Microsoft Excel is making me nuts. No wonder the rest of my classmates keep telling me that the lesson was a killer. I skipped last week's lesson because I have a concert to perform at night and intensive training is needed to make sure everything goes well. Anyway, I did manage to learn a few things from the book so it's alright now. Think about all this work, I wonder what if I'm a robot. One told me that I was like a robot, who has alot of things to do but yet not feeling tired at all. What's worst, with my irregular meals, it seems that I'm an artificial human,which dont need to eat and sleep, like what Jonathan did the last time.

Hmm... I was actually tired but I still manage to pull through. I could control my hunger, just like now, I had my breakfast at 11am and I'm waiting for the time to have my next meal; lunch. I still have not study my P.O.M.. The ICA is next week and I'm supposed to do it now but I'm typing all this. Haha... I wonder why I'm so lazy. Hehe... Back to the robot issue, I wish I could be a robot. Not because I could do many things at one time or I can never close my eyes to take a rest. It's that I wont be able to feel anything. I dont have any emotions, no pain could be felt. I would be the one and only, without feeling what's the meaning of love, friendship, sorrows and happiness. What's better?? I wont know what is the true meaning of 'cry'. I think I talked too much crap here. Anyway, the main point is that if I become a robot, I will still prefer the life I'm in at that time. Helping people is my job at all times. A life like that gives satisfaction.

However, if I'm a robot that falls in love with others, I would try to stop that from happening. What I learnt from my past relationships is that when its time to love, it would be the point of hurt, which is harder to deal with. I have hurt someone once and I cant do that anymore. Right now... After 3 years... I'm asking myself, what is the meaning of love? All I can say is that I would prefer to be hurt than allowing others to be hurt. Maybe that's way of living. With the motto of 'My life, my rules', there is no way that I would allow my closest ones to get hurt. Its better that I'll be the sacrificed one. Think about it again, I would like my dearest friends to be happy. While for me, let me be the one who stops your sorrows and bring happiness to your life. Haha... (Man! I'm thinking too much! For the past 2 paragraphs what am I typing??!!)

Band issues are not over yet. I dont know what will happen. However, I hope things would solve peacefully. Anyway, I had my haircut and guess what?? Gavin and Jonathan had theirs yesterday. The most funniest thing was that Gavin was served by the Bus Driver. We boarded 962 but Gavin wasnt sure where we were going and he didnt put the correct amount on the machine before boarding. The bus stopped at the next stop and the driver was asking him with a 'black' face; 'Boy, where are you going??' Gavin told him our destination and the driver walked back after telling him how much to pay. Gavin was piss off by the driver's attitude and also, the driver was not helping him to collect the money. Gavin had no choice but to walk t the front, pay the money and walk back.

After having the haircut, Jonathan and Gavin were talkin about the Driver. Jonathan decided to lend his card to Gavin and Gavin was thinking that if they took the bus which has the driver they just saw in it, he would do some things sarcastically. First, he would ask the driver how much to pay in order to go to Sembawang. After that, he would reply that he has no money. Then, he took out the card and scan it, and say 'Oops... My card got enough value to pay the fare. So sorry ah!!!'

When the bus came, it was indeed the same driver. All we did was laugh but Gavin didnt do what he wanted to do. He just do this; Enter the bus, tap the card, walk to the back. -.-" What the... Never perform a good show in front of me. True enough, Gavin can be the next director of his own film, known as 'The Sacrastic Ways of dealing People in Different jobs'. I'll be waiting... for that film to be produced. Haha..

Sometimes, there are some problems that we need to deal with. It's just a matter of time when we need to face the problem and have a solution to solve all problems. After the Band camp, it seems that a lot of people have made their reflections about the camp online. Although I did mine, I didn't explain too much of stuff as I was just like a passer-by in Band. This morning, once I went online, Chelsea told me that Faiz is going to quit Band. Alright... I wasn't stunned at all (which I should) but I just reacted by telling Faiz in MSN to reconsider his decision of quitting. I just don't want him to regret the choice that he has make, which would be helpful for his O Levels results if he needs the CCA points to go to a better course or even JC.

Never mind. That news already spoilt my day and I forgot to go to the saloon to cut my hair. No choice, I went down to get a hair cut and was late for school. It's shorter now and it looks gay to others. My Mum said I look like a gal now. OMG!! Now the house has 3 sisters instead of 2. Haix... Well, lesson starts at 1pm but I reached there at 1.45pm. The best thing was that lesson ends at 2.05pm. WOOT!! I have nothing say by that time. Although my brain still contains the effects of Band problems, still I manage to pull through the day. Tomorrow there's Statistics ICA and I can't really say I did study all. I think I need to revise in the morning and I gonna sleep early once I finish my crap here... LOL!!

Band... Band... Band... Although I love this family a lot, I realized I can't do anything at all. I can't scold them and I was feeling that the Band doesn't need me anymore. I understand what Faiz is facing as he has the same thinking as me. We wanted the Band to be as good as before, especially when the time where Mdm Tan is still around. Once she's gone, the whole Band lost its momentum and lost its 'Spirit'. The usual, self proclaimed quote; 'One Band, One Sound, One Spirit' is losing its spirit. Without the spirit, there's no way it can bring back its sound, and making sure a Band still exists. I felt that I should retire from today but I can't. Chelsea told me that I'm the only one who can help her, since she thinks that Rui Xiang and gang won't do much difference in the Band. Fikri said I should not give up on my dearest 'Tuba' (First wife). I don't know... I tried to think about it again and again but I still can't get the answer to my doubts.

In the end, it was Ms Pan, the saviour of today told me some things that are confidential and most of all, she told me that she needs my help for the Band. She didn't want me to comment anything since she doesn't want me to be hurt by the rest of the people's comments. Well, I don't care I would get hurt or not. I'm always a hurt man; in friendship, work, relationship, sports, not talking about Band stuff. Sometimes, to be the man, you got to beat the man. Now, to be a senior, I need to stand up, speak up, making sure that everyone does his and her job as a Band member. Haix... Anyway, I decided to help the Band again, probably for the last time. After 2007, its time to say goodbye to Band and I shall start afresh. Its time I stop my duties as a senior. I maybe the most active senior in my batch but its time to move on, letting the younger seniors take over matters. I prefer to be a by-stander, with no comments or giving instructions. However, I don't wish to see anyone to plead for my stay anymore.

Ms Pan told me in MSN that she would prevent the Band from collapsing and this brings something to my mind; COURAGE & DETERMINATION. She's so sure that she could do it and that is what I wish all the seniors could do. The Sec2s and 3s are the ones who can make a difference. Next year, it would be the Sec 1s to do the job. I hope everyone would strive what they really want for SYF. Make sure you get a Gold, which you people has aimed. I don't wish to see people striving no goal at all though their mouths keep murmuring they wanted to get a 'GOLD' for SYF next year. Building castles in the air is a useless thing unless actions are done. Haix... Too tired to do anything now...

Gonna rest now or else I wont be able to wake up. What's worst... 7pm would be CPR training at Yishun Swimming Complex. Luckily the swimming organized by Cai Yun was cancelled since I can't make it. Phew... Thanks Cai Yun... Or else I gonna die as a frog... Haha... Talk about frogs reminds me of something bad happen to me. While going back home, I nearly stepped a rat and it attacked my leg. It actually banged my leg, without biting me. Phew!! Thank gosh I'm still in one piece. If it bites me, I will be having an injection. Haix... Why my friends didn't get the bang but me??? Next time I gonna follow them, screaming at the top of their voices, so that the stupid rat wont bang my foot. -.-“ I know… LAME!!! Whatever...

