Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @ 3:00 PM
The Last Prayer...
Its 11.40pm right now but as you look at the time of this entry being posted, it is exactly 3.00pm. Yes! This post is just for a friend of mine, a friend of ours... Anyway, I only slept for 2 hours the night before as I my mind was full of memories. The past of what we have done and what we enjoyed.
I'm tired by now but I guess his parents will be more depressed than me. What matters most is from now on, all of us shall learn to move on. Although sadness affects our day today, we must look at the bright side no matter what, cheer up mates...
"致:跟我就此永別的學生,
生命仲是在你不在意時丟出一稞手留彈,炸得你遍體凌傷。
在我感覺幸福快樂時突然起了變化,讓我覺得有點無助有點無奈。
完全想像不到的事即然發生了。
我無法明白,也無法解識,為何會發生。
他本來可以擁有很多很多生命帶給他的無數回憶
他本來還有很長的人生道路可以走下去
他本來可以擁有自己創造未來的夢想
但這已是過去,已是遺撼,已是悲傷的記憶。
我會永遠記得他那帶點灰色感覺的文章
我會永遠記得他那帶點哲學的思考角度的文字
我會永遠記得他那帶點文學家的憂愁
我會永遠記得他對閱讀的沉迷
我會永遠記得他對學習的執著和熱情
我會永遠記得他承今是讓我驕傲的學生。
(寫到這里,我終於感覺到眼淚已流下,原來我不是那麼理智的,原來我終於開始面對自己的悲傷,也開始整理自己的心情面對明天。。。。)"
- Extracted entry from Ms Lee's blog, to her beloved student...
As today is the cremating of his body, once the clock ticks to that time; 3.00pm, the time will halt for an entire 60 seconds before one minute is up. All I could do is say a slient prayer to a dear friend of mine...
I miss you Dude... R.I.P. Te Seng... =\