As usual, Poly is boring... Haha... Although exams is around the corner, I'm still being lazy. I dont know why... No motivation, as usal... Anyway, I realised something while being with Jackson and Andy. We headed to the Grassroots Club to play pool. For me, playing pool is like learning how to saw a wood. My D&T is not that good so it takes time to learn how to cut a perfect line on the wood. Just like playing pool, my skills are so suck that I only managed to hit one ball into the hole in one game. Wow!!! After that, we played a game, which has numbers 1 to 9. I won twice, which much luck... Haha...

After that, we took the train and have a nice chat. While in the train, they were talking about gals... They say that I was the 'blur blur' type, who dont know how to look at gals. Why they think so? It's because they never see me look at gals before. Dotz... This sounds like I'm a gay but I'm actually not. I'm straight!!! That's what I want to say... hehe... Yeah!! Looking gals is not my best but talking to gals, still alright. When we were in the train, they saw a pretty gal, in purple. I need to hunt for the gal that the two of them are talking about from yio Chu Kang MRT Station to Yishun MRT station. What the... More than 10 minutes to spot that gal.

By the way, Andy and Jackson, I dont think so that gal is wearing a purple shirt!!! That dont look purple to me. Maybe I'm having colour blind... Haha... What the... Maybe I'm still a noob in this kind of thing. I gonna learn something new from you all. Haha... What the... Noob Wei Teck, noob Nicholas... Under probation for sight-looking... Sian... Haha... Ending here...

What the... Looking at pretty gals sounds so hard for me!!! OMG!!!

After a nice nap and a tasty dinner, I'm blogging again. I gonna type a short post here... Haix... Today, some of us send MDm Annu off at the airport. Representing 5E3 are Hakim, Amirul, Fazil and me. There are still other people there... For instance, Norharlinie's Sister and her boyfriend (I assumed...), Haikal and some 5E1 guys. What's more some Sec. 3s are there, as well as Sec 4s. I really dont know why Natelie would be there... I dont remember Mdm Annu teaches their class and why bringing her Mummy to the airport??? Wow!!! Strange...

Anyway, Fazil and I took the train to Changi Airport. Seems like we are the earliest to arrived. We talked to Mdm Annu and gave her our wishes as well as everyone's gratitude to her by signing a farewell card for her. She just took us, "Wow! I feel so lucky today..." Something like that... Maybe it's her first time to see many of us coming here to send her off... While some of us took pictures with her, I looked at her relatives and some were already in tears. While Mdm Annu and her family started to say their prayers together for the last time today, I was having this weird feeling. I dont know why... The feeling is just like went I got my 'O' Level results... When I saw Eugene and some of my friends cried, I would follow them too... Crazy me... probably I think too much.

After their prayers, she went to embrace each and every family member. As one by one she hugs them, each and everyone started to tear. While for me, I was going to cry at any moment. Sound gay to everyone but seriously, I really dont know what to say. In my heart, the words of 'Goodluck' keep repeating. When she headed to us, she said this to the guys. "Good luck... and study hard..." You can see the guys all smiling, like what they did usually in Canberra Sec during the past. One of the gals cried. Wow... adding extra pressure to me... As we said goodbye to her, everyone walked to the glass panel and see her and her kids, as well as her husband checked-in. I started to ponder alot. The day she teaches us... How I get her help in order to pass my Chemistry... How she bring joy and laughter to the class... Though she's fierce, she did help me alot to make me pass my Chemistry... Miss those moments... Miss her alot now... Haix...

Thanks for everything Mdm Annu... Thanks... Do come back next year if you can... Haix... Sian... Why my tears keep flowing after typing this post... What the...

It's been a while since I blogged. Wow... I have been busy this week. Test, presentation and quiz... Now, I got to prepare for my next test, which is Oral COmmunication (Speech). What the... Seriously, I'm really exhausted. I really need the rest, to get away from Poly and do things that I like to do. However, it wont happen. If it does, Singapore would be gone by then. Haha... In this society, everyone do play a part to ensure that everything moves on. Like me, I'm still moving on but compare my pace with my friends, I should be the slow one. I dont know why. It seems like these days are crazy for me. I've been moody these days though I still smile. Troubles all over my head? You bet!!!

Let's restart everything, from head to toe, from Monday onwards. Yeah! I was really angry on that day after the presentation. I was so angry that Huai Xin's laptop gonna be thrown away if I hold it. Anyway, I didnt throw... hehe... After that, my group mates apologised to me but it's all over. No point... I did 60 to 70 percent of the work and the presentation ended in that way, which was a big blow for me. Anyway, I learnt from Kenny that as a leader, it seems that you need to bear most of the responsibility, especially the workload. Alright... I learnt something, thanks Kenny and Andy...

Tuesday was quite alright. I know that I have quiz but I didnt study. Like what many of us had thought of that. So many things to do and the quiz is just only 5% for our result, must well dont study... haha... Yeah... 50 question, 50 minutes. I just crap all the way and submit it online. I really did read the questions carefully unless I dont know how to do, I just put any answer in the box. After that, I went to meet Christine and Violent. The 2 of them... haix... I really wonder why they buy so much snacks, especially Violent. Crazy gal... We chat for a while and I got whack again... Ouch... These days my back is so sensitive to pain. What the... Seeing the both of them, I do feel much better... It's like I'm seeing some small kids in the neighbourhood. Lol... Yeah, they are indeed small kids. After that, I went back to Canberra and do nothing. i wanted to study but fail to do so... We ate pizza... Wow... and that was it... Home sweet home...

Woke up at 5.30am to study my Statistics theory test... Alright... When I do the test on that day, it was quite good. However, 6 marks are gone... I will work harder for the exam... Full marks?? I try to do that if I can. After that, I went to Canberra to teach the Sec 4Ns. Ms Lee's iPod, I must repeat again, it really stinks. HEr smell... OMG!!! I let Xin Ni, my Mei Mei... smell the iPod, she just said this... 'MS LEE??!!!' Wow... Ms Lee's aroma is so strong that even we humans can imitate the dogs in the Police department. It's like we have a good sense of smell... especially hers... Wow... Police dog can have a day's off... Ms Lee's student can take over the job... haha...

Thursday, hum... I was late for V.E. because of doing my project. Anyway, V.E. was really fun... Haha... Though it was only less than an hour's session, it is quite fun too... Haha... A friend of ours is leaving Singapore to go back to Germany... Wow... Wish her good luck... Lol... While for Friday, I went to the seminar of 'Communication Advantage'. It was an interesting seminar. The guy was superb, the lay was... AR!! Disastrous!! Haha... Anyway, I did learn a few things too... Haha... Furthermore, i saw a colleague from Senopress> I dont know her name since we worked for 4 days. Anyway, I hope I can get her contact number... if I can... haha... Maybe Nigel will have it?? Who knows. After that, I went back to Canberra for Band with Ariff. It was quite alright. To me, I think the Band can still improve... I dont know how but I believe their music could be better.. Work hard Band!!! After Band, V.J. treated me to watch the mocie, 'The Lacke House'. It's a nice love story... Thanks alot V.J. and Reeza. I think I now have a better inspiration of composing music with better scenarios.... Haha...

Today?? I bought a Size one Ball!! Yes!!! Finally... After that, I bought the slippers that I want. Alright. I didnt buy the bag I want since its not there. That was a nice Queensway trip. After that, things go very bad... I thought there's swimming but in the end, there isnt. I reached the pool and found no one at there. What the... After that, i thought there's soccer, I called Eugene but turn out to be no soccer... 2nd shot!! Down 2!!! Never mind... Next, my last place to go is to go to Hong's house to do some composing... I called his HP and he didnt answer. I called his house and his sister say he isnt at home... YES!!! STRIKE 3!!! I'm OUT!!! Where to go nexct?? Home lah!!!! Sian 1/2.. Went back home and slack... Haha... Tomorrow is Mdm Annu's departure. I will be going there... People... Who want to visit her for the 'last time', please go to the airport, Terminal 2... around 11am... Thanks... Stopping here... Haix... Tired...

This is entitled as 'My Complaint'. However, I wont talk much about it. It all started like this... First, I have mentoring with the Secondary 4Ns... What's next?? MS Lee had past them her iPod. In the iPod, it contains all her podcasts for History... Never mind. Luckily, there isnt any music or else the students will misuse it. However, STILL, this is not what I want to complain...

