I saw her today, preparing for her next segment of her NAPFA test, which is the shuttle run. I wish to walk up to there, just walk past her but it seemed that I cant do so. I dont have the courage to do it and neither will she want to notice my pressence too.

I only worry about her kneecap, especially when she had to do her standing broad jump and after that, her run for 2.4km. Her knee ligaments are not strong enough, probably of her past injury or she need to build up her mass muscles around her kneecap, strengthen them to lessen the pain. How did she fare for today? I'm not sure.

I end up walking outside the stadium, not trying to cause her to lose her focus and concentration to perform the best for her NAPFA test. Whether she notice me or not, its not important anymore. Like what Eugene and Kah Hong had mentioned to me, supporting her from the heart is what I can only do at the moment. It hurts when limits caused me to do little things for her.

I wish she did get a Gold... I wish she did manage to finish her NAPFA unhurt. Last but not least, I wish she could get more confidence of herself from this NAPFA test and by 30th May, where she gonna take her Sundown Marathon, she could be ready and be able to motivate herself, to complete the 42km run without giving up.

I wish... I just wish... Well... wish... her good luck...