I realised that just a day would create a lot of things to happen. Right now, I'm tired, anxious and confused. I'm anxious now because I have not finish my holiday assignment and I need to complete the speech by today. No time to waste. The webpage is making me going crazy. Furthermore, I still need to complete the surveys within this week. What kind of surveys? Well, Triumph surveys of course. You dont expect me to go to the streets and ask each and every lady who is working 'Er... Excuse me, would you like to help me do a survey on Triumph?? IF you dont know what's Triumph, well, I can explain to you...' Before I could end the explaination, you can see that my face would have a mark, a hand mark. Kidding... Anyway, thanks to Kenny, I know what to do now... Get help from my parents, especially my Mum... Haha... Gonna wake up early and get her to help me with the surveys... Haix...

Feeling tired now... Think about that, yeah... Today there's V.E. and I was like late for the sessionals again... Mine me, I'm always late for everything so my bad alright?? hehe... Anyway, I reached NYp around 3.25 and I was just in time for Sectionals. I dont know whats wrong when I entered the room but everyone was laughing. The first thing I saw was Cherrie and Fazilah laughing and Yvonne and ganag started to laugh... My mind was thinking that it was their jokes that they are cracking... Haha... Anyway, I learnt a new thing from Alvis... Laughing can be contagious... I can see that in the V.E.. That's why he changed this quote as Alcoholism can be contagious. Why? Whenever Cherrie, Fazilah or Jasmine laughs, everyone in the room would start laughing and they could not stop laughing. Known as the 3 drunken ladies, no wonder there is the quote from Alvis, 'Alcoholism can be contagious.' Haha... Nice try dude... After having sessionals, we had dinner together at A.M.K. Central. I ate a bowl of Tom Yam mee Hon Kuai. Yeah!!! Its delicious but also spicy. I'm not good in eating spicy food but I just try it. That's the way of tasting good food? You bet!! After that, we went back for practise again, which started around 7. We keep singing and singing. At one point, everyone was so noisy that Derrick got quite piss off. Sorry Derrick, if you do see my blog, I just want to apologise for my behaviour in the room. I know I had soke too loudly, making you unable to concentrate. Sorry about that... Hope you accept my apology after reading this post, if you do... Anyway, back to the training, I was left alone to do Tenor 1 parts. What a torture. I need to sing the new song, which is 3 pages long and it's all new to me!!! Holy!!! I think I need to practise my vocals again. Derrick, Wei Qiang and another senior (forget his name again...) I must learn from them the art of note reading... What the... back to the basics everyone... Haha...

When V.E. was abput to end, Derrick had a question for us.. 'What if a group of children could sing better than us, during a rehersal of an event?' Although I didnt response, actually I did... I did raise my hand but it was not too high... anyway, I just type it here... If that really happens, I think what we can afford to do is to put in our best effort at that time. It depends on the remaining time we have to train, to practise. However, our morale should not be down at all. What we could do that time is to do our best. Although people like me sometimes cant hit the notes and cant make it sound good, I'm willing to try. If every one of us is willing to try, I guess that we will be better than these kids someday... somehow... Confidence is the material towards success but not overconfidence. What I wish is that the remaining time that we had, we must train hard. Most of all, show our best attitude on the performance, it will be a good thing to the V.E., not a bad thing at all...

That's what make me confused during my journey back home. Although I'm chatting with my friends, laughing non-stop, but just give me a second or two of silence, this question would pop into my mine... wow... Getting abit stress??? Maybe... I still need to improve my vocals... Haha...

Well... before I end my post for today, I just saw something that is interesting... very interesting... From a person that I have known.. I extract it from that friend... here it goes..

[ when u feel like running away..come and find me..i promise i will not stop u..when u are sad and feeling crying..i will lend u my shoulder..i promise i will not stop u from crying..if u are happy and need someone to share this happiness with you..i will be there to laugh with you..i promise i will tell everyone that you are happy..if you need someone to listen to you..i will lend you a listening ear..i promise i will not interrupt..but if one day..you need me and can't find me..don't worry..i am only gone for the moment..but if i don't return after 3 days..stop looking for me..just continue your life without..although now you dun have someone to provide you with what i can provide..i believe someone will give something else...]