Just came back from work... yeah.. of course... who's not tired at all after a day's work.. Today is quite a peaceful day for me while working. There's no one to disturb me.. i'm listening to the radio in my phone for the past 12 hours or so... Doing the stuff that I need to complete for the day... Well... Not bad at all... However, it turned out to be a bitter one during the afternoon... I call it 'Unlucky Afternoon', rather than Unlucky Day'...

I dropped the discs on the floor... Oh my... Luckily my Boss wasnt next to me or else... I will be eating fried cuttlefish.. also known by the Chinese, 'Chao You Yu' <> Haix... It didnt happen only one time but three times... Butter fingers of mine... I think I need to have glue applied on my hands before going for work tomorrow... Haha... After that, a bad thing struck me... While listening to the radio, 'Yes 933', the song by Lin Jun Jie, 'Zhi Dui Ni Shuo' was played... I stopped myself from continuing my task and listen the song... As the song is played, my mind began to think of the apst i had... the past that i had with a person... A special person...

Hum... It was then I recalled alot of things that make me feel that I'm a changed person... The time with that person... What I dd to help that person... and many more stuff... Although I have a bad memory, probably no brain at all... I recalled most of the things by listening the song... As the song ends, I was in a confused mood... A very moody one... Seems like mood swing... hehe... However, it's not at all... I just stared blankly at the ground.. Thinking what was happening just now... Did I did those things in the past??? Did I?? Wow!! Tahtsounds like a miracle... haha...

Anyway... Right now, I decided that my life must go on... No 'buts'... No doubts... As what my MSN nickname says... 'I live my life with my own rules...' and so I will do it... Maybe I will try to forget the past... At least I try... hehe... and start refresh... I must be more mature enough to handle things... prepare myself for Poly life... hehe... Most of all, my emotions... I must control it... Haix...

Yesterdya's soccer match was quite stupid... Yeah... I actually just got warm-up but after listening to Eugene's words, I was speechless... My mood changes again.. changes to the 'No Mood to play' mode... haix... Chris was training for her Goalkeeper position... Yeah.. It's a good thing that she has been improving for the past week and she's getting more skillful... at least... but the prob was she wasnt in proper gear...Dont tell me you gonna play soccer on the school's Sports Fest bare footed??!!! that's totally rubbish... Haix... Eugene's replied was "... when Sports Fest comes then we talk about it la..." Diao.... -.-" I really feel sian... haix...

Anyway... After that, I went to cycle around Sembawang, to chill myself for the better... Cooling myself from the stress and the problems that are still in my mind... Haha... Everyone thinks that something is wrong with me... something strange with me... Well... Yeah.. I do... However, not anymore...

I'm gonna be a better person from tomorrow onwards... A cheerful person and a person who would be stronger... getting better... I will be ready for anything... Right now, I cant wait for the soccer match that Jack is arranging with his friends... I will gonna get ready for that... Score goals... Increase my goal tally... Fight all the way till the end... Wow... I think I'm getting evil now... Getting insane... haha.. Stopping here or else this post will get a virus attack done by me... haha... Bye dudes... Dont worry about me anymore...