Thursday, November 30, 2006 @ 3:23 PM
My Crap... Gavin's Bus Crap...
Microsoft Excel is making me nuts. No wonder the rest of my classmates keep telling me that the lesson was a killer. I skipped last week's lesson because I have a concert to perform at night and intensive training is needed to make sure everything goes well. Anyway, I did manage to learn a few things from the book so it's alright now. Think about all this work, I wonder what if I'm a robot. One told me that I was like a robot, who has alot of things to do but yet not feeling tired at all. What's worst, with my irregular meals, it seems that I'm an artificial human,which dont need to eat and sleep, like what Jonathan did the last time.
Hmm... I was actually tired but I still manage to pull through. I could control my hunger, just like now, I had my breakfast at 11am and I'm waiting for the time to have my next meal; lunch. I still have not study my P.O.M.. The ICA is next week and I'm supposed to do it now but I'm typing all this. Haha... I wonder why I'm so lazy. Hehe... Back to the robot issue, I wish I could be a robot. Not because I could do many things at one time or I can never close my eyes to take a rest. It's that I wont be able to feel anything. I dont have any emotions, no pain could be felt. I would be the one and only, without feeling what's the meaning of love, friendship, sorrows and happiness. What's better?? I wont know what is the true meaning of 'cry'. I think I talked too much crap here. Anyway, the main point is that if I become a robot, I will still prefer the life I'm in at that time. Helping people is my job at all times. A life like that gives satisfaction.
However, if I'm a robot that falls in love with others, I would try to stop that from happening. What I learnt from my past relationships is that when its time to love, it would be the point of hurt, which is harder to deal with. I have hurt someone once and I cant do that anymore. Right now... After 3 years... I'm asking myself, what is the meaning of love? All I can say is that I would prefer to be hurt than allowing others to be hurt. Maybe that's way of living. With the motto of 'My life, my rules', there is no way that I would allow my closest ones to get hurt. Its better that I'll be the sacrificed one. Think about it again, I would like my dearest friends to be happy. While for me, let me be the one who stops your sorrows and bring happiness to your life. Haha... (Man! I'm thinking too much! For the past 2 paragraphs what am I typing??!!)
Band issues are not over yet. I dont know what will happen. However, I hope things would solve peacefully. Anyway, I had my haircut and guess what?? Gavin and Jonathan had theirs yesterday. The most funniest thing was that Gavin was served by the Bus Driver. We boarded 962 but Gavin wasnt sure where we were going and he didnt put the correct amount on the machine before boarding. The bus stopped at the next stop and the driver was asking him with a 'black' face; 'Boy, where are you going??' Gavin told him our destination and the driver walked back after telling him how much to pay. Gavin was piss off by the driver's attitude and also, the driver was not helping him to collect the money. Gavin had no choice but to walk t the front, pay the money and walk back.
After having the haircut, Jonathan and Gavin were talkin about the Driver. Jonathan decided to lend his card to Gavin and Gavin was thinking that if they took the bus which has the driver they just saw in it, he would do some things sarcastically. First, he would ask the driver how much to pay in order to go to Sembawang. After that, he would reply that he has no money. Then, he took out the card and scan it, and say 'Oops... My card got enough value to pay the fare. So sorry ah!!!'
When the bus came, it was indeed the same driver. All we did was laugh but Gavin didnt do what he wanted to do. He just do this; Enter the bus, tap the card, walk to the back. -.-" What the... Never perform a good show in front of me. True enough, Gavin can be the next director of his own film, known as 'The Sacrastic Ways of dealing People in Different jobs'. I'll be waiting... for that film to be produced. Haha..