Thursday, September 15, 2005 @ 11:03 PM
A Ruin Life, A Ruin Smile...
It's been a long time since I blog here... haha... Nowadays, I have been busy with the Prelims. Today, I have just finish my History and F&N papers. Furthermore, I did not do that well as I have difficulties answering the questions. It's gonna be doomsday for me... Haix... Tomorrow will be the Maths paper 2, where I have not study yet. Maybe tomorrow morning I will start studying... haha...
Yesterday was a terrible day too, not me but someone else... taht poor Sec 4T guy, who was knocked down by a 'Nissan' car. The impact of that knock was so great that the person flung a few metres and was bleeding profusely. Harlinie claimed that that guy was knocked down as he wanted to catch the bus at the opposite bus stop. Anyway, she saw the whole thing, so it really seemed to shock her. that guy should be in the hospital resting now. I really hope he will get well soon. With some head injuries, some of the people in school are worried that something will happen to his mentality. His injuries seem to be so serious that no one knows whether he will be 100% alright. Anyway, may God bless him... To be save and sound...
Just looking at this incident, I really understand what is the worst thing in life, that is to regret if you hav to leave to another world. You wil not be ready to tell your family members, friends and other people about how you feel about them. Worst of all, there are some unfinish business that you have to settle in life. This refers to your goals in life. For me, I really hope to be a good soccer player, hope to be a good person that can help everyone if they need help, hope to be a good singer in the music industry... Many many things, dreams and other stuff... You will be feeling regretful for not accomplishing these things in life. Thus, learn to live happily at all times. even though there are many difficulties in life, learn to stay happy at the brighter side.
Since life needs to let go some of the things in order to stay happy, I have did it. I did try to convince myself in letting go of someone but it's quite hard sometmes. i will keep trying, so as to stay content with what i currently have, as well as not hurting other's feelings. This is very improtant as its easy to hurt someone but its hard to get back that person's trust. i better think of something to ease myself from these problems, maybe composing another song... haha... oh yeah, Jacq (Chris friend), I have complete the lyrics for the song. I hope you will like it as I'm not sure whether its meaningful or not or whether it relates to your story... Anyway, I hope that you will always stay happy at all times... Remember... learn t relax.... hehe.... Thats all for today!!! Too tired to continue....