Sorry Ms Lee but I want to admit this... WHAT KIND OF PERFUME HAVE YOU BEEN USING THESE YEARS??!!! Sorry for this big words but the 4Ns do want to know too... My... Your iPod has that 'sensational' smell... I think should be fragrance... OMG!!! Now I'm having a headache after smelling too much of that frangrance... Sorry, my bad Ms Lee... Seriously, it does stinks... to me... it reminds me of my Dad cigarette smell but you dont smoke at all... So, before I conclude, the question still remains... What perfume are you using... or do you call that smell 'unique'??? If it's yes... I have no comments... if it's a no, I also have no comments... My only comment I could say to you is that...

'Wow... Your iPod smells good, just like you...' Lol... Sorry for the sarcastism but... its words right from the bottom of my heart... Bless you and dont blast me when you see me soon... Haix... Headache...

Yesterday's Economics Presentation a trash!! Finally, I lost my cool and I walked out of the class to chill myself down. Everyone can see how 'black' is my face. Haix. It seems that I'm the only one who knows the facts well. What is this?? Maybe I dont know what the hack I'm talking but seriously, that bloody Economics teacher, Mr. Ong, can just get a beating from me at any moment. Why?? Why!!! Why you need to ask so many questions??? Seems like your 15 minutes of presentation turn out to be a 1/2 hour one???!!! What the... This shows something... Economics does sucks to the core.

Luckily, i'm able to cool down... thanks peeps!! I know that I should not vent my anger but if you were me, I think you will be angry too... You send so much time on the project and everything is being screwed. I'm not blaming anyone now since it's over. Now, this incident is like the past. I just forget it. Thanks Kenny and Andy... You two give me alot of advises... Maybe I should keep my temper, stay cool!!! Kenny, as my big brother, head of the 'Three Musketeers', you really let me learn alot of things... Thanks... While for Andy, you really help me alot too... Since we are Pri. 6... Then now we are in the same class again. Thanks alot... Your tips about my character make me change alot... I will try to be stronger in the future... making myself to be a better leader... Thanks...

Stopping here now... Got to go for school... Sian... late again... What the....?#$@#!!!!!!!

Exams coming soon!!! Stupid Poly!! Why!!! Why must have exams at this period of time? I mean... Just look at this... I'm now enjoying my life in Poly and exams is coming so soon. Holy!! I have presentation tomorrow, quiz on Tuesday and ICA on Wednesday. What a rush. What's worst? Hong Jun Yang's Campus concert!!! I didnt get the tickets and I need to teach the Sec 3s on that day... Forget it... I just listen his songs in my MP3 player. That would be better.

Anyway, I need to wear tie tomorrow... That's super formal!!! Stupid Mr. Ong from Economics... A tie is needed too? I think I rather bring a rope and tie you upside down. That will be better for us. If you do ask questions, and its not stop, you better get ready to have sticky tapes on your mouth. Haha... Wow!! Seems like I'm so bad today. What is wrong with me?? I dont know. I just realised that many teachers are becoming gay... That Mr Ong is already classified as a gay... What's worst... Diana told me that Canberra has some gay teachers. They punished students for typing vulgarities on MSN. What's worst... The teacher used that person's MSN and print the whole conversation... What the hell??!!! Crazy teacher. I dont see the point that a teacher should do that... What's worst??? The teacher dont know how to scold vulgarities?? Or maybe she's too innocent to know one or use one.... What the... The wrong society in Canberra... The wrong teachers teaching in Canberra. How I wish it refers to Canberra in Australia... Too bad.. too sad...

Congrats to my friends who are finally together. Haha... I feel happy for them. Haha... However, I realised another thing... I should compose a song for both of you, as it's a dream come true for both of you!!! Know who you are right??!! I dont need to be that obvious!!! Unless you want me to play the 'Who wants to be a millionaire' game, asking who are the couple who are together... Got option 'A', 'B', 'C', 'D'... What's worst... Still got 3 kinds of aids... Phone, audience or 50-50??!!! OH COME ON!!! Haha!!!

By the way, Diana, nice chat with you today... Hope Ms Lee dont shoot you down for the mindmap or else, I will be dead on Wednesday... or should I say I'm already dead on Wednesday. It's either she kills me or strangle me... haix... Whatever... Stop here now... (Exams coming.... Less than 3 weeks... What the...)

Wow... Although my Mum's birthday is 22nd, right now, USA should be still 22nd July... Haha... This means that her birthday is not over according to the Universal time. Anyway, Mum, happy Birthday. Although I didnt manage to give you any gift since I cant cook for you for dinner, the clebration at KFC is still splendid. Furthermore, at least I scored a goal during the match... that goal is just for you Mum!!! A birthday goal for you!!!

Lets start from thsi morning... I'm busy with projects and I hate it. The rest are not doing as much work as mine... Lol... Although I'm hot tempered at times, I cant vent my anger on the computer. No point!! It's a non-living object and if I abused it by hitting the CPU, I need to pay the damages??!! Haix.. After completing the project, I called Derik that I'm not coming for the outing. Reason for that: I'm too tired... Need some sleep. After I prepared my things and wanted to sleep, I could not do so. Why??? I dont know... I know I'm tired but I just cant sleep. I end up watching the movie that I borrowed from Fairus, Fast & Furious: Tokyo Drift... It was a nice movie... My rating for it... hum... 4 over 5. The drift are really amazing. I really like it alot. Too bad Singapore dont allow people to drift in the PIE expressway. Think again... If they allow... more accidents will occur... Better not to have drifting cars in expressway... Haha...

After that, I helped my sister to do a small favour to make the cheese cake that she's planning to do. Alright... White in colour... Alot of 'Oreo'... alot of cheese... by the way, it's 2 packs of cheese... What the... So much. When I end up eating it, it's all Cheese... I suppose she mixed together with the Oreo but it turned out to be unsuccessful. Haha... Maybe the next time I should try that too... Maybe I can do a better job... Maybe... but first, I must eat the whole cake as soon as possible... Seems like I'm the only one who dares to eat it... Sian... Cheese cake for breakfast?? ANYONE??

After that, I finally sleep. Wow!! That was like 3 plus in the afternoon. Sorry to those people in V.E., I really dont wish to go since I'm tired but didnt expect to sleep at that time... Anyway, heard that you guys did enjoy yourself... haha... that's good. Anyway, I have some inconvinence too since I need to eat dinner with my Mum... Haha... Anyway... Hope to see you all soon on Thursday... hehe... Back to my day's crap, I woke up at 6 plus... My Mum and Sister were like calling me to wake up... Sian... I was really tired... I just wana sleep more... We went to KFC and have our celebration. 10 pieces of chicken... My Bandito... Popcorn chicken... and many many more... Pauline(my sister's friend) was also there. Though they did enjoy themselves, there is some ugly scene... probably to me only... I feel so bad when I see my Mum put our food on the table, which the other customers have been waiting to sit on that table. By then, my whole body was on fire. I dont know... I just look at the eyes of the customers, the people who sit next to us... What the... I just cant stand this nonsense... What to do next?? I told them I went to the toilet and I just tried to wash my face to cool down... Haix... Never mind... I still dont know why Singaporeans have this 'Kiasu' behaviour. Although I'm a Singaporean, I dont always have this 'Kiasu' characteristics... Hope not... since today's its Mum's birthday... I told myself to chill a little.. Relax... SMILE!!!

After the meal, I rushed to the soccer court at Sembawang... It was nearly 8.30pm when I reached there and I didnt expect to see some friends of mine at the court who were not playing soccer. First, Syikin, at the MRT Station. She's heading to her Granny's house. Next, Jolene's friend. I dont know her name but in school, we always call each other not by names but a greeting of 'YO!!!' Anyway, she was in her netball attire. What the... After that, I realised that the netballers have a feasting at the court... Lol... What's that celebration, I gonna check it out with V.J. soon... We started to play a small match and alright... Slowly and steady, I was like pumped up a little. After that, we took a rest and the real match begins. The court is so big and we had a 8 vs 8 match. In the end, we won the match. Seriously, I dont think it was a fair match. We have the elites in our group, which makes it more difficult for Eugene's group to attack us.

We keep using counter-attacking tactics to win the match. The match was well played... No fouls or fights... haha... Anyway, I scored a goal. It was a pass from my teammate and the ball was still bouncing at knee level. The next move that I did was to immitate like Eugene, following his method of kicking the ball. I volleyed the ball into the post. It was definitely a lucky shot. it hits Eugene (the goalie at that moment) and hit the post, and hit Eugene again, the post again, and rolled towards the goal. Hum... What I can say is that its a lucky shot. Haha... More training is needed... Anyway, that goal is for you, Mum!!! Hope you like it.. Although I dont tell you how I fare in a match but in my mind, that goal is really just for you... hehe... Hope you like it. That's what a soccer player could give to his family members... That's the right way I guess... Haha...

