"No Sweat!" Thats what my t-shirt was written yesterday when I wore it. I is really amazing to swim and played soccer in a day after staying overnight at Chris house. I didnt catch a wink that EARLY morning as I was blogging so crap and playing Winning Eleven.

Well, before the playing, Eugene and I went to find any areas that telecast Liverpool's match. Once the match was over, we walked back to Chris house, which was a quite a distance away. Well, during the whole walk, I came to realised some things.

1) Cockroaches do help me to run faster. Not the motivation but creating the fear factor on me.

2) The strangest things will always occur especially when there is only Eugene and me. Weird...

3) Most people tried to drunk their sorrows with beer and wine. Mine?? A bottle of green tea!!

4) Running with slippers, especially mine, makes me feel like a retard who runs for his life.

5) Eugene and I faced the similar problems but whether who's worst who's better, I dont know.

Alright, once its 6am, Jimmy and I went home first. Jimmy had to work while I need to get plenty of rest before my exercising hour. I slept at 7am and woke up at 11am, thanks to my Mum, who rang me and ended saying "Oops... Wrong number..." -.-" I was going crazy by then. Haha... I never blame her but just that, I didnt manage to get a good sleep after that, till I slowly knock out.

Woken up at 1 plus, I prepared myself and met Auntie Emily before heading to school for swimming with Cai Yun, Yi Tian and Ben. Emily went for her runs as she doesnt want to swim. I dont know why but I just respect her decision thats all. Shuai Xun was already in the pool and had swam 30 laps. Great... That was fast.

Well, I tasted mine when I had to swim 10 laps within 10 minutes. That was Shuai Xun's challenge and I accepted it. It was tough but fun. I ended up completing the whole course at 11 minutes. Though its short of a minute but I think I still can exceed that timing that is expected for completion. I shall try the next time... =]

After swimming, it was time for V.E. practise. Mr Ong said I could be in the Bass section next year. I was like, "NNoooo!!!" I dont know. Maybe I was not prepared to take such a weird news. I mean, I'm a Tenor and suddenly, down to Bass. Hmmm... A new challenge? Maybe.. but I guess I need to buck up and hit the high notes in "Dancing Queen" to prove myself that I can be a Tenor 1. Hit the high note with perfection!! That's the way!!

Soccer was after that. I managed to finish my burger and fries before playing, or else someone will say that I broken my promise. =X Anyway, scored 2 goals for that day. The 1st was a nice teamwork. Using a cryuff cut, passing the ball to my teammate, it was a 3 neat passes before I got the ball, slotted it into the post! The 2nd was a mishap from the defence and I smashed it in. I was on-form that night as milo was my drug that keeps me running for the entire hour. Haha... That's my macdonalds. LOL!!!

While for today, I accompanied Auntie Emily for shopping. I'm not into such a hobby but I just accompanied her, preventing her from rotting at home. LOL!! Well, we went to Bugis for the whole afternoon till evening before heading to Woodlands. Hmmm... We didnt buy any clothes but we managed to see quite a few nice designs and course, we ate some FOOD!! I didnt know that Auntie Emily can be so hungry de!! However, its best that she goes hungry so she can eat more. Haha =X

Alright... Jonathan's birthday is tomorrow. That faggot is going to enjoy himself and everyone is celebrating for him with a BBQ party. Haha.. Yet, I need to help my SW friends for this particular event during the event. I will be late guys, dont want for me!! Enjoy!! =]

This is going to be a random post, that’s all. Its not being targeted on anyone but just my thoughts for now. Haha… I’m just waiting for my turn for Winning Eleven so let me just do something to kill time??!! Yeah, let’s begin. =/

Having the phrase “It’s all in the mind…” repeated in my brain for umpteen times, I wondered if I have the ability to strike off all the bad memories completely. As a human, every one will have feelings in them but will have difficulties to express it to others. I always have this problem, expressing to my close ones, even friends. The only method of showing my emotions is through sports, such as striking the ball continuously or swims in the pool like a speedy yet crazy shark in the water. I always wish that I could be a robot, with no emotions to be felt. You wont feel any pain, sadness, anger or happiness, just being plain and act like a dumb to whatever commands that your owner ask. It’s just a matter of time before I’m breaking down due to overwork breakdown.

Always being in the world of my own, sometimes I guess its time to get alive but the fact is, I didn’t have the courage to do so. Just like my attitude towards life, I always tell myself, “No fear!” whenever I do a thing. Whether it’s a simple task like asking people to join something or being as bold like talking big with others, some things won’t change when it comes to important matters. Sometimes, I can’t seem to say the simple things out of my mouth or doing the things I wish that could help others. I ended up pondering by myself whether am I a burden to all these problems? Well, I didn’t care. I still stick with my philosophy of life. I just hope that I could forget everything since I have a poor memory, how I wish I forget these feelings, these problems. Well, time, that’s what I need.

Things happened not I always wish it will be. Is it fate or coincidence? I don’t know which I should classify my problems or happenings at. For instance, its fate to be a friend of yours but it’s a coincidence to receive the same thing that we have in mine on that occasion. Moreover, to know your problems, it seems to be an impossible task for me as I’m not close to you. I am just like a child, wander in wonderland but in reality, a plain stupid guy with no brain and has no empathy. I’m just being naïve with my thoughts and to change, I hope it will happen, someday, somehow, somewhat.

Seeing a person, who you treat him or her closely, cries, makes me feel bad. I always told myself that it’s my failure to make that person smile. As I have mentioned, being naïve is my character. Naïve in the sense that I always wish to settle all problems in every one’s life but its impossible. I’m no ultraman. I’m not a hero, just a commoner like many others, who can’t seem to deal with his problems yet wanted to be nosey with other people’s dilemma. Gosh!! I tell myself all the time, to draw the line between knowing myself and others too much. Yet, I failed to keep my word. I should get slap in the face for asking too much, as well as knowing too much.

