Wednesday, May 31, 2006 @ 8:52 PM
Isolation.. I do feel the pain....
Today... How can I say about today?? Statistics Test is over.. finally... I mean there's no more tests this week, except for next week, which is on POA... What the... POA has drive me nuts these days. I think I need help on that. Finding my cousin might help, since she did study POA before. Last night, I studied till 1 plus... I know it doesnt sound late at all since most people are having their holidays now but to me, it is really late. I need to wake up early to reach school on time to take the test... Haha... You should know what I mean... I'm always late. No wonder my classmate, Kenny, keep reminding me to go to school early during ICA period or else I would be debugged from the exams... Wow... Not late today... That's a good sign after all... Haha...
While doing the test, Dr. badri went to my table and took my stuff. I didnt even bother to look at him since I'm concentrating on my paper. However, it seemed like he wasnt happy with me. I looked up at him and saw him showing sign languages to me. How to describe it?? Let me try this...
First, he took my calculator and pointed at it, trying to say 'Where is the sticker... This calculator cannot be in used if it doesnt have the sticker...' Alright, that's step one... Step two, after he looked at me, showing him a tongue coming out from my mouth, he used another sign language, pointing to me, swinging his hand left and right, which means... ' That's an example of a bad student... Slap yourself...' No choice but to do it... Haha... Slapped myself but still isnt enough... So he swinged his hand to one direction and I followed the direction, which is the signal of being 'SLAPPED!!' Haha... That's the joke we are making of... Anyway... He went back to his desk and stick the sticker on my calculator... CALCULATOR APPROVED... hehe...After that, he walked back to my desk and took my pen to sign on the sticker to make to approved. However, he did it in a weird way. As you can picture it, your desk has a few pens but he took the one that you are holding and you decide to start writing the next statement for the question... He took it... I looked at him... My mind was like... 'What the... So many pens he dont want to choose but choose this...' Alright, I took another pen and start writing again. This time, it got worst... I just wrote the first word 'the', he returned back my pen... Diao... You just look at my face... My face looked like this -> ~.~''Now my masterpiece has two kinds of ink... Mostly blue, and a black word, stated 'the'... Dotz... I really feel like banging my head on the wall next to me... Alright... Thinking that the whole commotion is over... NAH!! He tried to place my calculator on the desk and he dropped it... Although its on my desk, it startled me... Haha.. Vutter fingers of his... He started to show me another sign language... This time, the 'I'm so sorry' sign... Haha... That's my Statistics teacher... Old... Funny... Cool... With the quote... 'Slap yourself...' Haha...Alright, that's for Statistics lesson... After that, I had my lunch with my class... i ate Hot and Spicy noodles and its really SPICY... I ate it... Very very slowly... (I'm a weak chilli eater but I was tempted to eat the noodles... I wanted to try it that why... Curiousity kills the cat??? Yeah... Sort of... Also nearly spice me to death...) I ate the noodles, and I tried to control myself from saying spicy or what... In the end, tears are at the brim of my eyes... Wow... That's super spicy... After the meal, you can see that I have used 4 pieces of tissue... Haha... Nice noodles but try not to add chilli the next time?? Hehe...
SW Sports Day was today... I had fun at there, playing soccer, basketball and captain's ball with my class and the rest of the SW class... Nice try dudes... Although we are rough, we still play it fair and aquare. Soccer was fun... Although I was playing in a mess, which I did since I dont know what I'm playing, it was fun after all. Basketball... Wow... Rough... Eunice injuried herself... Hope its not a dislocate shoulder... Kenneth... he had 2 scratches on his hand... Wow... What a game... You can look at how pro was Tang En, who paired up with Eunice to display a prolific performance against my team... Strong basketball players... Scary... Haha...
After the whole thing, its time to rest... I went to chat with Bing and gang and went back home by myself... Chat with Violent gal... Understand how she feels... The pain she's feeling... Luckily, I just smsed her and realised that she's feeling better. That's good. I really hope she would be happy as always... I know she's so called the 'Bad Gal' by her friends... However, its the trust that I have on her. Without this trust, there is no chance given to her to make sure she could be a better person... How I hope you could turn over a new leaf but it's hard for you... Alright... Just be yourself... Like I always do...
In this part, I would like to say her story... I mean... not her story but I just trying to put myself in her shoes... Starting now...
Think about the past till now, the change of attitude towards people... I really dont understand what kind of 'attitude' people give me... It seems like my old friends are drifing away from me... I know that I have meet new friends but that might be the cause of my chance, to be better?? I dont know... However, I really hope that you could be my friends again... Although you people have hard feelings on me, I really dont understand why you must snatch my close friends away... God bros... Best buddies... You can hate me to the core but there's no way you could get my friends to stay away from me... This might be your opinion but you should not tell others about how you feel about me. It makes me feel so cold... no friends at all.. Even my closest god bros are staying away from me, stop talking to me... I feel the pain.. I feel the hurt... Do you people understand?? It seems that I'm becoming lonely... Hiding under the dark, not letting anyone to see me... or perhaps, people do not want to see me at all... My existence... Where is it??? No one understands how I feel... That's all I can say here... If I'm Violent gal, I really dont know what kind of friendship is this... No friends to support her... I really hate this feeling... Hope Christine and her friends would see this... I dont want to tell Christine that I have post this since her opposition towards Violent gal is still at the upper limit... It's all on their decision to change their mind... I'm innocent anyway...
Stopping here... very soon... There would be 4 projects for me during my holidays... Although there's a 2 week break, it doesnt sound like a break... Economics, Marketing, Speech and IT Front Page... These projects would be killing me while I have my rest... Worst of all, I need to do Marketing project, which covered on a company to research on... My teammates chose the company.. Triumph... If you people dont know what's that... Use google and search for this keyword.. You would understand what it is... Although I'm embarassed to do this but I still treat it as a challenge... Hope it succeed... Haha... Worst to come.. This Thursday night, two rascals would be in my house... My nephews... Haha... I need to take care of them on Friday morning.. Until Pauline comes to my house and took over my place before I can go out... Haix... I need to prepare for them breakfast... Make them do homework... Wow... I'm in trouble... Deep trouble... with kids... OMG....