Alright... Last night I typed a crappy 'essay'. I'm sorry people. I dont know what's wrong with me last night, or probably 2 nights ago. Maybe I just missed that person's call. A friend told me to stop thinking... Yeah... She's right... I should... Anyway, that's life... I may still feel the pain but I will bear it. No matter what... I need to try, even if it makes me go nuts one day. Haix... I dont think so she's gonna message me again... or even call me... Alright, I'm used to waiting... Waiting isnt the best solution, so I gonna do some actions... Hope so... hehe...

Vacation is here but not at all... For me, today is Project Day, which I need to complete my tasks. It seems to be a rush as I dont have the time to do my own things and complete my tasks on time. Bad time management? I dont know... partly of that but another reason is still... waiting for a message or a call... I know its hard for me but I'm trying to stop it. Give me time people... give me time... I really need to relax myself... Sometimes, your adapting ability is so strong that you get use to everything. Is that a way of a happy go lucky guy's character?? Who knows!!!

Alright... I really dont have any bedtime stories for you Diana... I'm trying to think of one but it's hard. Why? I dont know... but I'm sure that for the next 3 days, I wont be online. Keeping myself in the dark, away from anyone? No... I'm having a voice essemble camp tomorrow... For the next 3 days. I think that's a boring camp... I think only so dont get so work up... I know I get to mingle around with new people but I'm too shy for that. 3 days... 2 nights... No com... Will Die... Miss Mama... Miss Papa... No noodles for supper... but got Macdonalds for supper... No MSN... still can buy more MNMs... Haha... What am I doing now... going crazy again... hehe...

Yeah! I'm still waiting for a message to appear. Just now a friend message me about the submition of the project... I was like... what the??!! I'm waiting for someone but not you... Not the project... By the way, when she messaged me, I havent finish my task, so I'm abit... hehe... My bad... Dont kill me for that??!!! Please??!! @_@"

Back to the camp... 3 days, 2 nights... With my buddy, Hong, in the camp... I think things gonna be better... Hope so... Furthemore, I will not try to wait for any calls... The calls would be cancelled off from my mind... I dont want to keep waiting... I must learn not to wait... Or else the authorities would report to my Mum that I died of waiting... What kind of death is that??!! Anyway, I will try to compose my lyrics to destress myself... like I always do... hehe... Write a song, the gal is gone... Hope it works... Haha... Gosh!! I havent prepare my stuff for my camp... doing it now then... See you people soon in 4 days time... Hope so, if I can type my 'story' straight after the camp...