Long time never blog already... Well... Few days agao... I had suffer a knock on my head.. Thanks to Fazil, my pal, accidentally hit my head with his kneecap... Well, it still hurts now.. of course... but there is one major problem. My head is suffering some headaches for the past two days... even tody. I really don't know what actually happen. I really hope its okay after all... Just a side effect of the pain... but after hearing my god sis that maybe got blood clot in my brain... Well... things start to change...

Fear is in me right now... I don no why... I really feel scared... whether is this gonna be my last few weeks or months or years... lets hope its decades... this thing has been in my mind, till now. I always feel afraid when I see someone die or so on... cos I really don no how's death like when you faces it... maybe I'm not dying after all but I have this certain fear in my mind...

Right now in my mind, theres a lot of things I have not done yet... A lot of things... to confess my love to someone... to take care of my family... to enjoy life... I really don no... and lots... maybe I'm thinking too much but I'm scared la...

That's why, Syikin... I'm now currently bad in thinking things... keep forgetting things... really don't know why... And the qns bout just now... so sorry if it really piss you off. Maybe you think tat the qns I ask are lame... but I will tell u truefully... its because of my curiousity... tats why... So... I hope you don't mind... cos I'm e very blur guy... haha... so don't be angry and don't think too much... actually still got another reason but I don't dare to ask u... yeah la... think so... see if I wana tell u anot... hehe... but tats a personal reason... where I don no is it my imagination or whatever...

U no need to worry me... cos I promise my god sis tat I will be strong enough... and stop thinking too much k... maybe tml I will be better... rite... hehe... cheer up la... n don think too much k... later it worries me... hehe... see u tml in sch then... or maybe in msn... if we meet... got to go now... take care...