Its not easy to maintain the present. It was a good conversation last night. Although the mood wasn't a joyful one, at least I recieved the answer to all my present doubts. It was nothing to do about attitudes, characters or time. It was just plainly, the reason behind the lack of communication.

I know myself too well, especially for being too implusive and over sensitive at times. I tend to think alot and once I do, it will be a never ending process. This sucks. Since when will I get to learn not to cultivate the same bad habits.

Overseas internship sounds cool to me. I never tried it before and I wish I could do that one day but sadly, time's up. My study years in Polytechnic is over and it would never be the same again. Sister wish to take up an internship too to Korea but Mum don't allow. I really hope anyone whom gets a chance to travel overseas to study, to take up this opportunity instead.

Benefit for your studies, benefit for your own understanding, what matters most is benefit for the experience. Distance and time would drift bonds apart but technology yet brings us together virtually. However, its a matter of determination and belief that would make things continue, not so smoothly but at least, let it reminds as the same as before.