Its morning 6.30am and I'm still awake. Tired?? You bet! However, I still could not sleep yet. There's project at 10am later in NYP and I have to attend it till the afternoon. After that, I have to meet Jasmine to teach her Maths. Gosh! Its gonna be a tiring day for me. Evening would be the gathering with Eric, Mah Chin Wah and Yong Hong. Stress day for me I guess.

Well, things sounds to be alright till late evening. I finally managed to see Diana online. After missing for a week in MSN, she finally appeared. Yet, I dont want to ask her the reasons for her temporaily disappearance. Its hard to understand people these days as there is a great barrier between me and her through our ways of communicating. I should say, I'm just an ordinary human being who should keep myself away from showing too much concerns to others. I dont know why I have such negative thoughts but it occurs since I have learnt some stuff the hard way.

When you tried showing your concern, it will be classified as a nusiance, as its irritating and you have no choice but to stop. If you dont show your concern, some would say you have changed. Some would even say that why are you so quiet whereas the rest would just keep quiet as keeping silence would be the best way to deal the situation. I know myself as a person who bugs others for stupid reasons. I dont blame anyone or myself. Its just the nature of me. I cant help it. Hence, no offence anyone but I guess I shall keep things to myself if possible. Although the blog is used to vent your anger on it, its still better than telling your troubles to others.

I tried to tell Eugene about my problem, which I have faced just now but its hard to say it out. Yeah. Its very hard to explain the thoughts in my mind and put it into words. Emotions could be felt but couldnt be told. Sometimes, I asked myself why am I a human being, knowing the different kinds of emotions but unable to describe it. Tough as a human could live... I guess...