Boring... I dont know why... Maybe its because the ICAs are near. I did study Statistics today with Huai Xin,. After that, it was Microeconomics. However, I didnt manage to study finish. I think I gonna continue tomorrow. Haix... Sleepy and tired is what I can describe myself for the whole day. I wanted to go back home but I need to meet Wan Xian and Bo Shen for a bowling session. I really dont want to go but I dont know why I still turn up. Anyway, its good that I turn up. Bo Shen's birthday was today so I just accompany him for the short afternoon.

We went to O.C.C. to play Bowling... That was a gay game. Bo Shen and I were not wearing the proper attire and we secretly bowled. Haha... No one get a strike but I was the only one who got a spare. Bo Shen nearly got it but still, he missed. We had 2 games but it turned out to be the same score. 61... What the... Was that the number for the day?? I wonder why... After that, I went back home to rest. However, no matter how hard I try to sleep, I couldnt. It seems that I was sleepy but my mind is still active. Something was wrong with me. Had enough of the rest, I went to use the computer and left home for swimming.

Haix... Swimming was not that good at all. As what I told Cai Yun in MSN, it is a training that make me feel very sian. There's soccer at 7 plus and swimming at 7 plus. My Mum wants me to go for swimming on Saturdays so I have no choice but to go. Like it or not, swimming would be part of my life, as always. I was very slow and I got scolded during training. What a luck. The clothes was so suck that I had a hard time fixing it before I can enter the wate rto save the victim. There's still more room for improvement I think. That is why if anyone wants to see me swim during my training time, I would not allow that idea. They wouold be bored to death while swimming alone. Maybe next time but not on Saturdays. Haix... Why today's training can be so suck... WHY??!!!

After swimming, soccer time. I didnt score a goal but at least tried to dribble. My leg was alright in soccer but not swimming. I had pushed my leg too hard and the pain was there again. OUCH!! What's worst, I had cramp on my right foot and a painful foot on my left. What is this??!! I really feel how hurt it is to have my left foot injuried but no choice. What is done is done and there's no point crying for spilt milk. The only thing I could do now is less exercise, wait for the bone to heal. The 'Charity Soccer' torunament would be next year, which should be less than 4 months time. I need to heal no matter what... Haix...

I remembered what Raymond told me yesterday about his soccer coach and how they were trained. What he say was true; never give up so easily. In sports, if one gives up eaisly, he or she would be able to pursue what he or she wants. What's more, if you fall, you should climb up and continue, not walk back... Now I understand why Sion didnt went in for the team for Woodlands Wellington. I dont mean to say its bad or what but it does teach me something about life. That is why, when we play matches, I would have this mentality in my mind; 'If you win it once, win it again'. Like my swimming, I can be a bad student who is a noob in rescue situations, however with much practises and tries, I would be able to succeed somehow. Never give up is the phrase to follow...

Phantom of the Opera... Phantom of the Opera... I just realised after the concert, I was too engross with the music. Songs like 'Music of the night' and 'All I ask of you'. Wow... Something is wrong with me. I sing the tune when I'm waiting for the bus, doing my homework, swimming in the pool... blah blah blah... So many places and I want to listen that music... Wow... I missed the V.E. people I think... Think I need more rest instead of missing people... Haha... Rest now..

Song: All I Ask Of You (Listen)

No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here,
nothing can harm you.
My words will warm and calm you.

Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears
I'm here,with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you . . .

Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime . . .
Say you need me with you,now and always . . .
promise me that all you say is true
that's all I ask of you . . .

Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light.
You're safe
No-one will find you
your fears are far behind you . . .

All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night . . .
and you always beside me
to hold me and to hide me . . .

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime . . .
Iet me lead you from your solitude . . .
Say you need me with you here, beside you . . .
Anywhere you go,let me go too
Christine,that's all I ask of you . . .

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime . . .
Say the word and I will follow you . . .
Share each day with me, each night, each morning . . .
Say you love me . . .
You know I do . . .

Love me
that's all I ask of you . . .

Anywhere you go let me go too . . .
Love me
that's all I ask of you . .

I'm really tired now and I'm trying to type as much stuff as I could before I sleep. I need to dry my hair first. Whatever... Anyway, Band camp has reached to its end and I should say I'm quite please with everything. Although its messy, I can see many of the juniors have start to understand more about their seniors. I dont mean that its me. All the juniors know about me is that no matter where the Band is, I would be there, whether its rain or shine. Haha... it's because I love the Band. My 2nd family, as I always said. Hehe...

This morning's Solo Audition was cancelled and was replaced with the Promotion Test. Hmm... Many of them didnt put their best performance into it. I think they were too tired to march. I saw alot of mistakes and I just dont want to interfere too much. I would like to scold members who dont pay attention to rules and regulations but Ms Pan said its no point. They dont know me. Haix... Well, that's the time I realised that the Band doesnt need me to worry at all. I can come back but when caring about discipline matters, I should not interfere too much. I love the Band and I wish that they would be at a standard which everyone would regard them as wonderful musicians. However, if there's no discipline in the unit, there would be more problems as its goes on. All I hope now is that leaders would do what they need to do. Haix... I'm just worried about them thats all.

I'm so tired and I wanted to help out today that I skipped my lesson and didnt meet Derik and gang toclear up the Theatre For the Arts. I was too tired. I slept at around 4am in the morning and woke up at 7am. I even took a nap, a short one, behind the curtain at the hall while the rest were taking their test. It seems that I could not take much longer without having a good rest. I think I gonna be the 'Zombie' that Cai Yun refers. Haha... After the Band camp, I head straight home and went back to NYP again. I dont feel like going back but since I need to do some serious work, which was my project on the survey of failures in IPPT (NAPFA) test. In the end, the whole survey was a trash to me. I hate it when other people are trying to make my life as difficult as possible.

In the beginning, I told the instructor that I would survey the guys and what is our motive for this survey. After that, Raymond and I need to wait till the rest has complete their 5 stations before starting the 2.4km run. I dont mind about that as we need to do our task. However, it was like waiting for 1/2 hour??? I was sleeping by that time and Raymond was still awake but bored. he was listening to his MP3 player and I was trying to doze off at a comfortable position. When I woke up, it was survey time. Now this is the part I hate the most. I was told to brief the guys about the survey but before I could finish my sentence, I was interupted by another instuctor. Never mind, I tried to explain what survey we are doing and before I could end my explanation, he snatched the papers on my hand. What is this??!!!

I dont mind about the snatching but cant you ask politely, with respect??!! Dude... You make me feel so f*** up, dont you know that? After you said all the crap you have, you just distribute the survey forms to the rest. Well... 'Thanks'... I never expect people would do my job so 'easily' by getting people to do our survey, even without completing the 2.4km run. That was a nice idea. I dont mind being scolded by Lionel for wearing slippers to school but seriously, you really do hav ea serious attitude problem. Damn... What survey is this??!! After the survey, I was so piss off. Raymond was not happy with that guy too. We just sit back and watch the rest run for the 2.4km run station before we head to Yishun to meet our respective friends. Haix... Stupid instructor... Make my life miserable, especially when I'm sleepy and tired...

Meet the gang for L.J.S. and we head to arcade to play House of the Dead 4. I didnt play but just entertain myself with their playing. I was too sleepy and tired to do anything. I was very quiet and seems to be lifeless. Haha... Now, typing this blog, I'm feeling lifeless too. Haha... 'The Phantom of the Opera' is still in my mind. The moments that we had sing together... The movements that we do together... Wow... Still fresh I my mind... That's cool. I just wish that it would be everyday like that. Although the training would be harsh as ever and Derik would be angry at all times, I think I still like it to be everyday. The V.E. members are the ones I missed. Its all so sudden... Haha...

