Am I obvious or am I not? I mentioned a few hints but seemed that the storyplot I mentioned didn't ring a bell at all to the person.

I guess the problem really lies in me after thinking alot throughout the past few days, before and after my trip to Genting and Kuala Lumpur.

Regardless the outcome, I've decided to try, just like what Eugene and the rest had told me. However, things would change once action is taken. I guess I'm ready for the change that gonna revolve around me.

Like it or not, I think I am different. Less innocent, less empathy, less understanding towards person's thinking, or probably, a "Bo Chap" attitude. More changes will be taking place in next few months, especially when work comes first since its gonna start tomorrow.

Good luck to me, as well as the rest of the mates from R17, R18 and R19.

As for now.... I dont know... Nic just need to be loved.