I realized the change in me, from my Secondary school years till I reached Poly. Its not only being matured but the change of my character towards certain stuff. From being isolated to opened and back to isolation. From being caring, to being stuck-up and many more habits, I have learn to realized the change in me is absolutely big. The only thing I failed to change is my anger. Anger is the worst thing in me, especially when it comes to serious work. I will blast off like no one’s business and worst come to worst; things around me will start flying all over the place. I lost myself completely, what a failure…

After today’s incident, I realized I was a dumb, who explained everything to someone, with my thoughts in a mess. I was just bullshitting and I’m losing the faith and courage to do certain things. It’s best to put it an end but thanks for my other friends, I persevered. However, I guess, I should let things move on naturally. Maybe music is my only medium, to kill all problems and make me feel better. Composing is like writing my feelings and thoughts on certain things. Well, friends of mine… Thanks for the concern but I think I still can cope with it…

Today’s the 2nd time I see these weary eyes. I know the hurt but it’s alright, I won’t feel it. I won’t say a word as I will keep on smiling, making sure the tears dried up. Saying sorry is always a part of me but saying its okay to umpteen apologies doesn’t seemed to be like me. Losing myself??!! Yeah, probably. I wont understand your grieve and anger but come to think again, if I wasn’t there, this wont happen. If I’m not in this world, everything wont happened. Like S.X. wrote in his blog, I wonder what are my aims for my existence? To be a person to spread love or being loved, or just being a dummy to be a tool to others. I don’t know… Let it be then if its destined for such things to happened in life.

I’m Mr Weird and I don’t know what I am typing for the past hour. As I said, random thoughts at any moment during this period of time. Like it or not, it’s just me, typing trash. Thanks for reading… I feel better now, maybe not. =]


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To hold your hand once is a blessing.
To hold your hand twice is like a dream.
To hold your hand again and again seems to be a froever thing.
To hold your hand forever seems to be the impossible...

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Listening: Bad Day (Alvin & The Chipmunks OST)

Dont ask me why I'm listening to such a song at this hour but all I could say, this song rocks!! Haha... Kidding but being a chipmunk with such a beautiful voice is really lucky. How I wish I have such a voice, not the stardom they had but just the voice and the groove in singing.

It isnt easy to face the day when it goes bad but I always remember what Raymond told me each time when we played soccer or face any challenge in life. "Its all in the mind..." I believe in that and I adapt to this manner of thinking. Its hard in the beginning but as a sportsman in this industry, I learn to put things aside and move on, with ease. As I remind myseld upteen times, I realised that its quite easy to do so, whether you believe you can do it or not. =]

Alright.. Seems like my crap is not bringing myself and my readers to anywhere. Let's start with Christmas day!! Gosh!! The worst Christmas I should say... I was working in Yishun Swimming Complex and too bad, most of the kids in the Wading Pool are mischievous. Blowing the whistle was the main job of the lifeguard. At least I got to meet a new friend in the pool. A new lifeguard was working and its a good thing to chat with him, to kill boredem and waste more time. Haha.. Seriously, who wants to work during holidays??!!! -.-"

Alright, now for today, I woke up and do some packing at home. Hmmm... I managed to clear all the rubbish in my room but I guess I need to rearrange the stuff. I even found my Secondary textbooks in my cabinet. No wonder I have difficulties storing my Poly books in my room. Now there's no excuse for insufficient place for storage. Hehe... Once everything was done, I did some chatting, had a shower, back to chatting, before heading to Chris's house for dinner.

We are staying overnight here but I guess, I will knock-out by 4 plus. I need to exercise and have sufficient sleep in the eary afternoon. I didnt have that for the past few days, which is not only bad for health but also, misleading the youth to learn good examples from old people. Haha... Kidding... Well, I went to meet Auntie Emily, sending her to her 'party' at Tenah Merah. Well, something happened and I have nothing to say about it. Its like too sudden and guess what, I was a blind man with no spectacles with me (I wasnt wearing...) hence I was like a blur king. Haha... What happened during the 'mishap'?? Only the 2 of us know... well, there's one more person who knows but I dont know who's that. LOL!!

Well, after sending her, I was back to Yishun... I wanted to watch Man Utd match eagerly so, instead of waiting for the bus, I ran back to my friend's house. It does help me to release stress, as well as training my stamina during the process. = D Guess what... I was faster than the bus. The bus came 2 minutes after my arrival. Haha... Thinking that all the exercises have ended?? Nah!!! Eugene wanted to watch Liverpool match so we walked around the Nee Soon East area, after that to Avenue 4 area, just to find a television that telecast Liverpool's match.

It was not a good day for Eugene as no one was watching that match. I just told him this "Mian Qiang Shi Mei You Xing Fu De..." Hehe... Its just fate to have all the channels in all coffeeshops to telecast Man Utd's match. Haha... We ended up seating at the coffeeshop, watching Man Utd match before heading back. Er... 4-0, a thrashing game and C.Ronaldo SCORED!! LOL!! Well, anyway, Auntie Emily, thanks for the update in the 1st half of the Man Utd match. Hehe...

Alright, I guess after blogging, its time for some gaming. The guys have brought Naruto 4, the latest version in the PS2. Haha... Currently, they are playing Winning Eleven... I'm losing. Haha... Alright, time to rest, maybe do some music stuff...

** Auntie Emily, smile... I have nothing to say but yeah.. smile... ZZzz... =D

Yeah!! I'm getting old now and I forgot to wish everyone "Merry Christmas" Haha... Well, enjoy the day!!! Everyone!!

Since I have nothing to do, I went to the official website of the 'Alvin and the Chipmunks' and saw this fun thing and I'm playing with it. You guys can give it a try if you're really bored like me!!! Hehe.. Cheers! =]

1o minutes ago, I was wishing everyone Merry Christmas. 10 minutes later, the crowd in Orchard should still be packed and everyone is shouting the same phrase, over and over again. Partying will continue till the night died. The drunk or so-called 'unconscious' people will be waiting for the train station to resume its services. While for me, its been a year since I stayed over at Orchard but today, I'm staying at home, blogging... Cool!!

Well, let me just do a short post about yesterday since Auntie Emily said I'm too lazy to blog. Yeah, I was lazy but its because I really didnt have the mood to do so. Dont ask me why as I did not know the reason too. Hehe...

Sunday, I met Auntie Emily to Boon Keng for Yong Hong's church event. Well, I was wearing casual since I need to work after the event. Anyway, Auntie Emily was wearing PURPLE contact lenses. I was not used to it but it does take some time to ease myself. Well, the people at the church was very high and Y.H.'s Mum and Brother were there. It does take time to convince your family members to come to church if they are a strict buddist. I have no comments about that but Yong Hong, you're the man!! Haha...