Time to stop now... Haix...

** [ A stare of merely 5 seconds is truly amazing... It can be short but I do treasure it... ]

Escapades of the World is finally over! I can relax right now. Haha... From the past 3 months till now, we have show others that how good, or probably how well we can perform. Most of all, we managed to pull this concert through. Although it might not be as good as a world class Voice Essemble, we still think that we have tried our very best to perform this show. Haha...

Let's start from this morning. Hmm... We started to practise at 1pm and it was an intensive session as we got to finalise all of our actions during the music piece of 'Masquarade'. New coordination and we need to follow no matter what, since its less than 12 hours to concert. After 2 plus, we decided to do a full rehersal on the event. Mistakes were made but yet, mistakes are the start of doing the right things at the right time. First half, it was still managable. We were much well-prepared for that. While for the Second half, we were more worried about the actions and the time of cutting into the scene and sing out loud. With the help from Mr. Chen for the acting and Mr. Ong for the singing, it seems that we have to move on even if there's mistakes being made.

Time was running out and by the time changes were made and the full rehersal was done, it was 6pm. An hour and half to the start of the concert. The rest had their dinner while some of the gals went to have their make-up. Yet, Ming Zhao and I were hungry. We tried to share the packet of chicken rice, with him eating most of the chicken while I ate most of the rice. I always have this bad habit of eating chicken rice and just only eating the rice. That is why I always had chicken rice with my sister during the past, which she eats the chicken while I ate the rice. $2 for a packet??!! Hmm... That's worth it after all. Haha... After the meal, we went straight to the dressing room to get dress up. All the guys were wearing their blazers and all of them look very smart. Haha...

7.30pm approaches and the concert begins. Before we enter the stage, everyone were wishing each other good luck, probably trying to calm themselves down and make sure they do a good job on the whole concert. Once we entered the stage, it was no more quitting and no more mistakes. No cuts or stops during the process. We sang all the 9 songs but after singing the first song, I was perspiring all over. Cold sweat!!! That's right. I was too nervous although I look more excited than nervous. Weird isnt it??!!! By the time we left with 2 songs, my palms were wet. The file that I was holding on seems to slip at any point of time. Luckily, it ended just in time and we have a 15 minutes interval, to relax and chill for a moment. Everyone rushed back to change their costumes (those who are acting) while the rest get ready with their masks on.

Phantom of the Opera starts and we started to sing 'Masquarade', with all the actions and blah and blah and blah... I forgot to do my pose, which I dont think I need it since I was so confused with my words, with the acitons add in it, it seems that I would be more confused than before. After the song, we went back to the stand, which we need to tolerate for 50 minutes without moving at all. I was having aches on my both feet and my kneecap. Luckily, I was able to manage it. Ming Zhao and Cai Yun were next to me and it seems that Cai Yun was having a hard time. Its probably because of thepain but also, the coldness. She was feeling cold but I couldnt feel it. The blazer was thick enough to make me feel like a polar bear in Saudi Arabia, standing in a room, with no fans, windows or any vendilations. Hot is the thing that I'm facing whereas cold is what she's facing. Same world, different temperatures... COOL!!

The best scene for the Phantom of the Opera was when the Phantom (Zhi Wei), singing to Christine (Yi Tian) to pass her the ring. The music was 'Music of the Night'. It was touching to see someone to be as romantic as the Phantom to his favourite gal. Another scene that I love is when Christine at the graveyard. Although the scene was not that nice, once you close your eyes, you can feel the emotions of the song. Each time I listen to this song, and I close my eyes, I could feel the tears at the brim of my eyes. However, some of the V.E. members felt the emotions while the Phantom felt sad when Christine follows Raoul and not him. It's really sad to see your love ones leaving you. All I can say is the acting is good and the music is great. All the 'G's are coming out. Haha...

Once the concert ends, its time for 'Seasons of Love'. Kah Hong and I were singing the male solo lines. Cool!! I didnt know that it was quite fun. Although I previously reject the offer but I was force to take the line, I didnt regret it at all. I know that Derik wants me to treat it as a challenge. Haha... I like it anyway... Fun... After the singing, we were cheering and yelling but something bad happen, which I would mention later. After the musical, we took pictures for around... 1/2 hour??? OMG!! I just know that it was a long phot-taking session by us. By the time we pack our stuff, it was 10pm. That was 'early'... When I went for the reception at our CCA room, it was 10 plus. Alot of us have left for home, such as Cai Yun. Haha... Too bad it isnt Friday or they could rest that night. Everyone were tired, including me. Haha...

During the reception, Ming Zhao and I were like eating 4 plates of noodles or other stuff... Cherrie was yanking at Ming Zhao for being a greedy pig. LOL!! I think its me who taught Ming Zhao the art of eating. Eating is an exercise for us from now on?? Maybe... However, I think it was really crazy to eat 5 plates of noodles. I ate 4 plates and another plate of bun. It was nice and I was trying to keep myself full. By the way, about the incident that happened in the hall, I think some of the guys should know what happen. It happened like this...

Once the concert ends, we were cheering and clapping. Suddenly, Ming Zhao pinched me and I was in a state of shock and happiness that I shouted the wrong thing. Yeah!! I mean it! I shout the wrong thing at the wrong time. I shouted 'C.B. lah...' with the microphones still on. Gosh!!! I'm in deep trouble if the video taken by others could have the word heard at the tape at its end. OMG!! The rest of the guys were looking at me, stunned... All I can say is... sorry... Haha... Indeed, it was a concert, with happy, bad and embarassing memories in one day. Haha...

Once again, before I end my post, I would like to say a few things. Thanks for Mr. Ong and Mr. Chen for helping out. Without you two, I dont think that the whole concert would work. Furthermore, your guidance have make us feel that we could do better music pieces in the future. Next, Derik and the other seniors who helped out in the concert. As your junior, it was a good thing that we have this event to gain experience and it help me to face my challenge of having stage frights for the past 1 hour or so??!!! Wow!!! Next, it would be the Tenor section. Without the people in this section, I would be nothing. Haha... I think I would be singing Bass by then. LOL!! Last but not least, the rest of the V.E. members in the concert. You all did a great job today. Glad that mistakes are minor. I did make mistakes too but still, we pull through... together... Haha.. Rest well everyone...

By the way, before I end, Cai Yun, if you did see this post, I would be glad to tell you that you did a great job. Haha... Well, I didnt do much to motivate you to come to V.E.. It's just that you have the power to perserve. That is why you have make it this far today. Smile more and definitely will miss you for the 2 weeks. Haha... Also, you're not fat at all. It's just that you're chubby. Didnt I told you that you still look cute as ever... Hehe... If you didnt, well, you're really cute... So dont worry about your weight... Eat healthy and stay healthy... hehe....

Stopping here now... Napping time... in Canberra Secondary... Cant believe it that this time I would be climbing into the school instead of walking from the main gate. What the...

I saw this post in Ms Lee's moblog and I decided to give it a try... Though I like this charcater... Hm... Still I prefer to believe in myself rather than the prediction it has given. Haha... So long for now... I'm too tired to continue. only had 3 hours of sleep in total for the day since I didnt sleep duirng the wee hours of the camp. LOL!!! I slept from 6am to 8am then went to school for lesson before heading home and rest from 1 plus till 2 plus before going for V.E. practice. Tomorrow is the concert. Though its still not up to my standards, I wish we would pull through... Good luck and nights people... Dying to catch some sleep now...

