For the past few weeks, Derik has been telling the VE people, that we should be punctual at times for practises and be responsible for our actions. Why? The answer to that is simple. At the age of 18, we should be more matured and understand what are the rights and wrongs. Once you get older, you are tasting the sweetness and bitterness of this reality. Sometimes, its hard to explain things with your own words and feelings but sometimes, each and everyone must do something in order to make that 'thing' to happen. There's no point waiting for something to appear if you keep waiting... If it does happen, then I would just tell you this straight in your face. "DUDE!!! Wait Long Long la!!!" If still it didnt happen... Hum... Try harder then...

Maybe its my bad attitude these few months that caused it... However, one thing I cant forget is that how irresponsible people can be... For instance, you tell someone that you're coming but in the end, you didnt turn up. It's alright for me but what if I'm the one who is responsible in telling the rest who is turning up or who's not. Think about it again... If you are in my shoes, you will definitely feel piss off. It takes a simple call or 'SMS' to tell me personally your conclusion. It doesnt mean that if you do call or 'SMS' me, you will be dead in the next moment. I dont mind what happens but how about the rest?? They would be thinking where are the you? Are you coming? People do have the time to wait but if it's over the limit, then that's too much.

What's worst??!!! Some even wait for things to happen. Excuses might be the reason for that. I dont mind... Laziness... Probably another reason to that. I still dont mind. However, if you want to make things happen, actions still speak louder than words. I have this feeling that everyone is hinting me to do things for them. Giving people calls??!! Collecting things from others... The worst excuse you can say to me for not helping is, "I dont know the person well... You do it ba..." Nice try... Ms Lee told me that I was the so-called 'Coordinator' but that was the past. However, others might be much better than me. Their ideas are so great that I agreed they are better intellectuals than me. However, you dont expect a lower intellectual to do things for you. Do you need me to give you a shower??!!

Man... Some need to start to be an 18, not on its character but on its thinking. I can be lame all the time and I can be lazy. However, if I tell myself I want to do it, I will still try my best to do it. Even if people call me insane, its my way of living. As we grow older, there's still the word 'teamwork' in every one's mind but there's still this phrase, 'Every man for himself'... Get alive!!!