroach)... ' Haha... That was funny...

After that, we went to have our supper. The boys were feasting in the bunk with all the food, considered as leftovers since there are chicken rice packets. We keep disturbing Derrick, telling him that it's so curel to eta his brothers and sisters (the chicken). Why? Derrick is known as 'Chicken Little', that's why... Once supper was over, everyone went to sleep... Hong and I were 'smart' since we decide to sleep early, we slept in front of the fan. everyone who entered the bunk saw us sleeping would say 'Wow... These 2 guys sleep so shiok sia!!!' Haha... Anyway, we shared the fan in the end. Slept at 1.45 that day... After that... KNOCK OUT!! Will continue my story in the next post... That's day 2... hehe... Tired...

Alright... Last night I typed a crappy 'essay'. I'm sorry people. I dont know what's wrong with me last night, or probably 2 nights ago. Maybe I just missed that person's call. A friend told me to stop thinking... Yeah... She's right... I should... Anyway, that's life... I may still feel the pain but I will bear it. No matter what... I need to try, even if it makes me go nuts one day. Haix... I dont think so she's gonna message me again... or even call me... Alright, I'm used to waiting... Waiting isnt the best solution, so I gonna do some actions... Hope so... hehe...

Vacation is here but not at all... For me, today is Project Day, which I need to complete my tasks. It seems to be a rush as I dont have the time to do my own things and complete my tasks on time. Bad time management? I dont know... partly of that but another reason is still... waiting for a message or a call... I know its hard for me but I'm trying to stop it. Give me time people... give me time... I really need to relax myself... Sometimes, your adapting ability is so strong that you get use to everything. Is that a way of a happy go lucky guy's character?? Who knows!!!

Alright... I really dont have any bedtime stories for you Diana... I'm trying to think of one but it's hard. Why? I dont know... but I'm sure that for the next 3 days, I wont be online. Keeping myself in the dark, away from anyone? No... I'm having a voice essemble camp tomorrow... For the next 3 days. I think that's a boring camp... I think only so dont get so work up... I know I get to mingle around with new people but I'm too shy for that. 3 days... 2 nights... No com... Will Die... Miss Mama... Miss Papa... No noodles for supper... but got Macdonalds for supper... No MSN... still can buy more MNMs... Haha... What am I doing now... going crazy again... hehe...

Yeah! I'm still waiting for a message to appear. Just now a friend message me about the submition of the project... I was like... what the??!! I'm waiting for someone but not you... Not the project... By the way, when she messaged me, I havent finish my task, so I'm abit... hehe... My bad... Dont kill me for that??!!! Please??!! @_@"

Back to the camp... 3 days, 2 nights... With my buddy, Hong, in the camp... I think things gonna be better... Hope so... Furthemore, I will not try to wait for any calls... The calls would be cancelled off from my mind... I dont want to keep waiting... I must learn not to wait... Or else the authorities would report to my Mum that I died of waiting... What kind of death is that??!! Anyway, I will try to compose my lyrics to destress myself... like I always do... hehe... Write a song, the gal is gone... Hope it works... Haha... Gosh!! I havent prepare my stuff for my camp... doing it now then... See you people soon in 4 days time... Hope so, if I can type my 'story' straight after the camp...

Not planning to say any stories now Diana. I just gonna type some crap in this blog for today's post. I dont know why I want to do it. Although each thing we do does have a reason and that reason? Well, I dont want to EXPLAIN. After the Mr. Brown Show, which has this podcast that stated, 'Sorry not enough, must explain...' I just kinda hate the explanation part. Probably it didnt work for me now...

My heart... its having these weird feelings... It's like sinking down and I'm feeling very moody. What is this feeling?? I dont really know. After for a week of chatting, I dont know why something was so amiss. Something that really make me think that I'm at the wrong. I should not be thinking of you all the time, which is IMPOSSIBLE. We have a great difference. The GAP between us is so big till I'm speechless. The things you told me make me understand that I'm having the wrong idea right now but it seems that my brain could not tell my heart to stop... thinking of you. What is this??? MAN!! I THINK TOO MUCH??!!!