Well, Yong Hong was performing on the stage and I'm glad to see him sing again! I missed the days when we sang together on the stage in Chong Pang, as a duet!! Hehe... He did brought back happy memories after all. =] After that, Emily and I had bought some porridge from the church as they are selling some food over there. Emily's porridge had too much soy sauce on it, by accident. She managed to eat all completely... Gosh!! How did she do that?? We had red bean soup and some drink before we left the church.

Once we reached Yishun, she headed home while I went for work. Boring as usual but I was whistling like a mad person that day. Stress??? Nope... The kids were out of control. Luckily there was a thunderstorm so everyone, most of them I should say, went back home early. Haha... My job was done by 9pm and before I head home, I went to Chong Pang for some noodle/ nasi lemak dinner, watch Ronaldo scored a penalty for Man Utd's victory before going back home. Haha... Simple day... Tired throughout... Sleep... I need that for the night!! XD

Okay!!! Back to today's thingy, which is Christmas Eve!! I went out with Auntie Emily again. This time for the movies... "Alvin & The Chipmunks" (should be spelled like this..) Well, we watched the 5.50pm show since we met together at 3pm. Haha... Since we still had some time, we went to shop around the area. Guess what, I realised that I have missed out alot in regards of fashion. I realised there are many nice clothes to buy, maybe I gonna buy some for preparations of Chinese New Year??!! I dont know. Haha... Overall, the movie was nice and I really enjoyed it. I wish I could be one of the chipmunks, to sing only... Emily thinks I look like one... Do I??!! LOL!!

After the show, we went to walk around the streets but it was a bad situation. Lots of people, with squeezing and pushing. We ended up boarding the train back to Yishun, where we spent some time at Starbucks for some coffee. Well, Emily looks tired while our stay at Starbucks but actually, she was thinking of something else... Well, I sent her to the bus interchange before heading back home. Going back home was a fun process!! I was feeling abit low but after listening to some music and some exercising, I felt much better. Yeah!! Walk all the way to Sembawang Camp, the NS Camp... I missed walking at that area so I think I should give it a try, at this hour... hehe...

Well, alright, Christmas is here!!! So be it... I have to work tomorrow and there's no double payment for government service. Never mind... Hope there's no stress for tomorrow. Hehe... Well, Auntie Emily, as I said before... Need a shoulder, I can be one... So no need to worries alright. Just dont think too much from now... As for my other friends, my 1st Christmas wish is to wish everyone to smile, whether if you're happy or sad... While for myself, making people smile, seeing people happy... Thats a perfect gift for my life, entire life... =]

Blisters... That's the result of playing sports towards its extreme. I think I am not the only one who is facing blisters but there could be more people out there, who has suffered more pain than me in sports. Well, the only thing I could do now is rest, rest and more rest! Its not gonna be easy for me since I'm hyperactive all the time.

Well, Friday I was back in Poly to help Tang En and Bing for AWWA but my help was needed only for 10 minutes. Its alright for me but I get to hear shocking news from the rest. James Wong wants to have a 'Sport & Wellness song' that will be sang on some certain day, with dance steps and this and that being put on. Gosh!! Bei Yi was asking me to help her in the composing and I know nuts about composing a song with 'SPORTS' as its theme... Think I need to some brainstorming during the 1 week holidays.

I ended up playing soccer with my S.W. mates in school. Haha... Its fun playing soccer with James Tan. His pace, strength and technique is quite good. Both of us were fighting the ball and it seems that his stamina has not drop after the marathon. Well, there was a few tackles here and there but James Tan's tackle was the wrorst for me but the best for the match. He assumed that I gonna cut through the defence but I ended up passing the ball. He didnt have time to stop on his tracks and he slided me while I was flying to the another side. Haha... I was alright but still, it was a fun match!! ^.^

Straight away, I met Eugene and gang for soccer at Sembawang, and managed to score 2 goals. Well, a tap in after Eugene's shot and the other from Jimmy. I was exhausted by then and the blisters had worsen. Haha... I managed to bear with it but the next day there's soccer. Hmm... I dont know will the 2 goals be in the goal tally but I guess, it wont make a big difference at all. The achievement that one has done is not as important as earning a prize for him. It is the hardwork that one gives to show that he or she has tried their best, now that's what better than a prize or achievement that one gets.

Saurday morning was another soccer game. Feeling lazy in the morning, I met Auntie Emily and accompanied her to her workplace before heading back to Yishun. Yeah... Firstly, to waste some time and secondly, to get my toes o have more rest.

I managed to score a few goals but all was lucky. One of them was a throw from Jimmy (goalie) and the opponent heads it. Before the ball landed on the ground, I managed to connect my right foot with the ball, volleyed towards goal. Wow!! Its rare for me to do that... Haha.. The team was losing to others by a score of 3-2 all the time until I decided that I become the goalie for that game. We won 3-2. Haha... I was thinking that if I could perform well as a goalie on the SBM Soccer Challenge, must well I give it a try now??!! At least my blisters will have more time to heal?! The results showed it all and I guess, being a goalie for a day is not that boring.

Well, I guess its time to rest myself from soccer for a week? Maybe... I'm really lazy to blog now but I guess, I will list the events that I have done during the weekend..

-> Accompanied C.Y. to get TYR swimming accessories (Sat)
-> Out to see Yong Hong's performance in church (Sun)
-> Working at Yishun Swimming Complex (Sun)

Before I end, just a short comment here... Auntie Emily's purple eyes are scary... Haha... Kidding... That's the colour of her contact lenses thats all. LOL!! =P

Since I’m still awake and not yet ready to sleep, let me just do some blogging instead. Hehe… It’s gonna be a short post about the past 2 days of event.