You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

Right now, I'm using the computer in the Computer Lab. VJ is sleeping next to me and its now 4.50am. I didnt have a good sleep currently as I wanted to watch Manchester United's match. Anyway, I'm currently watching the match and yet again, its 0 - 0. Haix... What the...

I'm really tired and I dont know would I have enough sleep or not. Its Day 1 for Band Camp and I did see some seniors, who had give me their thoughts about the whole camp. It seems that they are please with the management of the leaders who planned the events. Furthermore, it seems that the Band members are able to cooperate with each other. However, I hope they are right now recharging themselves and get ready for the Band exchange later. I dont know what school it is but hope its a fun thing for them. As usual, I wont be joining them as I have to attend school. Most of all, there's concert later from3pm. I just wish that it would be a short one as we need to rest our vocals and get plenty of rest.

Less than 48 hours to the concert. Yet, I have not been resting well. I think I will be sleeping once the match is over but I might need to wake Cyruff up in order for him to do his stuff. Haix... Tired... Stress... Stopping here...

The feeling of lost... especially your love ones... I understand how it feels, as well as many other people do. Although we wont see the person anymore, the memories wont fade at all. This lyrics took about 6 to 8 months to complete. Due to the school stuff and gaming that I'm too engross with, it was finally done during the holidays. Although I didnt publish it till now, behind has a story to it.

It has the word 'grandmother' because it makes me remember how my grandmothers look like. Why grandmothers instead of grandfathers or whatever... Well... Its a long story but to cut it short... My grandmother died during 2002, which is from my Mum's side. That was terrible for me. However, that's not the end. 2 weeks later, another grandmother died, which is from my father's side. My friends were stunned. My form teacher was worried for me, as exams are near and I'm under such things. Just 2 weeks and so many things happened. Haha...

However, this song provides me with memories of the 2 of them. Thus, treasure your love ones. If they are gone, they wont return. I hope my dear friend, who you know who you are... Rest more and stay strong. If this song can help you to remember her, then its good. This would be for you... Seriously, if there's any last words I could say to the both of them again, it would be 'I love you...' Haix... 4 years has passed... Thanks for everything... Thanks... My 2 grandmothers... My dearest grannies...

The song is a picture format... Sorry if its too small for viewing.... Try clicking it??!! Hehe...
*** Words might be small... If cant see... MY BAD... Hehe....

What do I expect each time I visit Sentosa? Well... It's 'Sun burnt'. That's right. The most difficult period of fun is its aftermath. For instance, soccer's aftermath is probably injuries, defeats and blah and blah... Whatever... Anyway, I went to Sentosa on Saturday and yet again, I was late. However, I was late for something, to ask Jonathan wanted to go or not. Eugene was online during 8 plus and he told me to ask Jonathan to come, as we would help him pay the fee. In the end, Jonathan didnt replied and Eugene told me dont be late. What the... The time was 8.50am and you tell me not to be late... I help you contact Jonathan and I have not take my shower and I must be there, Sembawang MRT station at 9am??!!! Nothing to say by then... I met the rest at 9.30am and we arrived at Harbourfront around 10.30am.

I was too tired to do anything but nevermind, since its a time for us to enjoy, must well enjoy it instead of sleeping. We reached Sentosa and straight away, we went to Siloso beach. We started to play soccer once we found our spot. However, we shots we had keep flying around, hitting people... OMG!! After the first match, everyone was too tired. The blazing Sun was making us dehydrated. We rest till Jack came and we started playing. Hmm... Yeah.. It's soccer, soccer and soccer. I didnt want to get wet at all, since I would be having swimming lessons at a later period of time during evening.

I was hungry, thirsty, and sleepy but still we continue to play. Soon, Jack, Eugene, Gavin and Jia Long went to buy drinks and food. I dont know why it would take them for ages but they told us that there ist anything at the first 7-11 so they went for the 2nd one. While for Jimmy, Raymond and me, we are sitting down under the shade, looking at anything that we can see in front of us, stare at the seaview, or you can say we are rotting in the beach... We did nothing at all. We waited for the rest to come back and we were like 'Sian by 1/2'... When the rest came back with the food, we start to boost oyur energy with our rice and noodle packets. Mine was noodles but I hate the taste. Funky taste... Half of i is well-cooked noodles. The other half, it taste like uncooked noodles and its all dried up. Haix... Spoil our appetite.

Before we play soccer again, I tried to help Jimmy to ask a gal's number. Yet, I was rejected. -.-" Alright, I dont mind that but I havent said my sentence completely and I was put to a halt. Haix... Yeah.. The guys are laughing but I understand how the gal feel after second thoughts about it. You dont expect to give your number to someone that you dont know and what if that person is a stalker?? I mean I'm not a stalker but lets think of the perspective of that gal. Furthermore, what if that gal has a boyfriend?? I dont want to be beaten up in Sentosa, just for a stupid number. Most of all, I'm not the one who wants the number. I"M TOTALLY INNOCENT. I just want to prove a point here... that's all. I would rather take emails than numbers. That would be better, without seeing the person's face. Haha...

After the soccer match, Jack, Jimmy and I went to take our shower while Eugene, Jia Long and Gavin went for a swim. Once we had our baths, we head back to meet Kian Wee at Vivo City. I didnt manage to see him as I need to rush to Yishun Swimming pool for lesson. Poor Kian Wee, he had waited for us for 2 hours and I dont know what happen that day. I was feeling hungry and I tried to sleep in the train while standing. That sounds retarded but no choice. I slept with my finger strying to support my head. I think passengers who entered the train would think I'm really a retard. Haha... When I alighted, I found my favourite store, which I didnt know it exist... Bubbletea Shop... My saviour... I bought one cup and went for training straight.

I went to change quickly and guess what happens next... My instructor told me there's no need to enter to the pool today as we're gonna do CPR. WHAT THE!!! I changed already and yet he told me that??!!! -.-" I went to swim at the last 5 mins with 6 laps, without stopping. After the swim, I went to wash up and went to eat dinner. Before I went home, I saw the match of Man Utd against Sheffield United, by that time, it was 1-0... Sheffield United was leading. Soon, Ming Zhao SMS me that Ronney scored. Yet he asked me if I shout or not as he heard someone shouting, thinking it was me... Diao... I was on my way home... Haha... Nevermind...

I was too tired to do anything once I'm online so I went to sleep. I was listening to the radio while sleeping. I couldnt move about as I was too tired to move. However, when the radio commentator shouted 'Goal from Rooney! Man Utd is leading 2-1!!' I jumped up, yelled 'YES!!' with my both hands up and next, drop dead on my bed. I think my Dad saw that while he's watching television. I think he would be thinking am I really tired or am I insane...

Anyway, I had soccer today and I think I injuried my leg again. Told you before, my leg hasnt recover and I think because of the wet floor, I hurt it again, probably 3 times??!! I dont know but its still hurting if I bend it. Haix... I think I should stop playing for a week or two. I need to concentrate on my studies first. Haha... The weather in Sembawang was so bad that I hate it. Rain... Stop... Rain... Stop... Rain... Stop... Rain... Stop... Rain... Stop... Thats the pattern I see from 4 plus till 5 plus... What the... We end up playing PS2 at Jonathan's house... Haha... Gonna stop here now... Concert is near... 4 more days to go... Haha... Tomorrow there's lesson and I cant be late or else I would be counted as absent... Got my last warning from the lecturer. Haix... What luck I have...

