I dont know why I would want to call her suddenly, or should I say immediately. I missed her out of the blue. It was this sinking feeling again and my heart feels hurt.

However, this time round, it was hurting badly, especially my lungs. It sounds weird but I had chest pains suddenly and all I could think of is hear her voice. I will not know whether hearing her voice will stop the pain but I guess, I will feel in peace at heart.

At least I managed to chat with her for nearly an hour, which was like never for the past many weeks. I missed her voice, I missed her face, I missed her touch... I hope things would work well but I never have high hopes for an easy success.

I hope the coming conversations will go on smoothly, and not me being a retard to say stupid things again... =/ haix...