Gavin was our team's goalie and he did well... Really!!! The penalty save he made was superb. Nice reflexes... Haha... However, during the match, everyone seems to use my quote... What quote? It's shouted as 'Siam!!!' I wanted to head the ball but too many people are around me so I shouted to teammates, 'Siam!' to tell them that I'm heading the ball. After that, everyone used the word 'Siam!' What the...First, its the stupid kick I made that make my day to be famous... Now, its the quote that make me famous again... Lol... By the way, Jack!! How's your head... try not to injuried your head again. It looks like this court is not a good one foryou today... and for the previous time, when you have a cut on your forehead... Hum... Anyway.. rest well...

Sion's words are qute motivating at times... Think about it, I realised that he made me to be more alert at times while getting the ball. Since I'm like running the whole place all the time, when the opponent got the ball, he shouted at me to run... using speed. Hum... I think I did improve on my stamina. However, more improvement can be made... Gym for next Friday??? you bet!!! Thanks Sion... What you taught me... is really essential... It's good to have you as a friend...

Haix.. Stopping here now... Economics project must be settled by tomorrow... Gonna screw those people who do a full crap on it... Tired me... Exams are coming... 3 more weeks... Good luck everyone!!! STUDY WELL!!!

Yesterday night was Mdm Annu's farewell party. it's good to see her again, since i have not seen her in school for 2 weeks... Haha... Anyway, she is still like before, smiling and strict. Anyway, yesterday is a busy day, thats what I gonna admit. In the morning, I woke up around 8 plus and I started to play Crazy Taxi again. I got the game from NYP... hehe... I copy the file and put it in my thumbdrive. Since I dont have any good games to play at home, well, maybe just have some fun playing Crazy Taxi will kill my boredom. Haha...

I was late for my project meeting. Actually we met at 11 but I reached there at 12.30pm. Cool!! Worst of all, Farhan didnt come, as well as Kenneth, so its left with me and Huai Xin. Never mind about that. I have to serach for the information on India since Daryl's information was totally out of point. What the... Giving me the hard jobs... Never mind... I ended up doing the project till 4plus. I actually meeting Fairus to help out in the BBQ but couldnt. When I reached Canberra Secondary, it was like 5pm??!! Wow!!! Band... I need to be there... be their mentor for the day, screaming at them to make sure they are alert and awake...

The Band was having their rehersal on the coming NDP. My remarks for their performance? A flop! That's what I want to say. I have no mood to see the Band like this. We have some troubles while marching as some cars are leaving the school. Everyone moved to one side and and wait for the cars to leave. Looking at MR Lee's face, I know he's losing his patience. You wont like to see this; Slowly, one by one, each car leave the carpark. What's worst?? You want the Band members to learn something. Time is running out!!! In the end, when everything is alright, you see them stroll back to their positions. I had enough with this nonsense and I yelled... Wow... Think about that again... I didnt know I can shout that loud... Haha...

What's worst?? They are marching with watches... In a standing position, they still can move around, tie their hair... blah and blah and blah... What is this?? Oh my GOSH!!! They really dont have the discipline at all to do the right thing at the right time. I hope next week I dont need to see this again or else they all gonna get scolding from me. Once Mdm Tan has left, things start to get worst. If no one wants to do the job, as well as the teachers who take charge of the Band, the seniors will do it... haix... Just like V.E., if no one is discipline enough, we wont be singing beautiful music. This means that right now, the V.E. is really discipline... lol..

After that, I rushed to the party... Eat some rice and noodles and we played soccer. I scored a goal. That was super lucky. Strange... Gavin saved Eugene's strike but not mine... What's worst?? Mine was like slowly rolling into the goal... My!!! I think there's something wrong with me... Fast, hard-striking balls... equals to no goals... Slow striking, super lucky balls... can get a goal or two... Man!! My legs are crazy... What a stupid day... I think my legs now are having cramps... I dont know... Since Monday, I was like having some diffiiculty walking to NYP. i hope its not a tear at the ligament. Haix... Never mind... Wont die at all... Haha...

After that, we continue to feast... and feast and many more... Xin Ni Mei Mei was talking her joke.. You just look at everyone's face... All of them are giving her the 'Diao' look... Seriously, Mei... I dont think so your joke is funny.. It should be an exam question... Haha... Maybe you should learn more tricks from Jimmy... hehe... He's one of the best in giving out jokes... hehe... No offense... but... if there's a need for a calculator, do tell me... this will help us solve the question more easily... After that, the rest went to the coffee shop to have supper while I stay back to clear the mess. I followed Fairus to get the disc, Fast and Furious: Tokyo Drift... Cool!!! Once I got it, I went to meet the rest...

This morning, I woke up at 6plus... Actually is at 5am but my alarm should be cut off... I think I did press on the button... Haha... I woke up and started my project till 10 plus... haix... so tired... I cant afford to meet the V.E. people today. By the way, the BB Concert was cancelled so no singing today. Phew! At least I have some time to complete the whole document... Seems like I did the most credit out of the whole project... Kenny, now I know what kind of shit we have been facing if we are not teammates... Haix... The 'Three Musketeers', you, Andy and me... Lol... I think we can do a perfect job together... Haha... Stopping now.. time to sleep...

Just by thinking about the past, you will find yourself foolish at times... Your past actions, your past memories, the words you said to someone... many many more. When I recall my last time when I talked to Syikin, it was like a few months ago. Haha... Finally, we have the chance to talk to each other, again. An half hour chat is quite meaningful... Haha... I dont know... Maybe it's because we have this sort of cable that connect us together once again. We understand each other's problems in the past. However, the cable is like a wear and tear item. If you dont use it too often, it will spoil very easily. When you started to need that cable, it seemed to be not working any longer. It was so fast... It was like a few months ago, we were in Canberra Secondary and the time was like 2004... Lol... Time does move very fast, harder than you can imagine. Right now, I might be same as before, still a person who would hang a smile... Compared to the me in the past... Hum... You can call me foolish... Over-sensitive... and many more bad spots...

I really dont know why am I tying this crap. Maybe I'm just bored that's why... Hehe... Heard a story today. It starts like this... In the past, this gal fall for a guy, or should I say crush??!! Anyway, the guy actually have some feelings for the gal but he doesnt know how to tell the gal. Moreover, the gal didnt tell the guy about it. The matter just go on... till both of them became friends... When confessed to each other, it was all too late. The gal had someone in her heart. While the guy, he was still the same, happy go lucky. However, he was happy that the gal did say that she liked him before. Although right now they are friends, the memories shared by them would always be remembered. The guy would always be the gal's angel, who would try to make her smile if she's sad or stress (moody). While for the gal, she is also the guy's angel, especially when the guy is sad. Though they wont be able to meet each other frequently, it's only time that will bring them together once again, to have a chat for a few minutes... Who knows. It's all destined.

Listening this story, it reminds me of another friend of mine. He chatted with a gal that he bearly know a month. How they know each other? I dont know. It should start from the Chinese Lunuar New Year, when they met each other. After that, they met each other while playing Frisbee in school... then a concert to Victoria JC. At that time, the gal was moody. That friend of mine, he just tried to cheer the gal up. He doesnt know the reason. After that, for the next 2 days, the gal and him were like chatting through sms. Worst still, the guy was finding it strange, until he messaged the gal if she likes him or not. It turned out to be his imagination. However, he realised that the gal actually do have feelings for her. Too bad, it was like a year later that he know the truth. Happy or not, my friend just wish that gal, and her guy, to stay happily ever after. Haha... That foolish friend of mine... MAN!!! What a waste to you... hehe... Anyway, smile!!! Life is still wonderful without loving someone... At least you know that someone did place you in her heart in the past. Better than nothing!!! Haha...

Today's mentoring is quite alright... However, the stupid thing is to see someone fell down, straight to the ground. I saw it in my own eyes. Haha... She fell to the ground, without moving her body, vertically go down. Haha... Next time be careful!!! Diao... Like that also can fall... -.-"

After that, I went to V.E. and I was late. Sorry people... Haha... Anyway, we sang quite well today and I realised that we can do better. I know that I did sang some mistakes. luckily there's Ben in Tenor or else I will be crying for help from Derik... Haha... Anyway, Derik, I still prefer to write your name as 'Derik' than 'Derrick'... Its much unique, am I right?? Haha... After that, we sang Alvis's birthday song and he sang 2 songs for us. A rap and a nice crappy song. I dont know the titles but I did record his voice into my phone. OOPS!!! My bad Alvis... However, one thing to tell you, you singing is not bad at all. Although it does makes people laugh, I think you sing well. Why?? That's because you enjoy the singing. Haha... You like it, just do it! That's the way dude!!!

