I missed alot of things. I missed the fun hanging out with my cliques. I missed the voices of everyone singing and harmonise as one. I missed the great times of staying over in my school campus.

I finally went to V.E. Bonding Camp on Wednesday night, of course, after watching my last 10 minutes of soccer match on the screens near a pub at United Square straight after I finished my work. Anyway, its been awhile since I had so much fun in a camp. The laughters... The games... The smiles... The frowns...

A bonding camp is where I believed that people get to see your true colours and knowing what type of personality you are. That is where friendships are made and rivalry begins but probably, lets hope everyone keeps the sweet side rather than the bad ones with them throughout the camp.

Exhausted from camp and guess what?!! Night shift for work till this morning. Super shagged~!! Yet, its worthwhile after all. I may be old, yeah... too old especially when the rest are around 16 to 17 years??!!?? However, I can say that the camp made me feel young, at least for the next 12 hours after my shift work on Wednesday night. Thanks V.E. =]

I just love this picture even though I'm not in it.

Well, on the other hand... I just dont know why I would be so agitated during the conversation on the phone. The reply was "Orh", "orh" and "orh...". Maybe I really wanted to take care of you but I guess, its probably gonna be hard with all the constant replies of "orh" and...

I dont know... We've drifted. Tell me if I'm wrong to put it in this way; when you make up a decision, when you say you wish to do this or that, once you make up your mind, could you really just put them aside instantly, so easily?

If you can, well, sad but sorry, I cant. This time round, its my fault so no need to feel any guilt. Actually, I wanted to give you a small surprise when you came back. I knew you will wish to play my itouch and I was hoping you to see the note that I've put up for you but too bad, you didnt see it.

Never mind, it doesn't matter. Its not your fault anyway. Again, my fault, no guilt, no sadness. I'm confused. I felt like I'm drowning now though I'm a life saving expert. Zzzz.... Drown me...