Lunchtime concert was on Wednesday. Actually, before I went for V.E., I had met Emily and the rest for a swim at Yio Chu Kang Swimming Complex. I really wanted to swim as I have not entered the water for a long time. I need some time to recall my strokes for my butterfly and backstroke. Haha…

Well, these are the list of people who were there: Emily, Cai Yun, Pauline, Ping Ding, Shuai Xun, Winnie, Yi Tian. Throughout the whole swim, Emily did not swim at all. She was dipping herself in the pool. Alright, I know she’s scared of swimming but hope she will try to swim the next time we come to the pool. Hehe… While the funny thing was Yi Tian; she was feeling so high that I have no comments about it. Thinking about it once again makes me want to laugh. Haha…

Once the swim was over, we went back to E309 for the preparations of the Lunchtime concert. I was not feeling that good with my voice as it was hoarse and not at the right conditions for singing, especially the parts of “We Wish You A Merry Christmas”. Holly Gosh!!! However, everything was quite fine during the performance. I managed to pull through the whole songs with my weird and funny voice. Phew!! -.-“

Next up, back to sports!!! We had table tennis and badminton during the afternoon. Emily, Yi Tian, Winnie, Ping Ding and Shuai Xun!! Hehe… Well, Ping Ding’s table tennis was a killer. Imagine it’s a bullet, I guess I would be wounded and sent to the hospital at the end of the game. Haha… The rest went back to rest while Emily and I stayed behind to wash up before going to evening’s SPC concert at Esplanade. Something funny happened while we got ready for wash up. I took out something by mistake from my bag and Auntie Emily saw it. ~.~” Oops… Didn’t mean to take it out… Its an accident…

Seriously, WE can SING BETTER than SPC!!! The songs are quite alright, some are nice but it was quite a 1 man show. This guy, who is the ‘conductor’ I supposed was singing all 3 parts I guess. Weirdo… Well, at least NYPVE is more fun!! That is why when my friend looked at the rest of the members singing while walking back home after the performance, they were all asking “Is that part of the Lunchtime Concert performance?? Wow!! I didn’t know your club members are so HIGH!!” Haha… That’s V.E.!!

Well, for the next day, I had work in YCK Swimming Complex and guess what, I doze off during work!! =X I guess I was too tired but luckily, I was not reprimanded for my actions. I need to pay extra attention the next time I work. Well, the weather was very cold since it’s raining cats and dogs. I tried to hide myself from the cold wind but failed to do so. Luckily, I hide in the lifeguard room, like a mice, not getting out of its hole to avoid its pray.

Once work was over, I went back home, took some stuff and head to Pasir Ris to meet Auntie Emily. Hmmm… We ended up walking around Plaza Singapura and had our dinner at this outlet that sells desserts. The food was really tasty. We had our beef noodles but I ended up helping her to finish. Auntie Emily really has a SMALL appetite. LOL!! We also had a dessert, which has kiwi, mango and strawberry in it. Haha… Luckily she didn’t order the durian dessert or else, I will be crying and banging head all over the place. Haha… Once done, we went back home and end the day of this outing. I did enjoy myself, so thanks a lot, Auntie Emily!! =]

Before I end here.. Some things that I wish to say here…

- Andy!! Happy journey to Finland for your overseas studies. Hehe…
- Firduaz!! Hope your finger is alright after the operation on Wedesday…

Yeah… That’s all for now. Postings gonna be done for tomorrow then… =]

Well, I am back! Again, I’m really so sorry that I didn’t have enough time to post the entry about what had happened during the past few days. Well, I guess I shall continue from what I had left a few days ago. So, here I go…

Let me start off from last Saturday!! Hmm… I was working at Yishun Swimming Complex for the afternoon shift and its been some time since I went back for WORK! Yes!! Work!! I have been busy with my attachments that I did not have time to earn my money. At least it makes me feel good to be back in this business. =] Well, it is as boring as usual but I restricted myself from blowing the whistle too often. First of all, it makes my life boring to caution people all the time. Secondly, it makes the people’s lives boring for listening to my warning. Hence, I just blow if its necessary to do so!! No harm at all right??!! LOL!!

Well, as night falls, I realized that I need to do a monthly test for my CPR. This is said to be compulsory routine that all lifeguards must do. I did not mind about that but I was nervous yet excited for the test. It’s fun to ‘kill’ a harmless dummy with your CPR antics. I mean, the dummy won’t get up suddenly and shout at you for pressing too hard at its chest area. Haha!! Before I could do the test, I received an SMS from Auntie Emily and was shocked that she was outside the complex. She bought something for me after her work and I was like thinking... “Wow… Didn’t know that she would come, what a surprise…” =] Anyway, thanks for the gingerbread man. I didn’t manage to eat it as its really artistic. Well, I will get to eat it soon I guess.

Back to the CPR thingy, I managed to score 100% for both compression and ventilations in the first trial. Its just that I added another 5 compressions, due to a miscalculation while I’m pressing. Well, the second test was also good, 100% ventilations and 99% for compressions. Haix… I got 1 mistake, for pressing accidentally on the abdomen area. Well, at least I did improve my timing for that. Well, I also got an extra bonus for doing the compressing; hurting my wrist at the process. It was just a minor injury and it recovered in 2 days so its alright. Even Bakash (colleague of mine) felt the pain on his wrist. Haha… Life of a lifeguard is so interesting!! =]

Once work was over, I head down to Sembawang for SOCCER!! I just want to kick the stupid ball as I didn’t do it for 1 week??!! Yeah… I am so tempted to do so. The 1st match was qyute an upset as I didn’t help the team to score. I did a few mistakes in the process, guess it resulted to the conceding of goals. Well, never mind about that, the next game was one hell of a game!! It was Kian Wee, Eugene, Jimmy and I against Jack, Nan, Szaywan and Din. The score was 13-3 at the end of the game. I managed to score 2 goals but both are quite lucky goals. The first was a fake shot but when I whacked the ball, it went through Szaywan’s legs and went into the goal post, with Din didn’t notice it. The second was also a tap-in but that’s because I was lucky to find the net that’s all.

All I did most of the time was assist, assist and assist. It was a nice run, and a great vision pass from me but the strike that end the game is more impprtant than anything. We have our ‘Gerrard” (Eugene) and “Fabregas” (Jimmy), the goals just keep coming, more and more. Well, the price I had paid for the game??!! Blisters. It hurts but that’s what I have to do to win the match. Never say die and never give up, that’s what a challenge is to me!! Hehe…

Alright, that’s for Saturday, now for Sunday. It was Liverpool vs Man Utd and who won?!! MAN UTD! Haha… I guess Shuai Xun, Ming Zhao, Leandra and other Man Utd fans will be happy with the result. Liverpool did played well that night but they were using the wrong techniques and people. They should deploy Crouch right from the start before having all the crosses all over the field. While I was watching the match, I was having a fierce chat with Emily. Haha… She’s a Liverpool fan, wishing Man Utd lose but reality it isn’t. Haha… We were like talking about which player fouls and who’s not fair… Blah blah blah… That’s an interesting chat. Haha…