By the way, I realised that some things are precious to us. This friend of mine... I dont know you will be angry if I post it here or not but I can say that you missed that person so much. I dont know whether the gift you recieved is what I saw today but seriously, I do understand how you feel if anything goes wrong with your gift. A faulty or even a scratch on it, you will be heart broken and the image of that person would appear. You may be the happy person that I see at all times but when things gone cock-up, you are super mad... I hope you will be happy no matter what... I maybe dont understand how you feel but seriously, I hope that you will like the life you have right now... No regrets... No hurt feelings again... A lesson that I have indeed learnt today, even if the gift is tool or a memory, it will always stay in someone's heart... someone's mind... forever... Even if it takes a 1000 years to forget the person, it will be hard for you to do so... People... Please treasure your close ones... Thanks to that friend, you did taught me something valuable...

CHRISTINE!!! SMILE LA!!! These days you been so 'sian' and sad. I just hope you will smile again. Dont worry about the stupid incident. Listen to me... Smile... Hope you enjoy your BBQ this Friday. Dont give me a grumpy look. Come on!! SMILE!!! Hehe... Stopping here... Ending stories now... People... please smile before you sleep. Makes you feel better... sort of.. but not to your family members, or they will dial 999 instead of telling you to sleep... hehe...

Haix... After the commotion between Gavin and I, it seems like people are trying to tag on my blog, trying to release their anger on it. Hum... I dont mind but it seems like I'm sick with this commotion, which has me on the line. All the crap about seeing a post or not... Lol... Anyway, Leo and FX, just stop the scolding. I know its abit harsh to say that but seriously, we are from the same school though different levels... Cant you two just chill for a moment or two?? Relax...

Yeah... Yesterday I went to Malaysia with alot of people. People who I know and people who I didnt know... Christine, Marine and the rest who were in Taiwan last year, except for Nigel, Kenrick's family and Jun Jie's family. We met each other around 7 plus. I woke up at 6am and went to have my shower and get ready to go. We met Mr and Mrs Goh and went to the nearest market near the Checkpoint to have our meals. In the end, we just eat something simple since we were late. Christine was messaging me and seemed like we are really late. In the end, we were not late... Lol... As everyone came and we took the bus, which is a travelling bus. Before I got the chance to enter the bus, the bus next to us crashed onto the metal bar. Lol... What the... start of the day and this thing happened... What a drunk driver that person was...

At first, I was sleeping in the bus. Bored is what I can say. I read my John Terry book and the newspapers... In the end, I was too tired that I slept... After that, things started to get interesting when I chatted with Zhi Jie... We first reached to a place where they get their durians. What the... Number 1, I dont eat durians... Number 2... We need to walk about a kilometre or 2 to reach that place. Holy... Under the hot sun, the children and ladies took the lorry to that place while the guys walked to the destination. Soon, when its time for us to take the lorry, we had walked half the journey. We sat on the back of the lorry and things started to get rough. Since we were travelling on a rough sandy ground, and the trees were all around, we got smacked by the leaves of the trees. Everyone tried to hide from it but its always too late. I got smack on the face... What the... nice try...

While the people were eating the durians, I went to talk to the kids... Wow... They seemed to be more worst than me. Just compare myself when I was young to them, I think I behaved better than them... haha... We went to pick some durians from the tress and passed it to the durian eaters. After the feasting, we went back to the bus. I walked back and it was better for me... The mosqitoes were killing me at that time. Luckily I left early or else I will be like my sister, full of bites... Haha... Christine and her friends were like way in front. Although I do like to catch up with them, NAH!! I rather take my time than running to them... I dont want to sweat too much... Haha....

After that, the next stop was the bee factory. It was boring. I walked around to see what I can find at that factory. In the end, I ended up helping one of their staff to push the tent into a room. What the... I think they do lack of workers. Anyone interested in working in Malaysia please tell me, I think I can help you... Haha... After that, I went back to the bus and many people started to interact with me. Scary... Kids are like... beating me up these days... Wow... When Zhi Jie and I went to seat in front of Christine and her friend, more trouble came. Christine just keep messing up with my hair... again and again. Never mind... My hair is short and its alright to be messy... more cool??!! NAH!!! Haha... Anyway, I can just make it to be neater again, with no difficulty at all. We went for our lunch and I enjoyed the food around there, especially the noodles. Hehe... Its delicious, compared to the one I ate in NYP... Oops... Luckily the auntie of that store dont know my URL for my blog or I'm sure in dead meat... haha...

After that, we went to shop at the shopping centre. I dont know what shopping centre was that but in the end, I bought alot of things... Clothes... more clothes... and more clothes... Well, mine was like 2 to 3 shirts and 6 pair of ankle socks... Just in case my socks torned while I play soccer... The rest were like my Uncle's and sister... My Mum?? I dont think so she bought anything for herself except for food... hehe... After that, my sister and I went to buy some things for our friends... For my soccer buddies... Sorry people... I didnt manage to buy anything for you all... The budget was low... Too bad... I only managed to buy keychains, sort of... with the stuff toy types... for Christina, Jasmine from VE and Violent... haha...

After that, it was dinner time... Definitely my hair was in a total mess. Before that, there was only Christine messing my hair... Then, her friend, dont know what's her name, began to mess my hair... Lol... Is my hair so fun to play with?? Maybe my hair type is a unique one... Haha... Strange... Kids nowadays... Haha... After dinner, we chatted together through sms... Sort of... Using the phone and type the message and pass to each other to look at it. One Primary school kid, should be Christine's friend's brother... He just want to know what we're taking about... haha... We mentioned alot of stuff till I fall asleep.. Haha... Actually the gals slept first... I was the last one...

When we reached Singapore, everyone parted their ways. It was a fun one day tour in Malaysia but the time was short. I really enjoy it alot... thanks Christine and her friend, thanks for the chat... I know that there' s alot of things that we havent talk about... Maybe next time... haha... Anyway, there's this gal called Dawn right?? Er... What's the double dare you people gave her... sounds like its got me in the picture??? Haha... Christine... need your help here... What's your friend's name?? She got my number but I dont get hers???!! That's not fair... Lol... hehe... Anyway, to those who were at Malaysia with me... hope you all enjoy it... Hehe...

About Derik's issue, hum... It's alright with me. Although my name is not mention in his blog, I understand how angry he is. Anywway, I see him today and he's quite alright... Chill... I know how important music is to me and I will try to learn it, be your next successor if I can... Lol... Think too much again... Haix.. stopping here...Tired...

About last night's incident, well, I'm probably at the wrong too... Haix... Maybe i'm just not that happy about things these days... Thanks to the fight, Gavin, I feel much better... Its just a sudden rage that I cant controlled by myself... I dont know why. Anyway, right now, the matter had past... There's no right and wrong answer. I just know that sometimes my day would be that perfect at all. I do agree that I play like a mad man, chasing after the ball again and again. Though I'm not allow to play in Singapore team, or even being selected, let's just say I'm trying to play beautiful, although it doesnt look beautiful. Haix... Forget about that incident now... Gonna relax myself tomorrow... Haha.. Anyway, I withdraw the post... If you want a copy, I have one... lol...

Tomorrow I'm heading to Malaysia to enjoy a short holiday. I dont know what am I gonna do there for less than 24 hours. i will probably shop all day for soccer things. I will definitely buy a ball, size 1, for training. Training is essential, that's what I always say. my dribbling is still not that perfect yet. I must train harder... lol.. train for my left foot and dribbling... After that... try to score... That's the next thing I gonna do for training... Haix... most of all, I get to see Christine and her brother... Wow... Dont know how's her brother... Always that rascal who disturbed me in MSN... Haha...

Today I met Ming Zhao, Cai Yun and Hong to go for the interview at Civic Centre. I should say we were being interviewed about the residents in Woodlands. We just crapped alot... haha... Actually, Ming Zhao and I did manage to say our points out to them. What's that point? Well... Have more street soccer courts in Woodlands and have shelters as the roof of the court. Furthermore, the person was saying 'OH!! More street soccer courts in Woodlands and Sembawang!!' Wow!! I really hope they do say that and mean their words... Sembawang, street soccer courts and sheler on them... COOL!!! Stopping here... preparing to sleep soon...

Yo!! Actually, I just want to post something that I saw on the newspapers a few days ago. By the way, this post is personally for you, JACK!!! Haha... Yes!!! It is...

A few days ago, I saw the newspapers stating the endangered animals being found. I forgotten what report was that but one thing I rememebered was that there's this animal, which was Jack's wanabe... This animal is known as 'Jackass Penguin'. What a nice name indeed. Although people say that words that are spill out may not be the truth... Well, lets see whether the Jackass Penguin should have the word 'Jack' on its name???!!

