Alright... I got my course... sort of... I have bee posted to Nanyang Poly, Sports and Wellness Management... haha... Even though I dream of being a good musician, a good composer, it was fate that make me got Sports and Wellness Managemnet instead. I have that odd feeling now... My friends, all in different courses. Although we would meet up wth each other, the bond between us would not like before. It's like there is something missing in us... I dont know how to say it or type it out but it's an odd feeling... that's all...

Haix.. Yesterday I just went to see the World Cup trophy... alright... Its really nice but the problem was that we could see the trophy but not touch. It's really rubbish isn't it?? First, the newspapers said that we could et a chance to snap pictures and touch the trophy... Now, they say that we could only see it and not touch it... Never mind about that. The worst part was that the picture that we took was absolutely rubbish... The place was dark and the pictures we snapped are all.... Yuck... haha... Anyway, the procedures were more sucky... You stand next to the trophy for 3 seconds and you leave the place immediately... Rubbish right???that's your CHANCE to see the cup... haix... anyway, it was still fun.. We had penalty shots... it's like shooting the ball into a hole... I scored once but missed plenty... I kicked the ball and it first landed at the bin and then to the table soccer... then to the crowd... amazingly... that's the worst penalty shot I have done... haha... Bad days.. bad luck... hehe...

After that, we went to Swensens to have our lunch... Actually, it's breakfast to me... haha... I havent had my breakfast since I woke up... Well, I had Fish and Chips, Iced Cappucino and Ice Cream... The whole thing was fun after all, even though Ms Lee was there... hehe... i'm not saying that Ms Lee was an extra but it was mend to treat her... hehe... I really enjoyed the time we spend together as a class.. Whether it's the things we do or the things we say... It's all really memorable... haha... Moreover, I had taken a picture of all of us... together once again... maybe for the one last time... As we will always remember, the spirit and memories of 5E3 would not die... but the friendship would die off as years past... However, as we replay History, we are known as the legends... the legends of Normal Academic... legends of Canberra... and once winners in our life... With 5E3...

After the treat, we went to play pool... It was a very quiet day for me after the whole thing... I did play only 2 matches and after that... quite all the way... I dont know what happen to me.. Just quiet... I dont have the mood to play at all... It was like something bad had struck me... Maybe not me but my feelings.. they seemed to be empty... Very empty... I just dont understand some things... although these things are not my problems... It still make me feel taht I'm hopeless... in the sense that I could not give a helping hand to those people and all I could do is just look at the situation get worsen...

The problem faced by W, a friend of mine... I dont want to mention names in this blog but anyway, whenever I see W, it seems that something is missing in him... Furthermore, when F saw G, it will be a very quiet day for W... haix... This is making W so vex... He doesnt know what to do to make sure that this problem is solved... Haix... another problem is V and M... M thinks V is a person... who likes to interfere her things but actuall no.. V is no that kind of person at all.. The V that I know is a person who would like to help others and try to make people happy... Worst of all, now the situation is getting worse that V decided to vanish from M... No matter how many ways he culd think of.. just leave M... It's like nowadays people are trying tot the blame n each other... or escaping the problems that are in front of them.... This is really weird.... As a normal teen, I just want to help out, sove as many probs faced by people and make sure that people would be happy... However, I'm still in m daydream... my naive world... The place where the impossibles are not made... Why??? Ever heard fo the quote 'Impossible is Nothing', actually, it seems that whatever thing I done to help them.. it still remains unchange... Its imposssible to help them as my efforts o that person's efforts will end up as nothing.. vanish into the thin air... gone forever... seriously, maybe I dont know why I'm writing this crap but this is how I feel yesterday... The first step towards the dark side... The experience of loneliness and sorrow...

Haix... someone's bithday is around the corner and I still have not plan what to buy for that person... I beter hunt for that present as soon as possible.. hehe... Well, I feel much better today, without thinking any of the problems above... However, it definitely reminds me of what's the taste of grief... the feeling of being left alone and wait.. wait for the time comes... when all problems would solve by itself... waiting for the moment when that person could forgive you... or be with you... The game of 'Waiting' is indeed a painful experience for many...