Wednesday, July 07, 2010 @ 11:22 PM
Truth Hurts but Life Goes On…
Every incident that occurs hides a reason behind it. The past few days had been rain and shine for me. However, from these experiences, this is how I learn to cultivate habits and gaining experiences through lessons of life through every single person that I know, talk to, met with and work with recently.
Earlier on, while browsing through the blogs, I finally found out the reason why a friend had been busy with work and stuff. Well, she had a new sweetheart! That’s cool! No disapproval about that but sadly, there was this silly guy who once tried wait for my friend but he never gets to know the truth. The fact that she hid it from others caused the other to carry false hopes, especially when he recalled the many things she once mentioned (of course, since I know him too) such as not getting steady so soon and so on. Yet, TA-DA! It happened. I guess that guy must be pretty hurt if he knows this. I can’t help but I guess, he will understand. Knowing the one you care to be taken care by the one she loved is not a bad thing actually.
I just felt… why there must a need to hide things from others. If she or he is the one you like, love or cherish, be brave to let others know. That is why, after a year plus of singlehood, I’ve get to learn more about myself. I learnt that I’m a person who rather let people know about such stuff than hiding it. I learnt a couple would not be like one if they don’t act like one, and since not acting like one, they will not last as simple issues cause hearts to withdraw. Yes, the truth hurts to know if one day, the gal or guy you like had actually hide something from you, or did something that they once promised to you that they would never do it. However, what could you do then since it had happened? Hence, that silly guy must live with that fact. =] Jia you.
Work was quite rocky lately but after spending 12 hours at a new working environment, perception towards a person’s learning and attitude changes. I reflected on the 3 types of training I received from 3 seniors on each area of duty and I found out that I am actually not a lousy learner. To be more in-depth, I am a learner who requires some spoon-feeding and plenty of encouragement. This is some things that I have understood from the 3 types of learning methods.
1) Tells you the mistakes you have made before any shit happens to you. Ask you some questions that are the basics to your duties.
Overall: I was able to learn smoothly, with certain hiccups and required plenty of reminders but I learnt to look things positively in every difficulty I had to face.
2) Never tells you a single shit until you have completed everything and when you’re being told, you realized that you had fallen into a deeper huge piece of gigantic shit. When ask for help, it was as if there is no point asking after all. Never encourage you but will be an irritating person, saying out the mistakes and would tell you to find the damn answer by yourself, even though you are lost throughout.
Overall: LOST! That’s the reply I could give. Asking becomes a burden. Performing tasks seemed like a drag. The atmosphere of the environment seemed like a cemetery, dead and quiet and when you speak, it gives the impression that the devil will haunt you and shut you up. Hate it.
3) Will guide you throughout and all you need to do is look, listen, joint down notes and experience it yourself. You may become a burden if you messed up the work but you are given the chance to try and learn from your mistakes.
Overall: I managed to learn quite a number of stuff and seriously, I maybe in a suck up situation but I was given a chance to take full control and getting encouragement and guidance after what has been done.
I like to work with the team and to be honest, one of the best teams I wish to work with for long. Yet, with myself cant adopting some teachings via stupid, insensible methods; I wonder how I would survive the storm to pass my probation. Guess, under the ‘BO BIAN’ act, I gonna live with it. Just bear with the attitudes of certain personnel and hope 12 hours past as soon as possible, whereas for the learning part, I rather ask others than asking the cocky ones. =P
Hence, I believe living with it will build up our maturity towards life problems, allowing you to be wiser with your decisions. I do not know what shit I’m gonna get from now onwards, I just prefer to live life with my own rules. Shit whatever happens recently and live life to the fullest. Damn…
