Just by thinking about the past, you will find yourself foolish at times... Your past actions, your past memories, the words you said to someone... many many more. When I recall my last time when I talked to Syikin, it was like a few months ago. Haha... Finally, we have the chance to talk to each other, again. An half hour chat is quite meaningful... Haha... I dont know... Maybe it's because we have this sort of cable that connect us together once again. We understand each other's problems in the past. However, the cable is like a wear and tear item. If you dont use it too often, it will spoil very easily. When you started to need that cable, it seemed to be not working any longer. It was so fast... It was like a few months ago, we were in Canberra Secondary and the time was like 2004... Lol... Time does move very fast, harder than you can imagine. Right now, I might be same as before, still a person who would hang a smile... Compared to the me in the past... Hum... You can call me foolish... Over-sensitive... and many more bad spots...

I really dont know why am I tying this crap. Maybe I'm just bored that's why... Hehe... Heard a story today. It starts like this... In the past, this gal fall for a guy, or should I say crush??!! Anyway, the guy actually have some feelings for the gal but he doesnt know how to tell the gal. Moreover, the gal didnt tell the guy about it. The matter just go on... till both of them became friends... When confessed to each other, it was all too late. The gal had someone in her heart. While the guy, he was still the same, happy go lucky. However, he was happy that the gal did say that she liked him before. Although right now they are friends, the memories shared by them would always be remembered. The guy would always be the gal's angel, who would try to make her smile if she's sad or stress (moody). While for the gal, she is also the guy's angel, especially when the guy is sad. Though they wont be able to meet each other frequently, it's only time that will bring them together once again, to have a chat for a few minutes... Who knows. It's all destined.

Listening this story, it reminds me of another friend of mine. He chatted with a gal that he bearly know a month. How they know each other? I dont know. It should start from the Chinese Lunuar New Year, when they met each other. After that, they met each other while playing Frisbee in school... then a concert to Victoria JC. At that time, the gal was moody. That friend of mine, he just tried to cheer the gal up. He doesnt know the reason. After that, for the next 2 days, the gal and him were like chatting through sms. Worst still, the guy was finding it strange, until he messaged the gal if she likes him or not. It turned out to be his imagination. However, he realised that the gal actually do have feelings for her. Too bad, it was like a year later that he know the truth. Happy or not, my friend just wish that gal, and her guy, to stay happily ever after. Haha... That foolish friend of mine... MAN!!! What a waste to you... hehe... Anyway, smile!!! Life is still wonderful without loving someone... At least you know that someone did place you in her heart in the past. Better than nothing!!! Haha...

Today's mentoring is quite alright... However, the stupid thing is to see someone fell down, straight to the ground. I saw it in my own eyes. Haha... She fell to the ground, without moving her body, vertically go down. Haha... Next time be careful!!! Diao... Like that also can fall... -.-"

After that, I went to V.E. and I was late. Sorry people... Haha... Anyway, we sang quite well today and I realised that we can do better. I know that I did sang some mistakes. luckily there's Ben in Tenor or else I will be crying for help from Derik... Haha... Anyway, Derik, I still prefer to write your name as 'Derik' than 'Derrick'... Its much unique, am I right?? Haha... After that, we sang Alvis's birthday song and he sang 2 songs for us. A rap and a nice crappy song. I dont know the titles but I did record his voice into my phone. OOPS!!! My bad Alvis... However, one thing to tell you, you singing is not bad at all. Although it does makes people laugh, I think you sing well. Why?? That's because you enjoy the singing. Haha... You like it, just do it! That's the way dude!!!

By the way, I realised that some things are precious to us. This friend of mine... I dont know you will be angry if I post it here or not but I can say that you missed that person so much. I dont know whether the gift you recieved is what I saw today but seriously, I do understand how you feel if anything goes wrong with your gift. A faulty or even a scratch on it, you will be heart broken and the image of that person would appear. You may be the happy person that I see at all times but when things gone cock-up, you are super mad... I hope you will be happy no matter what... I maybe dont understand how you feel but seriously, I hope that you will like the life you have right now... No regrets... No hurt feelings again... A lesson that I have indeed learnt today, even if the gift is tool or a memory, it will always stay in someone's heart... someone's mind... forever... Even if it takes a 1000 years to forget the person, it will be hard for you to do so... People... Please treasure your close ones... Thanks to that friend, you did taught me something valuable...

CHRISTINE!!! SMILE LA!!! These days you been so 'sian' and sad. I just hope you will smile again. Dont worry about the stupid incident. Listen to me... Smile... Hope you enjoy your BBQ this Friday. Dont give me a grumpy look. Come on!! SMILE!!! Hehe... Stopping here... Ending stories now... People... please smile before you sleep. Makes you feel better... sort of.. but not to your family members, or they will dial 999 instead of telling you to sleep... hehe...