ICA for AFA is tomorrow and I have not study it yet, probably later or tonight. As you can see, after the demoralising paper of Statistics Theory, I lost hope in doing another test this week. However, no matter what, I must still put in effort and confidence to myself. I have been asking myself, what the hack am I doing these days. I didnt play much and I did my work but all the time, I got this kind of results. By the way, I just got my Web Tech result for Microsoft Excel and I got 71/100. Its a good thing but look again, agfer some calculations, I realised that its a 40% paper, which I currently have 43.5% for my two ICAs. One more ICA to go and if my class participation is that bad, then I would be in trouble. Next up, Microsoft Powerpoint, I need to score 22% or more in order to secure a 'B' grade.

During my Statistics Paper, I was stuck and I was trying to think hard. All the questions that are out were so different from what I have practised the night before. I was stunned with the questions that are given out and all I could do is look at it, stunned and not writing anything. I know that in a test, something must be written in the paper but on that day, I couldnt. Is it because I have lack of practise or am I avoiding the hard questions, that resulted to my fauilure to do the tough questions in the test? I think I would need more time to do my practises. The final examination would be 5 weeks time and I need to buck up no matter what. My confidence was so low that I 'm afraid of writing things on the script. What is this???

Where is the real Wei Teck?? Where the real Nicholas?? Is the old me really dead? My reborn to this society, to continue the next chapter of my life story? However, I want to score high and as usual, join the coaching academy, whether its soccer or swimming, as well as being a good instructor or teacher in the workforce. Although people said passion allows them to be different, I think I'm losing the fire in me, which I could not lose it right now.

Anyway, these are the dates for the examinations and I typed it here, just to remind myself about it.

Business Statistics Theory - 23th Feb ( 4.30pm - 6.30pm)

Principles of Management - 26th Feb (12.30pm - 2.30pm)

Accounting for Assets - 27th Feb (12.30pm - 2.30pm)

Microeconomics - 1st March (12.30pm - 2.30pm)

As usual, time is running out and achieving my target would be hard. Targets would be the following:

Statistics Theory - B
A.F.A. - B
Web Tech. - B
MicroEcons - C+
P.O.M. - C
Effective Writing - C

Haix... What to do now?? Study and fight all the way?? Hope the motivation is back after typing this useless reminder. Anyway, I'm more worried about Sunday's match between Man Utd and Arsenal. Haha... As a soccer fanatic, I think its very normal to feel like that. Anyway, before I stop, let me make a few announcements although its abit old now. First, Mdm Tan, congrats for having a new baby boy, Rayner!! Haha... I will be there to see your child during the Lunar New Year... Hehe... Other than that, V.J., thanks for the treat, after you have been promoted, or actually, change your position in the school. Next up, good luck for the test to all students taking A.F.A. tomorrow... haix... Lets hope its not another demoralising paper.

Anyway... Thats all I think... Saturday's soccer match with the gang would be a good one for me to relieve my anger, stress and blah blah blah... More goals more luck??? I'll try... I'll try... Haha...