I'm really tired now and I'm trying to type as much stuff as I could before I sleep. I need to dry my hair first. Whatever... Anyway, Band camp has reached to its end and I should say I'm quite please with everything. Although its messy, I can see many of the juniors have start to understand more about their seniors. I dont mean that its me. All the juniors know about me is that no matter where the Band is, I would be there, whether its rain or shine. Haha... it's because I love the Band. My 2nd family, as I always said. Hehe...

This morning's Solo Audition was cancelled and was replaced with the Promotion Test. Hmm... Many of them didnt put their best performance into it. I think they were too tired to march. I saw alot of mistakes and I just dont want to interfere too much. I would like to scold members who dont pay attention to rules and regulations but Ms Pan said its no point. They dont know me. Haix... Well, that's the time I realised that the Band doesnt need me to worry at all. I can come back but when caring about discipline matters, I should not interfere too much. I love the Band and I wish that they would be at a standard which everyone would regard them as wonderful musicians. However, if there's no discipline in the unit, there would be more problems as its goes on. All I hope now is that leaders would do what they need to do. Haix... I'm just worried about them thats all.

I'm so tired and I wanted to help out today that I skipped my lesson and didnt meet Derik and gang toclear up the Theatre For the Arts. I was too tired. I slept at around 4am in the morning and woke up at 7am. I even took a nap, a short one, behind the curtain at the hall while the rest were taking their test. It seems that I could not take much longer without having a good rest. I think I gonna be the 'Zombie' that Cai Yun refers. Haha... After the Band camp, I head straight home and went back to NYP again. I dont feel like going back but since I need to do some serious work, which was my project on the survey of failures in IPPT (NAPFA) test. In the end, the whole survey was a trash to me. I hate it when other people are trying to make my life as difficult as possible.

In the beginning, I told the instructor that I would survey the guys and what is our motive for this survey. After that, Raymond and I need to wait till the rest has complete their 5 stations before starting the 2.4km run. I dont mind about that as we need to do our task. However, it was like waiting for 1/2 hour??? I was sleeping by that time and Raymond was still awake but bored. he was listening to his MP3 player and I was trying to doze off at a comfortable position. When I woke up, it was survey time. Now this is the part I hate the most. I was told to brief the guys about the survey but before I could finish my sentence, I was interupted by another instuctor. Never mind, I tried to explain what survey we are doing and before I could end my explanation, he snatched the papers on my hand. What is this??!!!

I dont mind about the snatching but cant you ask politely, with respect??!! Dude... You make me feel so f*** up, dont you know that? After you said all the crap you have, you just distribute the survey forms to the rest. Well... 'Thanks'... I never expect people would do my job so 'easily' by getting people to do our survey, even without completing the 2.4km run. That was a nice idea. I dont mind being scolded by Lionel for wearing slippers to school but seriously, you really do hav ea serious attitude problem. Damn... What survey is this??!! After the survey, I was so piss off. Raymond was not happy with that guy too. We just sit back and watch the rest run for the 2.4km run station before we head to Yishun to meet our respective friends. Haix... Stupid instructor... Make my life miserable, especially when I'm sleepy and tired...

Meet the gang for L.J.S. and we head to arcade to play House of the Dead 4. I didnt play but just entertain myself with their playing. I was too sleepy and tired to do anything. I was very quiet and seems to be lifeless. Haha... Now, typing this blog, I'm feeling lifeless too. Haha... 'The Phantom of the Opera' is still in my mind. The moments that we had sing together... The movements that we do together... Wow... Still fresh I my mind... That's cool. I just wish that it would be everyday like that. Although the training would be harsh as ever and Derik would be angry at all times, I think I still like it to be everyday. The V.E. members are the ones I missed. Its all so sudden... Haha...

Time to stop now... Haix...

** [ A stare of merely 5 seconds is truly amazing... It can be short but I do treasure it... ]