Well, once the match ended, next up was Arsenal vs Chelsea. I didn’t watch the match fully as I was concentrating on my report. That is the reason why I didn’t get enough sleep for the past few days. Well, around 2 plus, I was too tired to continue that I went to play ‘Indian Poker’ before continuing my work. By 4am, I was too shagged to continue. I had a short nap and woke up at 6am, surprised to see Auntie Emily’s SMS. Haha…

I went back to NYP and continued my reports all the way till 3 plus before printing out and submit it. I was feeling exhausted by then and we had to continue the V.E. Committee interview after that, which I think I was trying to control myself from falling asleep. ZZzz… My nap came at 6 plus when I was in the room sleeping. It was noisy later on but its alright… =] Anyway, thanks Auntie Emily for the Ice Lemon Tea. However, I think you should eat something first since you feel unwell later during the practice. Hmmm… Take care of your health!! Hehe…

Well, the day ended with me having only 7 hours of sleep before the V.E. performance at the 2 venues that we had to go. I enjoyed it but some was feeling a bit sad about the place. Well, I don’t know if they felt very emotional or not but one thing is for sure, the elderly needs our help, so HELP THEM. I mean, just make an effort to talk to them if you have one at home.

I missed mine whenever I see an elderly at AWWA, or any old folks home. The fun that I had with my granny… Yeah.. That’s the past. Haha… If I could see my granny again… I will just say the same sentence to her, which I only know each time I sees her. “Ah Po, Lei Sek Bao Mei?” (Granny, have you eaten?) =D

Its been a few days since I have blogged... To be honest, I was reallt tired and busy for the past few days, due to the unfinish reports that I need to submit on Monday. Well, everything is done and I have the time to chill for the next 2 weeks. Hmmm... I guess I shall blog about today's event, followed by what has been happening for the past few days... =]

Today's big event was the community service for V.E.. It should be a day with lots of fun in it but I was not feeling that way in the morning. Once I woke up, my body and mind seems to tell me that I am not ready for anything. The energy was totally drenched after I had only 7 hours of sleep last night. Yet, nothing can help me except for myself, to get out of the bed and head to school. Yawnzzz.... -.-"

Well, I met Emily in the morning at the station before walking towards school. Everyone was waering diffierent colours of shirt for today's event, as the dress code of today is any colour that can be found in a rainbow. Well, after a short practise, everyone had their lunch before setting off for today's programme.

First up, its the Hospis (Dont know did I spell it correctly or not..." and we are asked to sing at the pathway that links between the 1st and 2nd storey of the building. It was abit weird but we just out lout, hoping the patients could hear our 'sweet' voices and enjoy the music. I just fear that some will get irritated while others would be thinking what foreign language are we singing...

After that, it was the Old Folks Home and our performance was a much better one, which has spectators looking at us, clapping with us and cheering for us. Its a good thing to intereact with others, especially with my past experience in AWWA. That gives me a confident boost for helping the elderly. Anyway, Yong Hong was the best as he used Hokkien to communicate with the elderly. I guess I need to learn more!! Haha...

Once we are done, we went back to school before we are dismissed. During the journey, there were a lot of things happened Songs like "My Bonnie" and all the cheers like the "Wooo" and the "Ahhh" What have happened in between these commotions and what was the senario like??!! Well, I shall not explain too much here. Only the V.E. members will know exactly what has happened. Haha... I was in it too... Gosh!! =X

Cai Yun, Pauline, Yi Tian, Emily, Kah Hong, Shuai Xun, Paul and I went to Orchard to have a walk. Cai Yun was finding a dress for herself while Kah Hong was getting a gift for his friend. Well, I was just waiting for 7pm to arrive before I can meet my classmates for Sakura Buffet!! =] Yum Yum!! Well, we took a few pictures at Takashimaya and seriously, the christmas tree is really beautiful. Aww.... Imagine I'm saying such things to a non-living thing. Haha... I guess I am going crazy soon. Haha...

Well, I left around 7 plus, meet my friends for dinner and once dinner's over, home sweet home!! I was too tired to join them to go to Charmain's pub, maybe next time!! I really need to rest now. Hehe...

While for the post in regards of what have happened during the past few days... Maybe we shall talk about it tomorrow... =]

Today is the final day of SPT attachment in school for me!! Well, it was a pleasant day as I was the ONLY one who was in the room in the morning. Luckily there's Andy, Bei Yi, Rahman and his girlfriend accompany me or else the morning will be dead quiet. I was not late in the morning and its a maricle. However, I did not do much on my report. The mood was not there and I was dying to get some time to take a nap but my body resist myself from the temptation.

Once its 1 plus in the noon, I went to eat sushi with Eugene and gang. Well, its not really the whole gang but some of the close friends of mine, celebrating Eugene's birthday. There was Chris, Cheryl, Kian Wee, Jimmy, Eugene (birthday boy) and me. Spending around 2 hours in the restuarant eating the sushi buffet, we managed to eat 46 plates of food, 3 bowls of ramen/ udon and an extra plate of fruits. By then, my stomach was not feeling that good as it needs some time to digest the food. LOL!!

The rest went back home as they were planning to go out during the evening while I remained in school for the V.E. Committee Interview. Haha... Too bad, plans are spoilt but at least, this Sunday's plan will still be stick. Anyway, I went to AMK Hub to buy some sushi for Emily, before going to the library and then back to NYP. Seriously, I need some digestion to take place so walking around will be the best, isnt it? Hehe...

I past the food to Emily once I packed my stuff and straight away, head for V.E. to do the preparations for the Interview. By the way, I didnt know that the sushi are your favourites as I have no idea which is the flavours you like. Haha... Maybe that was luck, I guess. Anyway, today's interview was a great one. Hearing various comments, seeing different weird expressions but by the end of the interview, I guess we have seen who are the potential ones. Well, no results will be shown but all I could say, sooner or later it will be out. Haha...

Well, I am so tired now. Tomorrow shall start my 1st day of work for the month. Its been 2 months since I went back to the swimming pool and blow the whistle, yelling at people and slap my own face for seeing the silly mistakes that people made. Although tomorrow's an afternoon shift, it will mean I have less time to spend it on myself and to do the things I wish to do during my holidays. Yeah!! HOLIDAYS!!! Life can be so bad... Hmmm... At least I still earn my pocket money tomorrow.

