I know that I suppose to have a date with her.. Well actually not.. It's because i didn't tell her that I want to date her but to invite her for a movie. The worst thing is not to call the Band members to watch the movie. It's calling her male friend , that I did not know who is that, to join us, making the whole situation to be a weird one.. I have never been to this kind of situation before. Well, probably I'm been used to watching movie with Rui Xiang, Chris and Yun Ting only.. Anyway, back to the sernario on Tuesday... I paid the tickets, except for Rui Xiang and Edward, Chris male friend... And we went into the cinema andwatch the movie... never mind about that... The 'best' part is that Chris sit at the corner while Edward sit next to her. I was sitting next to Edward.. What a luck... hehe... even though watching the movie is fun, I get to feel abit uneasy with Edward next to me. Maybe I'm just not use to sit to strangers... Thats not the worst part of the day... I cant even send her home.. alright, I know that if I write all these crap on my blog is crappy but sometimes I need to explain my life to others... reminding myself of my life as a teenager... Haix...

Anyway, i'm stillf eeling the pain in my heart. It's hard to explain to all of you but it really hurts me alot. Maybe i really cant take the sight of the two of them.. Sorry about that but I'm just happy to see that Chris is happy thats all... Its alright to lose the dearest person of my mind. However, that person must be happy, that's all... by the way, she had her own life to rule by herself while I have my own... Well, i dont know who she like anyway, or even if she like me or not.. Well, I just need to wait... thats all...

These few days seems to be a torture, not just to me but also my friends... It's quite hard to explain. Firstly, the problem lies on Syikin. I dont know why she looks so moody these few days, and most of all, yesterday's Band concert cant seem to make her feel more happy. Where I the previous Syikin, the cheerful and happy go lucky gal??? I saw her talk to Huzaimi after that but I really hope she will feel better after their chat. as a friend, I dont mind she talks to who but the most important thing is that she must be happy. she must be a cheerful person, ithout worries.... That will be the true Syikin that I have seen previously... Haix...

The next person is Jacq, from Sec 2, Chris's class... Nowadays, she seems to hate her ex, as both of them are in a fuss... Well, I dont know what's bothering both of them but what I hope is that Jacq could be happy. If you are looking at this post, I wish that you can smile always. your smile will light up your friend's day, especially Ivy, Dennise and Chris. Most of all, you will not feel so sad about the incident. Remember, if you have any problem, you can find me. I will try my best to help you. For example, like what you did for the past few days, hitting my hand... hehe... But if it can help you feel much better, I dont mind doing that for an hour or so.... So, cheer up k...

Well, tonight it's Newcastle vs Man Utd. Man Utd have to be ready for this as Newcastle's new striker is in the match. Worst of all, they have to play without the vital player, Gray Neville. Let's hope everything is alright.... Better win... hehe...