这天的到来，让我有念念不忘的回忆，不停的绕在我脑海里。

记得在去年的这天晚上，我喝她怎在新加坡室内场观看＂林俊杰 2009 演唱会＂。那对入门票也是我位她而买的票，当做是份情人节礼。也知道这是她第一次去看那么荣宗的演唱会，所以不该不看。

在这年的这天，她，虽然已经不在我身边，但我还会念着她，尤其是那一年前她给的最后一只吻，难以忘记。

也别忘了这天是林俊杰的生日。今年又能见到他在新加坡真是难得。一年真的过的很快。我也许开始学会如何去料好自己内心的伤，学习长大。她，希望是我永远的回忆吧。

It’s the annual CSS Charity Soccer Tournament at The Cage; Kallang. Not only to catch up with some of our teachers but also to meet the rest of our ex-schoolmates, in and off the pitch.

This year, our team had made a few changes due to unforeseen circumstances. As usual, Eugene, Jack and I were the regulars of the team, whereas Jimmy could not make it due to his NS commitments. With the inclusion of Yang and Johnson (Eugene’s friend), as well as each calling their pals respectively to play for the team; Yang’s brother and Johnson’s friend; the team numbers managed to complete for this time round.

What’s the statistics of the entire tournament for us? With 7 games to play, we ended up getting 5 draws and 2 wins. Our morale was high in the beginning but during the midst of having consecutive 5 draws, playing in the pitch for just 5 minutes doesn’t seemed to be enough. Each time we draw, everyone would give the same quote out from their mouths, “Huh... Draw again...” The score line was in this matter for the total 7 matches. 2-2, 0-0, 0-0, 2-2, 1-1, 0-0, 2-0, 3-1.

Luckily, after doing plenty of calculations, we went through to the Finals, against Sion’s team. We managed to enter the Finals by a one goal difference from another team, after having the same number of points, goals scored but not goals conceded.

Regards to Sion’s team, we managed to draw with them by the score of 2-2 during the qualification match but of course, we could not handle them in the Finals, resulting to a 5-1 defeat. However, it is still a good match for all of us especially it is our first Runners Up medal, compared to our 2nd Runners Up award for the continuous past 3 years.

Well, let’s hope next year we could aim high to attain a place at the top spot. Yet, it is still a good experience to get 2nd after all. We have improved. Anyway, thanks to the rest who had contributed in the team, for the goals (Jack.... Hmmm.... Taiko goals but thanks =P ), defending and saving of balls.

Mistakes are tend to be made when you are in training stage. When I realised that I had done a mistake, it was abit too late. However, I was still proud of myself, for apologising to everyone, the team, as well as the main-in-charge. At least, I have the guts to say "sorry" when knowing that it was solely my fault, causing other troubles to the team.

Frankly speaking, what Alvin mentioned to everyone was true; "What's done is being done." Of course, serving the consequences will come shortly but most of all, there's other obstacles that I need to deal with first this coming week; exams and TP.

Failed my 1st ever TP but thanks to some for the encouragement that made me feel more determined about the next test. I shall work harder then.

Meanwhile.... lately, she just keep popping into my mind... What am I thinking??? I dont know. Just treat it that I'm nuts... Zzzz...

那晚，我只想跟她说声“一路顺风”，但心里还是有那害怕的感觉，不知为何没有那个勇气去说。

终于，我说出口了，却自己的心，有总默默不设的思念。我还想她，放不下她？也许吧，但不重要了。

在东京，要玩得开心点喔！记得照顾身体。。。

过去的，不能再回头。只能默默的祝福，祈祷，希望她健康，快乐，永远。。。

这，就是我唯一能做的。。。给你。