This week is quite terrible for me... I have to face Chris and Yun Ting, in a different angle this time - Strangers. This is consider a major blow for me... What really happened that led to this??? I really do not know about it... I know it should be my fault for what had happened last week... but I hope, really really hope, they would not be angry with me. Whenever i saw them, my heart would be pounding hardly, where I fealt fear within me. on friday, seeing Chris talking with james outside the F&N room, made my heart sinked. I felt numb. The numb is making me feel uncomfortable. cold sweat started to drip down my cheeks, and I do not know what to do.. to avoid them or try to explain... But explaination seemed to be not important to them. so that is why i have decided not to step into the band room from now on... till 30th of August, which is on Jack's birthday... Maybe you people may think I'm a coward but I prefer time to be the best solution in healing the wounds in our hearts. Especially mine, there is an emptiness in my heart, where it seemed that something is amiss... hope they would one day forgive me...

While another thing hapened to my dear friend, Sagarika, who was losing her interest in History, after being criticised by others. Saga, actually what you should do is to be yourself. dont think too much. believe in yourself that you can do it. I dare to bet with my last penny that you will be able to get an 'A' for History. If you can get an 'A' for social Studies, I knew it that you can get the same grade for History. Do not give up, i will be your friend, always, who will help you when you have any problems or diffficulty. I do agree that getting an 'A' is hard for you but have more confident in yourself. I knew you can do it.

Lastly, I'm really glad to go to the NDP Preview with Eugene and Bo Shen. we did enjoy the whole show, especially the fireworks and the singing done by my favourite singer, JJ, Lin Jun Jie. I knew that no one can compete with this talented person... Anyway, thanks for bringing me along, Eugene... This will be one of the best memories that i would ever had. while for Bo Shen, thanks for the joy you bring for us on Saturday. Glad to have you with us to celebrate the day. Wow, this week surely gives me good and painful memories. I also learnt a lesson - Hatred is the factor that led the intention of hurting people's feelings. The only way to have less hatred in ourselves is by having wisdom. with wisdom, hatred will not be in your life. Happiness would then take over hatred, making life better. So, to all my friends, hope wisdom will always be with you, not making hatred to take over you... Got to go..