I wish I could run without any difficulties... That's what I told myself when I had hurt my foot. Now, I could run like a mad guy at anytime I want. However, my foot has not totally recovered. Back on Monday, I went to swim in the school's swimming pool. Although I went alone, I still like the peacefulness of the environment. I tried to swim freestyle but my foot was not obeying me. It was still hurting. What's worst, the pain could be felt that each time you push your leg backwards, you can feel the current near your foot, as if you are trying to eat something after drinking 2 cans of coke. The feeling of your teeth weaken was what I got from my foot. Yikes!!! This is bad for me. I still manage to swim 10 rounds of freestyle and breaststroke. However, the side effects were still there. Hope it would be better soon...

Let's stop the extend of my injury then. School these days have been fun. I dont know why... I could be serious at one moment, then go whacky suddenly. I think I'm sick and it seems to be true. Right now, I'm having headaches and its all unexplainable. Each time when I sing pieces such as 'Gamelan' or 'Dahil Syo' in V.E., my head would be aching. Haha... However, I think I didnt have proper nights that caused that to happen. The concert is near and I'm trying to get the tickets. Hope I could get some for Xin Ni, who wanted to watch me perform in the first place. Haha... Thanks Mei, thanks... I hope you recover from your back injury... Smile...

As I had mention, school was fun. Yesterday we had Macdonalds with with bing and gang. We were playing PSP - Winning Eleven, as usual, and this song was played in the canteen. 'Right Here Waiting' was the song and Bing started to tell us how he feel about this song. He told us that each time he hear the song, he would feel his heart pain. it's not about breaking up but being broke. YES!!! No money!! Let's just say the lyrics refers to the money rather than the gal. Now think again, what he said is right isnt it??!!! Where ever it go, whatever is becomes, Bing would be right there waiting for money to appear!! Haha... That was funny. I think they are having fun now. Today is Raymond's birthday and they are celebrating at MOS.

Raymond should be enjoying his day in school too. Before everyone left the class, we sang 'Happy Birthday' to him. Then, we sang it the second time, this time by carrying him out, with the chair he's sitting on, and carry him out of the class. The sight of it makes you laugh and the other classes were looking at him. No wonder people said Sport and Wellness classes are not only funny-loving, yet loud bunch. Haha... That's us... Poor Raymond, I dont know what will happen to him in MOS now... Haha... Anyway, Happy birthday dude!! Good luck in your future soccer career, Woodlands Wellington future star!!

Today NYP was having a Primary school bursary award and I attended it. Strange right??!!! A 18 year old is attending kids stuff... Well, my cousin was getting her award so I just went to take a look. After the awards, we went to eat. My Aunt, 2 cousins, my Sister and Pauline went to Food Junction for our meals. Haha... Just a Western food could make everyone smiling all the way. It's good that they enjoy the meal since I dont think so there's any good Western food in the whole NYP except the one in Food Junction. Haha... After that, we had dessert. I shared Ice Kachang with my cousins and guess what, they were fighting for the ice cream on top of the ice and making the whole table a huge mess. When both of them went to the loo, I was the only one eating the Ice Kachang and everyone started to look at me as they walked past. -.-" I bet everyone would be thinking how the hack I eat till like that... What the... I'm innocent. Really!!! OMG!!! Dont expect a 18 year old to eat like this!!! What the...

It's fun these days but concert is just next week. My Mum and Sister gonna be in Genting soon for a weekend vacation. Phew... I dont need to face them and there's no nagging. Haha... Kidding... I think I need to rest now, I need sleep... 10 hours is a MUST due to the long shedules in school. With V.E. and studies... You wont like it when its 10am to 10pm!!! I mean it... SLEEP!!! I need you!!!

Playing soccer is one joy for me. Scoring goals would be the ideal way of playing soccer. Although tactics are important, scoring gaols not only ensures your team a win but also boost your morale. Hmm... However, if you tried to score a goal but you could not put the ball into the net, you're gonna be frustrated. Strikers should be the one to be the most frustrated player if they cant put the ball into the net.

If you ask Jack, Eugene, Jimmy, Ming Zhao or me, or anyone in this world who plays soccer, you can ask them. What if they couldnt score goals that well, or their team didnt score goals to win the match? They would understand how it feels to be in that position. Seriously, if you look at this youtube clip, I think we dont want this to happen to us. This means that scoring a goal like that shows that our luck wasnt there at all. Haha.. Well, enjoy this clip then, named as 'Stupid Funny Goals'...





** By the way, I dont have the time to blog since concert is just next week and I'm busy with lots of things. Sorry if my posts these days are short... My bad... Hehe...

Ever wonder what happens when an normal game of soccer turned out to be something more complicated... something fun yet risky... Well, you may think that its just simple rules but if I tell you the game, there would sure be no dribbling, no step-overs, no bicycle kicks... Let me introduce the new soccer game that you could try, especially during rainy days! It's called 'Wet Soccer', which is a combination of soccer and water. Yes!! I mean it! WATER! This is played in a hard court and there's water in the ground, causing people to slip easily if they're not aware of where they are stepping or accelerating too much. The first team that scores the goal wins. That sounds simple but when you played it, it would be hard, harder than you play ice hockey. Haha...

Well, the gang started to play 'Wet Soccer' since the weather was so bad that the shelter was covered with water. We began to play 4 vs 4 and match started. Slippery is the word that everyone had thought of. What's worst, no one dare to do harsh tackles, to prevent any injuries from happening. Gavin was the key man of the games as he was able to defend very well with his acts. For instance, saving the ball while he's trying to get back to the goalpost. He did extremely well and the ball didnt went in. Haha... Furthermore, he tried to jump up to head the ball, ending up falling onto the ground. -.-" Many of us fell... Fazil... Fairus... Jonathan... Me... Jimmy too.. He entered the court and fell straight... LOL!!! That was indeed a fun match. Well, that's all for 'Wet Soccer' and if anyone want to try it, go ahead. However, at your own risk... hehe... By the way, remember to wet the ground if one portion is dried up. This add up the spice of the game, making it more interesting as before. Haha...

After all the 'wet' activities, the ground was dried up and a match started with a 10 goals rule. First team that scores the 10 goals wins. We won by 10-8 with 4 people and it was a great job. Eugene was scoring while Jack was defending... I was doing the passing and defending. Though I caused lots of mistakes, I still manage to score 1 goal with a solo act. LOL!! The I shot the ball but it was on the line. Since Jonathan had not got the ball yet, I tired to tap it in but still couldnt. Therefore, I slided into the goal area and put the ball in. Wow!!! By then, we lead by 5-4. Haha... Jimmy was good too, as well as the Brothers of Destruction; Fairus and Fazil. Haha... Anyway, its really enjoyable to play with them. 1 hour past and the match was put an end. Wow... Nice soccer... Haha... I just cant wait till there's soccer on Fridays with the Malays. Fairus, Jeremy and gang would be an ideal gang to play with. Haha...

Stopping here now... Too tired to continue... Concert is less than 2 weeks time and everyone is trying their best. Jia You!! I wont give up too, so do you people. Haha... Also, Fairus and Fazil, Happy birthday!!! Twins birthday means double joy!! Haha... Smile always and hope you people would enjoy your success in your academic results... SMILE!!

One said that practise do makes perfect. However, if some things cant work out, its either the effort is not enough, or the person is not trying at all. It seems that the concert for the Phantom of the Opera is just 2 weeks time and I felt that I'm not ready for that. I have not memorise the scores and adjust my voice range. Thursday was a 'lecture' for me, since Mr Ong, our conductor, was telling us that he's worried about the concert and we seemed to be not doing our best. I know that once I'm in this CCA, there's no turning back. First of all, I like singing, or should I say I love singing... Whatever, it seems that both sounds the same, just different variations of its meaning.

