One thing I dont understand is why people wanted to do foolish things... Is it a trend or is it a main source of relieving stress, or probably part of a person's curisity mind. I really hate to talk about this issue as it really is a stupid thing. Teens doing such things are pathetic people, who cant control themselves fro doing this again and again. Think again, if you have the chance to relieve the stress in you, would you do it in a healthy way or the painful way? For gals, that would be nonsense if you choose to do it in a painful way whereas for guys, come on!!! If guys do that, they are not guys, they are definitely gay...

I dont know why I would say these things today, even if its time for me to take my nap. It just stress me right now after reading your blog. I know that it hurts but do you ever think of what your friends would think?? People around you would feel the pain too. I just wish that you would stop it. Seriously, when I say that I dont wish to know and I dont want to know, there is a reason behind those words. Ever heard of ;the truth hurts'?? That's what I meant. If I know the truth, I would be upset and angry... upset for letting a close person of mine to do that and angry for that person to handle things in such a way that would hurt youself... I dont know if it's the influence of your friends that made you do this but I really, really, wish that you would stop that... You really do make me worry at times... whether how you're in school and other issues... I maybe the so-call volunteery worker that at times, I would be nosy... However, I do want you to understand that a person's pain is not through the wounds he or she had... it's the thought of hurting oneself would be deeply remembered... that's the most painful thing...

Saying so much, I hope you would do something... Just promise me, dont do this again. It really hurts my feelings. I dont know what's the reason foryou to do that but please dont do that... Please... I think you would understand how I feel since your friend is doing that too... Entering the dark side... I really hope... I really wish... You wont do such foolish things again... Alright... IF you dont know what I'm conveying, I would speak to you personally... My typing of English is horrendous... Sorry bout that...

Today's study at Mac is quite... quite... I dont know... Tired in the sense that I have walked all the way to the Mac from the Poly, which took me about 20 minutes to walk over there, under the scorching sun... Studying with Christine and 'Alex' aka Jasmine... Haha... I still prefer to call her Alex since she gave me a wrong identity when we met the first time. When I study with them, I feel that I was like a Sec 1 kid, a person who looks innocent (sort-of... hehe...), stressless... and many many good points... However, when I looked at the Statistics Dr. Badri had gave last week... Wow.. the whole feeling of a kid is gone... I'm getting older... things are getting harder... What the.. The homework was a spoiler... Haha... Anyway, I finished my work about 5 plus and we decided to go to the playground an have a chat... till lightning struck and every one started to flee back home... haha... Anyway... Good luck for your exams, 'Alex' and Christine... Thanks for today.. I hope we would have this thing again if we do have exams... haha...

Just after my homework, I watched the EPL Highlights... Looking at the goal Pouthmouth scored against Wigan, it reminds me of how I score a few days ago... The crucial goal... Actually it started like this... Its a 5 goals match and which team got the 5 goals wins the match... First goal... Fazil (my team) scored... Its a very lucky one as we tapped the ball in... We keep figthing but still we ended losing 4-2 to Eugene's team... Gavin was the keeper of our team and he lack of match practise... He tried to save but sometimes its too late... Anyway... I fought back, by scoring the first goal with a massive shot... While the other, it was like David Villa's goal during the qyalifier play-off for the World Cup... A strike that defleced Ahmad and farhan was behind me tacking the ball... Since the ball deflected from Ahmad, I had no time to use my feet as the ball was in the air. I used my head to head the ball up, which bounced once onto the ground and into the post... Goal!!! That was an excellent job, that helped us got back to the match, with a 4-4 draw... In the end, Jimmy's strike got past Ahmad and into the post, we won the match... 5-4... Phew.. nice one dudes... fatastic play by everyone in the team... Gavin was able to do some crucial saves... That's why he's a good keeper after all... Haha...

It has been time I played soccer in this manner... haha... So many of our old friends playing togther under Eugene's void deck... It was like olden days.. and I realised something.. I played much better than before... In the past, I would be hot-tempered, to fight for the ball... Now, not so but the spirit is still there... hehe... Coming Charity soccer, I would be the striker while Jack, Eugene and Jimmy would be defending... Jimmy would support me, as well as Jack... Eugene would play a crucial role in the defence, as well as Gavin, the goalie... hehe... I gonna prove that a striker is to score more goals... Most of all, my team gonna be better than before... It's gonna be the Joga Bonito style... Haha.. Ending here now... Resting time...