Ladies & Gentlemen... Here's the Jackass Penguin!!!

Wow!!! Isnt Jack a cute a$$ after all... OOps... I'm refering to the penguin, not the human in person... Lol... At least the human being is able to play soccer... Haha...

Too bad!!! Jack is a Chelsea fan... but he sometimes does support Liverpool!!! Anyway, this picture shows something!!! YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE!! DUDE!!! LOL!!! Jackass wanabes rules the world... Haha...

*** In conclusion, Jackass Penguins should have the word, 'Jack' on its name. Jack!!! You're surely lucky that your newly-found buddies would support you all the way... Haha...

Yo!!! Firstly, Happy Birthday to me!!! Lol!!! Anyway, I did enjoy myself on my birthday. Thanks for the gifts and wishes. Thanks to all mt friends and family members. Haha... I did enjoy the whole day, sort of... haha... Anyway, before I slept, some of my friends already start to send their wishes... Especially Jonathan, he messaged me at 2 plus and when I replied him that I have not sleep yet, he was like 'Sian 1/2'. Why? Well, he wanted to sleep and my message did disturb him. Haha... Thanks anyway...

When I woke up, I saw my phone had a few miscalls. I went to call Hong and in the end, it was Jasmine who answered the call... Lol... Yeah! Thanks for the wishes again and the present. However, when Hong asked me what time is my lecture, I was like shocked for a moment. AR!! Late AGAIN!! I started to rush and reache the Poly at 9.30am, which the lesson started at 9am. Haix... Mr Badri did say a few words but its alright. Haha... After the lessons, I went to meet VJ and Vincient for lunch at Sun Plaza. Thiking that I could relax in school, playing C.S... NAH!!! Wrong idea!!!

I had to teach the Sec 3Ns for History! ALONE!!! Holy!! I cant even survive by teaching one Sec 3 kid. Haha... Ms Lee actually told me that the mentoring lesson was cancelled but for the Sec 3s, she didnt told them about it. In the end, when I went to look for Ms Lee, she said this to me... 'Since you are here, and they are waiting, why dont you teach them.' What the... haha... I dont mind but what if I teached them wrongly. A lecture by myself??!!! No way. In the end, I still do it. I think I was stuck at the beginning. I dont know what I can say to the class. My points were all around my mind and I havent touch the real contents of Russia for the past few months. What the... In the end, I asked the students to go for a short break and I try to figure out myself...

When I finished my teaching, it was like 5 plus. OMG!!! I wanted to play C.S. and this is the outcome. Lol... Anyway, I really want to thank the class too, they had helped me to make a piece of paper with the words 'Happy Birthday'. Thanks 3N2 and some 3N1 students. I know I shouldnt review my birthday date to you people but seriously, if you are in my shoes, you will understand that you want to have fun rather than teaching. Haha... and tecahing about 14 of you, it makes me go crazy. I rather go for a mini chat with you people than lecture. haix... Nice try Ms Lee!!! Hehe...

After that, I went to play C.S.. as usual, I was not that good. I played till 6 plus and I went back home for dinner. Although dinner is a family thingy, I can see that my Mum wasnt that happy. Haha... Anyway, I just dont want to interfere her if she's angry or else I would be scolded. after my meal, I went to meet Jonathan and gang at Northpoint Time Zone. They keep playing House of the Dead 4. Haha... Quite stupid. Haha... After that, Jimmy went to play Virtual Striker with Jia Long. Guess what? It's France vs Italy. In the end, France won, which is Jimmy, by 1-0. How he did it, penalty. Haha... France rocks!!! In the end, Jimmy won the tournament in the game. The finals was again France vs Italy and he won by penalties. Haha... By the way, if we rank his team in the game. His team should have the least goals and the most red cards. Each game has only a goal and a red card. Haha..,

After that, we walked to Chong Pang for a meal of Nasi Lemak. I realised that the rice is not bad after all. It really taste very nice. Sorry guys, I didnt have enough money to treat you people. Maybe the next time alright??? LoL!!! Dont give me that kind of 'Sian' face leh!!! Haha... Once again, thanks for this moment. I really apprceiate it. Also, do remember that there's soccer on Friday evening. DO COME!!! That's all...

Saw this on the net... sort of... Dont know who is the composer of this song but sounds a bit funny... Haha... Dont even know what the crap its about. It has a stupid title... Haha... Anyway, I just post this, to make everyone see it... Haha... Lame me... @_@''

* This is actually a previous post but I cant put the lyrics on the post. That is why I republish again... Haha...

I gonna make things short here. Haha. I have not done my Statistics Theory tuitorial. Although its 6 questions, 6 questions might take me a few hours to complete it. I dont know why. today there's P.O.A. ICA 2. I do understand how to do the paper but its because I do not have time to complete the General Ledger, so I was panicking, trying to finish it in time. Yeah! I did finish it on time but I dont know whether I can make it anot. It seems that i have screw another paper, again! However, the good news is that I recieve my Communication Skills results. ICA - 39/50. Although its a 'B' grade but at least I did try my best to achieve my target for the teacher. We did make a promise to each other that I would get 38 marks and above. Phew... 39... Its good but I scared its because she's trying to console me when I'm not my best. Never mind, I gonna work harder for ICA 3... Bing and Andy... Hope our speech would make us get better marks.

By the way, I saw my exam dates... 17, 18, 21 and 23th August... I got to start study now and work hard. Although soccer is like my life and training is essenial for that, I must start to balance my time to start my revision. Although its hard to compete with the smart dudes like Kenny, Dennis, Raymond and Andy, I'm willing to try harder... haha... Good luck for me... PASS EVERYTHING... ALL GODS PLEASE BLESS ME!!! Haha...

After lesson, I went to find Christine and her friend, Jasmine... We chat a little and it was an enjoyable moment. its been months since we met... haha... Although Xin Yi, that Violent gal was not there, it was still alright... Haha... Thanks for the present, Christine. Seriously, I did have that chain but I lost it. I think its a very good gift for me. Haha.. It's like a lost item has been found.. Haha... anyway, thanks for the present. By the way, dont get too excited with small things. No wonder Jasmine would get freck up so easily. Haha... Learn to chill and relax alright? Haha... Indeed your hair is getting shorter and I just cant wait for the reunion this Sunday. Haha... See you and your bro that day...

Last night I had headaches... haix... Slept only for 2 hours and I went to school. Stupid World Cup... France should win the match... Why?? WHY FRANCE DIDNT WIN??!! Haix... Never mind, I dont like Italy. Its not biased or what but Jia Long's supporting them... Lol... kidding... I support France since they are on fire. Haha... Anyway, I had a hard night these days. Since Friday, which I slept at 3.30am, I woke up at 9am the next day... Then, I sleep at 2.15am on sunday morning... Woke up at 11am and stay up till 7am on Monday, slept for 2 hours and went to Poly till 10pm. In the end, I slept at 12 plus. That is why I was like so tired during V.E.. Dont worry dudes, especially Derik, I will be okay!!! Nicholas can be tired but wont die so easily. i may not be like a cat with 9 lives but a normal guy with a metal hard. I wont give up things so easily, especially things that considered as passion towards me. Haha...

Haix... Jasmine, the cute outstanding nurse... work hard on your ICAs alright!!! August is the exam and time is short. Just give your best shot for everything. I really hope you would do well. Haha... I'm naggy? You bet!!! Haha... Any doubts, you try ask Hong and Cherrie and the other nurses from V.E. okay?? Hehe.. Stopping here.. Do homework now...

Finally, the V.E. did complete their mission to help the kids... or should I say, play with the kids? Haix... just 2 days, one is before the perfromance and the other, the day of the performance. Both different days but the same effect on me; tired!!

Let's start from Friday, before the day of the performance. I met Jasmine and Hong to watch Fan Fan's concert. It was a nice concert though it's just only an hour show. Interesting songs sang by the superstar... Haha... Ming Zhao joined us soon with his friends, Nicholas, Nigel and one more... (Oops... I'm bad in names... sorry...) Anyway, we waited in the queue for nearly an hour before we get to enter to the Auditorium. Compared to the past Auditorium I entered to watch the Project Superstar Show at Mediacorp, this queue was quite alright. The last time I waited was like 1 and 1/2 hours... What the... Worst of all, Jia Long and I were standing all the way, so you should guess how tiring it is... Haha..

