Friday, August 19, 2005 @ 11:42 PM
Decisions & Trouble...
Guess what, I'm not going to retake my O-Level Mother Tongue. Why? It's very simple. All thanks to Ms Lee and Mdm Ong, both giving me advices about my future. At first I really wanted to retake the Mother Tongue exam. However, Ms Lee started to reprimand me for retaking, which might affect my overall results. Furthermore, I told Mdm Ong about what Ms Lee said. She also said that the problem is I cant decide what decision to choose. So, I discuss with my Mum and made up my mind, to choose not to retake that exam. Haix, maybe it's all fate that i'm not good in my Chinese... haha...
yesterday was a terrible day. My Mum called me when I'm having my physics lesson and she told me that my Sister had a cut at her chin, which need 2 stiches. Nevermnd about the stiches but I'm quite piss off at first. You cant expect me to lose my concentration during the lesson. However, after the phone call, I cant concentrate either. The problem is that I'm thinking how is my sister right now... It really makes you get angry and felt more concern about her injury. After school, I went to the clinic and saw her. At first, I really wanted to scold her for being so careless, causing my Mum to be so worried. although I have blown my top, the teacher, Ms Dawn Chia, ried to chill me down. Alright, I did tried but right now, I'm alright. I just hope my Sister will be alright, that's all..
Today, more problems coming up. First, I played soccer and get the taste of telling your opponents to 'SMD'. I cant tell what the meaning is as it's too offensive... Anyway, I been kicked two times by a great pusher, Mr Sham's son, and that bloody fat Alvin, who doesnt know what is the real meaning of playing a FAIR and SQUARE soccer. Although thinking of that incident makes me mad, I dont mind... The worst part has yet to come. The Band is collasping. The whole Band is getting very lousy, chaos, bad... All the negative words are coming inot my mind... The Band members have decreased to half, which is unacceptable. Where the hell are these missing members... WHERE ARE YOU PEOPLE??? The concert has to be cancelled, the President Star Challege has been called off... Also known as a 'hoax' by Mdm Tan... Now, the people are not turning up for Band... Worst of all, those who are not turning up felt that the whole CCA is a waste of time!!! And they wanted to QUIT!!!! What is wrong with everyone??? EVERYONE!!!!
This is getting too much... I cant take it anymore with this keep going on. band Members, if you cant be discipline enough to make sure that you are a member in the Band, then you are just nothing at all. The real Band that I have encountered is a group of people, who suffered together and shared the joy together. Moreover, the Band is the best family in Canberra. No other CCAs have this kind of feeling. Sectional leaders are quite tress to handle this matters. Even though Mdm Tan's demands are high, the Sectional Leaders are trying their best to do their job. And you people, just screwed them. I really hope all of you can wake up... And not continue to be at your dreamland. just like me, I'm waking up now, to get ready for my prelims in 14 days time. So, why dont you people get up and do what you need to do... And not being a lazy fellow... DUDES!!!