Haix... Reports to rush... I just feel so demoralised by some comments, the saddest one was from Cai Yun. I dont know why the weird feeling comes from nowhere in my body. ZZzz... Well, let things move on by its own. If its not what you really think, then better dont think too much. Haha...Well, hope tomorrow I can wake up early and complete 3/4 of it. Haha... Happy working to those who needs to work tomorrow. = ]

They say lady luck will always be by your side but sometimes, lady luck will turn her back off you and thats when bad luck plague your life soon after... I dont believe in such things but sometimes in life, its always destined to have such things to happen.

This morning was a messy one, as many things were not ready for the preparations of the last AWWA project. Everything was settled after I reached the centre and do all the briefings to my team members. Well, luck starts to change when I see the elderly enjoyed playing the games and entertainment that we had prepared for them. It is really been hell for the past 8 weeks helping these elderly to teach them new exercises. However, it seems that I was the one who could not bear to say goodbye to them. Yeah... I do miss them and I hate to farewells. Yet this is also the part and parcel of life, which in reality no one can change it.

Well, things went bad again when I redo my Personal Selling report thanks to some missing information that is not written in my report. A blessing or curse?? I dont know but at least I get to check my stuff before I submit to the lecturers. Well, thinking that the day will end in peace, everyone had to meet James Wong and Damien Lee for a short meeting. Its actually a short 'lecture', which we were being shot down by them for the wrong doings that were done during the past 9 weeks. Its quite a good backfire but seriously, it just make my life feel so awful. I didnt do much mistakes during my 9 weeks of attachment but seriously, what they said was true. "From hero to zero..." Gosh!!! What an impact... ZZzz...

Well, end of the good and bad luck crap. Yesterday I got the chance to win the SBM Soccer Challenge in NYP. As Bodywatch team does not have enough people and Rahman did not want to be the goalie, I ended up being one. I managed to concede one goal in 3 matches, thanks to the backing of Raymond, James and Firduaz. Otherwise, the injury I've got on my palm would not be the only one for that fateful day. Haha...

Talk about injuries, my leg is making me feeling irritated just now. While I was walking, the joints in my left knee cap seems to be tighten up, causing some discomfort while I make a step. Although it does occurs occasionally but it really gets into my nerves, especially when I want to play sports or something else physically. I cant bend my knee cap or else it will get hurt and I wont be able to walk properly for the next few days. The pain... a sharp needle piercing through your muscles and flesh, which makes every sportsman to feel the chills of it.

Sometimes I feel like amputating my leg for such injury or stupid hurtings but think again, on second thoughts, its still the best to get myself healed and rest more before I go for another sport or something. Yeah... Its takes time to recover but I hate myself for not having the injury to recover as soon as possible. Its too SLOW!! ZZzz... Phew, I guess I need to relax quite abit...

Alright, its gonna be 1am soon. I gonna end today's post and hope Auntie Pighead get well soon. Not only your back and your knee cap that gives you problems, your wrist is creating some trouble too. Well, rest more alright??!! Smile... @_@ Haha...

I was back to school for today and I realised that I'm owing my off hours to the SPT management. Nice try... I dont know what is wrong but all I know is that I would need to serve another 4 hours on Friday to make sure that my off are all cleared, with no parties owing each other. Gosh!!

Alright, its been decided. I will be in school at 9am while the rest will stay at home and enjoy their off day. AR!! What the... Well, at least I can concentrate on my report and submit everything by Friday. I dont wish to delay the deadlines of all reports. I had enough of all the typing and thinking of what the write for the past few weeks. Let's do it and get it done with it. Haha...

Well, yesterday's Cheesecake was a success. My Sister and I made it during the afternoon and by night, I got the chance to have a slice. Yummy!! Haha... Well, tomorrow she will be making more cakes as my younger cousin is coming over to stay with us. Luckily its the elder one of the two kids. If its the younger one, I guess I cant sleep for the next few days. Haha... I guess I gonna bake some brownies for them on Sunday, since kids like sweet stuff. Thanks to Ben, I got the techniques of making good brownies!! Thanks SHI FU (Master)!!

Well, you will be guessing what's the reason behind that makes me think that I wont be getting a good sleep for the next few days if the younger one came over and stay. The reasoning would be simple. Imagine he wakes up at 6 plus in the morning and start to disturb you while you are sleeping??!! I suffered that once when both of them came over. They keep kicking my bed at 7am and I ended up sleeping without any peace. Once you experienced it, you wont want to have a second time... Haha... I wont let history repeats itself again. Haha...

Anyway, after TEP, I had dinner outside with Auntie Emily... Laksa for dinner but it was a funny experience I should say. I went to the wrong queue to buy the food. Instead of queuing up at the Laksa stall, I was queuing at the dessert stall. OMG!! How did I do that??!! I dont know... Maybe I was thinking of some other stuff without noticing the mistake I have made. LOL! Well, after eating Laksa, it was dessert time and I had my Ice Kachang while she ate Ice Jelly Peach. (Think so, I forgotten already...)

Well, once we were done, it was time to go back home for some serious typing of reports. I finally finished my Personal Selling report but tomorrow, I gonna continue my Summary report of all projects and events that we had done. Gosh!! What a long day... Anyway... Alright, time to rest for now.

Hope all the pain will be gone... Though its impossible, I hope this will occur. It just makes me worried each time you get injuried and get hurt. Anyway, so sorry if my tone was harsh during our chat. I was just too tense up thats all. Hope you will be alright ba... Smile... = ]

After the past 3 days of intense "workout", I guess my body is breaking apart very soon. Its been many times I felt the aching of my limbs and arms but this is really the first time I felt the pain in my hands. Its like the brain is not functioning like what it normally does. I want to hold onto something tight but before I could do it, the pain came. Let's just hope that it will be gone soon or else I would have difficulties writing my notes if there's any.

V.E. today is quite fun. As we get to know the pieces that we are going to sing during the Open House on January, I think everyone seems to be feel quite nervous with it. "Dancing Queen" would be a terror for the Tenors, especially me. I was having off pitches while singing. Gosh!! Mr Ong even said that we raised up 1 tone. Haha... Guess its because everyone is feeling high today. I have no idea for that but all I know is that, the number of people turning up today is disappointing but I hope this wont last long. =)

I gonna return the Tablet PC and Ipod back to V.J. soon. I guess I gonna return it back tomorrow since I am going back to Canberra Secondary during evening. I gonna miss the Tablet PC, since it has been a useful tool for my projects as well as gaming. My Football Manager 08 is still the best!! With the Tablet PC, I looked like a professional manager, controlling my Manchester United towards victory while I'm in the... train?? bus?? walking??? Haha... Yeah, all the above!! Whereas for the Ipod, I guess 1GB of my MP3 player should be sufficient. I gonna be choosy with my choice of songs for my player again. Poor me... I need more songs to fill up my mind!! LOL!!

