These days have been really busy with all the school activities. You can refer it in the Poly or in Canberra. Although I went back to Canberra once till today, I realised that many things are still unchanged. Many... That does not include the World Cup crap that I'm facing these days. World Cup was out of the question in my week review. Although for the past 2 days it has haunt me... I dont know whether its good or bad but it affects my sleep. It all started on Wednesday morning. I was able to have a nice sleep around 12 plus but there's some disturbance outside my block. At around 1am, the construction of the bridge begins... BELIEVE IT OR NOT!!! 1AM!!! ARE THEY CRAZY? HOW DARE THEY SPOIL MY SLEEP!!! I just keep tosing myself on the bed. Whatever sleeping position I'm, it wasnt good at all to coax me to sleep. Then, I heard the alarm rang... What the... 3am.. World Cup starts... I need to get my Dad up to watch the match... Why dont he make his own alarm??? Lazy Dad... Always like that...

After watching the first-half of the match, I went back to sleep... This time, the construction ended... if not wrong, it ended around 4 plus in the morning... and I slept around 4 plus. Nice job done by these people... Spoil my perfect day. In the end, I was late for Badri's lesson... I entered the class not by walking in... but tip-toed... what the... Although he's a German supporter and Germany lost, he helped us think of excuses to those who are late... For example... 'You are late for going to Germany and cry for the lost of Germany in the World Cup...' Nice one... I like that... There was no punishment in the end... phew...

I went back to Canberra to do my mentoring with the Sec 4s. First, I have my motivation talk with the Sec 1s. They are from Ms Lee's class and the speaker for the day are Te Seng and me. I crapped alot and I mean it. Te Seng was the same as before... Shy... Speak very softly... Haha... I have no choice but to help him to speak up, to explain to the kids how is life in the Poly or JC. I hope they do learn alot of things that day. I just keep making them laugh non-stop. I dont know why but it's really crazy. I didnt mean to do it to them... Haha.. After that, I mentor the Sec 4s. As usual... They wont give a comment on what they have seen on the source, waiting for us, the mentors to spoon-feed them??? COME ON!!! I'm really sick of this quiet discussion where students sit down and wait for answers to drop down from the sky. Indeed, I'm disappointed with 4N1. I dont know what they can do now... Results like dropouts... (Dont mean to say you people like this but the results does shows all...) I really hope everyone would advance to Sec 5 but with no effort being put in, I dont know how to help... Please, dont make my life so terrible each Wednesday??!!

Ms Lee let me see a video clip before I left the school for V.E. audition, which is about the Phantom of the Opera. I dont know what's that but I just know that this week's session is all about acting. Acting??? Well, I only do well in acting as a retard. I dont know why... I think that's the best role I can be in... Haha.. Talk about the video clip, it was the video that she had taken while I was in Sec 1. I cant believe it that Ariff was so small, though he was as usual, big size... Haha... The worst part was seeing myself in the video... I was like so nerdy... Haha... wearing glasses with weird hairstyle... Haha... poor me...

V.E. audition was quite... quite... I dont know, we act like crazy people from the mainland. I was like doing my whacky stuff. However, I was like trying to put myself in the role... I dont know... but one thing is for sure, my acting sucks to the core. After the acting, we had sessionals for 45 minutes and we left for dinner at Junction 8. By the way, Jasmine, what I ate that day was Malay food... Not Chinese... Hehe... After eating, we were like chatting non-stop. Jasmine and Hong started their nursing conversation... all the body parts started to fly around... verbally... You can look at Derik's face... He seemed to be laughing all the time, till his face was red... Haha... After that, we went to shop around and we took Neoprint... Yeap!! 10 of us!!! Jasmine, Hong, Derik, Yvonne, Ben, Kah Hong, Xiu Hui, Ping Ding, Alvis and me... Took it 2 times with different poses... Haha... After that, I went to collect my SW clothes from my uncle's house... Wow... what a day on Wednesday...

Again, I woke up at 3am to wake my Dad up, this time, its Portugal vs France. France won... and I have a good sleep this time. Although I was late again but its alright... Hehe... Lesson continues and it was time for V.E.. Seriously, today's V.E. was an interesting but hard one for me to digest. Listening to what Mr Ong had said, I was like... what the... Lost all my morale for performing on Saturday... I know my singing just cant make it and what he says was right after all. I was like stress up suddenly. From a normal mood to a stress mood, just within seconds with some 'motivational' talk... Haix... I keep walking out of the room... In a short break, I walked out 3 times... angry is for sure... I was like getting mad... I feel like punching at someone... I dont know why. When I entered the room again, my whole face was so black... Furthermore, it was boiling... I tried to drink as much water but still, cant cool myself down... What the... Red Bull in me??? Holy!!!

I actually wanted to be left alone after the V.E. session, which everyone goes back home together. However, they started to celebrate those people who has their birthdays on July... Wow... I didnt know about that... However, I just join the celebration. By the way, thanks for the brithday present... Jasmine and Cherrie... It just fits me... even if its not, I would still frame the shirt, so dont worry... Hehe... Ming Zhao and the rest of the V.E., thanks for the wishes... thanks... I feel much better now, better than before... Haha. In the end, I ended up going back with Hong. I dont want to spoil people's mood... thats why...

Hey Jasmine, my mood wasnt that good just now that's why I look very 'sian'. You once said that if I have any troubles, I can find you... I love to but I dont want it to spoil people's mood... Hehe... Just to be considerate... Haha... Anyway, I'm fine now... and make sure you do study and be your Cute Outstanding Nurse... Alright?? Haha... Stopping here...