From our chat on last Saturday, then Sunday, Monday till all the way to Friday, it was like... You are always in my mind. When we promised not to talk to each other on that day, I was feeling strange. Strange in the sense that I... I just want to have your message. I just keep on staring at my phone... Wait... and wait... and wait... Waiting for this thing to happen on my phone. '1 message recieved'... I click 'View' and the message appears to have your name in it. However, it didnt came. I keep telling myself that you might have slept or busy but in the end, you message came around 12 plus, which the day we promised had over. Seeing your message makes me feel happy... very gay(means happy, not that Gay)... Although I was too tired to chat with you, I still manage to chat with you all the way. I really dont wish to put down the phone... That's strange... I mean... my phone bill got to be a total freak out for my Mum once she saw it but it seems that I dont care... I dont know why??

Remember the day when we chat... We talked about alot of issues... Your life, my life, your views on things, as well as mine... Alot of things... Listen to your favourite music... From you being so awake to your sleepy mood... Hours and hours have passed by. However, when I heard the first sob you made on the phone, I was like... 'Oops, did I say the wrong thing??' I really wish to console you but I didnt. However, you make me feel the pain you are facing all this while. A strong(in mentality) gal like you would cry in the phone, and not letting others to see... I realised how hard it has been for you all this long. What I could do is to say 'Dont cry... Smile...' I really did nothing to make you feel better. That night, after the chat, I feel very bad... disappointed. I dont really know why... I wish I was just next by your side, maybe lending you my shoulder to depend on, to cry your hearts out. I did say cry your hearts out but I really... really didnt mean to make you cry... Sorry for that... but it really changes my thoughts about you...

That day when your sister talked to me, I was really shocked. Probably I have nothing to say at all... I dont know. However, it was a nice chat with your sister... Anyway, things start to go bad when I asked you to call someone. I know you hate them but I really wish you would be friends with them again. However, you sound so pissed when I chat with you. I know I should not be talking this but I seriously want this friendship to continue. That friend of yours did ask me, whether who I should side with. The reply that I gave was you. I dont know. My feeling was like not saying the truth. Normally I would say I would try to help both but if I could only help one, I would help you rather than the other. Bad me... but I really feel that I understand your feelings... I supposed...

The last chat we had was on Friday, the day World Cup starts, the day the end of our chat... I really hope not... We chat from 11.40 to 11.50pm. I remembered it very clearly since I was hoping to watch the World Cup opening match. The precious 10 minutes was really... precious. I wish to talk to you, neglecting the opening match but you were watching your show so I dont want to disturb you. I told you that I would watch till 2am and if you are bored, we can chat later, since your show ends at 2 too... I tried not to sleep... I watch the whole match and keep waiting for your message. 2.06am, you replied. I know you are tired but I still dont want to disturb you. You said that you would message me if you cant sleep... I wait... till 4am... I dont know why... Is it because I really want to continue to chat with you or... other reasons??

Yesterday and today, till now, 1.48am... You didnt call me or message me. I was like waiting for your message. In the end, I messaged you yet you are busy... I dont know why I'm having this kind of feeling, making myself torture day and night... just to wait for your call. It really annoyed me when someone messaged me but the person wasnt you... I have many things to say about our chat in this blog... the question you asked... I was in a state of shock at that moment when you said that... I... I was totally speechless... In my heart, I wish I would say my real feelings but my mind, I dont think so I should do that at all.

Still, I will be waiting for your message or your call... Day and night... I just keep on waiting... Probably I missed you alot... your voice... it's echoing in my mind when I closed my eyes. I really cant sleep without a chat with you. I could coax you to sleep, through chatting and singing lullaby to you, but not me... What a stupid person am I??!!! Anyway, I will still keep waiting for your message... Just your message... and if I have another chance to listen your sweet voice again, I will cherish it every second... Just now, I keep looking at my MSN, 'Can anyone tell me wat love is all abt?'... Seriously, I cant tell you.. However, I understand what is the meaning of waiting... Waiting for you to message, call or go online... The unbearable feeling... Loneliness...