After that, we went to the KFC at AMK Central to have our meals. By that time, there were Ming Zhao, Jasmine, Nigel, Hong and I. Before I could touch my burger, the CUTE OUTSTANDING NURSE, Jasmine, wanted us to wash our hands. Hong was worst... Jasmine as him to perform a kind of hand washing technique, which is taught in Nursing... Wow... That's good for Ming Zhao and I... We are not from Nursing... Phew... After the meal, we keep chatting... Alot of stuff... The most halirious part was Hong and Jasmine acting as patient and nurse... Haha... I never see a nurse that is so fierce to her patients... Wow! I bet Ming Zhao, Nigel and I wont want to approach her for a day's care... She might scare us to death... Kidding... Jasmine must be fired up after looking at this... Haha...

After that, we went to play pool. I was the super unlucky dude, who didnt win a match at all while againsting Jasmine and Ming Zhao. Ming Zhao was definitely the pro... same as Jasmine. I finally won Hong with 2 rounds. One is considered lucky as Hong shot the back ball into the hole. The other was by myself. I do feel the sense of achievement, definitely... Just look at this. You win 1 game in 8 rounds... Isnt that a good thing? Although I'm still a noob in Pool, let me just say its beginners luck for me... Haha.. We finished the game around 11 plus and everyone went back home... The remaining 4 of us walked back home from Woodlands MRT Station... Cool!!! We just keep talking and crapping... hehe...

I woke up around 9 plus the next day... I was like super tried since I slept at 3.30 as I was busy doing some personal things. Alright, I told myself, no matter what, today's performance is a 'NO FLOP' and I must make sure everyone enjoy the thing, especially the kids... Haha... I went to Canberra again to take my file. I left it yesterday beacuse I dont to bring it with me. it's a extra object to tag along with me... right?? After that, I went to meet my Uncle to pass my Mum's things.. I got to rush backk home since I was meeting Ming Zhao and Hong at our neighbourhood's bus stop... around 1.30pm... I reached home around 1.15pm. GOSH!!! I just keep rushing... Bath... wear my lenses... Comb my hair... pack my things... Jump down to the bus stop... Haha... kidding, I dont jump down... Hehe...

Ming Zhao was later than me... In the end, went he arrived, the bus just left. No choice but we walked to Admiralty MRT Station. Whether its a good thing or a bad thing, we must rush in order not to be late. When we reached the station, we missed the train. WHAT A LUCK! Alright.. We look at the time and the next train comes in 8 minutes time... Ming Zhao and I went to Cheers to buy some drinks for breakfast while Hong went to the loo. After we bought our things, Ming Zhao went to the loo but there isnt any time left!! 1 minute for the arrival of the train. What's worst??!! Hong was missing... Lol... In the end, I called his phone and he said he's coming... When he reached the station, just nice, the train just left. Just look at my face, I was like '1/2 sian'... We looked at the next train's arrival and we become 'Sian by 3/4'... 9 minutes... What to do, Ming Zhao went to his loo and I went to buy some food. After Ming Zhao and I got our food, guess what?!! Hong is MISSING again... What the... why he goes M.I.A. all the time... We found him and the train ARRIVED again... AR!!! We just run all the way up to the station and took the train just in time... Phew... While for me, I was not that lucky... i banged on the entry door. Before its door could open, I banged on it... Maybe I'm too fast while the machine is too slow... Haha... Whatever but still, we are LATE!!!

Reached the V.E. room around 2.45pm. I thought we were the late ones but saw Ben and the rest. Haha... We begin to train for a while and after a few rehersals, we went to the Children's Home.. 'Chen Su Lan Children's Home', thats the place we were going. We had a briefing with the person in charged and we started to play with the kids. Haix... They look cute, cheerful but scary... Haha... Kids, no matter what, they can be naughty at times... I get to know a few of them. Haha... I joined them for soccer. In the end, I was like going crazy, running up and down, left and right... Haha... busy man just like before... Haha... After the playing, we started to sing our pieces to them. Haha... I hope they do enjoy the music. After that, playing time with the kids again. Soccer is a good sport but there's ways to make the kids, both boys and gals to play together.. right?? Haha... Before we left, this kid asked me can I come tomorrow, which is today... Lol... What the... Just look at Jasmine and Hong, I can see that they are giving th e -.-" sign... I really wish to come back but studies is killing me... Sorry kid, maybe if I have the time, alright??? Hehe...

Tummyache was the result of the whole event. I dont know why but I was feeling unwell... Once I reached the MRT Station, I was M.I.A.. Haha... Where did I go? I went to the bomb site to blast the missles that I have... Haha... No obscene things right?? Haha... After that, we head straight to Newton Circle to have our dinner. We waited for tables and chairs and I was crazy with kids again. After I obtained the a few seats, I begin to talk with a gal, and the parents were like... 'Er.. You want the seat ar??' I just told them to take their time.. We can wait... Derik was bashing that guy, whose face was like super black... relax Derik, I do want to bash his face too... haha... After that, I went to help Cai Yun on getting seats, While she went to rest, the couple at the table said a few thigs to me... They actually ordered some food but they will leave the place since they had waited for an hour... OOK!! No prob... I got the tables... The Uncle was praising me, sort of... I dont know why... I think I did too much pattern to amuse him, so he give us the seats?? Haha...

After a nice meal, we went to City Hall... Some of them didnt go to City Hall since they are too tired... Before we go, we play hand games... One of them is 'Five-Ten'. Haix.. guess what?? Yesterday was the longest 'Five-Ten' I evered played. Normally it will be maximum 6 people but the record is 13... Lol... 13 people... 130 is the maximum number... Holy!!! We arrived at Esplanade and I was like going crazy... Haha... We took the lift and we keep screaming... Diao... What's worst??? Derik told me that the lift isnt sound proof... YIKES!!! Why you tell me after we left the place... Lol... We went to the rooftop and watched the beautiful scenary... Jasmine, Yvonne and Da Jie went to buy Hagen Daz... We shared together and they began to play the dry ice... Haha... Fun... After that, we walked around City Hall and we went back home... By then, Hong and I was like... tired... Wana take a nap... hehe... I slept at 2 plus but didnt manage to watch the match on the 3rd/4th placing... Haix... My Dad asked me to wait him up but I didnt make it.. By the way.. I remember I slept at the sofa in the living room.. How in the hack I end up at the bed??? WHAT THE!!! NO SLEEP WALK!!!!

Tonight is the finals... good luck to France... You must win Italy... Who's on fire? Henry's on fire!!! GO FRANCE!!!

The countdown starts now... Looking at the clock, there's less than 5 more hours to go before the performance starts. I dont know what ways am I gonna do to prepare myself. Right now, I'm in my Secondary school... Doing what? Yeah! Using the computer, that's for sure. However, I need to do some things before I head home. Need to go to Toa Payoh to send some things to my Uncle... Though it makes me feel abit tired, since I slept around 3 plus in the morning... Haha... What the... Busy with all the stuff I have...

Anyway, stopping here now, I gonna go to do my stuff and meet Ming Zhao and Hong around 1.30pm. Well... for the V.E., good luck to everyone later. I hope we will present a good job in the singing, most of all letting the kids to enjoy the whole performance... hehe... Times up!!! Gonna leave Canberra Sec now...


'If you win it once, win it win it again...'

These days have been really busy with all the school activities. You can refer it in the Poly or in Canberra. Although I went back to Canberra once till today, I realised that many things are still unchanged. Many... That does not include the World Cup crap that I'm facing these days. World Cup was out of the question in my week review. Although for the past 2 days it has haunt me... I dont know whether its good or bad but it affects my sleep. It all started on Wednesday morning. I was able to have a nice sleep around 12 plus but there's some disturbance outside my block. At around 1am, the construction of the bridge begins... BELIEVE IT OR NOT!!! 1AM!!! ARE THEY CRAZY? HOW DARE THEY SPOIL MY SLEEP!!! I just keep tosing myself on the bed. Whatever sleeping position I'm, it wasnt good at all to coax me to sleep. Then, I heard the alarm rang... What the... 3am.. World Cup starts... I need to get my Dad up to watch the match... Why dont he make his own alarm??? Lazy Dad... Always like that...

After watching the first-half of the match, I went back to sleep... This time, the construction ended... if not wrong, it ended around 4 plus in the morning... and I slept around 4 plus. Nice job done by these people... Spoil my perfect day. In the end, I was late for Badri's lesson... I entered the class not by walking in... but tip-toed... what the... Although he's a German supporter and Germany lost, he helped us think of excuses to those who are late... For example... 'You are late for going to Germany and cry for the lost of Germany in the World Cup...' Nice one... I like that... There was no punishment in the end... phew...

