Alright... I have decided to try out choir. This thursday, i would accompany my friend to test it out... I dont know how is it like but I'm gonna get ready... Need plenty of rest to make sure that my throat would get sore. These days I have been singing non-stop.. Although I just anyhow sing, I think my voice go abit squeaky, like a rat or you can compare it with a lady's voice, who sang the song with a high pitch... What the... haha... Drink more water!!! That is what I'm gonna do next... hehe... This might be the last time I say Water Polo is my choice... From thurday onwards... Good bye Water Polo... Hi to Choir... Let's get rock and roll and start singing!!! a brand new life for me again... Music... I'm back from the 'dead'... Thanks Christine and Diana... Thanks for the advice and suggestions that you gals have gave me just now.. Now I know what to do to pursue my dream... Getting the depths of understanding the meaning of my life...

I just did something really stupid on my computer a few days ago... Just a few clicks and I got a message from the computer; "Internal Error!!" What the... It happened on Saturday night. The stupid Antivirus was blinking and I had no chocie but to uninstall it It has been corrupted for the past few months and I try not to touch it or fix it. However, that day the toolbar keep flashing and it definitely irritates me. What did I do next, I uninstalled it and reinstall again. After I restart my com, guess what? The whole computer was going haywire. Audio files cannot be played... Videos cannot be shown... Javascript turned out to be crap... as it's not working at all. Emails cannot be read. Accounts gave me the 'Access denied' sign... I cant use Windows System Restore... I cant open the Norton AntiVirus... What the hack... Stupid com... However, its a good thing that I felt so calm at handling the computer. In the old times, I would be hitting the CPU with my bare hands... Worst situation, using my foot to kick it... That's the old me.. Right now, I have better tolerance... haha... Thsi Friday I hope VJ could coem again to help me handle the prob. The only solution now is "REFORMAT!!!" What the... I just need to do it... No choice... Haha...

Today's P.O.A. homework is very sucky... I really wana tear the textbook... Stupid question... Giving so much details and in the end, it confused me. I really hope the ICA would not be having such complicated questions, or else I would be deadmeat for sure. Furthemore, I have difficulty answering the questions. I need to refer to my notes to make sure that I recall my past learnings.. Tomorrow I will start practising again.. First, do Statistics homework... After that, revise on P.O.A. Stupid P.O.A., I really gonna kill you soon... All the modules are getting harder and harder... Furthermore, ICAs are coming... I think I better buck up... sooner or else... AR!!!

Nowadays when I chat with my mates, they all sound gloomy... I dont know why?? Strange right?? Haha... For instance, that violent gal is so upset... I dont know why... Maybe it's because of the incident... Maybe not... I dont know.. What I know is that she is really petty at times. Although I know her just a few days ago and the experience is scary... Haha.. Anyway, I dont know why people feel so troubled these days... Is it because of exams?? or other stuff?? I dont know... I recalled what Fikri had told me that I'm always so happy, as if I do not have any stress at all. Actually I have stress, I did not try to show it. You can say that I'm trying to keep it to myself. I believe that all problems have a solution it depends on what you gonna do to solve it. Sometimes its hard to solve it but I believe that if I look at things at a positive side, I will feel better, be more determine and make sure that whatever I do will have confidence... hehe...

So, before I end here... Everyone... I know that these days could be stressful due to the exams... Anyway, try to chill yourself if you have the time to do so. Try to have breaks if you study long periods... By the way, Violent gal, I just wana say sorry if today my comments on MSN is too rude... Anyway, just wish that you could smile and stay happy at times, not to be too violent too... I believe that you are a nice gal after all... Seriously, you might be the Godzilla in my mind but with my belief in everyone, you are not that bad in character at all... Also, Christine, I dont know what troubles you but do remember that I will be your pillar if you need one... You can scold the pillar, cry at the pillar or whack the pillar... but dont whack too hard.. I cant take the pressure when both Xin Yi and you attack me at the same time... haha... I'm your listener at all times... Always... hehe...

Alright... Knocking off... Bye...