Alright, stopping here... my heart is not that hurt anymore... Feeling much better after typing this and listening to some 'good' music... Once I heard 'Wo Ni De Shou', I'm going crazy... Waiting just for your message... Never mind... I will just keep on waiting... So, if you all see me online at 1am and still not sleeping, it means I'm still waiting... for her... Though she wont see my blog, I just hope... she would just... I just hope...

................

My Guardian Angel...
for each night...
Good night...
Sweet dreams...

World Cup fever is right here, right now... I just went to watch the England match against Paraguay. Although I was late for the match and I didnt see the goal lived, I watched the replay... Anyway, still it was a good thing to watch... I dont know why. I agree that I support England but I didnt expect them to play possesion for so long. They did attack but their defense was in great danger. Thanks to Rio, Terry, A Cole and Neville, the defense wasnt having any trouble. Furthemore, with the well established goalie, Robinson, things are turning towards a better start. Seriously, who would want David James to play... Do you want a safer hands rather than a butter fingers dude... Come on... Haha... By the way, last night's opening match was superb. Lahm's shot, as well as Fringe's... Those were killer balls for sure... I really love their shots. While for Klose, he scored 2 goals... on his birthday, which was yesterday... Cool!! That reminds me of Jimmy scoring 17 goals on his 17th birthday against Gavin.. Poor Gavin... He just cant take the pressure from Jimmy... Haha...

Alright, stopping here about soccer. Now it's about the section of how I feel about some things. My reflections??? Probabably... I dont understand why I would like to comment that but I'm trying to make my own statement in my blog... maybe my own feelings?? I dont know...

A friend told me today, what is a love? I dont really know how to answer her question. It was like she cant understand what the hack is love... To me, love is a thing that is you give the person you cherished with all your heart and soul, for good or for bad, you still stick with the person no matter the World has ended up with... No matter... even if death do strike on that person the next day... Love is the keyword to success and failures too... Success; it makes a person to be more confident in doing things. The person is willing to do it for his or her love ones... Failures; when jealosy comes into play, all good will turn into bad... Backstabbers... and many other words and stuff would come out...

In life, you cant judge your love through seeing the person's t-shirt colour he or she is wearing... or even the mood you are having on that day... Love is something that it depends on how you feel and how long would you cherish that person in your life. I say that because I understand how to cherish my love ones... My family... My friends... Although family comes in my first piority, friends come second... Anyway, please.. please people... Do understand what is love and how important it is... I know that people wont understand what is love about and what do you mean by love. Well, look upon your own dictionary and find your own meaning of 'Love'. Each person has his or her own meaning... Maybe I'm just crapping here but these days, I've been answering questions about 'Love', which is boring to me and a stupid topic... especially for BGR...

Sick of answering these questions, you bet... Haha... Anyway, stopping here... Need to rest more since I had swimming lessons today... Tomorrow would be soccer, just like Friday... Cool... Exercise again and again keeps me fit... Hope so, with the fast foods that I'm eating these days... I hope it works for me... Hehe...

The time is here... I have waited for it for the past few months and it's finally here... Today, the stage is set for the World Cup Finals in Germany to start rolling. People from all over the world would like to watch the much aticipated matches in the Finals. As for me, I'm getting a bit crazy with soccer. I dont know how and why. I just really dont know why I'm such a big fan for soccer. thanks to Eugene and many other friends of mine... Soccer turned out to be my life... Haha...

Anyway, I'm just too happy today. One thing that make me happy is probably World Cup is coming. Another thing that makes my day go well is how I played soccer with Farhan, Eugene, Jack, Gavin and Fazil. Although I was a bit slack, I think I did well when I turned out to be serious. Haha... The game was quite fun, at first... Why I say that? I dont know, I was the goalie at first but I really wanted to run about since its been a week or so before I do that. After I got the chance to run, it was 'SHOWTIME'!!! I didnt score a goal at first. The rule set by our team was who scored the goal would be the goalie. In the end, only Farhan and I didnt score a goal at all. Every one was like... erm... 'not happy' with us since it was unfair for us not having to take the goalie's place. After that, they keep changing rules. I mean, the rules for the 'You score, you be Goalie' didnt change but for Farhan and me, we need to score a goal or else we would be goalie for the rest of the match... Haix... no choice, I tried to score...