Anyway, Mr Ong realised that my singing was not the right position. I was not using the right technique to sing and he tried to help me with that. Yet, I still couldnt do the right thing. I was so angry with myself that I feel like whacking anything that's around me. All I could do was to clench my fist with fury and keep telling myself, 'Bear the anger... Relax... Dont explode in front of them...' Cai Yun could see how frustrated am I and she tried to comfort me through SMS. Thanks anyway... Haha...

After V.E., it was home sweet home but I seriously dont feel like going back home. While on the way back, I feel the bitterness between 2 friends of mine and yet, I have nothing to do. Since she said if I interfere one more time, she would not talk to me, I dont mind. All I just wish is to see everyone be happy and no conflicts would occur. Furthermore, the concert is so near and its best not to start any conflicts that may cause disharmony in V.E.. Since I was told to leave, I leave. I alighted at Kathib and wait for the next train. Cai Yun was not happy with my attitude. Fazilah was stunned, as well as Joann and Yi Tian... (That's my assumption... If I'm wrong, sorry then...) I messaged them that I was not feeling that good and told them not to worry. I just want to be alone for awhile. I keep thinking what am I suppose to do to my vocals. How am I able to memorise everything. Would I be the burden to the Tenors because I was a bad singer??!!! All the questions keep popping up. My whole body was feeling very hot suddenly. It's like I'm going to melt if I'm an ice, probably I was burning with fire... I just realise that I need an air-con to chill my body temperature... LOL!!

Cai Yun told me in SMS that she's able to read my emotions and it seems that I should learn to control my emotions. To me, I prefer to let it out... Its seems that what I could do was to be my true self. I'm me and whatever I do, feel, react, there's a reason behind that. I would love to control my emotions but still, its a tough job to do so. You're able to control it because you are determine to do so. However, you are you and I am I. We are different and different personalities have different ways of letting out their emotions, or taking the 'damages' that we would faced. Well, Cai Yun, I just want to thank you for being there for me on that day. I was feeling really down and I need to chill for a moment. I would prefer you smile than you worrying about me. Each time I got stress in practise, you would be the one who SMS me and get me to cool down... Thanks alot... And sorry to make the rest of you get worried. I'm fine now and I'm gonna make sure that this concert would be a success, not a failure.

Chris had her performance at CCAB just now. It was the NCO Band Camp, which are mainly for Band majors and Drum majors. Hmm... It was a nice show but I still prefer the play at the soccer court. LOL!! I forgot to mention that after the performance, we went to borrow a ball and start playing soccer for a moment. Haha... In the end, Chris was ready at around 8 plus, after finally managed to change her clothes. We begin to take the bus back to Newton Circle but in the end, we walked all the way to Newton Circle. Although its my suggestion, I still think its the best idea to follow. Though everyone were tired after the walk, we still managed to reach Newton Circle for OUR lunch??!! Yeah... Sort of for the most of us. Haha...

After the dinner, we went back but trouble started with Gavin leaving early due to some internal conflict. I dont know what happen but I just hope that everything gonna be alright tomorrow. While for Chris, she was really 'smart' enough to bring the lollipop into the station but luckily, she wasnt fined for $500. If she do, I dont know what her Mum gonna say this round. Haix... Eugene and I were confused by her actions. Why must she eat the lollipop at that period of time??!!! OMG!!! We took the train all the way to Marina Bay and back to our respective stations. By then, I was too tired to do anything... Stress... Tired... Exhausted... Haix... I rather sleep than I talk and I need more energy to do my homework with Huai Xin tomorrow at the library. Haix... Gonna rest now... Very tired... Sleepy... That's me...

2 weeks time... Am I really ready for that?? Am I prepared for the up-coming battle?? Hmm... We shall know the answer next week... Derik and Ben, I need your help... Haha... Time to beat the clock and give the best performance I could have... Stress-mania??? Hm... Just bring it, dude!!!

Yes!! It's my first time participatingin the Lunchtime concert with the V.E. members. Actually, it would be my first and would be the second for the rest of the YEar 1s. I was not there during the first Lunchtime Concert because I was helping out in the Charity Soccer. Yeah! Actually, you cant say that I was helping out but I was playing for my team, which means helping in the fund-raising for the needy students in Canberra. Alright, whether its a acceptable excuse or not, I'm there today for the concert. Haha...

Anyway, it was a fun concert and everyone was excited about it. You can look at Derik's face, he seems to be nervous and its the first time I see him do that. I was nervous too but I still do what we should do; sing out loud, entertain the crowd and most of all, enjoy yourself. We started to sing only 4 songs but in the end, we sang 5 since we were told that we were going to spend 1/2 hour for the concert. Mr Ong, our instructor, was thinking what songs could we sing and in the end, we sang these; 'Komm Suser Tod', 'Tangare', 'San Ge Mei Er', 'Longer' and 'somebody Loves Me'. It was a good show, especially 'Somebody Loves Me'. The sound was much better than we did during our rehersals and I was pleased with the performance. Once the show was over, everyone was showing the sign of relief. Haha... Relax everyone, we did survive the whole concert. However, we still have ne more coming up, the Phantom of the Opera... Sian... I wish Derik could get Zhi Wei to stay in V.E. and act as the Phantom. I dont want to be the Phantom. It's not that I'm rejecting the role but I'm not ready yet. However, I will try my best to prepare. Haix... Must work harder... 2 weeks time to concert... OMG!!!

Yesterday, it was really boring since there's no Assets lecture and tutorial. Both lecturers got their leave and it was good for Andy, Kenny and me, to feast at Food Junction. Well, I accidentally bumped to Tammy and alright, I was really sorry for the bump and I didnt do anything or show any glimpse of interest to her. While for Andy, he saw Tammy and tried to help her to carry her fries after she had some difficulty carying it with her hands full. -.-" Er... Andy seems to be so high after that. I really dont understand at all. She might be 'famous' (I dont know...) but it doesnt bother me at all. It's her life, not my life. We both live in our worlds so I would still prefer to feel normal, even after helping her. Whereas for Kenny, that cheeky fellow was feeling regretful for not joining us the queue. He said he would be able to bump into Tammy... -.-" What the... I have nothing to say by then... LOL!!

While eating, Andy and Kenny were debating about weather issues. The clouds outside the Food Junction looks dark but still, andy said its still bright. Later, Kenny and andy went out of Food Junction and Kenny was trying to prove to Andy that the weather is not that good. Still, Andy said its not... When we went outside of the school, Andy was not convinced and he told Kenny that he's just giving him the chance to think that he's right. Whatever... I'm innocent... Haha... Soon, raindrops started to fall and yet, Andy was still proving that the weather is not at bad. In the end, thanks to a shocking bolt and a loud drum roll by the thunder, Andy was convinced. Kenny was laughing by then, while for me, I was laughing... Nothing to say about that but sometimes, its hard to tell a person about your views unless he or she sees or hears it and it convinced them. Diao... What the... so it took so long for that to happen...

Tomorrow is the Web tech test and I'm still not ready for that. Haix... I need the help of the teacher tomorrow... Haha... Its best that I could get full marks and score an 'A' grade for Web Tech. Haix... Stopping here... Tired...

I'm too tired to blog today. I dont know why... Maybe I didnt have a good rest or I didnt have enough rest after my tedious timetable on Monday. Haha.. Anyway, I'm aching all over after going to gym. I think I work too hard. LOL!!

