I did survive a painful swimming lesson after all. Luckily I only had 10 rounds of freestyle, 1 butterfly and backstroke. The rest of the lesson was just play acting as a victim. Haha... Being a victim actually means to be rescued by others but I end up doing the job of rescuing the rescuer. It started like this... The rescuer was supposed to be saving me from drowning. However, this rescuer, a friend of mine, was not wearing his goggles properly and end up when he tried to shout 'Dont worry, I'm coming to save you!', he shouted, 'Wait!!! I cant find my goggles...' My coach and I was like showing him this --> -.-" I end up helping him to find his goggles and went back to my position and continue to shout 'Help!!' Its really a comical scene to me. No one expects the rescuer to be the person to help the lifeguard to find goggles in the water... LOL!! That's a screw up job for the lifeguard, I guess... Haha..

Anyway, back to my crap for today, right now, I'm having tight muscles under my thighs and whenever I tried to stretch or do something else, like for instance, walking, I feel like being sucked into the ground. My legs are getting heavy and I really need to rest, which is right now, sitting down and not moving at all, unless its necessary. I was considering of going to gym tomorrow but I think I should put that aside first. I need more rest these days after too much stressing on aggressive sports. Haha... Now I understand why Raymond and Zul feel that soccer is a pain to them at times even though its a pleasure to play for clubs in the S-League. Haha... Rest??!!! How to get it if you're attending school... Hehe...

Anyway, Cindy told me to look at her blog since she was not feeling that good today. I realised what was happening to her after reading her situation, probably known as her story. I have no comments about her situation but one thing reminds me of something. As a friend, we would always think that whatever we give to others, we would want them to repay us. However, in reality, its very rare these days when people are so kind-hearted. Its not saying that the whole world has turn into a bad place but I'm just trying to say that, as a friend, we can give people alot of things that they need but we should try not to ask them to repay us. If you want them to repay you, then that's not call friends, thats call friendship. A friend is one who you put your trust onto, the one who you will sacrifice but wont ask for anything return. A friendship is just a simple relationship that requires two hearts to be one to create something. There might be an idea of repaying back to the other but in terms of understanding each other, a friendship is not as strong as friends.

Alright, to be simpler with my crap, friends means you know the person inside out. Friendship is just knowing what the person needs and feels but doesnt establish a close connection with each other. For instance, Eugene and I are friends. We have a good friendship but why are we friends? That's because we have create better bonds with each other, and as well as understanding with each other's feelings. Most of all, we wont think of repaying or something that is bad to the other. That's why, even if he keeps quiet, I could guess and figure out how he feels... Now that's what I call a friend, not friendship. Friendship takes a minute to be created while a friend takes years or a lifetime. We grow... we learn... we mature... Friends... friends.... :)