For once, NICHOLAS TEO WEI TECK had ENOUGH of waiting... I maybe suffering from a GREAT Depression, which I have no idea what is a depression like though I'm sad like crazy, I wont be giving a hack about your life.

Happy?

Dont worry... No suscide ideas in my mind. I wont give you any regrets... I would be stupid to live my life that way.

I DO LOVE YOU BUT DOES IT MATTERS TO YOU?! NOT ANYMORE!

Hence, love someone that is not my character... GO!! GO!! GO!!

My life will be adventurous as ever... with or without you... I've my goals and target... but one thing has make me feel clear about things recently.... I had enough... Not gonna be a monk but I just dont feel like talking to girls anymore...

Soccer... Workout... Swimming Instructor... These are my goals... I will rather be ALONE than being used as a trash bag, being told off when you like... being taken care of when you found some gold inside.

Nothing is perfect in this world, and there is no happy ever endings in life. FACE IT!

(I dreamed of telling someone in my dream all the time, couples who fought and quarrel, dont be like me, ending up in such a state of love life. Well, think again, what should I say that?! I was dumped anyway... Love... No one understands this word at all. Compromising... Thats only when nations fight then the word pops out! Dream... Yeah.. A dream... I think of thousand things to please you again but I will save it. Wasting my effort dont move your cold blooded heart at all. )

(I love you... I will still love you... but its gonna be an end... I did something which I have no point of return. The words and everything... Yes! You find me MAD, and I did... I've gone berserk! I would rather you hate me... than love me... Cos... I never give you happiness ever before... So, HATE ME!! THANK YOU!)