Yeah... Not gonna waste time here since I need to bath and catch some sleep. Tomorrow is the Lunchtime Concert for VE and I must be prepared!! I MUST!!! Haha... good luck everyone, lets do well tomorrow and show our best! Yeah! I just found Pin Guan's new song and it sounds wonderful, to me personally. I didnt know he has a new album coming out till I heard the music on the radio. I didnt know who was the singer at that time. However, once I heard the voice, I know its him. Cool huh??!!! A fan of Pin Guan is like that... Haha... Anyway, its a nice love song by him... Hope everyone would like the song... It's in my blog now. However, if its lagging, my bad then... It loads slow at times... hehe... Gonna stop here...


Lyrics for the song:
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歌曲：无可救药 - 品冠

暗恋是一种礼貌 暗地里盖一座城堡
然后再当你的警卫跑腿和小猫
随时你要我重灌电脑 随时你要我随传随到
买面包鸡排和水饺

你每次对着我笑 你的笑里面有毒药
我看着你出了神还丢掉了解药
可能你从来没感觉到 最好你永远感觉不到
爱上你 越来越无可救药

一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才慢慢体会到 幸福是被爱的人需要

一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才狠狠决定要 就爱吧就这样吧就不逃
爱你到无可救药

Right now.. The radio is broadcasting Chelsea's match against Totteham and Totteham is leading currently with 2-1. If Chelsea lose the game, Manchester United would be at the top of the Primier league. Alright... Let's not talk about the EPL, now it's time for the C.I.P. that I just had on Saturday. Since I was the person-in-charge for the Alumnis in the event, I was suppose to be in school at 7.45am. However, I was late as I need to do some stuff and I reached school at 7.59am. I alighted at Xin Ni's area's bus stop and ran all theway to school. It's been a long time since I do that during my year as a Secondary 5 kid. Haha... Maybe thats the way I should do in order to remember the past...

Anyway, I realised that I wasnt late and what's worst is that the school opened at 7.45am. Nice try... I shouldnt be running so fast just for that. That was not the end of the bad news. Siva ask me if MOE had called me... I was stunned for a moment, thinking if its because of my past that they are questioning?? In the end, he told me I would be having an interview with them about this event that we are participating. LOL!!! WHY ME??!!! I was panting and showing the hand signal of 'No' but too bad, he had told them to do so on FRIDAY... OH NO.... Sian... Why me.....................

The bus arrived and everyone took the bus to the Red Cross Home for the Disabled, except for Xin Ni, Fairus and I, we took a parent's car to the venue. Alright, we have a nice chat and I realised that I had left myt earphone in VJ's room. WHAT THE!!! When I need it the most and its not there. Haix... Once we reached the place, we started to visit the different locations of the building. Although it seems to be a normal room, it's filled with patients, patients who are serverely disabled. In my mind, I was totally blank and afraid of talking to them. However, I did manage to shake one of their hands. However, that patient pulled Jonathan's hand and started hugging him and Chris. VJ told me the word that the patient keeps murmuring was 'Ah Ma..', which means Grandma... I understand a person who has not seen his granny for so long and how it feels like when you miss you kin. Poor fellow... However, Jonathan and Chris did something good on that day... isnt it... hehe...

Though most patients are severely disabled, it doesnt mean that they are useless beings in this world. One of them is considered as a genius in the Home. His name was Christopher and he's really great in knowing when's your birthday. Seriously, one must have doubt that he has the ability to do that with his condition. However, this shows that even if a person is disabled, his determination allows him or her to do things that exceeds a person's limitations. Another person was a kid who was a pro-X-Box genius. I never met him because I was outside of the room. However, that is really amazing to have patients that have the will to prove that they can live happily with their conditions. This is why they got my respect. As a human being, one shall not give up easily on things that you have in mind. That's the spirit of finding the true meaning of life.

We started to collect our decorations after a briefing and we went to the 3rd storey to do our decorations. Fairus and I were helping the Sec 3s and it was a tough job for us. The Sec 3s were decorating the room while we decorate the outside of the room. Just to hang one green patch on the wall takes us about 30 mins??!! OMG!! That was long. However, we really enjoy decorating the place. It seems like we were thinking out of the box to make sure that we make the right choices. Looks like its a task between a designer and his assistant. Fairus the designer and Wei Teck the assistant??? Sounds like a good idea too. Haha... After the decorations, we had our lunch before packing up. I was starving and I ate two plates of noodles. Its very rare for me to do that unless I'm so hungry and the food is indeed delicious. Haha... The PSG (Parents Support Group) are actually good cooks... No wonder the whole lot of us, (Kian Wee, Eugene, Jimmy, Chris, Ivy, Xin Ni, Jonathan, VJ, Fairus, Fazil and I) took alot of sandwiches from the container and it was like 1/2 of the sandwiches were gone. LOL!!!

Before we left, we also celebrated one of the patient's birthday. She's really excited about that day and she's smiling all the way. It's true that if you smile, your day would be happier. Anyway, everyone started to sing 'Happy Birthday' to her. Haha... It was fun... Chris added with another 'Happy Birthday' tune with a Malay version, which no one understands... Whereas, I was waiting for VJ and Siva to sing the Hindu version. Yet, they didnt sing it... Spoilspot!!! Haha... Soon, we left the place at 2pm and it was a tiring day. Jessinta, one of my colleague from my ex-workplace still keeps calling me 'Frog'. -.-" I really dont know what I did to make her call me that but seriously, I just want to tell her... 'YO!!! LONG TIME NO SEE!!! Smile always...' hehe...

Once we reached school, Eugene, Kian Wee, Jimmy and I went to Jonathan's house since I'm helping Eugene to edit his blogskin. LOL!!! In the end, I didnt expect so many things happen. Jonathan's dog, Junior, was peeing all over the room. No one knows whether he's horny or he's too excited. However, one thing is for sure, he sees me, he follows me. He follows me, he lick me. He licks me, he's gonna start to pee around me at any moment. Even if I was soundly asleep, he would disturb me. In the end, I didnt manage to sleep that well, even for a good 5 minutes rest... Jimmy was unlucky to touch Junior's pee. He was 'sian by 1/2' once he realised that he had touched Junior's pee on the floor accidentally. Haha... Never mind about that. Junior would growled if he's angry and I mimicked the sound while I was standing next to Eugene. You should see his expression as Eugene jumped up, thinking that Junior was next to him, trying to show him its anger. OOPS!!! Its a scam... My bad... Lol...

I went back home and took a rest and woke up at 7 plus before meeting Kian Wee and gang for soccer. Now that's the interesting part. The score was so good that I wasnt needed at all. What I know is that the rest has scored more than me. I only managed to score 1 goal, with a nice cross from Jimmy and I tapped the ball in. It's like playing Winning Eleven 9 when you clicked double 'Circle' and 'Square'. Now that's the way to play Winning Eleven. Haha... After that, things started to turn out nasty. Sion tackled one of CCC's players and a quarrel broke out. a fight nearly started but it was settled when CCC left. However, Jack was the 'brace' warrior and he shouted something that was so offensive that the CCC came back. It was the turning point by that time. Now its like 6 people against 15 people. -.-" Nice try Jack, for saying the quote. Now it was the quote of the weekend in my memory. LOL... Anyway, things settled again but this week's soccer, I dont know what's gonna happen to Jack. Maybe the CCC would gather their China-hood gang to deal with him... Haix... Really 'Chi Bao Mei Shi Zuo...' (Nothing to do once the person has fully eaten...)