I tried but not good enough... I only gave good passes that's all. One of it is that I stopped my opponent's ball with a tap from my leg. The ball rolled between the person's legs and rolled to Jack's feet. Just like what I did, Jack did a tap too, ending it with a wonderful finish as the ball goes into the post... GOAL!!! Haha... Nice play between Jack and me... That's what we call the Art of Soccer'... hehe... Anyway, back to the issue of scoring my goal, I did try to do it but it was deflection... Haha...Whatever, everyone still want me to be the goalie. They started to say all the past History of matches that allowed a deflection to be the scorer's goal and not an own goal... Whatever, I still need to do that... Haha... Goalie for once... hehe...

Anyway... After Gavin came, I wasnt the goalie at all, so no worries... I did many tricks... or should I say pure luck... I tried to pull back the ball, which ended up the guys saying that I dribble backwards... What the... haha... Anyway, that was cool but I would like to practise that again... Hehe... Soon, the game became very bored... Jack was slacking behind... Farhan wasnt playing his best and Fazil wasnt being supported up front. Since that period of time, I was feeling a bit 'Sian'. I dont know why... There's this feeling that tell me that I should do something about it. Maybe I should strike some goals... it may kill my boredom... I actually did that... with additional pattern... why I do that, I just love doing that. Consider it as giving a try since I'm a fan of Cristiano Ronaldo and I like to see players doing tricks too. I just put my best in it... Did a few nice shoots and patterns... I feel good, that's all. I mean... Its a game for me to enjoy and it's not about winning a Championship or what.

I admit that after attending the course of Sport and Wellness Management, I realised that no matter how bad is my playing, the team still sticks together. The good, the bad or the ugly, all kinds of outcomes... From the Charity Soccer Tournament on wards till today, my character did change completely... From a person who is hot-tempered in matches to a friendly guy. When people lunged tackles at me, I feel angry but I would still know how to control it and be friendly to them. Although I still keep cursing but that's me. I really use cursing as a way to release my temper. Hehe... Strange me... People have their own ways of dealing temper, me too... Anyway, I really enjoy the game today... All super friendly smiles... Haha... Wow... I like that feeling...

Before we end the match, we had a penalty. Gavin saved the shot and the ball was deflected to Jack. At that time, Jack was standing next to the pillar, with the 'sian' look, waiting for the penalty to be taken. When he got the ball, he just charged forward... Furthemore, the penalty taker was the goalie, there was no goalie at the post at all. A open goal... Thats what Jack did... he scored the last goal... Haha... in a cheeky manner... Now every one knows why he was standing at there... Waiting for opportunity to strike... Cheeky dude but a nice move... Haha... he was scoring quite a number of goals... Not bad...

After that, we have a short rest and we played 3 on 3... Poor Gavin, he was being tricked by Farhan and Fazil at the end of the match. He was running left and right to stop the ball... Haha... Nice try dude but you still need to train more. Eugene was the guy who started the 'One Leg Kicking Man'. Since he some sort of injuried his leg, he played with one leg.. Haha... Funny with style... He still managed to score with that one leg... Haha... I did score a few goals too... Happy to do that with some skills... 'Think before you take a move...' That's what I have learn and it will still be a useful advise for me... Haha... Always... in order to improve myself... Haha...

Cant wait for the World Cup now... Just another half an hour and the first would start... However, I must apologise to Violent Gal that I cant call her tonight... A man's business... That's a proper way to be put in... Haha... I know that you wish to have a chat but why dont after 2am. I do love chatting with you but realised that my phone bills might be high and my Mum would kill me next month... Haha... I'm trying to have short conversations with her but still couldnt... Haha... However, in my mind, I still like to chat with her for a few minutes or so. I dont know why... something fishy is wrong with me... I think I'm thinking too much about phone calls that's all... haha... An old man has his own troubles... That's me... trouble with phone calls... Haha... that's all for today... Hope you like my soccer story, Diana... Haha...

