The Charity Soccer is around the corner. Most people would be training hard to make sure that their team would win in the tournament. While for Hakim's team, they ha dthe professionals. Fairos, Sion, Alex, Hakim himself... These people had the talents of playing a good game. Well, talk about others, what about mine?? Forget it... Even if I want to be in the game, I dont think so my team does deserve the credit to play. We are now short of 2 players. Actually is one but now 2. Thanks to Gavin, who had a module presentation on that day. That is a total bull for me. Absolutely BULL!! he should check his timetable if he has any module test or presentation. Now he make us to have more dificulty in finding players. What the... Adding problems in the situation, making thiings getting worse. What is this??!!

I have been the middle man for the past few weeks doing all the talking. You people, have your butts on the ground, waiting for me to tell all the crap I've heard. What's worst... Tell you people the things, you people dont give me a good response, say anything would do... What is this??!!! You people really make me a fool??!! Well, let me tell you this, you may treat me as a idiot as yours... the most dumb friend of yours... However, did you realise something, you guys are just pathetic... I dont wana use this word to lable you guys 'Dumb F**k' but you keep forcing me to do so. Is this what you guys really want?? A game that turn out to be a totally nothing for us... I know in your hearts you have the passion to the game but attitude wise, you guys are nothing... What's the point??!! All your crap??!!! I had enough with it... I try to be nice but you piss all the shit on my head. I had enough!!!!

Charity soccer??? What bull is that??? I heal my legs as soon as possible, just to make sure I can play in the tournament. Now??? it seems like my efforts are nothing... I train for nothing... You guys only thing about the team... and yourself... While me?? I need to think for you all, me, the team... What shit is this?? You mean you people have no responsibility in having yourself in another person's shoes?? Time and again, I was the 'Dumb F**k' you guys are having in your minds... You dont understand yourself, then dont think of helping others first... Understand your character before you say something... If you think you are so capable of getting someone to do this shit for you, well you are wrong...

From last night till now I have all the questions popping into my mind... All the shit you guys have give me... Ask you to think of someone in the team... You say anyone... in the end, no one ha sthe initiative to call that person up, asking if he wants to join or not... Well... After this Charity soccer, count me out if you people need help.... I had enough of this... You want to see what's the meaning of rebellious and 'hack care' attitude... I will show you once after 24 May is over... A new me... Just for you people...