Sometimes, there are some problems that we need to deal with. It's just a matter of time when we need to face the problem and have a solution to solve all problems. After the Band camp, it seems that a lot of people have made their reflections about the camp online. Although I did mine, I didn't explain too much of stuff as I was just like a passer-by in Band. This morning, once I went online, Chelsea told me that Faiz is going to quit Band. Alright... I wasn't stunned at all (which I should) but I just reacted by telling Faiz in MSN to reconsider his decision of quitting. I just don't want him to regret the choice that he has make, which would be helpful for his O Levels results if he needs the CCA points to go to a better course or even JC.

Never mind. That news already spoilt my day and I forgot to go to the saloon to cut my hair. No choice, I went down to get a hair cut and was late for school. It's shorter now and it looks gay to others. My Mum said I look like a gal now. OMG!! Now the house has 3 sisters instead of 2. Haix... Well, lesson starts at 1pm but I reached there at 1.45pm. The best thing was that lesson ends at 2.05pm. WOOT!! I have nothing say by that time. Although my brain still contains the effects of Band problems, still I manage to pull through the day. Tomorrow there's Statistics ICA and I can't really say I did study all. I think I need to revise in the morning and I gonna sleep early once I finish my crap here... LOL!!

Band... Band... Band... Although I love this family a lot, I realized I can't do anything at all. I can't scold them and I was feeling that the Band doesn't need me anymore. I understand what Faiz is facing as he has the same thinking as me. We wanted the Band to be as good as before, especially when the time where Mdm Tan is still around. Once she's gone, the whole Band lost its momentum and lost its 'Spirit'. The usual, self proclaimed quote; 'One Band, One Sound, One Spirit' is losing its spirit. Without the spirit, there's no way it can bring back its sound, and making sure a Band still exists. I felt that I should retire from today but I can't. Chelsea told me that I'm the only one who can help her, since she thinks that Rui Xiang and gang won't do much difference in the Band. Fikri said I should not give up on my dearest 'Tuba' (First wife). I don't know... I tried to think about it again and again but I still can't get the answer to my doubts.

In the end, it was Ms Pan, the saviour of today told me some things that are confidential and most of all, she told me that she needs my help for the Band. She didn't want me to comment anything since she doesn't want me to be hurt by the rest of the people's comments. Well, I don't care I would get hurt or not. I'm always a hurt man; in friendship, work, relationship, sports, not talking about Band stuff. Sometimes, to be the man, you got to beat the man. Now, to be a senior, I need to stand up, speak up, making sure that everyone does his and her job as a Band member. Haix... Anyway, I decided to help the Band again, probably for the last time. After 2007, its time to say goodbye to Band and I shall start afresh. Its time I stop my duties as a senior. I maybe the most active senior in my batch but its time to move on, letting the younger seniors take over matters. I prefer to be a by-stander, with no comments or giving instructions. However, I don't wish to see anyone to plead for my stay anymore.

Ms Pan told me in MSN that she would prevent the Band from collapsing and this brings something to my mind; COURAGE & DETERMINATION. She's so sure that she could do it and that is what I wish all the seniors could do. The Sec2s and 3s are the ones who can make a difference. Next year, it would be the Sec 1s to do the job. I hope everyone would strive what they really want for SYF. Make sure you get a Gold, which you people has aimed. I don't wish to see people striving no goal at all though their mouths keep murmuring they wanted to get a 'GOLD' for SYF next year. Building castles in the air is a useless thing unless actions are done. Haix... Too tired to do anything now...

Gonna rest now or else I wont be able to wake up. What's worst... 7pm would be CPR training at Yishun Swimming Complex. Luckily the swimming organized by Cai Yun was cancelled since I can't make it. Phew... Thanks Cai Yun... Or else I gonna die as a frog... Haha... Talk about frogs reminds me of something bad happen to me. While going back home, I nearly stepped a rat and it attacked my leg. It actually banged my leg, without biting me. Phew!! Thank gosh I'm still in one piece. If it bites me, I will be having an injection. Haix... Why my friends didn't get the bang but me??? Next time I gonna follow them, screaming at the top of their voices, so that the stupid rat wont bang my foot. -.-“ I know… LAME!!! Whatever...