Prelims have gone... finally!!! For the past two weeks or so, it has been a boring week. Study, study, study... Sometimes I start to get sick with all the work in school. Anyway, I did get plenty of rest during the breaks, so I'm going to do my best in my 'O' levels, going to buck up on my weaker subjects...

These few days is quite fun... The last few papers for Prelims... After each paper, we will play soccer to release the stress in us. Furthermore, there are alot of people at the school court. On the first day, there are 18 people playing. Well, even though that is quite alot, it wasn't fun enough. We are seperated into different teams, and we are playing under the hot Sun. it wasnt fun as some of us got sunburn. However, the second day is better. There are 22 people. That is what I really wanted. 22 people!!! A field!!! A soccer match!!! COOL!!! But the event didnt take place. We played the same thing; different teams. this time, I feel much better in the squad. The people are familiar faces and we keep winning matches. That is definitely cool and interesting, winning Alex's team and Fairus's team, as well as Gavin's.

These few days have been abit torture for me. I dont know why. I just cant forget a person. Thatperson, maybe, she just occupied my heart, part of it. When I see her online, I feel like talking to her. However, I fear that she still detest me. I'm not her guy and I shouldn't interfere her problems. I wanted to help, be her guide ineverything, be her pillar if she needs one... but it's impossible. Maybe it's fate that makes us to be friends and enemies... sort of... Nowadays, whenever i saw her, I feel like saying 'Hi' to her but my courage wasn't there. I'm just another cowward, afraid of facing her... Gosh!!! Am I a coward???!!! I mean... I dare to do anything... any challenges... but not this??!!

I really dont understand gals nowadays... Strange behaviour... Strange attitude towards boys...???!!! Maybe... Am I deeply in love with the person I like or am I just... tinking too much??? I dare not think too much since the 'O' Levels are coming. I just want to tell her if she is willing to give me a chance... Nah!!! Forget it.... I dont think so she is willing to give me a chance... even with that slighty 1%... I just need to do something interesting to forget her. I know I will face her if I'm back for Band but I will just treat her, as a friend... Only a friend??? maybe... I dont know....