Sunday, December 03, 2006 @ 9:45 PM
Relax.... Relax....
Yeah!! Relax... I'm trying to do this since late afternoon. I'm trying my best not to show my temper to anyone now. Anyway, I feel much better now. I actually want to type this post just now but I didnt do it. As what I have learnt from my Effective Writing module, 'Do not write emails, memo or letter if you are feeling angry.' Alright, I did that. I know it is to prevent myself from writing anything towards the extreme. I did it!! Phew... However, I really must really admit that today is really a screw up job for me.
Firstly, I dont care who's at fault but just treat it as a reminder, a note to take and a lifetime lesson to learn. If anyone want to organise something, PLEASE make sure that the number of people in that event is confirm. I dont think its a good thing if you have any last minute changes, especially when people are waiting for the rest at that venue and no one turns up. It's unacceptable for such things to happen. Although Jimmy could react to such sudden changes, probably play basketball with Raymond or going to Jonathan's house, however, some might not be that flexible like him. Furthermore, when you invite people to turn up for something for that certain purpose or reason, you better mean it. For instance, you're here to play soccer and yet, it turn out to be playing other things. Isnt it the same thing like I actually ask you out for a beach party and end up telling you that I'm having a party at the bowling alley, with your beachwear still with you. Wont you feel how screw up I'm if I tell you this??!!
What's worst??!! With a message that stated 'Calling Malays...' Dude, what if the Malays reach there earlier and they realised its cancelled? What if some of them are waiting for you and they dont have a phone with them? You're just trying to screw their Sunday. I understand the meaning of waiting for someone for 2 hours and yet he or she never turns up. You feel the frustration and you think that someone is fooling you. You feel like you're being treated like a retard. I really dont mind being the retard but come on, we are going to be adults soon and with such a last minute planning, I bet anyone who hears this sudden change of news will boil at any point. Most of all, you inform others to get the Malays to play and I did it. How do you expect me to explain to them if they are there?? It's not that I'm trying to shoot anyone down but its a matter of responsibility. The last time when the rest told me they will be here, which they didnt turn up in the end, I need to find a good answer to about 8 people??!! What is this??
Sometimes, people are tired about things that are not well organised. Make sure that things are confirm before holding any event. Also, make sure no matter what happens, the host must always be there. If you ASSUME that only a few will be playing, then cancel the thing or maybe dont bother to mention it. I'm tired of sitting on the floor, gazing the stars alone during the nights. Today, I didnt see stars but clouds in the blue sky... What is this... I came here for soccer, for sports, not sky gazing??!!! OMG!!! Hope this wont happen again... No names are mentioned here, except for Jimmy, as I think he's always the innocent one when no one turns up. He stays further than us and yet have to go through this crap... Raymond and Jonathan are just named for their activities... so there isnt any case of bombarding in my taggie..
Anyway, I had my swim this morning with Bo Shen. It was so bad that I cant say anything. No comments for that... I forgot to bring my swim gear; swimming trunk. Yeah! In the end, I wore my bermudas and start swimming. Haha... That was already an unlucky thing to me. First time for not bringing my swim gear whenever I go for swimming. I realised that I had place it in the sofa. Haha... Anyway, I gonna swim tomorrow, exams are so near that I have little time to waste... Good?? Bad??? I hope I pass thats all... Haha...