Stopping here... Tired... Right now is Monday... 8am to 10pm study is no fun at all. I hate it to the core. Sunday I saw monkey running around Causeway, today I see guys trying to create an image of Demand and Supply curve. What's that?? Demand for gals increased, thus Supply will increase if the price rise up.... Nice one... This is the MicroEconomics style... Cool man...


*** Quote of the Weekend : F__ C__

Today's Friday and what I have for lesson today is MicroEconomics. Although it's an interesting subject, I didnt expect the lesson to end so early. From the start of the semester, every Friday would be known as a spoiler. Reason for that is simply because we only have 2 hours of lecture and we head straight home. However, this week's lecture ends at 11am. The lecturer was able to crap the whole topic on 'Supply Curve' and it seems like I had only 40 minutes of lesson. I went to buy a drink and came back at 10.20am, which the clas has started. It stopped at 11am and I was stunned!!!

Alright, I dont mind that but I had tutorial to do with my group. In the end, the discussion was never done since everyone was having a good mood, or should I say they are too eager to go to Zul's house for Hari Raya celebration. Well, I went to North canteen to have my meal and soon, I was doing the tutorial with Azirah and Huai Xin. Phew!! I didnt do the whole thing alone. Still, I was left to do the drawing of the graphs. Huai Xin was saying that it was a training for me to understand the graphs... -.-" Lets just say I have nothing to say... Hmm... Well, I really have nothing to say... Haha...

After completing the tutorial, I went back home to put my things and went to meet the rest. I was late. Yeah!! My bad everyone. I was checking some stuff from my computer and it take some time to look through the document. I took a cab with Rachel, James and Tang En. Seriously, James, your cap is really making an image of yourself being cool, so dont deny it. With the jacket and bag, you're showing that you're cool... However, to me, you are already cool enough with that cap. Hehe... SMILE!! Its a praise after all... hehe... We reached Zul's house and we started to watch the television since his parents were busy preparing the dishes. I didnt know that his house is two storey high. What the... When you entered his living room, the first thing you gonna notice is his medals... The whole display cupboard is full of MEDALS... No wonder Kenneth and Bing started to say that we need to imitate the commercial of the Tiger FC, which was about Barcelona... We need to wear sunglasses if we are taking a picture with the medals... LOL!!! A great S-League player whose future is bright!! Zul!!! You're the man in the future for Tampines Rovers FC!!!

We had our meals and we took pictures before we leave his house. Thanks for the meal, Zul... Thanks alot... Most of all, thanks to your parents who did try to entertain us with the food. The food is tasty... Haha... The rest started to seperate and its left Huai Xin, Daryl, Ridzwan, Fidaus and me so they went to K-Pool and play. I was too tired to play but they wanted me to join in the fun so I did. I lost! Yeah... I was a noob in pool so its alright. I didnt know that the class has so many great players in pool! Wow... I think I'm the one and only noob in the class when we talk about playing pool. After that, I went to meet Jesscia to help Mr. Kian Wee to get his 'Qiu Tian De Tong Hua'... I decided to visit Ms Tan and gang and we had a short chat before I went to Sun Plaza and meet Eugene and the rest. I quickly had my meal since I was late and they had finished theirs... Wow... Haha... After that, they went to play basketball while Eugene and I started out soccer antics.

we went to 491 as the gals have their basketball while Eugene and I were bored to death. We started to workout and then, slowly we play soccer. Damn... How come I keep missing the goal and I keep hitting the post. Never mind, tomorrow would be a better day for me after all. Haha... Hope so, especialky to add my goal tally against CCC. Make me feel like I have wings and make me score like a God... I'm no God-like figure... I'm God... Probably Jack would be thinking this... 'Oh My God!!! Come on lah!!! Wake up please...' LOL!! In the end, we went back home around 9 plus, leaving Chris and Ivy, still playing basketball. Haha... No choice. Tomorrow I have some business to do, which is to help out the Red Cross Home. I'm in-charge of the Alumnis so I must be there. Be a man, do the right thing. That's the way I should follow to make things do the right way. although the Alumnis going are merely 10 people, still it was a good effort from me to get people to join in the event. 50 emails I sent and I only got 1 reply back, 2 phone calls and a gathering. Haix... Though Canberra Secondary is not like the school that we once knew, the students would still play an active role in the events they have... but its a few people joining so it doesnt make a big impact to it.

Haix.... I just realised that I have travel to alot of places... From Woodlands to Yio Chu Kang, then back to Woodlands to put my things and back to Yio Chu Kang to meet the rest. Next, Hougang was the destination and back to Ang Mo Kio for K-Pool... After that, a bus trip to Yishun and then, Sembawang. Finally, from Sembawang to Woodlands, to a place that is call 'Home Sweet Home'. I finally can take a good rest but tomorrow need to wake up very early... 7am... What the... Spoiler... Haix... My Friday.. Fun, enjoyable... tiring...

I have just created this image... Hmm... I was thinking of this image in another blog (if I do have the time to have one...) Haha... Never mind... I just feel that its quite nice... LOL!!!

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Its been a few days since I blogged. Sorry Farhanah (V.E.), I didnt manage to blog yesterday since I was too tired to do so. I dont know what I've been doing for the past few days but there's one thing I know and its about my academic results. Haix. I still dont understand what the hack I'm learning in P.O.M. and today, the tutorial lecturer is the best!! I really dont understand a thing about the topic at all. It seems that I have no foundation of P.O.M. and my passion to learn that module seems to be lost! i'm losing interest. OH NO!!! However, strange enough, I'm more enthusiastic to learn MicroEconomics, which is definitely a maricle. I remembered I quit M.I. because I cant adapt to their way of learning and another reason behind that, I hate Economics to the core. When I first started with MarcoEconomics, you can see how bad can my work be. LOL!!

Anyway, today there's a Sports and Wellness games day, which was quite gayish to me. The game was not organised properly but it doesnt seems to be the Year Two's fault, its ours. We didnt cooperate with them and we started to whack the balls all around the basketball court. Anyway, we started with a 'Bonding' game, which is to have our hands tied with another friend and we played soccer. Told you, its gayish... Anyway, after seeing the 'entertaining' results of the game, it was changed into a normal soccer game. The first team which hits the ball onto the pole wins. When my team played, we were able to win 3-0. Daryl was fast enough to assist and score for himself. However things turn bad when we played the second game...

The second game only has ou class students, S(B). In the end, it turn out to be a bloody battle and I mean it! Bloody battle... Farhan and Juraimi wanted to get the ball, which was in mid-air. They headed the ball and it was a 50-50 challenge. In the end, both heads clashed together and Farhan was on the ground and Juraimi was standing but feeling the knock. Next thing you can see was that Juraimi had a cut near his eye. While for Farhan, bloog was gushing out from his head. The match was put to a halt and we tried to help the guys to stop the bleeding. You can see how Farhan reacted when he wanted the rest to know that he's alright. He keep saying 'Hey, dont let the blood stain my shirt!!' What the... You're injuried Dude!!! Relax for awhile... hehe... Anyway, the match ended with 2-1. We lost but it was really a bloody game to me. I didnt expect that 2 heads clashing together would be that serious, since the last time I saw bloog gushing out profusely was when Jack injuried himself in the court... Hope they're alright later...

Well, I realised that when I are playing against Raymond and gang, there is a big gaap between a normal player and a S-League superstar. They are fast and they love to twist and turn around with the ball. Haha... I was having a hard time chasing Raymond as he's faster than I expected. Now, I think I need to work harder on my fitness. Haix... Right now, I didnt manage to watch Man Utd's match. The stupid TVU Player didnt have the channel of the match. OMG! I think I gonna sleep after typing this post. That's all for now...