Friday, January 01, 2010 @ 10:54 PM
Welcome To The Year 2010!
Where were you at during the last few hours before you say goodbye to year 2009 and welcome 2010?
I was somewhere in a artificial grassy patch with my Secondary buddies; guys and gals; at Douby Ghout, drinking and having some simple games while killing time for the time to past. Almost all drank alcohol while some, alright, 2 of the whole lot, had mineral water and milk respectively.
Yeap! The one who's drinking milk and giving a toast to each and every one in the group is me. I dont feel like drinking alcohol that night, especially when I'm feeling exhausted after returning from my camp that early afternoon. 'Chip' was laughing at me via SMS for drinking milk instead of alcohol. Yes!! Its weird!! But HL Milk taste nice isn't it?! =]
Anyway, to be honest to everyone and especially to myself, I was not feeling that good that night. If we were still together, that fateful night, once past 0001 hours, would be our 2nd anniversary. However, what's past is past and the present would never changed. I maybe acting as I was cheerful and crazy at times but during quieter times, I'm not like that. I maybe 'drunk' after 2 sips of acoholic drinks that night but my mind was quite refresh. Maybe, acting crazy is one way to forget the pain within my chest, I guess. Eugene's girlfriend told me to forget her and I could find someone that is suitable for me. I shall try, thanks 'Da Sao'! =X Year 2009 isnt a good year for me I guess. I've been facing all sorts of problems that has affected my life. Losing my relationship with the gal I loved earlier the year, followed by the news and operation of my Dad whom suffered from heart problems, to my decision to join the Force. All these changes have changed my life instantly within the few months. Regardless I'm fighting the battle alone or together with the support and help from friends and family members, I appreciate for the consequences of all these problems as it makes me learn to grow stronger each day. At the age of 21 years, it seemed that I'm no longer the teenage guy that I used to be. With additional responsibilities being shouldered, its time for me to grow up in year 2010. Year 2010; a brand new decade that shows the change of me. Its time for me to change for the better, or maybe badder if possible. Every story has an end, but in life every end is just a new beginning of an story. Now its my turn to begin my life story for 2010, are you ready?
