Today's lecture in NYP was a short one. I think it was a good thing to have Mr Badri to help us scoop the necessary topics for us to study for our coming Microeconomics Examination. The first test would be Statistics and I have not study it yet. Hence, I gonna study tomorrow. Hopefully, it isnt gonna be in Innova Junior College. My God-sis, Xin Ni, asked if I could just accompany her to study in Innova during her 2 hours of agony trying to take care of a booth for tomorrow's Open House. Well, I have no objections but isnt that very weird to have a visitor doing his revision??!! Gosh!! Zhi Wei, whose in IJC now, would be thinking that I'm nuts... Now, its a 'should' or 'should not' decision to stay in IJC to do my revision...

Anyway, after the lecture, Doris, Siew Boon, Bei Yi and I went to KFC to have our meal. Actually, I really wish to apologise to them that it was because of me that the venue for our meal has changed. I'm really sorry about it. My bad... It's just that I'm always being so spendthrift and when I looked at the sighboard of having a meal of $10 plus, I just stand root to the spot and hesitated. So sorry about it people... I think next time I would ask where we are going first before I would spoil your mood for eating good food.

After the meal, I took a bus back home. From 2 buses to reach my house, I took 4 instead. First, I assumed that the bus was 859 but when I board the bus, the bus was going to the opposite direction. This means that I was boarding the wrong bus! OMG! Not again??!!! I alighted at Chong Pang and went over the next bus stop to board the bus. However, I was rushing to go back home since the 'O' Levels are out very soon. I took 856 and reached Sembawang and then I rushed to take 962 to go back home. Once I reached home, I packed my stuff and left the house, reaching the school around 3pm by boarding 962 once again. By then, I was telling myself, how blur could I be when doing such simple things??!!

In school, I got to hear some good results and bad ones before I went for my soccer with Jeremy. Jia Long finally got his 'A1' for Mother Tongue after 6 attempts. Amazing. You can call that dtermination but I called that success. Hmm... First 4 attempts are 'B3'. After that, the 5th attempt got him an 'A2' but with more effort, actually no effort at all since he didnt study the topic, he got an 'A1'. Great! While for Jonathan, who seems to be depress for the next few days I assumed, just improved by a mark for his L1R5. Er.... Okay... Next was Eugene... Who also improved by 2 marks but wasnt enough to pull his L1R5 to be lower. Yet, the good thing is that they did improved. Once again, a 'should' or 'should not' situation to think whether the result is a good one or a bad one. Its all depend on how a person thinks about it. Yet, the best option is to think positive at all times. That's the spirit!!

I went to play soccer with Jeremy after that. Although I played 1 vs 1 with him and he won, I think I was quite unlucky on that day. First, I keep hitting the ball into the wrong side of the goal. Next, I keep hitting the post. That is why I told Jeremy before that my strikes would always hit the pole and guess what, the 'GOD OF POLES' is back. Haix.. I dont want that??!! However, right now, my injuries could be serious and soccer could be postponed in my timetable as examinations are near. This means that tomorrow there's no soccer as the gang is going to town while I'm staying at Woodlands to complete my revision, next week is New Year's Eve so dont ever talk about playing too unless you expect some juggling at the table while people are having their reunion dinner... Then 2 weeks later, I would be still having my examinations, so soccer should be put aside. Furthermore, I dont think my Mum would allow me to play too or else I would be skinned alive.

Dinner was to meet Jeremy, V.J. and Reeza to eat the Indian restuarant at Little India. I wasnt feeling that good as I have said I'm short of money and I'm not gonna spend a large sum of money on food in a single day. It was V.J. who treat us again and I feel bad about it. We have a wonderful meal and some things happened. One was when we wanted a 1.5 litres of bottled water and th waiter shook his head and took a jug over here. We were speechless. Alright... Maybe they dont understand what we were talking about. we ordered again and finally, they gave us what we want. The food was quite delicious too. I was thinking of saving my money and treat my friends for a meal at there during my birthday, since its still a long way to go... Haha... Great!! I need to start saving money from now on.. Try...

We went back by bus and it took us an hour. During that journey, there wasnt much seats and all we could do is stand. I was really tired and I dont feel like chatting with them. I stand at one corner, listen to my music and fell asleep. I was just standing, and holding the pole in front of me. Soon, I was sleeping and yet holding tightly on it, in case I fell to the ground if the bus hits the brakes suddenly. I think the rest of the passengers would think I was the best guy in the bus, who could tolerate for nearly 1 hour and without fail, still sleeping nicely. It was not a good nap at all as I was having aches at my back. When I got the chance to seat, too late, 10 minutes later and I alighted at Sembawang. ZZZzzzzz....

Before I end my crap for today, a few things would be happening or already happened. One would be Cherrie's overseas studies. I have no objections in it but I definitely would feel sad and missed her. To be honest, she is the first gal who I know in V.E.. I still remember that night before the V.E. camp, Yong Hong added her in our conversation as I was very shy, I supposed, to meet the rest of the V.E. mates. I could be very quiet when meeting new people, that's why. Anyway, I told her, 'I come in peace...' and she typed 'Lol!' Interesting... The next day in camp, I did managed to see her and didnt expect that we are in the same grouping for the camp. Thanks for the wonderful memories, Cherrie. The days in the camp were indeed memorable and all I could say is that I have a wonderful time talking to you at times, whether its online or in person. Your laughter would not be forgotten as it makes the whole V.E. to be lively and ensure that every one enjoys their practise. Have a safe journey and work hard on your studies. Your ambition to be a Psychologist can be fulfilled. All the best, Cherrie... As always what I mentioned, smile all the time!!

Another thing would be the death of a Taiwanese star, Xu Wei Lun. Alright, I dont know whose she but she died at the age of 28. Its a sad thing to hear that, especially people who died early. For me, I think that maybe it isnt fair for God to take her away, though I dont believe in such things. However, such a beautiful lady and she died in a car crash. Its very... very... I dont know... I'm speechless while I'm typing. That morning when I was watching the Youtube clips and I saw her picture, she was indeed very sweet looking. No wonder others said she was the angel in many people's eyes. Yet, the reporters were too much at times, asking some stupid questions that would make the victim's parents to feel more hurt. I dont know why, probably they didnt use their brain at most times.

However, I just want to say is 'Rest in peace'... In life, we do not know when we will leave the place called Earth. Sometimes, when I looked at clips of death, I would ponder what will happen to me if I'm gone. Is there any pain in me? What if my closest ones are gone? Will I be suffering terribly? I dont know these answers. I dont want to know and I dont feel like knowing at all. Reseach has been done about Wei Lun's case and realised that her death, which was known as 128 as she died on January 28th, was a bad number for her. Everything is linked with 128. Her words about death in her book was on page 128; the day she had accident was on 128; her parents who bought a house also have the house number of 128; a past Taiwanese star also died a few years ago in Jan 28th (128)... What's more, in the day of the accident, there was this magazine in the car, had a 'Deathnote' image and the page was... 128... Now people would be thinking if the Deathnote curse does exist or not. The Taiwan media could be creative but still, my conclusion is whether to believe in such things or not... it depends whether its a 'Should' or 'Shouldn't' decision...

I'm really tired now... Think my sickness is recovering but I dont think so my body is back to fitness. I have been suffering from pains on my left thigh and I fear that it is a muscle tear. Haix... My muscles... they are getting weaker each day... This means plenty of rest is needed... Haix... REST!!! SLEEP!! Here I come... (Another decision...zzz... What the.... -.-" )