I went back to Canberra to do my mentoring with the Sec 4s. First, I have my motivation talk with the Sec 1s. They are from Ms Lee's class and the speaker for the day are Te Seng and me. I crapped alot and I mean it. Te Seng was the same as before... Shy... Speak very softly... Haha... I have no choice but to help him to speak up, to explain to the kids how is life in the Poly or JC. I hope they do learn alot of things that day. I just keep making them laugh non-stop. I dont know why but it's really crazy. I didnt mean to do it to them... Haha.. After that, I mentor the Sec 4s. As usual... They wont give a comment on what they have seen on the source, waiting for us, the mentors to spoon-feed them??? COME ON!!! I'm really sick of this quiet discussion where students sit down and wait for answers to drop down from the sky. Indeed, I'm disappointed with 4N1. I dont know what they can do now... Results like dropouts... (Dont mean to say you people like this but the results does shows all...) I really hope everyone would advance to Sec 5 but with no effort being put in, I dont know how to help... Please, dont make my life so terrible each Wednesday??!!

Ms Lee let me see a video clip before I left the school for V.E. audition, which is about the Phantom of the Opera. I dont know what's that but I just know that this week's session is all about acting. Acting??? Well, I only do well in acting as a retard. I dont know why... I think that's the best role I can be in... Haha.. Talk about the video clip, it was the video that she had taken while I was in Sec 1. I cant believe it that Ariff was so small, though he was as usual, big size... Haha... The worst part was seeing myself in the video... I was like so nerdy... Haha... wearing glasses with weird hairstyle... Haha... poor me...

V.E. audition was quite... quite... I dont know, we act like crazy people from the mainland. I was like doing my whacky stuff. However, I was like trying to put myself in the role... I dont know... but one thing is for sure, my acting sucks to the core. After the acting, we had sessionals for 45 minutes and we left for dinner at Junction 8. By the way, Jasmine, what I ate that day was Malay food... Not Chinese... Hehe... After eating, we were like chatting non-stop. Jasmine and Hong started their nursing conversation... all the body parts started to fly around... verbally... You can look at Derik's face... He seemed to be laughing all the time, till his face was red... Haha... After that, we went to shop around and we took Neoprint... Yeap!! 10 of us!!! Jasmine, Hong, Derik, Yvonne, Ben, Kah Hong, Xiu Hui, Ping Ding, Alvis and me... Took it 2 times with different poses... Haha... After that, I went to collect my SW clothes from my uncle's house... Wow... what a day on Wednesday...

Again, I woke up at 3am to wake my Dad up, this time, its Portugal vs France. France won... and I have a good sleep this time. Although I was late again but its alright... Hehe... Lesson continues and it was time for V.E.. Seriously, today's V.E. was an interesting but hard one for me to digest. Listening to what Mr Ong had said, I was like... what the... Lost all my morale for performing on Saturday... I know my singing just cant make it and what he says was right after all. I was like stress up suddenly. From a normal mood to a stress mood, just within seconds with some 'motivational' talk... Haix... I keep walking out of the room... In a short break, I walked out 3 times... angry is for sure... I was like getting mad... I feel like punching at someone... I dont know why. When I entered the room again, my whole face was so black... Furthermore, it was boiling... I tried to drink as much water but still, cant cool myself down... What the... Red Bull in me??? Holy!!!

I actually wanted to be left alone after the V.E. session, which everyone goes back home together. However, they started to celebrate those people who has their birthdays on July... Wow... I didnt know about that... However, I just join the celebration. By the way, thanks for the brithday present... Jasmine and Cherrie... It just fits me... even if its not, I would still frame the shirt, so dont worry... Hehe... Ming Zhao and the rest of the V.E., thanks for the wishes... thanks... I feel much better now, better than before... Haha. In the end, I ended up going back with Hong. I dont want to spoil people's mood... thats why...

Hey Jasmine, my mood wasnt that good just now that's why I look very 'sian'. You once said that if I have any troubles, I can find you... I love to but I dont want it to spoil people's mood... Hehe... Just to be considerate... Haha... Anyway, I'm fine now... and make sure you do study and be your Cute Outstanding Nurse... Alright?? Haha... Stopping here...

Alright... I cut my hair, not because England lost the match. Actually, my hair is abit messy these days that I have no choice but to cut it. Furthermore, Jonathan and Jimmy wanted to cut their hair too, so we met up on Sunday to cut our hair...

Jimmy was the first one to cut his hair. At first, the two of them wanted me to cut my hair first. However, the auntie asked them to cut first, letting me to be the last one to cut my hair. Haha... Poor Jimmy, he was like startled for a moment and sat on the chair. he just cut his hair short that's all. That simple. While for Jonathan, he wanted to cut the hairstyle of Frank Lampard. Too bad, we keep looking at the chinese newspapers avaliable at the saloon but found only Rooney's picture... Haha... Sorry Jonathan but cut your hair please... Haha...

Next up! Jonathan's turn to cut his hair. He took out his spectacles and the auntie started cutting... While cutting, he has so many comments to make. The auntie said he should not have small eyes. Why? He looks like a bad guy... Haha... Jonathan then told the auntie that he is a very good guy, even his Mum's friends also said that. Well, I just add an extra comment by asking the auntie what does Jonathan look like and guess what? She said he looks like someone who likes to play... Jimmy just pointed at him, said 'PLAYBOY!' Poor Jonathan... Look at his face, he confirm being 'tok' by the Auntie... Haha...

Once he's done, it was my turn... Jonathan just cant wait to take his revenge. Haha... I cut my hair short too but still at the same length. Haha... We talked alot of stuff while cutting... About curly hair and straight hair... All the crap we can think about, we just say it out. By the way, Jonathan, now do you understand why your hair will curl?? Hehe... Relax... I'm not saying anything here but thanks anyway for the Strawberry Milk Tea... Really need it to get some relief from my studies... Haha...

Haix... Right now, I'm really tired... yesterday I finished V.E. at 10, and Ming Zhao, Yong Hong and I went to eat at 888 Plaza. We just ordered something that is light since I'm slightly hungry. Carrot cake!!! That's what I ordered and it is as usual, delicious. Although I prefer the carrot cake in Chong Pang, 888 Plaza's was quite alright... I really miss the old days when my Mum keep buying carrot cake for my sister and I every morning while we stayed in Yishun... Wow!!! One day I gonna go back to Chong Pang and enjoy a big bowl of Carrot cake... Haha... Anyway, after the meal, we went to get a drink... That was a stupid incident that I should classified as.

Ming Zhao was thirsty and he wanted to drink but I didnt want. Yong Hong was like alright with any decision made. Since hearing Ming Zhao wanted to drink the coconut, he went to ask the Uncle how much was that. It was quite cheap... $2 per coconut... We bought it and we wanted to bring it with us. The Uncle gave us 3 straws and a spoon... Ming Zhao was thinking that we will walk back while we drink... With the spoon still in the coconut, Ming Zhao asked the person if we can bring the spoon along... Lol... How are you suppose to bring it with us??!! It's not ours what!!! Haha... Never mind, we left the spoon and walked back home... More trouble to come... When we reached the junction, we started to drink. 3 straws, one coconut, drinking together at the same time... Suddenly this stupid uncle who dont even know laugh at us... @_@''

We were like blur for a while and continue to cross the road. We keep laughing as we saw the uncle looking at us. What the... Lost the privacy we had... Anyway, we drank the juice and no one wanted to bring the coconut back home, since there is still some flesh in it, which you can use the spoon and scoop it up and eat it. We keep passing around... like 3 monkeys playing a soccer ball... Since no one want to bring it back, I took it and pass to the uncle who laugh at us, asking him he want the coconut or not... What the... This sounds abit lame for sure... You add the thing and you pass to someone who you dont even know to bring back home and eat it... Haha... In the end, Yong Hong bring it back... Phew... Thinking that there's no worries for me... No more food trouble... I was wrong...

Once I reached home, I recalled that my Mum did cook my dinner... WHAT THE!!!! NOT ANOTHER DINNER!!! Tom Yam soup with rice and many other ingredients... I message Ming Zhao that I'm eating again... he just laugh... Haix... Next time I must remember to think if that day is there any extra food waiting for me... Haha... poor me, eating the whole thing... the whole meal... Before I end here, Jasmine, if you see my blog, er... remember to rest well if you are not feeling well. I dont know if you are in school today or not... but do rest well... make sure you dont faint... hehe... The audition is tomorrow... hope you get your role... As well as the rest of the V.E... Good luck for tomorrow... Hehe.... Sleeping now...