Exams are over... AT LAST!! I really have no mood after I finish my test on Tuesday. POA was not a good one. I think I would be failing that module. I just cant do the questions. My mind was completely blank... I did alot of mistakes... Just look at the marks on each question will make you go nuts... A 'Maths' question, consist of 22 marks??!! WHAT THE... Thanks for the nice experience of doing a POA test. I really had enough of that...

After the exam, the first comment I tell my friends was no 'Hi!' but 'Die!! Fail Liao!!!' Super demoralising paper... Think about that, I had another test afterwards. It's the Communication and Skills test. Although it sounds easy, since it's a MCQ test, it turned out to be so crappy... Yeah... Try this... You have 50 MCQs to be done in 50 minutes... Alright, MCQ is not a problem but when you look at the question, it was a killer...

Qn 5. According to the textbook, Maria had told her speakers about how she managed her time on making sure her child would listen to her. She said that 'I believe that a mother should have the responsibilty and patience in making sure that her child would obey her orders.' From the statement, what kind of approach is she using to get the attention of her audience?

That's an example of the question. Just look at how long the question is??!! What the... and you have the same length of questions for 50 times... Doesnt it sound fishy??!! I gave up on that exam too... Tuesday... What the... Seems like a killer day to me... Probably Tuesday wasnt my good day at all. I think I need to buck up on my POA during the holidays... I must start to make sure that my work is consistent and my studies is not in a jeapody. Haix... What luck I have on Tuesday...

Projects are flooding in during my holidays. From the actual 4 to the current 3. This is good news for me. I really have no time for projects since my holidays are only 2 weeks and the World Cup is starting tomorrow, so I really need to be planning my time wisely in order to complete it on the deadline. Marketing project... I.T. Project... Speech Project... The topics are getting difficult for me since I'm not a business talented person. What's business?? I dont know... That's a very complicating question for me to answer...

Marketing Project: Research on Comnay 'Triumph'
I.T. Project: Create Website on 'Wedding Planning'
Speech Project: Social Enterpreneur: Will it be good and profitable?

Wow.... What a holiday to spend with... Instead of hanging out with my friends, I think part of the time I need to go abck to school for something interesting; meetings and CCA... Poly life is good?? Well, you can say that again... However, when it goes bad, it is REALLY bad...

I have nothing to say here... These days, chatting with people on the phone makes me have a hang with it. I dont know... Right now, it seems like I'm waiting for a phone call or something... Maybe a message?? We made a promised on that night not to call each other but it seems there is something weird in me??? Maybe I'm just too engross to phone calls chatting?? Haha... Mind me... I'm just getting old and I need special entertainment that's all... Haha... Ending here... What the... So tired now...

Tomorrow is the last paper for my Poly exams... I havent start studyuing yet but I will do it at 10pm. Thus, I need to rush up with this post in order for Diana to read bedtime stories... Haha... Kidding... Anyway, talk about the Balloon Hat Festival, it was tiring... but fun. Let's start from the Band leaving the school...

The Band left the school at around 2pm. by that time, a lot of things happened. Balloons bursting... People in the wrong attire... No one helping to lock the school gate... Haix... I was the one who locked the gates and I missed the bus... not really.. I boarded the first bus and I sacrificed myself to close the gates. In the end, the first bus left... Luckily, I saw the second bus and I shouted at them to wait for me... or else, I need to run after the bus to Sentosa... Haha... Locked the gates, back into the bus. The bus is full of Sec 1s and Ariff, Sulas and Farhan were in the bus... Anyway, the journey to Sentosa was long, boring and tiring. I didnt have a nice sleep on that day, thanks to my nephews... I started to listen to my music, from a sitting poistion, to a lyng down position... I soon knocked out as I lay on the seat... That's it... When I woke up, we were reaching Sentosa soon... Wow... That's fast...

