Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 1:43 AM
The Truth...
The truth was there and now I got to understand what some mentioned that
pictures dont lie. I saw it. She's now in the arms of another guardian angel that I guess, its best she belonged to.
The picture of her holding his hand tells it all that what I've guessed is probably right. Yes, my fault for losing her but maybe, it should be my mistake for letting her join the photography club in the first place. I guess that was partly the reason where we distanced. I respected too much of her decision? Maybe... My bad for being a good boy who listens to her all the time.
Well, it could just be fate that I brought them together but of course, others' efforts had made them to be closer. After seeing the picture, my heart sank deep down but whats the use at the end of the day? I wondered if she really have a tiny-winy bit of feeling for me... Its alright, I'm used to be alone I guess.
As what Cai Yun once told me,
time will heal the wounds but also, make the feelings mild. Its getting quite mild though I still miss her and love her still. I guess, that guy is a lucky chap, who wins the heart of the princess that I once adore, who captures the heart of the gal that I wish to be with for eternity.
Lucky chap, treat her well. Thats all I asked from you. Whereas for her, I hope you found your true love. Just remember me as a friend, for the happy moments we've been through before, and not treating me as an enemy.
I hope their love story goes on, happily ever after.
As for me.... Life goes on... but happy or not... I guess the next chapter of my lifestory gonna be me who creates the plot.
Now... Sort of a self-consoling entry but at least, I felt better... Time for my sleep...