Alright, time to sleep now!! Tomorrow there's meeting again, back at 9am. Haha... Well, before I end, Auntie Emily, hope you are feeling better when you wake up from your sleep later. I know the pain wont stop but hope it will. Anyway, about this morning, sorry that my voice is so hoarse. Haha... I am always like that. If you want to hear such sounds, call me in the morning. You will get to hear all the funny sounds I make. LOL!!

With such a weird voice in the morning, my singing could be very bad without a warm-up. Why??!! Its because my voice would sound like a motorcycle meter, where the voice is similar to the engine, monotone... ZZzz... =]

I just returned from Zara's event. I just dont feel like blogging at the moment as I'm still suffering from some giddiness after being out at sea for more than 6 hours. I wonder how did the sailors wont get seasick so easily...

Well, just a few things about today. There were only 4 of us, Huai Xin, Zara, Siew Boon and me. We were supposed to help in the last 3 races that were held today but it turned out to be a bad day. Its been pouring for the entire morning and the race was held back. Luckily I did listen to Auntie Emily's advice to wear my jacket or else, my giddiness would be worsen by now. Thanks!! =] Well, the weather was bad as it was raining for 10 minutes, sunny for another 10 minutes, then it rains again... This regular pattern goes on for 6 times??!! Yeah... 6 times... The race was called off for the morning as the wind was blowing from all directions, which causes all sailors to have a hard time to move their yachts.

Afternoon came and we started the 1st race of the day, also ended as the last race of the day. It was sunny but guess what, thanks to the rain, the waves were getting rough and by then, my head was getting heavy. Eyes were closing and the water was splashing all over, like the boat would sink at any moment (The person in-charge did said that the boat did sank once... Thats why...) I was seating at the edge of the boat, dozing and I nearly slipped when the wave hit the boat. ZZzz... If I fall forward, I will hit the anchor right in front of me. If I land backwards, I would be the water ghost for tonight's party... LOL!! Kidding... =X

Well, once the event ends, straight away is home sweet home. I dont feel like doing anything but to sleep. I was doing my report in the bus but I got abit bored and started to play FM. I ended up clicking on the tablet screen with my eyes closed. No wonder my game could not continue. I keep missing the spot, to click the word 'Continue' to proceed... @_@

Alright, thats for today's event. Now its gonna be a short description of Syenergy, the race I took part yesterday. Well, 8 checkpoints but the first 2 was a killer. Soduku was the first game and I failed in that. I dont ever play that game before. Well, the second one was to run all the way from NYP to Seletar Reservoir and back to NYP again, after cannoing the reservoir. Gosh!! That's gonna kill my legs...

The one I enjoyed was the archery, which I had not played for a long time. The worst was NAVIGATION!!! Using the stupid compass to find directions is hard but I guess, the compass is not helping at all. Yeah!! I will learn to use it when I'm in Army but guess what, I think everyone should look at the map first before you use the compass. What are maps for??!! -.-"

Kenny and I didnt win anything but its good to work with him. Its also a good thing to see Shuai Xun and Ping Ding got 14th position for the race. Shuai Xun was the winner, if there is one, especially when he end the race, with a bandage on his left knee. He injuried himself I guess but it should be due to the overstress of the leg, thats why...

Once everything was over, I head down to White Sands to visit Auntie Emily, just to accompany her back home as I dont feel like going back early. Yeah... should be... I dont know. Haha... Well, we reached Yishun and had a walk around Northpoint before she heads home while I head to Causeway Point to meet Mum. Well, Auntie Emily, thanks for the Chocolate Chips ice cream badge... Hmmm... I wonder... How come you have one in your bag, suddenly pop out from nowhere.. Hehe... Kidding la.. =]

Well, I went to play soccer during the night. I managed to score 1 goal and assist another. The strike I made and let the ball into the goal is really great. I feel so happy, for no reason. I guess I have not been playing soccer thats why. Haha... Well, though I cant describe the feeling here, all I know was that once I score, I was back to my energetic self again. The sensation one has... is undescribable.

Well, think thats all for now. Time to sleep le... Haha... Hope Auntie Emily's granny will get well soon. Get well soon!! Auntie Emily's Grandma!! =]

Today's event for SPT is to help out in the Yachting Competition at Changi. Anyway, I was feeling very tired this morning as I really wish to sleep longer. Haha... I guess I need more rest after singing. Its like my energy were all drained out after having a 3 hour session of singing the night before.

Anyway, I was getting myself tanned after staying under the hot sun for the entire afternoon. I was feeling abit giddy but I managed to pull through as I was dying for food to arrive. Azirah, Zara and I were in the same boat and I was getting quite sick with the movement of the tide. We go up, then down, and up again... ZZzz... That's a disaster for me as its been a long time since I feel the giddy feeling in me.

Once I had my food, I was totally different. I was feeling more high than ever, and I was crapping with my teammates with all the lame jokes I had. Haha... Well, at least now Azirah and Zara know my secret. The formulae to make Nic happy is #No. 1 -> Nic likes to eat EGGS! Yeah... Today's lunch has eggs and I felt energetic after taking it. Haha... No wonder the giddiness was gone.

Well, some things occured during our event for today These are the list of things that happened. I have no time to explain but here it goes:

1) Ryan had SEASICK!! ZZzzz.... One word to describe.... 'NOOB'... =X Charmain was much better than him, who stayed in the boat and trying to bear with it. Gosh!! Ryan!! Be a MAN!! Do the RIGHT thing lah!! ~.~"

2) A dead cat found floating in the middle of the sea. I guess it had drown. Morale of the story is: Never do things that are not at your capability. (The cat thinks it can swim but it cant...)

3) I hit my head onto the stupid pole in front of me for 3 stupid times. Maybe I was too tall but i guess, this isnt the best excuse for what had happened.

4) I got to learn how to use the flags for starting and finishing the race course for yachting. Its cool and fun!!

5) I entered the sea, getting myself wet. Well, I was doing some personal thing so no choice, I need to be in the water. The water was cooling but when I got up, I was freezing as the wind was blowing towards me. ZZzz.... Spoiler...


