Time check: 3.57am, and I'm still awake. I'm feeling sleepy but the laptop makes me feel more energetic than ever, probably I've missed it so much since I'm away for the past days that I'm hoping to use it once again.

Well, what am I doing at this hour? Simply watching videos and playing my 'Pro Evolution Soccer 2009' game, as usual. Before that, I was cycling around Sembawang, and Woodlands area.

Initially, I was having dinner with Jimmy, Jia Long, Kian Wee, Ivy, Gavin, Chris and Yun Ting. It was Jimmy's first book out dinner so at least, I should show some appreciation by turning up. Feeling bored, I had the desire to cycle since I've not been touching the bicycle for quite some time.

And there I go, cycling from home to Sembawang to meet them for a meal. I went back to cycling around the Sembawang neighbourhood, partly I dont feel like going back home early, also, to take a look what has changed over the past month. Little changes but of course, with improvements with the infrastructure, thats all.

I would rather want to spend some time to be alone, to enjoy the night's peace and quiet atmosphere, which hardly could I get these for quite some time. I need time to reflect, forget and stay positive. I'm learning but sometimes, your mind forbids you to do so.

I'm still smiling. However, she isn't and maybe, I know the real answer. Its should be the day that makes her world crushed down. It was that moment, which had past for 2 years. This time round, I'm not there for her but at least, as a friend, I just said my advice and left via MSN.

What else can I do? Really... It makes me wonder... Well, with her new pair of wings that has brought her a new understanding towards love, I hope her new guardian angel could make her happy, at least for yesterday, later today and tomorrow. She needs some support I guess.

Wee hours of Saturday morning... I'm blogging... Bored... I wish to get someone to join me to cycle or jog even though my bones seemed to be taking its toil or my muscles are pleading for a rest. I'm having soccer in a few hours time. ZZzzz... Maybe I just want to train and stay focus at the moment? Plus, I dont want others to spend time on me to join me to do tiring stuff. More plans for later today so rest is required for all of them.

Well, time to rest I guess. Let me put it in this way before I head to bed.

"Stay positive everyday and you can manage all problems that lies ahead."
"Every morning, I looked at the mirror and brush my teeth,"
"Sloppy face, stink teeth, dark eyebags... etc..."
"Yet, if I learn to smile, at least I look better, more cheerful and more positive"
"Hence, try this if possible, smile..."


Sharks... I just remembered I've plenty to do tomorrow morning. Another family member down with an injury and I hope its not a serious one. Bless God-grandma...

And lastly, to Eugene's Granny... rest in peace. = /