We alighted 6the bus, follow the people in front as we walked to an end of the Palawan beach... an dI mean it... From ONE end to the OTHER!!! Under the Scorching sun and I'm wearing a black shirt, the heat was killing me. Normally people say that Sentosa has the best weather... Not on that day for me... it kills me very easily, like I'm a chicken to be fried very soon... We reached the shelter and everyone started to rest... Hot, sweaty... Tired... That's what I can say about the Band members as I see them. In the end, the whole thing started at 5 plus... We need to burst the balloons that we had made in order to make sure that all the schools start at the same time. There goes our balloons... burst into pieces... After that, the real fun begins... As the siren sounded and the tune is heard, each school Band played their piece and everyone started to dance around. The seniors also danced with the main Band... Everyone enjoyed that part... After that, the bad part begins...

We started to make the balloons... I helped to pump the ballloons and I began to sweat like hell. I really cant figure out how i could pump till I sweat so much. probably its due to the heat from the Sun... In the end, balloons were bursting everywhere.... People tying the balloons, people pumping the balloons... People making the balloons... Wow... what a event it was. I didnt know Balloon Hat Festival is so tough after all. Furthermore, my arms are aching, since I tried to fan the whole Band with a flyer... From one end to the other, again... My arms are aching now while I type... see how stress am I... haha...

Our Band marched onto the road in Sentosa with the other Bands... Fun... However, I was monkeying around as I ran around the beach just to find VJ and Vincent... I finally found them as they were taking pictures and videoing the whole Band... thanks VJ for the help... We really need your camera since ours have its battery go flat... We marched to the beach and everyone was screaming and shouting. While for me, I wasnt doing that at all. I really felt abit annoying since the person next to em, who was from another school, keep swinging her balloon... I mean, she was waering a balloon hat, which was horizontally made... When she turned her head to the left, the balloon followed, and it hit me... Then she turned her head to her right, it hit me AGAIN!!! and AGAIN... and AGAIN... and AGAIN and........ You know what I mean... People came to enjjoy the show while I came and get whack for sure... In the end, the teachers were laughing at me, as well as my juniors... Haha... I dont mind being laughed at but seriously, it was annoying... The worst part had yet to come... The officials told us to burst our balloons... What the!!! We made the balloons like hell and you ask is to burst it again??!!! I GAVE UP!!!

After the 'fun' of bursting balloons, we had to carry the stuff back into the bus. Again, from ONE end to the OTHER, I carried the box of bottles back... The seniors tried to help too... as well as some students... It was like walking to the end of the horizon of planet Earth... What the.. What a painful death it was for me.... Tired... hungry... Whatever... As we got into the bus, it was finally, RELAX... I just stand for the whole journey back since there's no more seats... Everyone got one bu not me... Forget it... We reached back school and everyone was like packing up... I need to be the 'Sales Promoter' to get everyone to get the food packets... Those were packets of chicken rice and I seemed to sell the food to them... "Buy one packet get one packet for free... Buy one packet for free and you get another for free..." Haha... Business marketing... That's what I have learnt... Haha...

After that, I had a hearty meal at the nearby Kopitiam and went back home... Then things happened again... Someone smsed me to say things that I really have no idea of responding... I only, seriously, treat her as a friend... nothing else... I really hope she would be fine now... I'm reallyu sorry to reject you but its not a good idea when you want things on your way. Love is a matter of two people like each other. However, I treat you, like you, as a friend... Well, maybe you think too much... Dont be sad, I will be your boulder if you need any help... That's a friend in need, a friend indeed.

Since I'm so stress, just then, Violent gal called my phone, saying that she was alone and she need someone to talk to her... Well, I dont mind since I'm also bored and stressed... We chatted... from after I reached home, we paused and continued after my shower... All the way till 3.30am... Cool huh???!! I mean, I realised that she is not that bad at all. She just do not know how to express her feelings... Seriously... You need any help, call me... I try to help you... be your adviser, be your boulder... for you to cry, talk to, scold or whack.. (since you like to whack me... Haha...) Alright... Stopping her... Study time... Good luck to me for POA... By the way... POA... you really suck... I still dont know why my Mum likes you alot... bad timing I guess... Whatever...