Thats all I guess. Well, I was finding myself getting sick after today for being under the sun and also, rain. Great!! I was shivering when I was offboard, which is not a good sign after all. Now I'm alright but hope tomorrow would be a better one.

Away from SPT matters, Mr Ong's ensemble is really great!! They sang some of the christmas carols that we will be singing during our performance. Well, some were sang today in the SBM event but I wasnt around. Sad... Haix... I miss V.E. after not turning up to sing for today. Haha...

Well, time to rest now. Syenergy race is tomorrow and I need to be ready!!! Although my tailbone hurts last night for no reason, I hope it wont hurt tonight, as well as tomorrow morning. Its gonna be a 12km to 15km race and I'm not gonna miss it.. Never... =]


*** If you win it once, win it again... That's what that makes me keep going!!!

Orion finals are over and I didnt win anything!! YEAH!! I'm really happy for the winners, especially Benedict and the rest who won the competition of the Solo, Duet and Young Composer section. I guess, I also learn to meet new friends within a short period of time.

It isnt the song that you sing make everyone bonds together but the effort that one make ensures that we know each other and understands each other well. I will miss these friends, who I have spent time together for the short 3 days that we were given.

I dont know why I'm crapping here but seriously, to those who came to watch the concert today, thanks for coming. I didnt sing well but I guess, I tried my best. As I said to myself, its all a game and I'm here just to have fun. Ping Ding, Paul and Yi Tian also sang well, which I'm really envy that they have such nice voices within them.

Well, I dont have a good voice but I will still continue to sing as its my passion after all. Anyway, Auntie Emily, thanks for the comments you give. Yeah!! I was nervous but I guess, I was still not good enough even though you say I sang quite well. Thanks anyway... I will continue to work hard de... While for you, work hard on your studies... I do wish to see Auntie Emily go to Year 2 next year, I mean it!! Hehe...

I really wish to type this post a few days back but it seems that time permits me to do so. Well, at least with V.J.'s lappy with me for now, I can type out a post while I'm in the bus or train to school. Well, Saturday and Sunday was a total hell for me but at least, I still survive it. That's because I was taking part in the school's Soccer Tournament and then Sunday, Standard Chartered Marathon.

Since I'm still young, which maybe some might think I'm old enough now, I just took part in the 2 activities. The Standard Chartered Marathon was Shuai Xun and mine's idea to take part. A distance of 10km was enough to kill our bodies. While for the Soccer Tournament, organised in NYP, it was just a fun game to take part that's all. I was passionate towards soccer for the past few years but seriously, it really feels uncomfortable for not playing soccer with my group of friends for the past few weeks due to the exhasution I've got throughout my attachment.

Let me roll the dice and start about Saturday's event! Well, I reached school around 9am and guess what, our 1st match was at 10am. I didnt got the chance to play much as I was a substitute for the 1st game. When I came onto the pitch, it was just for me to run around the field and there goes the final whistle. LOL!! That was fast, I thought.

As we fought ourselves to reach the finals, the matches that we were playing were getting tougher than before. We were trying our best to win the match but it seems to be difficult. I wasnt playing my best in the 2nd match, probably I was too nervous. Its because I was part of the team's first seven to play in the match. Missed a few chances, as well as creating opportunities for my teammates to get the ball. It was indeed a frustrating game.

We managed to play our way to the finals, thanks to the penalties that we had to go through as it remains a draw in the match. Luckily, there is Zulfadli, our 2nd star goalie, saving all the crucial shots from the penalty takers. While the rest of the team did a great job to pressurise our opponents. For instance, Raymond was saying "Can you score against the keeper? He's a national player. You sure your shot can go past through him?" Haha... Nice one Raymond, at least your antics did work after all.

In the end, we reached the finals but ended up losing 4-1. I played the 1st half but not the 2nd as I think the rest of the teammates should have a chance to play too. I guess they said I was playing well in the finals and I should not substitute myself out. Haix... Well, what's over is over, and I guess, we still win the overall tournament with a Silver medal. Well done guys!!

Standard Chartered was the next day, which I admit that I didnt have enough sleep. I took a cab down to Shuai Xun's house and stay and guess what, I woke up at 3am as Daryl's event was in a total mess. Why??!! Why must I be the middleman of the project?? Guess I gonna whack him upside down during the post motem...

Auntie Emily's message was a big boost for me, especially when you are not yet running but someone messages you at 6am to wish you all the best. Thanks alot!! At that time, Shuai Xun and I were buying our pizza and red bull to boost our energy. We were dead hungry and guess what, Shuai Xun pressed the wrong button of the oven, with our pizzas expected to be heated up within 3 seconds!! LOL!!! That was a mistake... Haha...

The run begins and Shuai Xun, James Tan and I were running together. At the beginning, we were all alright till we reached 4km, when Shuai Xun was having a bit difficulty with the run. James and I were still relaxing and we were running and chatting at the same time right from the start till we reaced 5km. Nice try... He ended up running off first to achieve his target timing while I stayed behind to give Shuai Xun some support. I accompanied him all the way to the 10km mark and guess what, we ended together with the same timing, approximately 1 hour 14 minutes.

I didnt hit my best timing for that day but Shuai Xun did improved. He's happy and I'm happy for him. While for me, I was quite sad but still glad that I did managed to run the whole race and no sore pains on my thigh muscles. Haha... I wanted to sprint but too bad, I need to wait for Shuai Xun. Never mind, there's Syenergy organised by the school's Adventure Club this coming Saturday, hope Kenny and I will win something... LOL!!

2 medals in 2 days... I really like the feeling. Although one shows a team achievement while the other is an individual achievement, I guess its the effort that counts to get what we want in mind. Never give up is the key to success but seriously, I guess sleep is the better word to describe what I really need these days after taking 2 competitions in 2 days... Shagged... ~.~

In an hour's time, the soccer competition shall start. Raymond told me that he could not turn up after the 1st matchas he has a meeting. That sounds very bad for the team but I guess we need to play hard to win the game... No no no no.... should be every game!! LOL!!

I was searching my shinpad just now for 1/2 hour in my room. ZZzz... Its been a long time since I played field soccer. I guess today should be an intensive one as everyone wants to win something back home. Haha... Alright... I just type this post for the sake of warming up my fingers. That's all... Good luck to all SW mates for the game.

While for tomorrow, I still have a 10km run at Standard Chartered. Hope nothing happens today and tomorrow. Run all the WAY!!! =]