Maybe my mind isn't functioning that well recently. I must have been working too hard or too much that I realised that I'm having poor time management. Poor time management on my family, friends, gaming, sports and many other stuff. Sadly, I just wish to spend some time with others whom I care and love but hardly it could be done.

Both ends need to meet in order for things to work out. Lately, my mind would wonder off very easily, especially earlier this morning while attending to some stuff, I nearly dozed off inside the car but I told myself to wake up and try to concentrate on other stuff. The feeling... terrible. It sucks when you really want to sleep yet you cant. Anyway, I break my record of not sleeping for 25 hours or so. A torturous process but more to come in the job of mine.

Time changes everything. Once we get busy, it seemed that we are neglecting our love ones. I wish to do something for the ones I love but it seemed difficult, especially when coming in terms with priorities. Others may be busy when you're free. Then, things changed gradually. SMSes becomes a drag. Talks seemed to get bored. The list goes on and on.

Since I've chosen this path, I guess I shall let things be in this way. I'm learning not to be bothered with these issues. Gosh... Who am I? What am I doing? Who I'm really am to others? A tool? Toy? Bystander? Problem solver? Punching bag? Stress reliever? Maid? Robot? Blah..............................................................................................................................................................

Damn... I think I have reflected too much. Probably shagged I guess. This week sucks.