Just finish watching England vs Portugal. What can I say about the match? HOLY CRAP!!! I cant believe it. England AGAIN los to Portugal in penalties. However, even if I cant believe it, I still must do that. England is now officially out of the World Cup. Rooney turn out to be Beckham's replacement for the red card. What's worst?!! England missed quite a number of chances. Holy!! What the... Just look all my friends faces, we currently have the 'Sian 1/2' attitude. Dont believe it, let me give you people an example. Eugene was watching the television, changing channel after channel... Gavin and I were eating... I told Jia Long that I would eat a small portion of the mee goreng.. In the end, I ate more than half the packet... Angry? Yeah! You bet!!! Anger just made me ate up the food without any limit... AR!!! Stupid referee... Stupid England coach... Stupid Portugal... Spoil the Stupid GAME!!!

Today... I went to play soccer with Jack and gang. Alright, we played the the basketball court again. Worst of all, the police came... That is one issue!!! However, the police officer was ful of crap. It seems like everyone was not that happy with that male officer. Whereas for the female officer, she was quite friendly. Let me tell my story about the stupid officer, the male officer, that screw our day. First, he talk to Jack and asked him why we played soccer at that area. Then, he asked us, 'You guys are blind or what?!! Cant you see the sign that stated no soccer??!!' The problem is this... If we have eyesoght problem, we wont be able to see you... Officer... Please... Dont show me that you have the power to bring us to the Police Headquarters...

Never mind about that... after that, he was asking us what school are we from. I answered mine and everyone answered. While for Jonathan, that was a bad reply for him. He took the officer, 'I study at some private school...' The officer was giving him a hard time, saying 'So your school is named as 'some private school'... cant you just tell me the school name??' By that time, Jonathan had enough with that officer... He told him the school he's in and in the end, the stupid officer still dont know what that is???!!!Give us a break dude... What an officer... Do read more about the different schools in Singapore...

Worst to come... The officer was asking us do we have criminal records... We said no and I added a comment, saying we are clean. Jonathan then told me that we are dirty after playing soccer... Now the officer has something to say. He was saying that he wanted answers that are short and simple.. Jonathan told him that his answer was simple... Yet, the officer was still not happy with that... I know that he's just trying to win the talkcock session. However, officer, Jonathan was talking to me... not you... Please!! Dont give me your crappy talk and your stupid face expression. I think the rest gonna start to write a complaint letter about that officer... That was an Indian officer, which would be the Alex we would see 10 years down the road. Like it or not, Alex would dominate Sembawang for sure and no one dare to go against him... Alex... way to go man!!

After that, swimming all the way and went to watch the stupid match... Haix... Gonna go back home from Jonathan's house... Brazil better win!!! Hate to see Portugal win... Tired....................

It's been some time since I blogged... Yeah!! I've been busy with the ICAs, which is also known as the In-Course Assessment exams... If you still dont know what's that, simpler words means that its like a common test. If you still dont understand by that, it's best that you check your dictionary or find your parent or guardian for help. It might be benefitual as well... LOL!!!

Anyway, since Wednesday till Thursday, I have ICAs... Wednesday was Statistics Theory exam whereas Thursday was Communication Skills exam and IT Web Technology exam. Statistics was quite alright but I did a few careless mistakes. I took the paper too lightly. What the... Never mind... Since I have done it, it doesnt matter at all now. What's done is done... That day, I got back my results. Believe it or not, I passed my POA!!!! 30 out of 50!!!! That's a miracle to me. I supposed that I would fail the paper 2 weeks ago and now, after recieving the paper, I was like... 'Phew!! What a relief!!' Another result that I got was Statistics Theory, which was 16 out of 25. Quite happy with the results currently and I'm 'motivated' to work harder on that... Sort of... With all the projects piling up, I have lesser time to exercise, lesser time to play computer games and lesser time to spend with my mates... Wow!!! So many things to do...

Thursday's ICA was a horrendous one. Seriously, I think I screw my speech during my Communication Skills ICA. The maximum time limit to end the speech is 5 mins and I did it around 7 mins... It seems that I have alot of crap to go through with the teacher. Most of all, my words are like bouncing in the air. I got mix-up with some sentences... It's like I was having a stage fright!!! Alright, it's very rare for me to have stage frights but probably I'm not prepared mentally... I need time!! Haix... Forget it... let's wait for next week's verdict from the teacher... However, I realised that some of my classmates do have the intellegience to crap the whole 5 mins. I mean it... For instance, Siew Boon managed to crap all his way through. He was confident and if you look at his script on his hand, it was actually some print-out of the Wikipedea website. It was only the definition and he crapped the whole 5 mins!!! To others, some might think that's a bull... To me, that was cool!!! I dont know why but I realised that someone who can crap his way through, better than me by many times... Wow!!! I think I must start working hard on my craps!!! Crap harder, do better!!!

After that, IT Web presentation started. This time, it was much better. It's like telling the people that what our web consists of and what did we do to create such a web... Stuff like that was not a difficult problem at all... That day, we also got back our result. Our's was the highest... 39 out of 50!!! Cool!!! However, just look at the grades, mine was still, again the lowest... Haix... Work harder next time!!!

That's all for the ICAs... Yesterday was quite tiring, I managed it till just now, which is Saturday now... What the... I managed to sleep for about 2 hours at Jonathan's house... My feelings? Tired... Sleepy... Hungry... That's the fifferent kinds of expression I can make... Haha... Anyway, I woke up on Friday morning, 10 plus... actually wanted to wake up earlier but too lazy to do that... haha... After that, I supposed that I go to the gym in NYP as early as possible but I was wrong... very wrong... I went to the bathroom and saw a pile of clothes, all wet... this means my Mum is sending me a message... 'Boy Ar!!! Help me hang the clothings for drying...' What the... at that moment... at that time... it really does spoil my perfect Friday... I did the hanging and went to get ready for gym. I reached NYP around 12 plus and worked out for an hour... Sounds abit wasted but at least I did some training... Haha...

After the gym, I went back to school, Canberra Secondary, to check out the Band. It's been a while since I went back and enjoy my past school life... Once I went to check on the Band, I realised that the attendence was not so good at all. Among the seniors, only 18 were there marching... By including the sectional leaders, there were 24 seniors for Band that day... pathetic result is what I must say. Just look at the attendence, you realised that what most Band members had said is true... After Mdm tan left Band,the whole Band became very slack. Ms Pan and Mdm Teo are not fierce people, like Mdm Tan, who can create a strong image, scaring those timid ones to come for CCA practices... Furthermore, with the new Ms Maria in, I dont think that she would start shouting at anyone yet... She's new... No choice...

I showed the Band on my attitude just now... Although it looks fake but in my mind, it was a disgust to look at the Band like that day. So many people didnt attend the practise today... Disappointing is what I can say now... If I'm given a chance to help out in the scolding for those Band members, I would give it a try. Thats enough for Band... Thinking of it makes me feel the anger... my whole body boiling... What the... Frikri... If you do see my blog, and you see this entry, look at this note...

Although I'm the senior of the Band and I have no idea on how's the Band been doing. However, it is your duty to lead the Band successfully, both mentally and musically. What I need you to do now, is to deal the up-coming problems in the Band. I dont know what kind of methods you have in mind but do make sure that you would try to help in maintaining the attendance rate. I give you my trust in your decision in making the Band to be a better one... As the senior, as an old bird, I leave everything to you to control... Do give your sectional leaders to know your plans, thus to carry out the duties successfully. By the way, I would join you people for Friday's practise, each week. I try to have the time to do so, so I can help the teachers to manage the Band as well... So, anything, just find me and I try to help you... and dont stress yourself too much... Studies is still the main piority...

Just now, I stayed at Jonathan's house... We didnt have any alcohol drinking session. Only one or two of them drank some beer... Alright... I reached there around 11 plus and they were watching the match; Germany vs Argentina. In the end, Argentina lost. Alright... penalties... However, I wanted to see England in the finals... not Germany... thus England, do buck up... After the match, it was Naruto session. As usual, I used Itachi and I was dominating the rest. My bad... I was ONLY good in using Itachi, the rest, nah!!!! The best part was fighting against Te Seng; Itachi vs Itachi! It was messy but well fought match. Using Itachi's speed and attacks, I was able to dominate him most of the time, giving him less opportunity to attack and defend. Raymond used Kiba, which was no match to Itachi... Anyway, I just could defend Jia Long, Jonathan and Gavin. These 3 are super strong. Although I did win them once... and I mean it, just ONCE... That's why... now you get the point why there are so strong. Haha...

We ordered Macdonalds around 3 plus and it was my lunch after all... I ate my breakfast at 4 plus, nearly 5pm. Nice one huh??!!! Haha... I did enjoy my lunch just now... Went back home at around 6 plus with Jack and gang... Jack and I took the bus home and we were like dead logs... Now, I'm typing this blog... it's time to rest... Sun's rising and I'm sleeping... 'Gd nitez ppl!!!'