Wednesday, July 06, 2005 @ 11:28 PM
Losing Hope... Extra Lost...
This few days are so terrible... Once again, need to complete Ms Lee's work as soon as possible. Alrght, I did three comprehensions and 1 letter writing on Monday, thats cool!! Actually, its because I'm lazy to do, doing the work at the very last minute. This is just the usual me, yeah... Luckily I didnt get scolded by her, haha... Anyway, my hope for singing seems to revive, after the camera crew from my sister's class asked me for a favour, to advertise their D & T product. After the whole advertising, well... its really funny, and heard it will be shown to the public... Great!!! haha... but who cares anyway, lests hope no one would ever laugh at the clip, especailly Ms Lee... hehe...
Today just played volleyball with Eugene, Jack Raymond, Chris, Yun Ting, Collin and Gavin. Its quite innteresting as we hit the ball like crazy, making our fists to become red... And Raymond injured his thumb, with his fingernail teared... Yikes!!! That really sounds disgusting.... But overall, we did enjoy the whole game, except me hitting the ball into the pond for two times.... haix... thats definitely trouble...
Today is also a special day. today is Yun Ting's granny bithday... hehe... I did get the chance to greet her. Well, I dare not enter the house partly because, I really dont like to enter someone's house unless there's a big occasion or alot of people are there. The second reason is that her brother was in. His scary but not evil eyes... his voice, hoarse and very fierce.... Even though I'm not that kind of person who scared of others, but I need to mind my manners when I go to other people's house... you know... hehe... Anyway, 'Po Po' (Chinese for Granny) Happy Birthday....
Well, here comes the sad part... Today, I really feel the cold shoulder of Chris... Maybe its because I'm too sensitive, as I'm a person who is definitely sensitive... I realy wanted to tell her... Alright, to be honest from here onwards, I have feelings for her... I dont want to hide as i'm really sick and tired of this. I need to tell her straight but its hard... You see, I'm a man with actions, not words. I dont talk to others but to show to others. Haix... This is terrible. I really wanted to share my feelings, my toughts, everything, with her. However, I heep telling myself not to hint her as I'm scraed that it will affect her emotions... partly on studies and also, its hard to make friends with her as time goes by. Haix... This is terrible...
Anyway, next week's my birthday... I really prefer to be punch... sort of and not recieving presents from the rest. Its bad to have their presents... I relally very embaress... for no reason... But... I believe that my best present is to have my wonderful friends around me... Thanks alot people... thanks... Thats all for today... Sleeping time... On I have forgot... I need to do somewashing... ARRRRR!!!! Disturb my sleeping moments... haha....