My newphews are in my house... I dont know when would they be leaving but I hope as soon as possible. I say that is not because I hated them. Its because they are too noisy. I dont mind having kids in my home, making a din but please, give me a room to do my own things. Friday was the start of my nightmare, actually is morning scare.

I slept at around 2 on Friday morning since Friday was my 'off day' from school. I supposed that I could enjoy my sleep till 11am or so. However, that was not possible. My sleep was disturbed by my newphews since 6.45am. What the... Although my eyes are close, my ears cant. How am I suppose to shut my ears while I'm sleeping??!!! Unless I have ear plucks but I dont think so it would work at all. Haha... Anyway... i just continue to sleep... till around 8.30am, the noise is back again. This time, my newphews didnt try to disturb my sleep... They just play my beach ball next to my bed... They keep dropping the ball, which give out a loud 'THUD'... What the... How am I suppose to sleep like that??!! Finally, I gave up. I got up and helped them with whatever I could. No choice... Kids... Nowadays they really got onto my nerves... Haha...

Anyway, escaped from my house at 3pm to meet Poh Ee and gang for the BBQ at Jacinth's house. It's been a long time since we met each other... Alright, not that long, maybe a few months ago. Haha... Anyway, I met them at the Condo. As I walked along the walkway towards the BBq pit, memories of the past came into my mind. The last time I was there seemed to be like a year ago... maybe 2 years??? I dont know but it's still memories. We began to chat and I tried to help the rest if they needed any assistance. After that, Mr Ong came, who is my ex-tuition teacher. We went to bought some food and chat about stuff like soccer and many more. I really enjoy talking to him most of the time...

The fun really started while having my dinner. Andy, Jarell, Mr Ong, Mah and Hong and I sat together and have our boys' chat. We had Vodka, food and fruits... All the delicious food keep pouring in. I was nearly druck.... or should I say I'm wasnt the firts one to be drunk... Mah was the first one to be... I dont know... He finished one cup before I do... However, he was more alert than me. While for me, I keep saying the wrong things, after sip... What the... I say fruits into mee hoon... Satay into something else... What the... Although the Vodka is 40% alcohol, it couldnt be so fast that make me to go blur??!!!

After that, we had a swim together at the pool... Since the kids are plyaing water balloons, an idea struck my mind and we started to play Water Rugby. I tried to organise the game since its consider new by most of the people. it's like a frisbee, rugby and captains ball game... Frisbee in the sense like away from your opponent in one arm's length, captains ball due to the throwing and no running with the balloon and rugby because of the roughness. Anyway, it was a fun game but I got some scratches on my hands... Wow... These people are super rough... Haha... However, I dont mind... hehe...

After a long night, it was time to go back home... Fun!!! That's all I can say about that. However, I could not wait for today, which is the Balloon Hat Festival, held in Sentosa with the Band. I mean... This is the Band's first time going for the balloon Hat Festival and I'm just too excited to see what's that all about in the event. Right now in Canberra using the Computer lab... I dont know what really happen when I entered the lab, when VJ and gang started to congratulate me for being whosever friend or so... Well... Even if I know, I try not to know... Haha... Alright... Cant wait for this event to start... Will type my blog again...

By the way, I did tried to escape from the rascals at home... When I waked up... I started to get ready and left house straight... Bad me??? Probably... However, I did suffer in the end since I didnt slept well last night... Worst of all... I have no place to sleep... Why??? Pauline, my sister's friend, came to stay at our house... Wow!!! She slept on my bed.. So, I need to share the bed with my Dad... No bed... No blanket... Shivering under the cold Air Con... What the... Then... I think Dad gave me his blanket when he left for work... Worst thing is that I startled him... I thought something cold just covered me... thinking that I had wet my pants or what... I jumped up... look at him.. Went back to sleep... Cool right??? Wow... What a nightmare....